第1章

“qiuqiuni,buyaozaidale…”

“不要在打我了!”

jiangruoyanxiaofuweiweilongqiguizaidishang,hunshenshixuedeaiqiuzhe,xiriwuheilianglidezhangfa,xianzaiyijingbeijianduan。

zhenggeyankuangaoxianjinqu,tahuozhexiangshiyigejingshenbingren,hunshenzangchou。

zheishijiangruoyanbeiqiujinzaidixiashidedisannian!

神智恍惚不清。

zheisannian,tabuzhidaozenmetingguolaide。

meitianzheigenanren,duitaxingshifeirenbandezhemo,taduzilixianzaiyouhuailezheigenanrendeniezhong。

电击,皮鞭,针刺…

zheiyangdezhemo,tameirimeiye,buzhidaojinglileduoshaobian。

sannianqian,yinweijiangruoyan,jidulujinduishenyunyundeai,toutoudejitaxiayao,dadiaoletamendehaizi。

yushilujinjiuchengfata,batasongjilemianqianzheigelaonanren。

xianzaitashizhongdouwangbule,lujinmuguanghenli,binglengdeduitashuochudeneijuhua,“ruoyan,zuochuleshi,jiugaiyaoshoudaochengfa!”

“congjinwanghou,likaididou,haohaodejiyunyundehaizishuzui!”

我错了!

我真的错了!

jiangruoyanmeiyouyitianbuzaiaohuizhe。

zaizheilidemeiyitian,tadouzaisheqiuzhe,lujinyouyitiannenggoubatajiuchuqu!

taxiangpao,keshigenbenpaobule。

meicibeizhuahuilai,dengdaitadeshi,gengjiacankudechengfa!

laonanrenyibazhuaqitadetoufa,xingfendebajiangruoyantileqilai,“nijiaoa!jiaodezaixiangyidian,wodaoyaokankan,sheihainenglaijiuni!”

“zhenbukuishiyiqianlujinyangdenvren,gangbeisongguolaideshihou,wozhendehenbudesizainishenshang。”

“nihaixiangzhelujinnenglaijiuni?wogaosuni,biezaichixinwangxiangle!”

“sannianqian,tabanisongjiwodeshihou,jiuyijinggenshenjiada**,shenyunyunjiehunle。”

“nizaikankan,nixianzaizheifumoyang,hahaha…nibuguojiushibeiwowanlandepoxie!”

不,不会的!

tabukenengqushenyunyunde!

陆慬答应过她的!

jiangruoyankuzheyaotou,xiangshiwufajieshouzheigeshishi。

shuowandexiayimiao,nanrenturanjiujiekaile,pidai…

qiazhetadebozi,batadizaiqiangshang!

zaishenhou,duitajinxingwuru!

不知道过去多久。

jiangruoyanyibubiti,congqiangshangmanmanyidianyidianhualuo,yanzhongdeguang,manmandeandanlexiaqu,xiashenliuchulexue,fangfobuzhidaotengtongyiban,pazaidimianshangyidongbudong。

sannianlaibuduandizhemo,jiangruoyandiyiciyoulebuxianghuodeniantou。

yinweitaxiangxinzhe,lujinhuihuilaibatadaizoude。

keshitadenglesannian,tahaishimeiyoulai…

zaozaibeisongjinzheilidediyitian,tajiuyijinghuile!

tagenshenyunyunjiehun,lujinzaojiubuyaotale。

jiusuantalai,batajiuchuqu,hainengzenmeyang?

lujinbukenenghaihuijieshouyigepoxie。

huibuqu!yijingchedibuhuiqule!

等到老男人离开。

jiangruoyancongdishangmanmanpaqilai,yongjinzuihouyisiliqi,jianqidishangnanrenzhemotadegongju,yongli**lexinzangchu…

tongkonghuansan,kouzhongdexue,dakoudakoudetulechulai!

ganjuedaoshuxidetongteng,conghunshenmanyan,taitoutouzheweiyidechuangwai,kanzhewaimianyese,yelangxingxi。

jiangruoyanluoxialeliangdiqinglei,zuihouhaishidaozailexuebozhizhong!

只剩下一口气…

jiangruoyanjincunzuihoudeyisiqixi,zhengkaiyanjing,kanjianzijibeimaizainituzhizhong,nanrennazhetieqiao,yidianyidian,yongnitujiangtayangai。

doudadeyudi,zazaitadeyanjingshang…

zhidaotadeshixian,biandeqihei,zhouweideshengyin,fangfoyedouanjinglexialai…

lujin,wohouhuile,wozhendehaohouhui!

weishenmeyaorangwoyujianni,rangwojinglizheixie!

niweishenme,yaoduiwozheimehen!

可是为什么!

napawodouyaosile,zuihouxiangdequehaishini!

陆慬!

要是能够重来一次…

wozaiyebuyaoganyunigenshenyunyunzhijiandeganqing。

我再也不要爱上你!

daozuihou,erbianmeileshengyin,rengranhaizhengzhedeyanjingdejiangruoyan,buzhiheshi,xianruleyipianqiheizhizhong!

江若烟死了!

死的悄无声息。

sizaileyesebangbodedayutian。

sizaile…qiaoranjijingdeheiyeli。

shitiyongyuanmaizangzailelajichangdefeixuzhizhong。

2007nian,didoushirenminyiyuan。

“luxiansheng,**meixingle!”

jiangruoyanganjuedaozijichennizaihaizhong,zenmedoupabushangan,zuihoutazhuazhefumu,huxidaoleyikoukongqi,dengtashunjianxinglaishi,dakoudakouhuxizhekongqi。

kanzhemianqianbaisetianhuaban,wendaoleneiguxiaodushuideweidao,tacaifanyingguolai。

陆先生?

陆慬?

jiangruoyanyanshennanyizhixin,tadaidaikanxiangyipangcongwaizoujinlaidenanren。

zheiyike…kandaolujinshenangguiheisexizhuangzoulai,chengshudeqizhijinyulengeryoumiren,wuguanshensuilenglie。

jiandaota,jiangruoyanturan,badiaoleshoubeishangdezhentou,liangundaipadeguizailelujinmianqian,yanleixiongyongdeluolexialai,zhuazhetadexizhuangku,“gege…wo…wocuole!”

“woyihouhuiguaiguaitinghua,wozaiyebugenninaopiqile。”

“qiuqiuni,buyaobawosongjibieren!”

lujinmanmandunxiashenzi,shensuilengliedemouzilitouzhewenhedanxindeshense,“ruoyan?fashengshenmeshile?sheiqifunile?ng?”

“告诉哥哥。”

jiangruoyanleiliumanmiandekanzhemianqiandelujin,zhenggerenshunjianxianrulezhenjingzhong,“ge…gege…”

budui!lujinyijingsishiduole,zenmehuizheimenianqing?

takandaolenianqing,zhiyouershibasuidelujin。

jiangruoyanzhizhidedingzheta,haoxiangyaojiangtademoyangkanqing,tashenshou,mozhelujindelian,shiyouwendude,junlangdelianshangmeiyouyitiaozhouwen。

tayanjingshangbeitahuaqu,mingmingyouyitiaobade,xianzaizenmemeiyoule?

neishitagenlujinchaojiadeshihou,beitabuxiaoxinnongqude。

lujinshixianluozaineizhibaixizhinendeshou,meiyouzuzhitadedongzuo。

“bu…bukeneng…zheishijiade,womingmingyijingsile!”

“zheiyidingshitiantang,yidingshijiade!gegeta…buyaowole!”

lujin:“xianqilai!ng?”

jiangruoyandaileng,lianshangluozheyanlei,“gege,xianzaishishenmeshihou?shi20xxma?”

lujinshenshouqufuqutatoudinglingluandezhangfa,“xianzaishi2007nian,wanshangshierdian,nikanwaimiantianyijinghenheile。”

jiangruoyanyanshengengshinanyizhixin,tadaidaikanzhemianqianshuxidelujin。

她…她竟然没死!

还重新活了过来。

lujinjiangmianqiandeshaonv,congdishangbaoleqilai,xiaoxinyiyifangzaibingchuangshang,jiangtagaihaobeizi。

jiangruoyanshoubeishangliulebushaoxue,lujinjiangtashoubeishangdexue,caganjing。

tabushizisha,zhishengxiazuihouyikouqideshihou,beineigelaonanrenhuomailema?

lujinmeiyoutaiguozaiyi,tajiliedejudong,zhishiyiwei,taxianruhunmizhongshi,zuolegeemeng。