第4章
娶她的原因
zicongzaitianxianglouhepaolelimingleizhihou，fuguiningbianzaijiazhonganxindengzhelijiatuihundexiaoxi。quebuxiangzuodengyoudeng，fanerdenglailelijiazhengshixiapindepinli。
“nimeitingcuo？”fuguininglazhedonglingyilianbukezhixindishuodao，“zheizenmekeneng？shilimingleixialehaishiquanshengjingdeguniangyiyezhijiandoujiarenle？”
“jueduimeicuo！”donglingyejiaojibuyi，“neilijiadepinlidousonglaile，xianzaizhenghelaoyefurenshangyixuanyigeheshiderizini！”
fuguiningnuqichongchongdichulemen，ganghaoyichumenjiuzhuangjianleqianlaizhaotadeshenyan。
“shenyan，wogennishenmechoushenmeyuan？niyaozheiyanghaiwo？”fuguiningzhiwendao。
shenyanchenyin：“qianshidechouqianshideyuan，huanniwojinshidezhongfeng，zaixuqianyuan……”
“xunimeia！”fuguiningyiquanguoqu，shenyanqingsongdizhuazhutadeshou，ditoushuodao：“nibiaodasiniandefangshihaizhenshitebie，buguowoxihuan！”
fuguiningyongjinquanlicaizaileshenyandejiaoshang，“zhuangshenmezhuang，yidingshinicongzhongzuogeng，ranglimingleiquwo！neitianzaitianxianglou，nijiugezhongzunao，yidingshinihelimingleitongfengbaoxin，gaosutawoqishibushigechounv，ershigemaomeicongmingxianjingdanyazhishudalicaizhiguorendeguniang！”
shenyanyuye：“wochengren，nishigeguniang。”
fuguiningzheixiagengjiayongli：“wohaishigeliqidadeguniang！”
shenyanchitong，wendao：“nijiuneimebuxiangjiajiliminglei？lijiashishengjingshoufu，limingleishiweiyidejichengren，nisuiranshigejunzhu，danshizicongkangwangmouni，nimuqinzuoweikangwangdediqinmeimeiyeshoudaoqianlian，zheishengjingdagaimeiyourenxianghenizhanshangyidianguanxiba？yuqijiajiquanguibeirenlengyanxiangdai，hebuzuogefujiapo，xiangjinronghuafugui。”
“niyigeqigaizenmezhidaozheixie？”
“wo……menqigaixiaoxilingtong。chucizhiwai，wohaitingshuonipiqibaozao、buxuewushu、aiqianruming、shikuaicusu……zongzhi，niyouyiwangeliyoujiabuchuqu……”
shenyanyueshuofuguiningdelianyuehei，shenyanfajuebudui，lianmanghuanlebiaoqing，qingqingtaiqitadexiaba，shuodao：“buguo，niqueyoudiyiwanlingyigejiadechuqudeliyou，neijiushiwoyaoquni。”
fuguiningzhidaozijibuhaodemingshengzaojiubeichenshichuanyangchuqule，keshiciketinglaiquejuedewubicier，gengjiajuedeshenyanzhibuguoshizaifengciziji，“wobuhao，womeilehuangzufu，meilemuqin，suoyijiuhuogaibeijimudangchengjiaoyidechouma，dangchengtanverjiaruhuangjiadedianjiaoshi，jiajilimingleizheiyangderen，shima？”
shenyanjiantaqingxudiluoxialai，yishijianbuzhidaogaizenmejiehua。
“ziconghuangyeyejiabeng，kangwangjiujiuyijiabeisha，womuqinyeguoshizhihou，wojiumeiyourenheyizhangle，biedeguniangyoujiarenweitachouhua，weitaxunyimenhaoqinshi，womeiyou！wozhiyouyigechuchudayawosuanjiwodejimu！
“biedeguniangjiusuankanzouleyan，suotuofeiren，dabulepinzhemingshengbuyao，huoniangjiarenshangmenhuohelihuijia，yibeizibuzaijiarenyeluogeqingjingzizai！kewobuneng！womeiyoutuilu，suoyiwo，yibuyebunengzoucuo！”
kanzhetayanleiyidiyidiwangxiadiao，shenyanxinzhongyidong，jingranyouxiexintengqizheigegunianglai。
fuguininghongzheyanjingjixushuodao：“wobuguoshixiangyaohaohaohuozhe，napaqueyishaoshi，woyenenghuoxiaqu，kenimenzheixieren，nimenzheixieziyiweishidehundan！”
“wo……”shenyanbuzhidaogaizenmejieshi，“wobingbushiyaonijiajiliminglei……”
“fanzhengxianzairunimensuoyuanle！”fuguiningchongtahoudao，“woyaojiajilimingleile，nimendoumanyileba！”
shuowan，fuguiningshuaikaishenyandeshouzhuanshenpaokaile。qishitaxinzhongmingbai，tayutaeryanbuguoshimoshengren，tapingshenmeyaoweitakaolv？keshitashizaishiyayiletaijiu，gangcaibuzhizenmejiurenbuzhufaxiechulaile。
shenyankanzhefuguiningpaokai，buzhizenmexinzhongyongqiyizhenyiyangdeganjue，momingjuedeyouxiefanzao。
“lijiadeshi，nichaqingchule？”shenyanwendao。
zhangqingconghoumianzouchulai，shuodao：“yijingchaqingchule，lijiayaoqufuxiaojieshiyinwei——tianxianglou。”
“guoranruci。”shenyanyanshenyileng，xinliyouledasuan，duizhangqingshuodao：“nizaiqulijiayitang。”
“gongzi，quranglimingleichengqinhaishirangtatuihun？”zhangqingdouyoudiangaobudongshenyandexiangfale。
“zaiqudatayidun。”fanzhengtabushuang，shizuoyongzheyebiexianghaoguo。
zhangqingzoulejibu，youshizaikongzhibuzhubaguadexin，huilaiwendao：“gongzi，nizheimeshengqi，shiyinweifujiaxiaojie？”
“hushuoshenme，wozenmehuiyinweitashengqi？”suiranzheimeshuo，danshishenyanxianglexiang，haixiangbuchuzijishengqideyuanyin。
“gongzibuxiangfujiaxiaojiejiajilishaoyeba？”
shenyanyileng，youxiebuzirandishuodao：“tapiqineimecha，wozhishibuxiangbierenbeitahuohaile。”
zhangqingbujie：“neininhaidayingquta？nandaoxiangrangtahuohainin？”
“我……扛得住。”
fuguininghaimeizouhuifufujiubeirenjiaozhule，huitouyikan，jingranshitianxiangloudeyahuanxiaoxia。
“xiaoxia，woqianjiribushicaijinisongguoxiangfenma？woxianzaishoulimeiyoule。”fuguininganantanxi，zaozhidaoneiliangbaoxiangfenjiubugaisashenyanshenshang，haitazhuanbuleqianle。
xiaoxiachixiaoyisheng，dao：“nizhendangwomengunianghuiyongnineixieliezhixiangfen？”
“shenmeliezhixiangfen？suiranwomendexiangfenshibugouxini，yebugouhaowen，yemeiyouhaobaozhuang……”fuguininglianmangjieshi，“danshiwomenshiyongchuntianrancailiao，chunshougongzhizuo，jueduiwuwuranwugonghai！wokemeiyoupianren，yemeiyouyicichonghao，qiangmaiqiangmai。”
“xingle，womenyoubuhuiqugaoni，nizheimejinzhangganma？zheicishiwomenguniangxiangyaojianni。”xiaocuizhilezhiyingkelouerlou，chuangziliyinyueluchugeyaotiaodeshenying。
fuguininggenzhexiaoxiashanglelou，jiandaoletianxiangloudetoupai，qingyiguniang。yutaxiangxiangzhongdebutong，qingyibusitianxiangloudeqitaguniangneibannongzhuangyanmo，faneryixibaiqun，mianrongqingli——yemeiyouyongtadexiangfen。
“junzhu，qingzuo。”qingyishuodao。
fuguiningzuolexialai，shuodao：“nibiezheimekeqi，niyinggaizhidao，wozheigejunzhuyoumingwushi，gonglilianfengludoumeijiwofaguo。”
kangwangmounianzhiqian，taqueshishizunguidejunzhu。buguoxianzai，ruobushikanzaixiandidemianzishang，zaijiashangtamuqin“shiqu”disile，tazheitiaoxiaomingnengfoubaozhuhailiangshuo。
“wozhizhidao，nishixiandiqinfengdejunzhu，shitaizidewaishengnv，shipingyanggongzhudenver。”qingyideyuqibiandeyouxieyansu。
fuguiningyizheng，tashuodetaizi……shikangwang。
fuguiningyouxienongbuqingtadelaiyi，shikangwangjiubu？haishilaishitanta？buguotayigewuquanwushidejunzhu，yefanbuzhelaiteyishitantaba？jibiantaxinlizhankangwangjiujiuyijia，kejiujiujiumuyijitamenweiyidedizidousile，tajishiyouxin，younengzuoshenmeni？
“junzhukenengbujidewole。buguobuyaojin，nizhixujidenimuqinshixiandizuichongaidegongzhu，dangniangongzhuxiajiafujia，tacengjingxunuo，huijitadehaizicefengqinwang，kekaifulisi，xiangyoufengdi。xindijishiduinizaibuman，yebixuyaozuncongxiandiyiyuan，yushitaiyebuhuibuguande。”
“keshi，womuqinbingmeiyou……”
“nitingwoshuo，pingyanggongzhumeiyouerzi，keshinihuiyouyigefuxu，zheigefuxujiuxiangdangyushigongzhudeerzi，suirankenenghuiyouxiemafan，danshiweibizhengqubudao。”
“suoyi……”fuguiningyanjingyiliang，“zheijiushilimingleifeiyaoquwodeyuanyin？”
“meicuo！lilaotaiyedeneiweijishifurenwangshishigechunde，chenzhelilaotaiyeshengbingyizhizaianzhongshoumailijiadeshangpu，jieguodaozhilijiadeduishouchenxuerru。lilaotaiyeguoshizhihou，wangshiweileweihutianxiangloudeshengyi，yunanfanglaiderenfanzigoujie，guaimailiangjiafunv，biliangweichang。”
fuguiningduizheizhongxingweishenetongjue，queyezhinengwunaidishuodao：“zheizhongshi，zaineixiedifangyinggaibushaojianba？”
“zheicibuyiyang。”qingyiyadishengyinshuodao，“zheiyicinaochulerenming，beirendingshangle，shitidoulaibujiyunchuqu，jiumaizaitianxianglouhoumiandexiaozhulinli。”
“zhenshiguofen，nandaojiumeiyourenqubaoguanma？”fuguiningqifenbuyi，meixiangdaozheilimingleibujinhaose，haishigeqinshouburudedongxi！
qingyiyaotou，shuodao：“lijiabijingshishengjingshoufu，nanengmeidianmenlu？zhibuguozheicibijingshinaochulerenmingguansi，yidanshifa，bidingqianlianzhenggelijia。keshizheishishuodayebusuanda，zhiyaolimingleihehuangjiacheshangguanxi，weilehuangjiademianzi，zheishiyehuibeiyaxiaqu。”
fuguiningchensilepianke，lengxiaodao：“erduiyuchenshilaishuo，lijiazheizhongshangjiazhijia，youyoubabingniezaitadeshouzhong，jiusuandedaolejuewei，yeduitameishenmeweixie，tahainengdedaolijiadeyinqianzhichi。shuobudinglijiadeshijiushitanaochulaide，buguoshiweilebiwojiajinlijiaeryi。zhenshidadeyishouhaosuanpan！”
“junzhu！”qingyituranwozhufuguiningdeshou，kenqiudao，“ninyidingbunengsuibianjiaren，nindehunshizaiyouderenyanzhongbuzuweizhong，keduiyuyouderenlaishuo，quehenzhongyao……”
fuguiningshouhuishou，zhengsedao：“nishuodeshihenzhongyao，haishiyouzhongyaozuoyong？”
qingyiminleminzui，zhanqilaichaofuguiningxinglegeli，“qingyiyanjinyuci，haiwangjunzhuduiyuzijidehunshizhengzhongkaolv。”
“dengdeng！”fuguiningjiaozhuzhengyaolikaideqingyi，wendao：“nikefougaosuwo，nijiujingshishei？”
“worujinshiyigelunluoyanhuazhididexiajianzhiren，yijingbupeiyongyouyuanlaideshenfen，wozhinenggaosujunzhu，wocengjing，xingsheng。”
xingsheng？fuguiningturanxiangqi，dangniankangwangjiujiudedizisihudingxialeyimenqinshi，neijiarenjiuxingsheng。erqiedingqinshitaquguanli，haiyuanyuandikanguoneishengjiaxiaojieyiyan。yuanlaishita。
fuguiningyouxiewanxi，yuanlaibeineichanghuoshiqianlianderenyuanbuzhitayiren。qingyineiyangdeguanjiaxiaojielunluodaozheiyangdedibu，bizijicanduole，ketaluodaozheiyangdedibu，haibuwangjiejiziji，shizaishirangtajuedekuijiu。
zhishi，tajiujingxiangzuoshenmeni？kangwangjiujiuyijiadequesilea，taqinyankanjiande，tamenyijiaquandousile。