第3章
suwanzhandouzhejiesuoshouji，bingliangdepingmuyingchutacangbaimeiyouxuesedelian。tayigeshuziyigeshuzidianxia，meiyixiadouxiangshiyongjinlequanshendeliqi。
jiuzaitazhunbeianxiabohaojiandeshunjian，yidaojiaoroudenvshengcongzoulangjintouchuanlai，neishengyintiandefani，daizheyisikeyidetaohao。
“aiya，chenyuan，nimanyidian，wojiaodouhaimeihaolisuoni。”
suwandedongzuomengdiyijiang。
tataiqitou，shunzheshengyinwangguoqu。
zoulangneitou，luchenyuanzhengxiaoxinyiyidifuzheyigenvren，neinvrenjihuzhenggerendouyizaitadeshenshang，zitaiqinni。
是白言。
tachuanzheyishenmingpai，zhuangrongjingzhi，chulezoulushizitaishaoxianzuozuo，naliyoubanfenshoushangdeyangzi。
suwandexueye，yicuncunlenglexiaqu。
baiyanyekanjianleta，lianshanglikeduiqiyigewanmeidexiaorong，qinredijiaota：“suwan，niyezaia。zhenbuhaoyisi，wojiushidixuetangyoudiantouyun，feiyaochenyuansongwolaiyiyuan，danwutapeinile，nibieshengqia。”
tashuozhe，haikansizizedipailepailuchenyuandegebo，yishuangyanjingquedaizhetiaoxindexiaoyi，zhigougoudikanzhesuwan。
luchenyuanzhoulezhoumei，quebushiduibaiyan，ershiduizhesuwan。tajiangbaiyanfudaopangbiandezhangyishangzuoxia，shengyinshisuwancongweitingguodewenrou。
“shuoshenmedanwu，nideshentizuizhongyao。”
tatuoxiazijidexizhuangwaitao，xixindigaizaibaiyandetuishang，neishenqingzhuanzhudemoyang，fangfoquanshijiezhishengxiahuailizheiyigezhenbao。
suwanzhanzaiyuandi，xianggekexiaodejuwairen。
tazuanzheshoujideshou，gujiekakazuoxiang。
baiyananwendizuohao，haozhengyixiaditaiqitou，muguangluozaisuwanshenshang，guzuotiaoxindiwen：“suwanjie，nizenmehuizaizheili？shilaikanayidema？ayizenmeyangle？”
zheijuhua，xiangyigenzhen，jingzhundicipolesuwanjinbengdeshenjing。
takanzhebaiyanneizhanganranwuyangdelian，zaixiangdaoshoushushilishengsiweibudemuqin，xiangdaoneigebeiluchenyuanqiangxingjiaozoudewangyuanzhang，yiguyayibuzhudenuhuocongxiongqianglizhakai。
“陆沉渊！”
suwandeshengyinyinweifennuersiya，tasisididingzheta，“tabushimeishima？baiyanbushihaohaodema！niweishenmeburangwangyuanzhanghuilai！weishenme！”
tazhishidixuetangtouyun，jiuxuyaoquanyuanzuiquanweidenaokezhuanjia，xuyaotaluchenyuanqinzipeitong？
neitamamani？tamamatangzaishoushushili，mingxuanyixian，jiuhuogaidengzhema！
luchenyuanhuanhuanzhanqishen，gaodadeshenyingjiangsuwanlongzhaozaiyipianyinyingli。takanzheta，yanshenlimeiyousihaokuijiu，zhiyouchaofengheyanfan。
“suwan，niyanjisheikan？”
tadeshengyinlengdexiangbing，“nibujiushichicuwopeizheyanyan，guyinamadeshilainaoma？zheizhongbaxi，nihaiyaoyandaoshenmeshihou？”
“womeiyou！”suwanjihushihouchulaide，yankuangshunjianjiuhongle，“womata......tayijingbianchengzhiwurenle！”
“shima？”luchenyuanchixiaoyisheng，genbenbuxin。
zaitayanli，tayongyuandouzaiyanxi，yongyuandouzaiweileboqutadeguanzhuerbuzeshouduan。
baiyanzuozaiyizishang，dizhetou，zuijiaogouqiyimodeyidehudu。tajiuxihuankansuwanzheifuxiesidiliqueyouwukenaihedeyangzi，langbeidexiangtiaogou。
suwankanzheluchenyuanneizhanglengmodelian，xinkouxiangshibeiyikuaijushiduzhu，tongdaowufahuxi。
争执是无用的。
解释是多余的。
zaizheigenanrenxinli，talianbaiyandeyigentoufasidoubibushang。
tashenxiyikouqi，qiangpozijilengjingxialai。xianzai，hetachaojiameiyourenheyiyi，zhaodaozhuanglemuqindexiongshoucaishizuizhongyaode。
suwanbuzaikantamen，zhuanshenzoudaozoulangdelingyitou，beiduizheneiduiaiyandenannv，anxialeneigezaoyishuruhaodehaoma。
“du......du......”
电话接通了。
ketingtonglihaimeichuanlaishengyin，tashenhoubuyuanchu，quexiangqileyizhenshuxideshouji**。
nei**hetatingtonglidedengdaiyin，guiyidizhonghezaiyiqi。
suwanhunshenyizhen，mengdihuitou。
takanjian，baiyanzhengcongbaolinachushouji，bunaifandikanleyiyan，ranhouhuakaijieting。
xiayimiao，baiyandeshengyintongshiconglianggedifangxiangqi。
yige，zaitashenhoudekongqili。
yige，zaitaerbiandeshoujitingtongli。
“wei？sheia？youwanmeiwanle？”
轰！
suwandedanaoyipiankongbai。
shijianfangfozaizheiyikejingzhi，zhouweisuoyoudeshengyindouxiaoshile。tazhinengtingjianzijixueyefengkuangyongshangtoudingdehongmingsheng。
是她。
zhuanglemamaderen，shibaiyan。
neigemujizheliuxiadezhaoshicheliangdechezhudianhua，shibaiyande。
suoyitacaihuixinxudidixuetang，suoyiluchenyuancaihuibuguyiqiedibawangyuanzhangjiaozou，suoyitacaihuiyongneizhongyanshenkanziji......
他们都知道！
tamendouzhidao，queheqihuolai，manzheta！
“啊——”
yishengyayidaojizhidejianjiaocongsuwandehoulonglichongchu。
tarengdiaoshouji，xiangyitoufalefengdemushi，mengdichongleguoqu，yibazuanzhubaiyandeshouwan。
“shini！shinizhuanglewoma！duibudui！”
tadeyanjinglibumanlexuesi，liqidadejingren，zhijiajihuyaoqianjinbaiyanderouli。
baiyanbeitazhengningdeyangziheleyitiao，shunjianhuarongshise，rouruodijianjiaoqilai：“a！niganshenme！suwannifangkaiwo！haotong！”
yidaoheiyingshanguo，luchenyuanyibatuikaisuwan，jiangbaiyansisidihuzaishenhou。
“苏晚！你疯了！”
suwanbeitatuideyigeliangqiang，houbeizhongzhongzhuangzaiqiangshang，wuzangliufudouxiangshiyilewei。
可她感觉不到疼。
suoyoudeganguan，doubeitaotiandehenyisuotunshi。
takanzhehuzaibaiyanshenqiandeluchenyuan，xiaoleqilai，xiaodeyanleidouliulechulai。
“wofengle？luchenyuan，nikankannishenhouhuzhedeshishei！shizhuanglewomahaizhaoshitaoyidexiongshou！”
baiyanduozailuchenyuanshenhou，hedesesefadou，yanleishuolaijiulai，kudelihuadaiyu：“wobushiguyide......suwan，duibuqi......wozhendemeikanqing......woyuanyidaoqian，woyuanyipeichang......”
luchenyuanxintengdilouzhuta，qingshenganwei：“biepa，youwozai。”
suiji，tataiqitou，yongyizhongkanlajibandeyanshenkanzhesuwan，yiziyiju，canrenzhiji。
“tayijingdaoqianle，nihaixiangzenmeyang？”
“bizui！”suwanqilidisihou，“nimenliangge，zhenrangwoexin！”
jiuzaizheishi，yizhenjicudejiaobushengchuanlai。
wangyuanzhangdaizhejigeyishengcongcongganleguolai，takandaoduizhidesanren，meitoujinsuo，danmeishijianduowen，jingzhichongxiangleqiangjiushi。
“bingrenqingkuangzenmeyangle？”
“wangyuan，ninzongsuanlaile，bingrenluneiyataigao，women......”
suwanbuzailihuineiduigounannv，liangundaipadigenleshangqu，suoyoudexiwangdoujituozailewangyuanzhangdeshenshang。
luchenyuanhebaiyan，beitachedigejuezaileshenhou。
病房的门再次关上。
buzhiguoleduojiu，neishanchenzhongdemenzhongyudakai。
wangyuanzhangzhaixiakouzhao，yilianpibeidikanzhesuwan，yaoleyaotou。
“duibuqi，su**，womenjinlile。”
“bingrennaobusunshangtaiyanzhong，yijingcuoguolezuijiadeqiangjiushijian......xianzaisuiranshengmingtizhengwendingle，danshi......”
wangyuanzhangdunledun，tanlekouqi。
“danshi，takenengyongyuanyexingbuguolaile。linchuangyixueshang，jiushizhiwuren。dangran，qijiyebushimeiyoufashengguo，niyaoyouxinlizhunbei。”
yongyuan......yexingbuguolaile。
奇迹？
suwandeshijie，zaizheiyike，chedibengta。
tazaiyezhichengbuzhu，shentiyiruan，yanzhebinglengdeqiangbi，huanhuanhualexiaqu。