第3章
luyanyinchendelianseshanguoyisicuoe，bukezhixindikanzhewo，renbuzhuzhandouzheshengxianwendao：
“jiuyinweiyitongdianhua？haishimeiguojinianri？”
womeishuohua，tafanzaodizhualezhuatoufazaiwomianqianzoulaizouqu，shengyinmanshizhenjing：
“jiuzheimedianshijiuyaolihun？daodiweishenme？”
“shiyinweixuqinghe？wodoushuolewobuzhidaotahuilai！wohetagenbenmeiyoulianxile！”
“tashiwomamahanguoqude，nizhidaowomamahenxihuantade，woshibuzhiqingde！”
wodangranbuhuixiangxin，danwoyemeiyoujiechuanta，ershipingjingyourenzhendizaiduzhongfu：
“womenlihunba，womeiyouyaoqiunijingshenchuhu——”
“啪！”
luyanhenhenjiangwodiguoqudelihunxieyishurengzaidishang，zhenggerenbushoukongzhidibuduanzhandou，beiduizhewodizhetou，yinyinyouchuoqisheng。
cengjingwozuishixintengtadeleishui，meicichaojiazhiyaokandaotaneijiuweiqudihongleyankuangjiuhuizhibuzhudixinruan。
danzheici，woxinzhongquehaowubolan，shenzhijuedeyoujifenyanfan。
jianluyanchichibukenyingsheng，woyemeilenaixin，qishennaqibaojiuwangmenwaizou：
“woyijingqianhaozile，niqianhaozinajilvshigongzhengjiukeyi，yigeyuehoujidezhunshidaominzhengju。”
ranerxiayimiao，woquebeiyizhidashouzhuaizhuyongliwanghouyiche，wocubujifangshuaidaozailuyanhuaili。
tabaodehenjin，jishiwopinjinquanlizhengzhadouwujiyushi。
luyanhunshendoudelihai，jiangwoguzaihuailifengkuangyaotou：
“bie，bielikaiwo，qiuni，laopo。”
“wobumingbaidaodiweishenme，mingmingyiqiedouhaohaode，weishenmeturanzheiyang？”
kanzhetazheifuzhuangshachonglengdemoyang，woyanedibieguolelian，lengshengdao：
“松手！”
sihushiconglaimeitingguowoyongzheiyangdeyuqihetashuohua，luyanlengleyishun。
xiayimiao，tayibajiangwokangqilaizouxiangwoshi，baworengzaichuangshangjiuqishenyalexialai，shengyindichenyouzhandou：
“meishide，wogennizhengming，wohenaini，womeiyouaibieren。”
“zuowanjiuhaole，zuowanjiuhaole。”
shuozhe，tashenshouyonglisichezhewodeyifu。
xiuchiganyongshangxintou，worenbuzhuyangshoujiletazhongzhongyibazhang，shengyinmanshishiwang：
“luyan！niqingxingyidian！”
“nizaizheiyangwojiubaojingle！”
huayingangluo，tabuduanyouzoudeshouzhongyutinglexialai。
banshang，luyanxialechuang，bieguolianmeiyoukanwo，shengyinquejiweishenchen：
“laopo，niyidingshitaileile，nihaohaolengjingyixiaba。”
shuoba，tajianqidiaoluozaidideshoujihebaotaoyesidekuaibulikaifangjian。
xiayimiao，luosuodeshengyinxiangqi。
wolengleyimiao，lijichongdaomenkouandongzhemenbashou，menquewensibudong。
gezheyishanmen，wotingdaoluyanpoweishoushang：
“laopo，woaini，wobuhuigennilihunde，yongyuanbuhui。”
suizhedamendeguanmensheng，menwaiyaquewusheng，wozhuanshenpaodaozhuozipangdakaidiannao，quemeiyouxinhao。
cike，wobeiaidimingbai，wobeiluyanqiujinzaizheigejialile。
menbeisuoshang，xinhaoqieduan，erloudegaodushuaixiaquwokenengchengbudaodachequyiyuan。
juewangyongshangxintou，wobeikaozheqiangdiezuozaidi，jiujiumeiyoutaitou。
陆宴三天没回来。
danqueliuleguanjiahebaobiaokanshouzhewo，yirisancandouhuikaimenjiwosonglaicanshi。
woquedimiweijin，yizhichenmo。
guanjiakanbuxiaqu，xintengdikanzhewoxiaoshoudelianpang，renbuzhuquandao：
“furen，nijiubierexianshengshengqile，chidianfanba。”
“taneimeaini，niweishenmefeiyaohetazhiqini？”
wozhishixinzhongkuxiao，meiyoushuohua。
他爱我？
aiwohuibawoqiujinqilaima？
爱我会出轨吗？
disitian，guanjiazaisongfanguolaideshihoufajuelehunmidewo，jianjiaoyishenglikehanren：
“furenyundaole！kuailairena！jiaoyisheng！hanxiansheng！”
womiqiyan，kanzhezhongrenluanzuoyituandemoyang，moshulesanmiao，feikuaidiqishentuikaiguanjiahezaimenkoudadianhuadebaobiaowanglouxiabenguoqu。
damenjinzaizhichi，wopinjinquanlichongdaomenkoudakaimen，yishunjiandailengzaiyuandi。
luyangaodaweiandeshenqujiangzhenggemendangdesiside，yanshenyidongbudongdikanxiangwo，shenqingyijiuwenrou：
“laopo，kanlainihaijidejintianshimeiyueyicidejiayana，zouba，wolaijieniguoqu。”
wuliganchongchizhequanshen，wozhongyubuzaizhengzha，shuncongdibeizhuaishangleche。
yiluwuyan，luyansihupoweixiangnianwo，yanshenmeiyoulikaiguowoshenshang。
yigexiaoshihou，daolelujialaozhai。
luyantitiedijiangwodeshouqiangzhixingfangzaitadegeboshang，shengyindirou：
“biepa，womayaoshishuoniwohuibangnide。”
tayifumeishirendemoyang，fangfoqiujinwodebushitayiyang。
womomingjuedeyanqianzheigeren，henkepa。
ranerzhouweibaobiaoweichengliangpai，jishiwoxiangpaozaizheigebanshanyaodebieshushangyetaobudaonaliqu。
xiangdaozhei，woshouqiletaopaodexinsi，luyanfangfokanchuanlewoxinzhongsuoxiang，manyidipailepaiwodeshou。
lumudagainianjidale，congliangnianqiankaishijiuxihuanrenao。
meigeyuedouyaojiaolaiyiqunrenlaiguojiayan，ermeiyicidejiayanjiushiwozaoshoutarenqianxiluodeshike。
cengjingwohaihuijiangtashuluowodeneixiehuatingjinqu，huiqushangxinhaoyizhen。
danxianzai，lumujianwowudongyuzhongdemoyangqihonglelianwodoumianwubiaoqing。
“wenyouning！wozaihenishuohuanishenmetaidu！”
shuozhe，tasuishounaqiyigechabeijiuchaowozaleguolai。
wochuimoumeiyoushanduo，luyanshenshoutiwolanlexialai。
bolicijintashoubei，xianxueshunjianliutangxialai。
luyanlianseweichen，lenglengdikanzhelumu：
“ma，youningzheijitianshentibushufu，nihebishuohuazheimenanting，haidongshou？”
lumuyuanbenxintengdeyanshenshunjianhuanchengzhenjing，wuzhexiongkouzhizhetakuhandao：
“aiyowodetianni！woyangleyigebaiyanlangle！”
“dangchubuguwodefanduijiangyigewufuwumudeguerqujinmenjiusuanle！meixiangdaohaishigebuxiadandemuji！”
“woyigedangpopodehaishuobuleerxifujijuleshibushi？！woshuodeyoucuoma？！tajiushibuxiadandemuji！meiyoujiatingzhuli，lianxianghuodouchuanchengbule！zheizhongnvrenzaigudaishiyaojinzhulongde！wodeshahaizihaihuzheta，aiyoyo！”
lumuwuzhexiongkouzhihanchuanbuguoqi，jidezhongrenweizhetatuantuanzhuan，luyanyiyanbufayibeibeihezhejiu。
luguguchazheyaozhizhewobizinumadao：
“wenyouning，yabaleni！buhuidaoqianma？！”
“砰！”
huayingangluo，luyanshunjianzhanqishenjiangjiubeihenhenshuaizaidishang，shuaidelugugubilezui。
zhongrenmianmianxiangqu，lianlumudouwangleaihao，bukezhixindikanzhezheigeyixiangtinghuadeerzi。
luyanlenglengsaoguozhongren，shengyinzhidiyousheng：
“woheyouningdeshi，yongbuzhezhuweiguan，nimenyouxianqingburuguanhaoziji！”
shuoba，talazhewodeshouwenroudao：
“我们回家。”
wodiandiantou，qishengenzhetawangwaizou，shenhoubuduanchuanlaikuhansheng，luyanjiaobuqueshizhongweiting。
congqianlumuweinanwodeshihou，luyanzongshixiaozhedayuanchang。
bijinglumushigedanqinmama，dangchuyibiandaizhetayibianpinshiyeshishubuyi，luyanhenxiaoshun。
jintianzheiyangdangzhezhongrendemianzirucixiatamamadelianse，haishidiyici。
shangchehou，luyanyangmianshenshougaizhuyan，shizhongyiyanbufa，nongliedejiuqibuduanzaicheneimanyan。
womensheidoumeishuohua，cheneianjingdekepa。
luyandagaishiheduole，jiujingshanglai，huijiadejibuludouyaosijichanfuzhejinqu。
wochanfuzheyiqizaibaobiaodejianshixiabatasongjinlewoshi，baobiaocaifangxindilikai。
wohuitoukanleyiyanzuidebushengrenshideluyan，gangyaolikai，quebeiyigudaliwangxiache，diezaitahuaili。
nanrendaizhejiuqidechenzhonghuxishengzaiwoerpangmanyan，wochengqishenzikanzheta，quefaxianluyanbuzhiheshizhengkaileyan。
tamouzhongrengyouzuiyi，lianshangmanshibuganxinhefennu：
“wenyouning，woduinizheimehao，niweishenmeyaohewolihun？”
“shibushiyinweita？！”
“nishibushihaiwangbulejiangwang！shibushi！”
wozhengzhadedongzuoyijiang，bukezhixindikanzheyanqiandenanren，renbuzhuyangshouxiangyaojitayierguang，quebeitayibazuanzhushouwan。
luyanyanweifanhong，zhenggerenkanqilaigewaicuiruo，shengxianzhandou：
“wojiuzhidao，wojiuzhidao，nigenbenmeiyouwangjita，nigenbenbuaiwo。”
“keshiyouning，woainia，woaini，suoyijiusuanniwangbuleta，woyebuhuifangnigentazoude。”
“永远不可能！”