jiangruoyandailengdekanzhelujinlikaidebeiying,daizhehushijinlai,jiangzhentouzhongxin**tadejingmaizhong,zhei**detengtonggan,jiangruoyancaizhujianxiangxin,zijiyouzhongxinhuoguolaideshishi。
laotianyourangtahuoleyici。
suoyi,zheicishi2007nian。
zheishihoudetacaidugaoyi。
dengdaohushizuowanzheiyiqielikaibingfang。
lujinrouyankejiandepibei,zuozaijiangruoyandechuangbian,shouwanshangdaizhejiazhibufeidenanshishoubiao,shenshoupengzhetadelian,jiangtayanjiaodeyanleicaqu,“…ruoyan,nixianzaicaigaoyi,nigaihaohaoxuexi,erbushijiangsuoyouzhongxin,douzaigegeshenshang,mingbaima?”
“我…”
jiangruoyanbuzhidaogaishuoshenme,taxiangqiqianshidezheishihou,takandaoxinwenbaodaoshang,lujingenshenyunyunyaodinghundexiaoxi。
jiangruoyanshangxinyujuegewanzisha,jiushiweilebitagenjiangjiaquxiaohunyue。
shide,zheiqueshishijiangruoyannengzuochulaideshiqing。
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yinweiyilaizhelujin,tabuxianglujingenbiedenvrenzaiyiqi。
taduilujinyouzhezisideniantou。
congxiaodaoda,tadouxiangchengweizheinanrendeqizi,duitashipianzhiyilaideai。
danshi,xianzaitaduilujindeai…
已经彻底消失。
qianshiyinweitadehenchayijiao,lujingenshenyunyuncuoguoleshinian。
ruguobushitadezisi,shenyunyunzaojiujiajilelujin。
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江若烟怕了!
lujinduita,conglaidoubushiai,yeconglaimeiyouaiguota。
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“wofashi,zheishizuihouyici。”
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lujindakaichuanghu,dianlegenyan,“meishi,jingyangyiduanshijianjiuhao。”
zuozaichelideren,jiushishenyunyun,shenshijituanqianjin,yeshilujinmingyishangdeweihunqi,yegengshilujincongqianyiqizhangdadeqingmeizhuma。
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shuodaodi,jiangruoyanmeiyoubanfagenshenyunyunxiangbi。
“buyonghusiluanxiang,woxiansongnihuiqu。”
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“wodenglenishijinian,nihaijibujide,nishuoguo,nihuirangwochengweizuixingfudelutaitai?”
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“shisannianle,lujinwozhenbuxiangzaidengle。”
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“我知道了…”
zheishilujinjitadedaan。
翌日醒来。
jiangmingyueyijingguahaolediandi,shaoyeyijingtuile。
tajizijibanlilechuyuanshouxu。
zhishihuiqudeshihou,touhaishiyouxieyunchenchen。
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jiangruoyanbuzhidaolujinshishenmeshihouhuidelujia。
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她睡得并不安稳。
mengdaoqianshifashengdeyiqie…
mengjianqiheidedixiashi,tabeitieliansuozhu,meitianjiuxiangyizhichushengyiyanghuozhe,chengweineigenanrensuiyiwannongdewanju。
tapale,zheiyibeizi,tazaiyebuganwunilujin。
ruguotabucuoneixieduifushenyunyundecuoshi,lujinjiubuhuibatasongjiqitadenanren。
tayebuhuizuizhongluodebeizhemoersidexiachang。
zheiyishi…tabuhuizaisheqiu,dengtachengnian,younenglineiyitian,tahuilikaita。
quguoshuyuzijideshenghuo。
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