002 胃癌晚期

“wozuoleyizhuozicai,quanshinixihuanchide。”

“duile,wohaixue——”

peihemingmeinaixintingxiaqu,jingzikaikoudaduanlesongbaidehua,“wozaimang。”

songbaidunledun,zhengxiangtixingpeihemingjintianshishenmerizi,neibianjiubadianhuaguale。

peihemingbuhuilai,yinggaishigongzuoshangyoujishiyaochuli。

songbaizaixinlizheimeanweiziji。

buguozheichangziqiqirendeximahenkuaijiupomiele。

songjiazejitafalezhangzhaopian。

songbaidiankaiyikan,cweizuozhelianggeren。

yigeshisongjiaze,lingyigezeshiganghetashuolezaimangdepeiheming。

zhouweiderenkanshangquzhengzaiqihong。

songjiazelianshangneimojiaoxiudexiao,yijipeihemingzhoushenyangyideyuyue,rangtahennanbuduoxiang。

songbaihuanghuzhiji,songjiazeyoufaleweixinguolai。

【ge,minggesonglekuaibiaojiwo,haobuhaokan?】

【qishizheiyuanbenshiminggejinizhunbeidejinianriliwu。】

【yinweiwoduokanleliangyan,tajiusongjiwole,nibuhuishengqiba?】

kandaozheijitiaoweixin,songbaiganjueyourenlinzhechuizibutingzatanaodai,zadenaodaiwengwengzuoxiang。

weilineigujuliedechoutongganyoulaile。

buguojifenzhongdeshijian,songbaijiutongdehunshenfaleng,ganoulehaojici。

tengtongyuyanyulie,tazuodouzuobuzhule,jiuxiangzhehuifangjianwochuangxiuxi。

sheicengxiang,tacaifuzhecanzhuobianyuanqishen,jiuganjueyanqianyihei。

yizhentianxuandizhuan,tajiushenmedoubuzhidaole。

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songbaixinglaiyishiliangtianhoudexiawu。

huangusizhou,chunbaisedetianhuabanheqiang,lengbingbingdeyiliaoshebei,kongqilipiaodangdexiaodushuiqiwei,wuyibuzaizhengmingzheishiyiyuan。

songbaienxiachuangtoudehujiaoling。

guolejifenzhong,bingfangdemenbeirentuikai。

yishengnazhejizhanghuayandan,zoudaochuangqianmianseningzhongdao:“songxiansheng,jiexialaiwoyaoshuodeshiqingbijiaozaogao,jianyinitiqianzuohaoxinlizhunbei。”

songbaicumei,“shibushiwodeweiyanyouyanzhongle?”

yishengbudafanwen:“niduojiumeitijianle?”

songbaixianglexiang,“youwuliunianle。”

yishengwenyan,jianghuayandandijisongbai,youxieburenxin,“nilaiyiyuanneitian,womendezhiniyouweibingshi,jiuxianjinizuolegeweijing。”

“jinzaohuayanjieguochulaile。”

“胃癌晚期。”

songbaishuangshouzhandoudijieguohuayandan,juewangwendao:“wohainenghuoduojiu?”

yishengtanlekouqi,“hualiaoxiaoguohaodehua,yinian。”

songbaixixibizi,shengyinyouxiegengyan,“xiaoguobuhaoni?”

yishengyuqihenshiwanxi:“sansigeyue。”

“hualiaoxuyaojiashuqianzi,jianyininjinkuaitongzhitamenguolai,fouzebingqinghuigengyanzhong。”

“我知道了。”

musongyishenglikai,songbainazhehuayandankanleyoukan,banshangcaijieshouzijimingbujiuyizheigeshishi。

songbaifanghaohuayandan,xianglexiang,xianjipeihemingdalegedianhua。

bishi,yuanzaiouzhouchuchadepeihemingganggangshuixiabujiu。

zuotianhefuzerenqiatanguohou,peiheminghejigexinfulianyekaihuidiaozhengfangan,weidejiushiyidingyaonaxiazheigeduijituanjuyouzhanlvexingyiyidexiangmu。

jieguotacaishuizhejiubeishoujilingshengchaoxing,xinqingxiangdangbuyue。

zhouzhemeitouzhengkaiyanjing,peihemingnaguoshouji。