第三章我会死？
guoyuqiangdadeyapoganrangchengxiangganjuedaobushi，taxiangtao。
nanrendedashoushudeqiazhuletaxianxidebozi，yuqisenleng。
“chengxiang，woquannizuihaofangshixiangyidian，danganxiangpao，wohuirangnikanzhezijideshuangtuishizenmefeide！”
“zhetingchen，nijiranzheimehenwo，weishenmebuzhijieshalewo？”
qiangliedezhixiganrangchengxiangyizhiyinrenzhedeqingxuzhongyukezhibuzhudexuanxielechulai。
“shaleni？duifunizheizhongxinchangdaidude**qinengrangnisideneimetongkuai？”
nanrencoudaotamianqian，muguanglenglierulin，“chengxiang，woyaorangnihuozhe，beiwozhemodeshengburusi！”
程湘放弃了挣扎。
taxiangxin，zhetingchenshijueduihuishuodaozuode。
tadeshouduan，tazaijianyuliyijingjianshiguole。
xiongqianglidekongqiyuelaiyueshao，chengxiangdeliansemanmanyouqingzhuanzi。
zhetingchenmanlianyinyudekanzhetalangbeidezhangzhezuibaxianghuxixinxiankongqideyangzi，xiangdaomeimeichuyuecansidemoyang，henbudejiuciqiasimianqianzheigeedudenvren。
可是不行。
yishengshuole，suirananandeyizhishoushuxianzaikanshichenggongle，dannengbunengchedikangfuhaibuzhidao，youkenenghuizaixuyaozheigenvrendegusui。
zheishichengxiangweiyidejiazhi。
xiangdaozheilitahenhendejiangchengxiangtuishuaidaodibanshang。
“kanzainihaiyouyongdefenshang，nidejianmingxianliujitian。”
zheiyishuairangchengxiangdeetouzaidibanshanghenhendekelexia，tongdetayanleidoubiaolechulai。
“zhetingchen，woshuoguowomeiyoushanimeimei！ninengbunengyongnidenaozixiangyixiang？woshaletaduiwoyoushenmehaochu？”
dakouhuxilejikouxinxiankongqihou，chengxiangxinyouyujidewuzhebozi，buganxindechongzhetadahan。
她不明白。
zhetingchenmingmingshigecongmingren，ketaweishenmepianpianzaizheyuedeshiqingshangjiubiandezheimechun？
zhetingchenmouserubing，huanhuandezaitamianqiandunxia。
“bushinishaderen，weishenmexiongqishanghuiyounidezhiwen？weishenmenideshoushanghuizhanranshangyueyuedexue？tayouweishenmehuisizainidefangjianli？ng？”
zheigenvrenzaitatichujiechuhunyuededangtianwanshangjiunaoxiuchengnudeshaletademeimeilaibaofuta，renzhengwuzhengjuzai，tajuranhaiganfourenshishi！
程湘闭了闭眼睛。
“hao，wojiranyaoshata，duodeshidifangkeyidongshou，weishenmepianpianyaozaizijidefangjianlidongshouhainaodaorenjinjiezhi？dongjiyoushishenme？”
“yinweiwogennijiechulehunyue，suoyinijiuduiyueyuexialedushoulaibaofuwo，zheigedongjihaibugoumingxianma？suannimenchengjiahaishixiang，zhudongbanizheigexiongshoujiaolechulai，fouze——”
zhetingchenhoumianshuoleshenmechengxiangyijingbuxiangzaitingle。
dui，tashibeizijideqinshengfuqinzhudongsongjinjianyude。
anfahoutajiubeishanglesharenxiongshoudezuiming，meiyourenyuanyixiangxintashiwugude，jiuliantadefuqinyeyiyang。
neigetajiaoleershisannianbabadenanrenbugutadekukuaiqiu，zaizhejiarendaolaizhiqianqinzijiangtajiaojilejingfang，shenzhizaifatingshangqinkouzhizhengtajiushixiongshou。
zhengyinweiyoulechengjiashangxiadezhizheng，zaiyemeiyourenhuixiangxintashiyuanwangde。
huixiangqizijibeipomengyuandezhongzhong，chengxiangjiuxintongnandang。
“zenmebushuohuale？yabale？”
kandaochengxiangyiliankuchuqirandeyangzizhetingchenxinzhongdenuhuojiuzhiwangwaimao。
tazuitaoyanzaizheigenvrenlianshangkandaozheizhongwugudeyangzi！
mingmingjiushigesharenfan，youshenmelianzaizheilizhuangbailianhua？
“nijiranbuxiangxinwo，wogennijiumeiyoushenmekeshuode。”
chengxiangleile，buxiangzaijieshile。
zaimeiyouzhaodaozhengjujizijituozuizhiqian，tashuozaiduoyemeiyourenhuixiangxinta，jiranruciyouhebibaifeikousheni？
tadetaidurangzhetingchenzhoushendewendushunjianjiangdihaojidu，banzhelianzhuanshenjiulikailebingfang。
“meiyouwodemingling，buxutalikaizheigebingfangbanbu！”
shouzaimenkoudebaobiaobuganchiyi，“shi！”
chengxiangzichaodechelechezuijiaowushengdexiao。
她不想哭。
keshiquekongzhibuzhuyanleiwangxiadiao，yidiyidideluodidibanshangxingchenglejingyingdeshuizhu——
zhetingchencaicongchengxiangdebingfanglichulai，zhulirongchengjiuyingleshanglai。
“chushao，laozhaineibianlaidianhuashuofurenyoufanbingle。”
zhetingchenbenlaijiutieqingdelianseyinweizheigexiaoxibiandegengjiayinzhi，mengranniutouhenhendedengleyanbingfanglidenvren，dabuwangwaizou。
“回老宅！”
——
程湘发烧了。
shihushiguolaichafangdeshihoufaxiantajingshenweimibuduijingcaizhidaofashaolede。
“zhenshizaonie，doushishenmerena？yidianyebudongdelianxiangxiyu。”
kanzhechengxiangeqiandehongzhong，xiaohushirenbuzhumadao。
“nishibushiqiantadezhaia？zenmerenyouzhetaqifuniyebuzhidaofankang？yaojinibaojingniyebuken，jiabaodenanrenbunengyaozhibuzhidao？”
yuanlaijingguohushizhandeyifankuazhangxuanranhou，zhetingchenchengleshibaodeeren，chengxiangzebianchenglebeijiabaodeshouhaizhe，xianzaizhenggehushizhandehushiduitadezaoyudoubaoyijidadetongqing。
“谢谢你的关心。”
chengxiangyouqiwulidechongzhexiaohushixiaolexiao。
yinweishentibushi，taxianzaishuohuadoufeili。
“dengzhea，woqujinizhaoyisheng。”
xiaohushifengfenghuohuodelikaiyoufengfenghuohuodehuilai，zhishihuilaishishenhouduolezhuzhiyisheng。
zaixixidejianchaleyibianchengxiangdezhuangkuanghougujingchuanzhouqilemeitou，“quchougexueba！”
chengxiangxuruodetaitou，“yisheng，wodeqingkuangbushiganmaoma？”
“nicaiganggangbeichouguogusui，yaoxianpaichukanshibushiyinweigusuiganranqidefashaocainengquedingqita，ruguoyouyiloudehuakenenghuihenmafan。”
gujingchuandehuarangxiaohushidelianseshunjianyansuqilai。
“guyisheng，ruguotazhenshiyinweigusuiganranyinqidefashao，neishibushihouguohenyanzhong？wotingshuozuiyanzhongdeqingkuangkenenghuisiren？”
chengxiangdelianshangshunjianxuesequanwu。
“这么严重吗？”
bushishuojuangusuishihenanquandema？
“buyongjinzhang，zhengchangqingkuangxiajuangusuibuhuifashengzheimejiduandeshiqing，nibietingxiaochenhushuo。”
kanchuletadehaipa，gujingchuanweixiaodeanweidao，“xianquzuogejiancha，zheilishiyiyuan，ruguozhenyoushenmeshiwomenyishengyebuhuixiushoupangguande。”
chengxiangjinzhangdexinqingyinweitadeweixiaoershaoshaoandinglexie。