meigerenshenglaidoushigudude。
你害怕孤独吗？
不，你别怕——
nizhishihaimeizhaodaoyutaxiangchudefangfa。
diyicijiandaoshenqinjuan，wohaishimaizhendongdesheyingzhuli。
sheyingzhulizheifengongzuosuosuiyoubeiwei。napawoshizaidamingdingdingdeshishangzazhi《v》depaipianxianchang，shijishangmeitianzuodehaishiduanchasongshuidegongzuo，shaoyouchacuo，bianhuibeimadegouxuelintou。
yeneidoujiaomaizhendong“maidawan”，dangranshiyinweitashirujinquanneishouquyizhideshishangsheyingshi；lingyigeyuanyinjiushizaitadejingtouxia，renhemingxing，bengguanduodadepu，doudeguaiguaitinghua——zhishiweileyaobazijizheifupixiangmaidegenghaoyixie。
maizhendongnianjibuda，yejiusanshilaisui，tianshengshengdeyizhangjiyinglang、lengjiaofenmingdelian，toufayouduanyouying，xianggangsiside，bugouyanxiao。taduisheyingdeyaoqiujigao，changjingfuzhuanghuazhuangnalibudui，shenzhimingxingmotedebiaoqingqingxubudaowei，pianchangjiunengkandaotachenxiadelian，liandaizhefangyuanyiliyineiqiyajiangdi。weilesihouhaota，wozhendezhanzhanjingjing、rulvbobing。
neitian《v》zazhiyaoweimingxingqinmoupaiyizudapian。qinmoushirujinzhishoukeredenvxing，zhongzhongchuanqibuyierzu：daerdeshihoujiubeiquanlixiaozhongdaoyanwajue，pailedichengbendeqingchuntengtongdianying，queyiwaimaizuo——jibaiwandetouruhuanlaijinliangyidepiaofang，jiekaokoubeixiangchuan，erhouziranyipaoerhong。nandetabingbuyimingxingziju，zhaochangshangke、kaoshi，naguojiajijiangxuejin、renqiyilubiaoshengzhidaxuebiye，nianniannengzaisidashishangzazhidefengmiannamanguan。renzongshihenqiguai，dangyigerenbizijihaotaiduodeshihou，jiulianyisijidudoubuhuiyou，shengxiadezhishixianmuyuyangwangle。duizheiyangconghuimeiliqueyoujieshenzihaodenvhaizi，baguayewabuchumengliao，jibianzaiyulequanyeshaoyoueyidedihui。
suanqilai，wohetahaisuanshixiaoyou。qinmoudawoliangjie，ruxiaoshi，jiuyijingshifengyunrenwu。bijingzaizheisuoyixuefengyanjinwenmingdezhumingxuefuli，nengchuzheiyangyiweikoubeilianghaodemingxing，shizaishiyijianrangrenganjuehongdongdeshi。
hewangchangyiyang，wozaozaodijiugandaolepaishedi。
duchuangbieshu，qieshidaizhedapianqifucaoping、congyuconglinjingzhidejusuo，zaixianzaizhendesuandeshangxihanle。woxiangshixiangxiarenyiyangdaliangzhouweideyiqie。lutai、qijushi、shufang、shuzhuotai，sediaojieshirubai，kejiancichudezhurenxihuanqingshuangdefengge；chuangwaidapiandapiandelvsecaoping，xiujianzhengqi，fengjingkaikuo，lingrenxiangqi《aomanyupianjian》zhongdaxixianshengdepengbolizhuangyuan。wonazheceguangbiao，zaijigedasuanqujingdedifangchakanisoshuzhi，shunkouwenfuzhuangbianji：“zujinyidingbubianyiba？”
fuzhuangbianjichixiaoleyisheng：“naya！changdishiqinmouzhidingde，niqiaoqiao，zheimehaodefengjing，womenqunaerzu？zaishuole，renzheimeyouqian，sheizaihuzanmenjidezujin？”
“kuaikuaikuai！qinmouhuawanzhuangle，mashangxialai。”gongzuorenyuanhouleyisheng。
现场一片忙乱。
haoburongyiqinmouzhanhaowei，woyouyicifangcuolerouguangdengweizhi，zhenggepianchangdounengtingdaomaizhendongdenuhou。
“sheirangnifangneilide？buhuizuojiugunchuqu！”
zazhidefubianjishanglaiquanlejiju，maizhendonglenglengkanzhewo：“rangtachuqu！mafannimenxiacijiwopeigecongmingdianerdezhuli！”
woaonao，zoudeyuanyuande，zheibushidiyicile——youyicigenzhemaizhendongjiubeitama，haibeiganchulesheyingpeng，woyoubuganzou，baozhejianbangzuozaidishang，toukanlibiandeqingkuang。shougonghou，wohaizaijiujieyaobuyaojinqubangmang，meixiangdaomaizhendongzouchulai，ruowuqishideyangzi，renglezhiyanjiwo：“chouyan？”
我摇了摇头。
tashangxiadaliangwo，yanshenwenheleyixie：“yeshi，gangbiye，gengehaiziyang。”
“jinlaiba，”tachouwanyigen，jingshenhaolexuduo，“jinzheiyixingburongyi——chizaonidexuehuichouyan。”
rujinsuanshibeimadexiguanle，woyigerenzhanzaimenkou，congkoudaitaochuyizhidianshang，shenshenxileyikou。
zhenshixinlayouqingkudeweidao，jilinglingdejiubaneixiejuanyihequruganpaole，wowanxiayao，qiangdaoyanleidouliulexialai。
shixiandejintouquekandaoyishuangheisedexie，shenhuisetiaowendexiku。
wotaiqitou，kandaoyigenanren——wocaitashicongnageshangwuchangheganggangganlaiba。zhezhuangyichangzhengshi，zhishichediaolelingdai，shuangshouchazaikoudaili，shensesuishifangsong，zitaiqueshitingba。
woyongyizhongxiaoxinyiyideyanshendaliangta，muguangsaoguotadewuguan，tadeyanjingbingbusuanda，quejimingliang；quangulvegao，meimaoshengdejihao，buguofenxianxi，zirandeyibi，weiweidaichunanrendegangyingjianyizhigan。
zhenshiwoxihuandeleixing——ruguoyouyitian，wonengjitazheiyangderenpaiyitaoyingzhaojiuhaole。
zheiyangshitaididingletaxujiu，zhidaotadewuguanyuelaiyuemingxi，wocaifaxiantayijingzoudaowomianqian。
womangrangkailai，shouzhongdeyanbuzhizenmeyiceng，tangzaizuoshoushoubeishang。
chideyisheng，jihunengwendaopiroushaojiaodeweidao。
kewojingliantongjuedoumeiyouganshoudao，zhishikanzhetadebeiying。
qinmoudejingjirenlixinsuanshiyulequanxiangdangdangderenwu，jianletajingyexiaorongmanmiandiyingshanglai。
wokanjiantawenhequeshulidixiaoxiao，bailebaishou，shiyibiedaraopaishe。ranhoujingjingdizhanzhe，kanzheguifeiyishangdeqinmou，muguangchenrou。
woditoukanzheshoushangneikuaisuanshixinxiandeshangkou，yezhengzhengditingjianzijixintiaodeshengyin。
yigemoshengrenliujiwodeyinji，choulou，querangrennanwang。
chuangwaiguangxianxiaoshi，fangfoyourenlashenbaiyechuangyiyang，yemuhuanhuanluoxialai。
neigenanrenyizhizaikanqinmoupaishe，suididiao，quefengyunmaoran。
erwoyizhizaixiaoxinditoukui，zhidaohuanghujiantingdaodawanhanwoshoushiqicai。
原来摄影结束了。
dawanyibianshiduotadebaobeijingtou，yibiankaiwanxiao：“zenme？malenijijujiuwanxiaoshi？”
wodishenggunong：“meiyou。”
tashenshoupaipaiwonaodai：“xiacijilingdian。”
dawanzheidianhao，malerenhenkuaijiuwangle，juebujichou。youqishizheiyici，paidexiaoguohenbucuo，tadexinqingbiangengjiabucuo。gongzuorenyuansanxiawuchuerqinglidaoju，xianchangyouchenglewenzifangtan。wokandaowenzizongjianzuoxia，weixiaozheshuo：“qinxiaojie，nihao。”
秦眸微笑致意。
“nideshijianbaogui，xianliaoliaojiexiaqudedasuanba。”
“woganggangbiye，yijingshenqingdaoyisuolixiangdedaxue，huichuguoyiduanshijian。”qinmouyundanfengqingdishuo，muguangfangfobujingyidilveguobuyuanchu，“woyexiangjiezheguizazhidefangtan，zhengshixuanbuzanbieyingshiquan。”
meirenxiangdaotahuihuranxuanbuzheiyangdejueding。jikuanchangdedatinglizuzuyousanmiaozhong，yaquewusheng。
buzhidaoweishenme，woxiayishidicetou，kanjianneigenanrenjinbengdebiaoqing、minjinrutongdaofengdechunjiao，yijisuozhudemeitou。
wodexinzangshunjiantingtiaoyipai。
那是震惊吧？
我能看得出来的。
zheigechangmianmeilaiyoudirangwojuedebushufu，wotileliangxiangjingtouwangwuwaizou，zouguotashenbiandeshihou，huranbeijiaoxiazonghengdedianxianbanleban。
shenzishuaixiaqudeneigeshunjian，wodedanaoliyipiankongbai：wanle！zhenwanle！dawandebaobeijingtou，napayouyisisidesunhuai，tadoujuebuhuiraolewo！
zhidaoyishuangshoujishibawolanxia，wojinghunweiding，shuo“xiexie”deshihouhaizaifadou。
taqueditoukanzhewo，youxieyanedeyizhoumeibianpiekaileyanshen，lengdandishuo：“bukeqi。”
woxiangqiyoucimaizhendongxiaohuawo，neitiannidunzaidishang，huotuotuoyigexiaobiesan。
yiqianwocongweifaxian，keshijintian，duizhezheigenianqingnanren，tayanshenzhongdeyanqizheiyangmingxian，wohuranwendaozijishenshangnongnongdeyanwei，kandaojiaoshangdengdeneishuangfaheidefanbuxie；zaihuitoukankanfengyiwuketiaotideqinmou，tihuguanding：yuanlairenherenzhijian，chajukeyizheiyangda；erwo，huodezheiyangcucao。
zaihuigongsideshangwucheshang，wobanaodaigezaileshangwuchedechechuangbolishang，cheziweiweidezhendongfangfoshidianliu，sousoudizaishenjingmoshaoliucuan，zuihouqinmoudeneizhangzhaopianfanfuzaiwonaohailidingge，heibaihuapianlidenvrenbanzhaozhemiansha，yanshenqueneiyangqingxi，rudaorufeng，chaneijiannenggejinyigerendexinli。zheiyangdenvren，huishisuoyourendechonger。
nini？baixi，niyaozuoshenmeyangdenvren？
我问自己。
xindineigeshengyinshuo，wozhixiangzuoge……bugududeren。
houzuolianggebianjizaiqingshengshuohua，wotingdaojijuduanxudejingtansheng：“zhenshita？”
“nanguaiyaotuichule……”
xinxiaweiweiyidong，wowanghoukaolekao。
“shita，rongweideshenqinjuan，jushuozaiyiqiliangnianduole。wopengyoushiyuji，genlehenjiucaipaidaode。benlaiyiweinengnagedatoutiao，diertiandebaozhidoupaibanle，youbeichelexialai，shuoshiduiqinmoudexingxiangbuhao。”
“bushiba？neijintianzenmezheimegaodiao？”
“niyiweizheizuofangzishisheide？zanmenguangcongtiemenkaidaolibiandouhualeneimejiu，anbaoyousenyan，sheinengzhidao？”
“wo，woyaoqutianyafagetiebaoliao。”
“qie，baozhidouyaxialai，wangshangbaoliao，buchusanfenzhongzhunjinishanle。”
woxiangshidalejixueyiyangqingxingle，shunbianjizhuleneigemingzi，shenqinjuan。
jinpilijindihuidaojiali，wodakaibingxiang，naleguanpijiuchulai。guanleyidakouxiaqu，shunbiandakaiqq，liulanyiquan，faxiandaxueshidetongxueqianmingdaduoshizaiaihaojiabangongzuode。
wokankanzhixianglingchensandiandeguazhong，renbuzhukuxiao。
“rongweijizhaocaiwuhuiji，kezijiantajian。”
wohurankandaomoutiaoqianming，xindiweiweiyijing，rongweizheigemingzizheimeshuxi？
lingchendedanaoyijingbuhaoshile，wocongyituanjianghubandenaoxibaozhongmianqiangniechuleyitiaoxixidexiansuo……shide，shenqinjuan，jieshoujiazuqiyerongweideneigeshenqinjuan。
wodixiatou，fasifuzailianjiashang，kanjianzuoshoushangneikuaichouloudeshangba。
bantianbudaodeshijian，yijingjieleboboyicengjia，xiabianyinzangzhehaimeizhanghaodexinxiannenrou。
woyouxiangqileshenqinjuan，tademeiyanwuguanshuobushangduowanmei，quezhenzhenqieqiede，shiwoxihuandeleixing。
renzheiyisheng，zhaodaoyigexihuandeduixiangkeburongyi。
wobuqiuyongyou，danshinengduokanjiyan，zongshihaoshi。
haobiwomiliananxiakuaimenneiyishunjiandeganjue，yushibiyezhihoujulehaojizhangoffer，zhiyiquzuosheyingzhuli，kewocongbushewangzijinengxiangmaidawanyiyanghufenghuanyu，wozhishixihuanshunjianyonghengdeganjue。
wojuedingle，woxiangduokantajiyan。
wozhidaozheisimilianlaidemomingqimiao。
可我不管。
wodiankailietoushixiongdetouxiang，qiaoshangyixingzi：shixiong，woshibaixi，woxiangtoujianlijirongwei。
xiangbudaodiertianjiuyoulehuiyin。
daxueshizhangwoliangjie，quehewotongzaisheyingshedeshixiongyuanruojundadianhuajiwo，pitoujiuwen：“nishirenzhendebu？”
“worenzhendea，”wojieshishuo，“shixiongnizhidaowochengjibucuode，dangshibiyehunletou，feiyaoqugansheying，xianzaichangdaokutoule，woxianggaixieguizheng。”
shixiongchensileyixia，manmandishuo：“liannidoupenglenanqiang，dasuanhuitoule，shijieshangzuihouyigelangmanzhuyishirendaoxiale。”
tingqilaidaoyoujifengantandeyiwei，fangfoshishanggan。
kemeiyourenzhidao，wofangqizheifenreaidegongzuo，zhishiweilezhuiqiulingyifen……gengjiabuqieshijidelangman。
womomodi“ng”leyisheng。
taxiao：“xing，shixiongzhidaole。nihaohaozhunbeimianshi，yinideshili，meiwentide。”
pianchang、zazhisheliangbianpaodeshihou，woduizijichuanshenmecongbuzaihu，shufujiuxing。yashemao、gezichenshan、polanniuziku，xianzai，woyaobazheixiesuixingquanburengdiao，huanshangchenmenyanjindetaozhuang，zuozaimianshiguanqian，nulirangzijidebiaoxiandetiyixie。
meixiangdaowodexueli、chengjirangduifangshifenmanyi。zhiyouzuihouyigewenti：“baixiaojie，wohaijideni……”
woyijing，weiweicumei，kanduizuoneigenvren。
yinyuejiqilai，neishizaibiyeqiandezhaopinji，zaideng《v》dehuiyindeshihou，woyesichutoulebushaojianli，qizhongbaokuorongweidexiaozhao。
shuoqilai，neichangxiaozhaoshiwojingliguode、zuihuobaodezhaopin。
zhubanfangxiangxuexiaozuyonglewomenxuexiaolitang，ranercongxiongdiyuanxiao、zhouweichengshiganlaidebiyeshenghaishijiangruodadechangdijideshuixiebutong。rongweibingchengzhesulai“wushi、gaoxiao”deyuanze，duanduanshutianneianpailewulunbishi、mianshi。jushuocongwangluohexianchanggongshoudaoshuwanfengjianli，erjinruzuihouyilunde，yigongsishisiren。
wotoudeshicaiwugang，zuozaiyiduishenqingjinzhangqueyoushifenjuaoyixianshiziji“yuzhongbutong”dejingzhengzhejian，weiweiyouxiehuangshen。
wobeianpaizaidiyizu，teamworkwanbi，wozuolepresentation，ranhouyizhizuozaixiabian，nazheshoujiheyiduiziliaofadai。
lundaoxiayizudeshihou，woqishenlikaifangjian，qizhongyigemianshiguanduiwoxiaolexiao：“baixi，nidexiangmugoujiahenwanzheng，wohenxinshang。”
我停步：“谢谢。”
“huanyingnijiarurongwei。”taduiwoshenchushou。
woyouxiejingya，congmeitingshuoguorongweiyoujikoutouoffer，yunqizheimehao，wojiushoudaole？
kexi，jibianrucihouai，woyezhinengjujue。
yinweijiuzaigangcai，woshoudaole《v》deluyongduanxin。
zhijin，wohaijidezijihuijuehrdeshihou，duifangjingchadeyuqi：“baixi，niyinggaizhidaorongweizaiquniandeyingjieshengduiguzhumanyidudiaochazhongpaimingdiyiba？”
“我……有耳闻。”
“neimejujuedeliyoushi？”
“shizaibaoqian，wozhaodaolegengganxingqudegongzuo。”
现在，报应来了。
yiranshineiweicengjingshifenshangshiwodehr，cikeditoufanzhewodejianli，huaiyidiwen：“dangshinishuozhaodaolegengganxingqudegongzuo……shiqulezheigexiaogongsi？”
wodequehubianluanzaoleyigegongsi，jianlishangxiezhewozaineilidecaiwuchugongzuobannian……zheirangwoyouxiexinxu，bandiletou，“ng”leyisheng。
tademuguangmingruierqingxi，dandandishuo：“baoqian，baixiaojie。jinguanwomendouduinidezhuanyesuzhishifenmanyi，danshirongweibuluyongbuchengshideyuangong。”
“nayoubuchengshia？”wozoujindianti，xindiyouxiefenfenbuping，zheiniantou，sheidejianlibuchanxieshuifen？
woshenshouquenxiaguanmenjian，yankanzhebinglengjianyingdetiemenhuanhuanheshang，yanjiaoyuguangquelvedaoyuanchuyigeshenying。
wotiaojianfanshedishenchuyizhigebo，yingshengshengdedikazailiangshanmenzhijian。
gebozhoushangjutong，woquegubushangbiede，zhishishashadizhanzaiyuandi，kanzheneigerendebeiying。tashenbiangenzheren，huoxushibianzoubianshuohuadeyuangu，zouludesudubukuai，zhijiaorenjuedeqidingshenxian。
zheigeshijieshangyouyijianzhongqingma？huozhejiao，qianshiyouyuan？
以前我从来不信。
kexianzai，wodenaozibushoukongzhiyibangoulezheigenanrendelianbuxiantiao，neishuangsuanbushangda、quexiazhangshensuideyanjing，woshenzhitounaofarede，fangqilesheyingzhulidegongzuo，paolaizheilimianshi。
这算不算魔怔？
wozhengzhengdikanzheneigeshenyingzuihouxiaoshizaishixianzhong，fangfozuihouyikouqihuchuqu，zhenggerenbiandejusangqilai，wodaodihaishiherongweicajianerguo。heshenqinjuan，gengshiyaobukeji。
“baixi！nijurankuanggong？”maizhendongzaipianchangchouzheyan，lenglengdikanzhewo。
wosuolesuojianbang，yishengbuhang。
“chuanchengzheifuguiyangzi，ganshenmequle？”tajianwobushuohua，gengjiashengqi。
“suanlesuanle，”tajianwochuitousangqide，dayueshimeilemarendexingzhi，huihuishoushuo，“yihuierlaijigexinmote，niqushishishou。”
womengditaiqitou：“wo？”
tayanjiaomeishaodoushibuxie：“kankannizheiduanshijianxuedezenmeyang。buguoshuozhende，womeibaoduodaxiwang。”
wopinmingdiantou：“wohuinulipaide。”
“qiaonizheisongyang，yihoubieshuowoshinishifu。”tapiepiezuijiao。
我激动得都快哭了。
nengzaimaizhendongshouxiapaipianhaiguangmingzhengdadibaileshifu，zheishishenmegainian？zheijiushishuo，napawocikebuganle，jiersanliudezazhigonggaoyedouchuochuoyouyule。
suiranjintianherongweishizhijiaobei，buguo，zaizheili，daoshishouzhisangyu。
chenzhehaiyoushijian，woganjindiaoshijiqihexianchangguangliang，zhengdasuanyaojiajikuairouguangban，shoujixiangqilai。
我接起来：“喂。”
“baixixiaojiema？woshirongweidehr。”
juyongxinbubifaliangciba？
“shizheiyang，zuijinwomencaiwubuyongrenyouxiejinzhang，fangbiandehua，qingnixianzaiguolaiqianhetong，lianggegongzuorihouruzhi。”
wofangxiashouji，yishijianmeiyouhuiguoshen。
gongzuorenyuanyijingpaojinlai：“moteyijingdaoweile！”
wokanjianmaizhendongmanmanduobujinlai，huranjuedezheigechangjingzheimeguiyi。woyiditou，kandaozijishoubeishangdeneikuaishangweiquanyudeshangba，xiadinglejuexin。
paishedequanchengmaizhendongyizhizaipangbiankanzhe，meiyougansheworenhejueding，jieshudeshihoutayizhangzhangdiankaizhaopian，dianlediantou：“youjizhangzhuadebucuo。”
jiuxiangshizoulexuduoxuduolu，caizhaodaolefangxiang，wohuranbiziweisuan，niukailetou，dishengshuo，“woxiangcizhi。”
maizhendongzhoulezhoumei，yihuodikanlewoyiyan：“shenme？”
“woxiangcizhi。”wokouchiqingxidizaishuoyibian。
tazhaozhaoshou，bawojiaodaomenwai，chengshidexiyangxiangshiyifujudadeyouhua，meigerendoubeilongzaiqizhong，guangyingmohuerrouhe。
maizhendongdianlezhiyan，shenshenxiyikou，xieniwo：“ganbuxiaqule？beimapale？”
woyedianleyizhiyan：“zheiduanshijian，xiexienidezhidian。”
tadetoufayingdegengenshuzhe，tuchuyikouyanquan：“xing，ludoushizijixuande。shuoshuokan，yihouxiangzuoshenme？”
“财务。”
tanazheyandeshoudunledun，sihukuxiaobude：“caiwu？”
sheyingyucaiwu，yizhexuyaolangmanyulinggan，yizhexuyaoyanjinyuzhenmi，meiyourennengwanmeidijiehezheiliangzhongtezhi。maizhendongdaliangwodemuguang，xiangshizaikanyigefengzi。
“suanle，wansheyingdebenlaijiudoushifengzi。”tadunangleyiju，paipaiwodejianbang，“yaoshiganbuxiaqule，zailaizhaowo。”
yizhenfengchuiguolai，yanhuimilewodeyanjing，wodiandiantou：“xiexie。”
jiuzheiyang，woderenshengguiji，congshishangsheyingshizhuandaolebailing。
jingtouqianmotedeyipinyixiao、duiguangyingmingandebuzhuo，bianchengleyixingxingdeshujugongshi。
zairongweizheigezuozhonggongqijiadejituanli，wushishizuizuizhongyaodeyuanze，erqixiagezigongsizhengzhengrishangdeyewurangcaiwubuyichangfanmang。womeitianzaoshangbadianwushifentarujituandamen，huitoutuliandiheshujubodou，youshishenyecainenglikai。
zaidiantiliyudaoledangchumianshiwoliangcidehr，tajiandaoshiwo，jiaobudunledun，suijimaijinlai，zhudongxiangwodazhaohu。
kongqizhongyoudandandexiangwei，buneimeguofentian，daotouzheyiguchengshubandeqinglie。
woyizhidouhenxiangwentaweishenmezuihougaibianlezhuyi，keshihaimeikaikou，taqueshuo：“baixi，niyunqizhenshihao。zuihoujuedingdeshihou，laodamiaodaonidejianli，yintayeshinimenxuexiaoxiaoyou，jiuluyongleni。”
tadeyuqizhongyoumingxiandeyiweishenzhang，zheirangwoyouxiebujie。
wohehexiaolexiao，zhidangzuomeiyoutingdaozheiqijianfengcideyiwei。
diantidingdeyishengdaole，worenzhendishuo：“xiexienizaijilewoyicijihui。”
zouchudeneiyishunjian，wokandaoguangliangdeqiangmianshang，tadeshixianbingweilikaiwo，zhishiyongyizhongshenshieryihuodeyanshen，tingzhuzaiwodebeihou。
yizoudaozijidebumen，lulujiupaoguolai：“baixi，nianhuideyifunizhunbeihaolema？”
“haimeini。”woyouxiemanbujingxindihuida。
“neiwomenxiabanyiqiguangjieba？”taxingfendishuo。
“a？wojintiankenengyaojiaban。”wokankanzhuoshangyiduibaobiao，youxietouteng。
“neiwodengni，”tayanjingliangjingjingde，“nianhuiai！laoshenxiansheng、xiaoshenxianshengdouhuilai。”
“xiaoshenxiansheng？”wochiyileyixia，“shenqinjuan？”
“suoyishuoa！”luluxiangwangdipazaizhuoshang，“daoshihouhainengchoujiang，buzhidaojinniandetedengjiangshishenme？fanzhengqunianshiyizhangxiangnaierlipinka，shibeishichangbudechouzoude，houlaihuanleliangzhi2.55ni。”
“e。”shuoshizaide，yiqianzaishishangzazhigongzuo，shechipinzaipianchangdoumandireng，wodaobujuedexiqi。
“nvshenghainengheshenxianshengyiqitiaokaichangwu，”tabuchongyiju，“suiranshilaoshenxiansheng。”
“weishenmebushixiaoshenxiansheng？”wohaoqi。
“jituanchuantongla，bijingdongshizhanghaishilaoshenxiansheng。”
ruguoheshenqinjuanyiqitiaokaichangwu……wobeizijizheigeniantouheleyitiao，xuanjizichaodiyaoleyaotou，zenmekenengni？qiebushuobiede，zicongwojinlerongwei，lianshenqinjuandeyijiaodoumeijianguo。zaishuo，congxiaodaoda，wodeyunqiyizhizaolandaobuxing，nianhuishangnengnagewudengjianghuiqujiuyijingsuanshibucuole。
nianmozheijitian，mangdaobuxing，daodihaishimeiyoupeiluluquzhibanxiaolifu。jiulianwoziji，doushijingzhizhaoleyuanlai《v》detongshi，jieleyitiaoxiaolifuchulai。
zhoumozhongyubuyongjiaban，woshuixingguolai，caifaxianzuowanmeiyoulachuanglian，yangguangmimimamadisaluozaibeizishang，xiangshixialeyichangjinsedeyu，wenrouderangrenbuxiangqichuang。zhengzhalexujiucaipaqilai，congbingxianglizhaochusudongjiaozizhulechile，wokankanshijian，taoshangyurongfujiuchonglechuqu。
nianhuishangmeigerendouhuishoudaohongbao，wodeganquxianchangbaohongbao。tiaoxiachuzuchewangdaloulipaodeshihou，caifaxiansuiranchuletaiyang，haishilengdezhiduosuo，woyikouqichongjindalou，daolezhidinglouceng，yinxinganbaoganggangbaxinxianchuludejidaxiangretengtengdexianjinbanjinlai。yidiediehongbaofangzaiyibian，dangzhenrangrenjuedexiqiyangyang。
zhanxindezhichaoniezaishouli，youzhongxinxiandeyoumoweidao。qingdianwanbi，womengandaodingceng，zhuanchengcongdingjijiudianqinglaidechushimenyijingkaishizaimanghuo，womenzezaimeiyizhuoshangfangshangdiyipancai——hongbao。
youtongshimenluluxuxudilaile，woganquguanxishihuanyifu。
chulaideshihoudatingliyijingrenaodejinhufeiteng，wozhaodaozijibumen，lulushoulinazhelianggexiaoqiu：“baixi，wotininalehaoma，niyaonage？”
“suibianba，”woditouzhenglilifuxiongkoudezhezhou，“shengxiajiwoyigejiuxingle。”
luluzuosiyouxiang，xuanzouleyige，wodakaizijide，kanleyanhaoma，youzhongxinsaihuishoubaoli。
menkouneibianqilesaoluan，buyongkanyezhidao，shigongsigaocengmenyongcuzhedongshizhangchuxianle。
wobanzhanqilai，zhikandedaoyiweishencaigaoda、mantouyinfadelaoren，tazoudewenjian，bushiheyuangongmendazhezhaohu，taiduyichangqinqie。
shenlaoxianshengzaiyejiehegongsineiyingdelejigaodezunzhong。rongweizhonggongdangnianzaiyichangjiankudehuanjingxia，dapoleguowaizhonggongdelongduan，jidadizhichileguojiajianshe；erzailaoxianshengzhangquandeshushinianzhong，congweizaiqiyezhongcaiyuan，zhenzhengrangyuangongjuedegongsishimeigerendeguishu。
“xiaoshenxianshengyelaile。”luluqialewoyiba，“kuaikan！”
shenqinjuanshizhenzhengdidiao，dushenyirenzoujinlai，henkuaizaizufushenbianzuoxiale。
zheigenanren，zhenshiqidutiancheng。wochuimou，renbuzhuxiang……wojiushiweileta，caihuizuozaizheili。zheiyiqie，shibushiyesuanmingzhongzhudingni？
“……jituanchenglizhijin，yaoganxiehenduoren。dangniancongguowaixuechenghuilaidegaojizonggongchengshi，zaijiweijiannandetiaojianxia，youtamenlingxiandeyanfabuweirongweidiandinglejichu……”
neijiweidangniandelaogongchengshi，rujindouyijingchengleyuanlaojidongshi，wubutingdeweiweifanlei。
shenqinjuanzhanzaitaiqian，sihuquanshijiededengguangdouqingdaozailezheigenanrendeshenshang，tadeyiyanyiju，chengkentuotie，jianduanqueyouli，zhicijieshudeshihou，quanchangzhangshengruleihong。
zicongtalaidaozheili，wodemuguangbianmeiyouzailikai，jinhutanliandinianzheta，kanzhetazuohuizufushenbian，erlaoshenxianshenggulibanpailepaitadejianbang。
“wei，kaoxieyaobuyao？”luluhuopodiwen，“haishiyaoqunadianerbingjiling？”
wosuibianchileyixie，jiukandaozhuchirenyouyicishangtai，qiantaidediannaohepingmuyijingdiaoshihao，shuzizhengbuduandishanshuotiaodongzhe。
congwudengjiangdaotedengjiang，xianchanghuanhushengbuduan。
wokankanshoulizheigehaowutesedehaoma，huangusizhou，xinzhongmomocaicezhetedengjiangshishenme。
shenlaoxianshengqinzishangtai，shouzhitingdunzaidiannaodehuichejianshang，fengqudiwenzhuchiren：“buzhidaojiangpinshishenme？”
zhuchirenqingqingkesouleyisheng：“jinnianwomenzhunbeileliangfenjiangpin，choudaodeneiweikeyizixingxuanzeqizhongyiyang。”
pingmushangchuxianlea\blianggexuanxiang。
ewaidenianxiujiashiwutianyijifuzengouzhoulvyoutaopiao，chuxing、cansudouyougongsimaidan。
quanchangdoudaoxiyikoulengqi，jinhufeitengle，wotingdaoluludashengshuo：“dangranyaoxuana！baituochoudaowo！”
或者……
wokanzhepingmushangchuxiandedongxi，huxidoupingzhule——
shilaika9zu11pian、35mmdedingjiaojingtou！
pingmushangdezizhongyudingge。
179——
“179hao！shishei？”zhuchirenxingfendihuanshiquanchang，“shishei？”
woyunyunhuhuditankaishouzhongdezhitiao，179。
quanzhuoderendouyongxianmujiduhendebiaozhunbiaoqingkanzhewo，erwojiuzheimeyunyunhuhudibeituishangletai，heshenlaoxianshengmianduimianzhanzhe。
dengguangtaiyaoyan，wozhalezhayanjing，tingdaoerbianhuyuanhujindeshengyin：“gongxicaiwubudebaixi！”
“xiaoguniang，nixiangyaoxuanshenmeni？”shenlaoxianshengheaidiwenwo。
wo“ng”leyisheng，youxiebuzhisuocuodijieguohuatong：“jingtou。”
laoyezimingxianlengleyixia，taixiayeyipianjijing。
wotingdaoyourenzaihan：“baixi，danfanqiongsandaia！”
哄堂大笑。
wohongzhelianconglaoxianshengshouzhongjieguolechendiandiandeliwu，lianshengdaoxie。erlaoyezidingdingdikanzhewo，fangfoshiruoyousuosi。
“neime，womendeguanlishi，chouzhongtedengjiangdenvshi，keyishouyaoheshenxianshengyiqijinruwuchi。”
wochenzhezheijihui，yadishengyinduishenlaoxianshengshuo：“shenxiansheng，wobushihenhuitiaowu，yaoshiyihuiercaidaonile，nibieshengqia！”
laoyeziquexiaomimidikanzhewo：“meiguanxi，wosunzitiaodehenhao。”
呃？
wohaimeifanyingguolai，jiutingjianzhuchirenshuo：“jinnianyouyidianxiaoxiaodegaidong。”
huayinweiluo，qianzhuojiuzuodeshenqinjuanzhanleqilai，zoudaoqiantai：“dongshizhangweituowo，wanchengzheigekaichangwu。”
tazhuanguoshen，weiweiqianshen，weixiao：“baixiaojie，qing。”
chaneijian，quanchangxiangqilejianjiaosheng、koushaosheng，wonengtingdechulai，daduolaizinvtongbaomen。
wodaidaidibashoufangzailetadezhangxin，beitaqianzhe，zouruwuchizhongyang。
dengguanganlexialai，wozhishijuedeqingxing，fouzequanshijiedouhuikandaowohongdeyaodichuxuedelian，haiyoupengpengtiaodongrutongleijidexintiaosheng——
yinleliutangchulai，wodizhetou，yonglidingzhetadexiezi，huanghuangzhangzhangdigenshangdiyibu。
keshizheixiezhuanyizhuyilidefangfadoumeiyouyonga！tadeshouzhangfuzaiwodehou，huxijingjingdifudongwoluoxiadefasi……wozenmecainengkongzhizhuzheixiehusiluanxiang？
jiaobugengjiabushun，woyijiaocaixiaqu，zijichadianerliejuzheshuaidao，ertadexiezishangyigemingxiandejiaoyin！
juguangdengxia，yijuyidonggengjiamingxian。
wotingdaochangwaixiangqileqingqingdexiaosheng，dangxiagengjiahuangluan。
yijiao，youshiyijiao，zaiyijiao……
ruguobushitalaolaozhuazhewodeshou，wozhenxiangjiuzheimeyanmianzhuanshen，baozhejingtoufeibenlikaisuanle。
“biehuang……”tadayueshikanchulewodexiangfa，jingbuzaichenmo，shengyinzhonghaidaizhexiaoyi，“yieryi，yieryi……”
wotaiqitou，muguangzhizhidiluojintadeshixianzhong。
tadeyanshenshizhaolidewubowulan，shendexiangshihai，lingwohuaiyigangcaishengyinzhongdexiaoyishiwotingcuole。buguo，yezhengshizheibananjingdeyanshen，rangwoshuranlengjingxialai，jingyibubugenshanglejiepai。
taheqinmouzaiyiqideshihou，yeshizheimelengjingma？
worenbuzhuxiang，buhuide……neigeshihou，wofenmingkandaotakezhixiadezhenjing，youzenmekenenglengjing？
wuchizhongrenyuelaiyueduo，tadaizhewo，yijiuyongzhiyouwomentingdedaodeshengyinshuzhepaizi。bicidewubuyejianzhenhepai，wozhongyukeyitaiqitou，yueguotadejianbang，wangxiangqianfang。
wuquburuweisheng，wohuranjuedeshoubeishangyouyiyangdeganjue。
yangyangde，nuannuande，xiangshishangbianyouyizhixiaopachongpaguo。
wohuranyishidao，shitadezhijian，zhengqingroufuzhewoshoubeishangneikuaibahen。
这……这是挑逗么？
woyixiaziyouhuangle，jieliancaicuohaojipai。tadezhijianqueyiranqingchuwodeshoubei，ruojiruoli，fangforaoyouxingqu。
“shenxiansheng——”wobudebuchushengtixingta，yiyangtou，kandedaotadanrandebiaoqing，yijiushiqiwanshenzu，fangfomeiyouneixiexiaodongzuo。
“ng？”talvelveditou，geleyihuier，caiwen，“shishenme？”
“？”woyufadeyitouwushui。
tadezhijianjiazhonglelidao：“zheishishenme？”
“tangshangdebahen。”woxingwuguolai。
tabuzaiyanyu，zheiyiqujieshu，tadaizhewolikaiwuchi，yipangyourenjitadishanglewaitao。tajiezaishouli，youditoukanlekanwobeicaideluanqibazaodexiezi，weiweixiaolexiao：“xiexieni。”
风度真是无可指摘。
wozhinenghuibaoyixiao，tazhuanshenlikai。
jiezheshanshuodeguangxian，woditoukanlekanshoubeishangdeneikuaibahen，yinweibeirenfumoguo，tangdefangfoyaozhuoshaoqilai。
nianhuixianchangxiangshiyipenzhengzaifeitengdejiaozi，meiyoubumenzhifen，meiyounannvzhifen，meiyourenhejiexian，zhishengxiakuanghuan。
wonaledajiang，heneigemengmeiyiqiuderenyiqitiaowu，zheiyiwan，sihumeiyoushenmeyihanle。woqiaoqiaonaqibao，liuchuledating。
xianhuidaozijibumen，huanxiashenshangbieniudexiaolifu，zhongxintaoshangyurongfuheniuziku，jiangzijibaoguodeyanyanshishi。jingzilidezijihaidaizhezhuangrong，peizhezheishenputongdeyifu，youxieqiguaini。
dashalinandekongkongdangdangde，baoanzhengzuozhedakeshui，wozoudaoshiwai，tiandijianxiangshiyouyitaijudadelengqiji，chuidewohunshenyijiling。
wopaoxianggongjiaochezhantai，lengfengsousoudicijinbozili，zheicaixiangqilai，toufapanqilaihaimeifangxia。suishouchaisanlezhangfa，kanjianlubiandebaokantinghaikaizhe，zuixinyiqide《v》baizaizuixianyandeweizhi。
fengmianguoranxuanyongleqinmoudaizhemianshadeneiyizhang，muguangtouguocengcengbosha，nengqingxidikandaomeigerenxindi。pangbianshiyixingxuanchuanyu：“qinmoushuo，wobushijiliuyongtui。”
wonaleyiben，laobanxiaozheshuo：“zheiqimaidezhenhao，zheishizuihouyibenleni。”
fuguoqian，haimeilaidejisaihuibaoli，liangdaodengguanghuangdewoyanjingmileqilai。
qichechachedeshengyin，zaikongkuanghanlengdejieshangfenwaicier。
wokanjianfujiashidechechuangluoxialai，shenqinjuankanzhewo：“baixi？”
tahaijidewomingzi！suiranshijianxiaoshi，kewohaishiyouxiexiaoqueyue。
“沈先生。”
“wosongni。”tameishenmebiaoqing，queburongzhihuidishuo。
今晚的路况很好。
“zenmebuduowanyihuier？”
“leile。”xianglebantian，wobiechuyijuhua。
ta“e”leyisheng，caixiachachedenghongdeng。
jiuzaizheigeshunjian，takanjianwoshoushangdezazhi，kandaoqinmoudeshunjian，wokanjiantadeheimousishiweiweishousuo。
wozheyanbanjiangzazhifanlegeshen。
taquexiaole：“woxiangqilai，womenzhiqianjianguomian，shibushi？”
我不知道说什么好。
“tapaizazhizhaodeshihou，shizaiwojia。”tajiandandishuo，“baixiaojie，nihaoxiangshisheyingshi？”
womeifazaifouren，zhinengdiandiantou：“shia，womenjianguo。neitianqinxiaojieshuole，yaochuguoquyouxue。”
tahuanhuanjiangchekaidaolubiantingxia，jieguowoshouzhongdezazhi，fanlefan，zuihoumuguangdinggezaiqinmouzhuanfangdeneiyiyeshang。nvhaishenshangyonglankuansongdebaisechenyizhedaodatuidegenbu，ruoyinruoxian，ertajiuzheiyangkanzhe，buzhixiangqileshenme，muguangwenroujuanlian。
kandaotazheiyangdebiaoqing，wohuranjuedexindiyouxiecitong，xiangshi……jidudecitong。
“woxiangnicaichulaile，”taheshangzazhi，dihaijiwo，“tashiwodenvpengyou。”
“嗯。”我说。
“worenshitadeshihou，tacaishangdaxue，diyibudianyinghaimeishangying。”taxiuzhangdezhijianqingqingchupengzhefangxiangpan，“henganjing、henconghuidenvhaizi。diyiyankandaota，wojiuhenxihuanta。”
wobuhangsheng，shouzhiqingqingfuzheneikuaitangshangdebahen，xinzhongquemohudixiang，taweishenmeyaogaosuwozheixieni？
“yinianzhihou，tadayingzuowodenvpengyou，buguoyaoqiuwojiangzheijianshibaomi。wozunzhongta，tongtadejingjigongsixieshanghao，bimianrangrenherenzhidaowomenzhijiandeguanxi，yimianyingxiangtadexueyehegongzuo。”tadunledun，“yuanbenwodejihuashi，dengtadaxuebiyejiujiehun，huozhetajuedezijitaixiao，woyekeyidengshangjinian。”
woshenhuxi，zhongxinwangxiangshenbiandenianqingnanren，jianzhinanyixiangxin，zheigeshijieshang，haiyouzheiyangderencunzai。buzhidaoweishenme，zheirangwojuedegengjiananguo，ningketa……shi**、daochunianhuarecao，yeshengguowoaideren，quequanxindiaizhebieren。
“ketazheicichuguo，meiyougaosuwo。dayueshipawobudaying。”tayijiujingjingdishuo，“wokeyirangzhetarenheshi，kebubaokuozheiyici。”
“weishenme？”worenbuzhuwen，“nifanzhengyijingjuedingzaiduodengjinianle。”
“tahaixiao，xuyaoyourenjiaotaxuehui，zenyanggoutong。”tayiyandaiguo，“suoyi，womenfenshoule。”
woqingqing“a”leyisheng。
tadecelianjuanran，shenqingqueshiwenroude。
“tadehaizipiqishanglai，yejiuduqidayinglefenshou。”
“ni……houhuile？”wocaicezhe。
“bu，bushihouhui。”taweiweiminleminchun，fangfoqinmoujiuzhanzaitamianqian，shenchushoujiunengchumodaotadelianjia，“wocongmeixiangguozhenzhenghetafenshou。”
“zhishixiangrangtashaoshaodedaojiaoxun，ranhouhuidaowoshenbian。”
womorankanzheta，cikecainengtichadaotaguzilideqiangshiyujiaoao。
“weishenmegaosuwozheixie？”
“yinweixiangqingnibangmang，baixi。”taceshenwangxiangwo，“zuowodenvpengyou，zhidaotahuilai。”
wodexinzangloutiaoyipai，xiangshibeichuangwaidehanfengdongzhu，siweishunjianningzhi。
wobudong，quezhijuedijujue：“bu。”
taweiyangmeishao：“xianbiemangzhejujue，tingtingbaochou。”
wozhidaozheigeshihou，zuimingzhidezuofashixiache，hetadaideshijianyuejiu，wojiuyuehuaiyizijidedingli。keshitadeyanjingxiangshiyoumoliyiyang，jinjindingzhewo，jingrangwowufatuoshen。
“womenzhijiandeguanxi，wohuibaomi，gongsishangxiameirenhuizhidao。lingwai，nibuxuyaoyoutaidadexinlifudan，zhiyaopeiheyanjichangxijiuhao。”taweiweixiaozhe，bochuntuchudeyiziyijurangrennanyikangju，“jingjishang，wohuijichuxiangyingdebaochou。”
“jiranbaomi，youshenmeyong？”wojiejiebabadishuo，“tazaiguowaia。”
“taziranhuizhidaode，nibuyongdanxinzheige。”tayundanfengqingdishuo。
wodexintiaoyuelaiyuekuai，jingbugandakouhuxi，fangfoyonglituyikouqi，jiuhuibaxinzangtuchulai。
“anyuezhifuma？”liangjiu，wojingshuolezheimeyiju。
tadecuicanheimouzhonghanzhexiaoyi：“hao，nixiangyaoduoshao？”
wonashouzhibailegejiaochadeshoushi。
tayanjingdoubuzha：“hao。”
woshizaixiangbudaojujuedeliyoule，zhinengzhuanguotouwangxiangchuangwai，mingjingdedongye，kaishixiaxiximimidexuezhu。
“weishenmeyaozhaowoni？”wowuyishidifumozheshoubeishangdeshanghen，xiangqichuyuneiyitian，wodeluopolata，erqinmouchuanzhelifu，zhanzailuodichuangqian，meihaodexiangshitianshi。chajujiushizheiyanghenggenzhe，tabeiwoshenbiandenanrenpengzaizhangxin，zheibandafeizhouzhangdiyaotahuilai。erwo……youyoushenmezigezuotadetishen？
“yinweiwobutaoyanni。”wotingdaochezikaidongdeshengyin，tadeshengyinhenqingsong：“hezuoyukuai，baixi。”
henjiuzhihou，wodoujiqizheigeyewan，chechuangwaixixuechurong。erwoheyigemogui，dingxiaqiyue。