第2章
suwanwozheshouji，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai，shentikongzhibuzhudifadou。
yuanlaizaitazhangfuyanli，muqindeshengsi，zhishitayonglaizhengchongdehuanghua。
tashuo，yanyanyexuyaoyuanzhang。
言言…白言。
zheigemingzi，xiangyigenzhazaixintoujiniandeci，cikebeiluchenyuanqinshouningdong，jiaodexueroumohu。
suwandesixubushoukongzhidipiaohuidaxueshidai。
neishi，luchenyuanhebaiyanshixiaoyuanlizuiyaoyandeyidui。tayingjun，tapiaoliang。houlai，baiyanhaowuzhengzhaodichuleguo，luchenyuandeshijiejiucitunse。
suwanpeizhetaduguoleneiduanzuinanaoderizi。takanzhetacongyigeyiqifengfadeshaonian，biandechenmoguayan。kanzhetahedelanzui，daozaishafashang，zuiliwuyishidi、yibianbiandihanzhe：“yanyan…biezou…”
tayiwei，shijiannengzhiyuyiqie。tayiwei，qiniandepeiban，sanniandehunyin，nengrangtazheikehengxing，wennuantaneizuobingfengdegudao。
tashenzhitianzhendiyiwei，zijinengrangtachediwangleneigezhicunzaiyuguoquderen。
xianzaikanlai，duomekexiao。
她不是恒星。
tazhishibaiyantoushezaitashengminglideyidaoyingzi，jincieryi。
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jinbihuihuangdejiudiantaofangli，nuanqikaidehenzu。
baiyanchuanzheyishenrouruandesizhishuipao，ceshenkaozailuchenyuankuankuodejianshang，**chudexigaishangzhiyouyixiaopianhonghen，shenzhidoumeipopi。
wangyuanzhangdunzaidishang，zhengyongmianqianxiaoxinyiyidibangtatumoyaogao，dongzuomandexiangshizaichulishenmeshijiejizhenbao。
luchenyuanganggangguaduanlesuwandedianhua，neizhangjunmeidelianshangmeiyousihaobolan。tanaqizijideshouji，zhijiebojilezhuli。
“chengxineitaolinhudebieshu，likeqingchulai。”tadeshengyindicheneryouli，“zhaozuihaodejiazhengtuandui，lianggexiaoshinei，woyaorangyanyannengzhijiezhujinqu。”
dianhuaneitoudezhulilianshengyingshi。
baiyankaozaitajiantou，yangqilian，yishuangshuiwangwangdeyanjinglimanshigandongheyilai：“chenyuan，xiexieni…yaobushini，wozhenbuzhidaogaizenmeban。woganghuiguo，shenmedoubushuxi…”
tashuozhe，shengyinlidaishanglejifenhoupadegengyan，fangfogangcaijinglidebushiyidiancashang，ershiyichangshengsihaojie。
luchenyuanchuimoukanzheta，yanshenlishihuabukaiderouheyutengxi，hetaganggangduizhedianhuaneitoudesuwanshi，panruoliangren。
“meishile。”tashenshou，qingqingpailepaibaiyandebei，“yihouwohuibangni。”
dunzaidishangdewangyuanzhangyanpitiaoletiao。
taxingyijishinian，shenmeshangmeijianguo。baiyanxigaishangzheidianhongyinzi，bieshuotazheigexinwaikedeyuanzhang，jiushilubiansuibianzhaogehushi，chulidedoubitazhuanye。
keluchenyuanyitongdianhua，tabudebucongyitaiguanjianshoushudezhunbeigongzuozhongchoushen，huojihuoliaodiganguolai。
ganggangdianhualineigenvshengdejuewangheqibuchengsheng，tahaitingdezhenzhenqieqie。
neishiluchenyuandeqizi，suwan。
wangyuanzhangxinlitanlekouqi，zhanqishen，duiluchenyuanshuo：“luzong，bai**zheizhishidianpiwaishang，meishenmedaai，zhuyibiezhanshuijiuxing。yiyuanneibianhaiyougejizhengbingrendengzhewo，wodexianhuiqule。”
“jizheng？”baiyanlikezhuazhuleguanjianci，lianseshabai，rouruodilazhuluchenyuandeyijiao，“chenyuan，wo…wotouhaoyun，xintiaodehaokuai，shibushiyoushenmehouyizheng？”
tayizhishoufushangzijideetou，shenziyaoyaoyuzhui，haoxiangxiayimiaojiuyaoyunguoqu。
luchenyuanlikefuzhuta，lianseyichen，kanxiangwangyuanzhang：“meitingdaoma？tabushufu。nijintianjiudaizaizheili，naliyebuxuqu。”
neiyuqi，budaiyisishangliangdeyudi。
wangyuanzhangxinlineidiantongqingshunjianbeibieququdai。tatangtangyigeyuanzhang，chenglesirenyishengbushuo，haidezaizheierpeizheyanxi。
takanzhebaiyanneifuwojianyouliandemoyang，anzipielepiezui。
jiuzheidianshang，zhiyuma？xintiaokuai？pabushizhuangdeba。
suwanzhanzaiyiyuanbinglengdezoulangli，buyuanyifangqi。
tayaozaidayici，wulunruhe，tayaorangluchenyuanzhidao，zheibushihuanghua！
tagangjiesuoshouji，zhunbeizaicibochuneigehaoma，shoushushidedenghurananle。
jinjiezhe，yigechuanzhebaidaguadeyishengkuaibuzoulechulai，shenqingningzhong。
“sheishiyangmengdejiashu？”
“woshi！yisheng，womazenmeyangle？”suwanchongleguoqu，sisizhuazhuyishengdegebo，xiangshizhuazhuzuihouyigenjiumingdaocao。
yishengdeyanshenlidaizheyisiburen，tazhaixiakouzhao，shengyinchenzhong：“womenjinlile。bingrensuiranqiangjiulehuilai，danyinweiluneizhangshijianqueyang，naobusunshangyanzhong…yijing，zhuanweizhiwurenzhuangtaile。”
植物人…
zheisangezi，xiangsankezidan，shunjianjisuilesuwansuoyoudezhicheng。
tazhuazhuyishenggebodeshoumengdisongkai，shouji“pa”diyishengdiaozaidishang，pingmushuaidefensui。
shijiedeshengyinfangfozaizheiyikequanbuxiaoshile。tatingbudaoyishenghoumiandehua，tingbudaozoulanglidejiaobusheng，erbianzhishengxiazijineiyishengbiyishenggengjuliedexintiao，ranhou，xintiaoshengyejianjianyuanqu。
tashuangtuiyiruan，zhenggerenshunzheqiangbihuazuozaidi。
都怪她。
ruguotameiyouweilegongzuoqujianneigekehu，ruguotanengzaodianpeizaimuqinshenbian，ruguotameiyoujiajiluchenyuan…shibushiyiqiedoubuhuifasheng？
wujindehuihenhezizexiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangtayanmei。taquansuozaibinglengdedimianshang，houlonglifabuchuyidianshengyin，zhiyouyanleibushoukongzhidihualuo，yididizazaibinglengdedizhuanshang，yunkaiyixiaopianshuizi。
buzhiguoleduojiu，tacaizhaohuizijideshengyin，zhandouzheshou，yongneibushuaisuilepingmudeshouji，botongledidisuzaodedianhua。
“jie？zenmele？wogangxiake。”dianhuaneitou，suzaodeshengyinyirujiwangdiyangguang。
suwanzhanglezhangzui，quefaxianshengyingansedelihai：“zaozao…”
zhihanchuyigemingzi，tajiuzaiyerenbuzhu，bengkuidikulechulai。
“jie，nibiekua，daodizenmele？”suzaoshunjianhuangleshen。
“ma…matachuchehuole…bianchengzhiwurenle…”
dianhuaneitou，shizhangjiudesiji。
jimiaohou，suzaodaizhekuqiangdeshengyinchuanlai：“jie，nidengzhewo，womashangmaipiao，womashanghuilai！”
gualedianhua，suwanchengzheqiangbi，yaoyaohuanghuangdizhanqilai，zhongxinzoudaoyishengmianqian，shengyinyadexiangshazhimoguo：“yisheng，zhuangwomadeneigerenni？”
yishengtanlekouqi，congkoudailinachuyizhangzhitiao：“duifangmeiyouliuxiaxingming，zhiliuleyigedianhuahaoma，rangwomenjiaojijiashu。”
tadunledun，sihuzaihuiyidangshideqingjing。
“wogandaodeshihou，kandaoyigenianqingnvhaidunzaidishangku，haoxianghehuaile。tadalegedianhua，henkuaijiulaileyigenande，erhuabushuojiubatadaizoule。zouzhiqian，neigenvhaibazheigehaomasaijilewo，shuoyidinghuifuzede。”
suwanjieguoneizhangxiezhedianhuahaomadezhitiao，hunshenyizhen。
zhuangleren，budiyishijiansongyiyuan，bubaojing，ershidadianhuajiaorenbazijijiezou？
这是什么操作？
到底是谁？
yishengkanzhetashihunluopodeyangzi，manshitongqing：“ni…jieai。nimuqindeyiyaofei…yaojinkuaizhunbeiyixia。”
suwanniejinleshoulidezhitiao，neichuanshuzixiangshiluotie，tangdetazhangxinshengteng。
takanzhezhitiao，yanshencongkongdongdejuewang，yidiandian，ningjuchengcigudelenghehen。