放手与他而言,是解脱第14章

wolimaguanshangmen,geleyishi,zaicikandaota,wohaishihuirenbuzhuzaicixindong。

womolemoxinzangdeweizhi,xinzangmenglietiaodongzhe,woyaoyaotou,buxing,wobunengzaixihuantale,shangbeizidejingyannandaohaibugouma?

woxiangqichenyushuodehua,shoushidongxi?wokanzheyijubeidakaile,duile,womenjintianyaoquluying。

woxianglexiang,chuleguimi,haiyousheikeyilazheyiqiqu?

wodakaiweixin,kandaoyitiaoweixinhaoyoudeyanzheng,shizhangchengfalaide。3

wozainaohailinulisousuozheigerendeyouguanxinxi。

duile,tashiwodetongbantongxue,shangcizaishetuanjiandaoleta,tayoudianhaixiudizhaowoyaoleweixin。

wotongguolezhangchengdeweixinhaoyouyanzheng。

shoujilimadanchu:“nihao,huoxi,woshizhangcheng。”

“nihao。”wohuifuletadexiaoxi。

wo:“wohepengyouquluying,nixiangquma?”

zhangcheng:“haoyahaoya。”

woguanshangshouji,shenhuleyikouqi。

wozoudaomenkou,dakaifangmen,chenyuzaiketinglimianzuozhe,zhengzaiwanshouji。

manmankaojinchenyudeshihouwobuyouzizhudejinzhang,xinmingxiandikaishifahuang。wozhidaowozaihaipata,haipajiejintahuizaicishoushang。

woxinlitanteleyixia,guqiyongqikaikou:“chenyu,woyouyigepengyouhewomenyiqiqukeyima?”

chenyuniuguotoukanlewoyiyan,shenqingyouxiehuisebuming,wokanzhetadebiaoqing,nandaotazheishiyinweimeiyoutiqianhetashangliangbugaoxingle?

zaiwoyinxiangli,daxueshiqidechenyusuiranhejiehunshihouyouxiebutong,danshipiqiyetinghaodeya。

jiudangwozhengyihuoshi,chenyukanzhewoshuo:“keyi,jiaotakuaidian。”

wokandaochenyuluchuhepingshiyiyangdewenroudeyanshenkaishifangxiaxinlai。

xinzhongdejinzhangyekaishixiaosan。

“hao。”woxiaodetiantiandi,chaochenyudiantou。

wohuidaofangjian,jixushoushidongxizhunbeichufa。

露营地。

womenyiqizuozhetiqianyudinghaodechelaidaoleluyingdi。

xianzaidejijieshichuchun,yilushangdoukeyiwendaolameidexiangwei。

wonashangletiqianzhunbeihaodexiangjiduizhelameishukacayixia。

womanyidikanzhezhaopian,buyouzizhudixiaoleqilai。

suihouwoganjuedaoyigushixianchaowokanguolai,woniuguotouqudeshihou,kandaochenyutouganghaowangpangbianyipian。

tazaikanshenme,wowangwozheibiankanguoqu,chulelamei,shenmeyemeiyoua。

“huoxi,baxiangjijiwo。”

wohaimeifanyingguolai,zhangchengjiucongwoshoushangbaxiangjinaleguoqu。

“咔嚓”。

zhangchengduizhewozhaoleyizhangzhaopian。

suihoutabaxiangjidijilewo:“haopiaoliang。”

“buhaoyisia,ganggangyoudianmaomeile,shizaishimeirenzhutaixiangpaile。”

wokanzhezhangcheng,miandaiweixiaozheshuo:“meiguanxi。”

“zoule。”chenyumaizhezhangtui,lvxianchaoqianmianzouqu。

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buzhidaoweishenme,wozongganjuechenyushenshangsanfachulaideqixibudui。

danshiwogubushangneimeduole,zhonghuoyishi,woyaozhenximeiyitian,haohaodeshenghuo。

wojingenzhechenyudebufa,niutoukanzhezhangcheng,shiyitakuaidian。

zhangchengdiandiantou,yegenzheguolaile。

zheiciwomenlaidedifangshiyigebanshanyaoshang,banshanyaoshangfengjingshifenxiumei,linjinluori,wanxiaranhonglebanbiantian。

womenlaideshihouzheiliyoubushaoyoukeyijingkaishidaqilezhangpeng。

chenyuhezhangchenglianggenanshengkaishidazhangpeng,wowangcaodishangpuhaobu,baihaolingshihejiuzhihou,youxieleidiyi**zuozailedishang,suihouwodeduzikaishiguguzuoxiang。

woxiangqihoubeixianglimianhaiyoushaokaoyaozhunbei,yushiwozoujinchezi。

wonachufangzaihoubeixiangdeshaokaozhijia,gangzhunbeinachudiyikuaishaokaobandeshihou,yizhishoujiuchuxianzaiwomianqian,shichenyu。

wokanzhetajieshidejianbangyibabawodejiazinaleguoqu。

wohaimeifanyingguolaideshihou,tajiuyijingbasuoyoudejiazidounalechulai。

wokanzheta,kaishihuangshen,taganggangdedongzuozhendehaoshuaia。

wohuanghuangtou,buxing,wonengbeichenyumishang,womenzhijianbuhuiyoujieguo,xiangdaozheiliwodexinkaishiyinyinzuotong。

“xiexie。”wochaochenyulimaodaoxie。

chenyudeshoumingxianyidun。9

suihouyoujixucongwoshenhoudehoubeixiangkaishinashicai。

“nizuozaineilibiedong,zheixierangwomenlai。”

wokanzhechenyumangliudebeiying,zhengzhengdichuleshen。

tahaishiheyiqianyiyangshenshi,conglaidoushizheiyang,wodemousekaishiandan。

suanle,jiranlaotianyerangwozhonglaiyishi,wojiubuyongneimezhizhuleba。

woweixiaozhetaitou,ganghaoduishangchenyudemuguang,chenyudeshenqingfuza,wodubudongtadeyanshenlideyisi。

“huoxi,nikuaiguolai。”zhangchengchushengdaduanlewodesixu,wohuishen,chaozhangchengneibianzouqu。

“zenmele?”zoujinzhangchengwokaikou。

zhangchengkanzhewodeyanjingliyouxingxing,takanqilaishifengaoxing。

tabashouzhizhileyixiatiankong,woshunzhetadeshouzhidefangxiangkanguoqu。

shiwanxia,huoxushijintiandeyangguangbijiaorelie,taiyangshaoguotiankongliuxiachenghongse。

woxinzhongbeiwennuanbaowei,shangyishidetongkuzaizheiyichangshijueshengyanzhongkaishimanmanxiaosan。

“真好看。”

woyiweizhangchengshuodeshiwanxia:“duiya。”

woniuguotouqudeshihoukandaozhangchengkanzhewodeyanjingzaifaguang。

tashizaiwozhenhaokan,woyingshangtadeshixianhuileyigeweixiao。

tayouxiehaixiudidizhetou,erduobianshanguoyimohongyun。

duiya,wozheimehaokan,weishenmeshangyishizhichanzheyigechenyubufangni。

我开始慢慢释怀。

“shaokaonimenxihuanchishenmezijiguolaina。”chenyudeshengyinxiangqi,dapolewodemeihaoshexiang,tatiantianzaiwopamianqianhuangyou,youdiannana。

wohezhangchenghuitou,wokanzhechenyu,tacikezhengzaiwanyaoshenghuo。

tajintianchuanleyijianheisemaoyi,bayuanbenjiubaidepifuchendegengjiabaixile,tadeceliankanqilaiyouxielengjun,hetabenrendexinggeyouxiebufu。