linshendezuoyanchedikanbujianle。
bushishiming，shineizhiyanjingliyongyuanfuzhegeyingzi——juzhegushudeziji，zhengduizhetongkonglidehongmoshutou，shuchiguaguoxueguande“shasha”sheng，zhiyoutanengtingjian。tayongshabumengzhuzuoyan，keyingzihuitouguoshabushenchulai，yinzaiduimiandeqiangshang，xiangfubuduanhuangdongdepiyingxi。
shuchibiandeguntang，tangdexiangluotie，shubeikezhede“lan”zishenchuheixue，dizaitadeshoubeishang，yunkaichengsanshigexiaoxiaode“si”zi。juzheshuzideyingzicongtazuojianpashanglai，bingliangdeshouzhiwuzhutadeyouyan，zaierbianheqi：“kankanwo……kankanniziji……”
linshenmengdizhengkaiyan，youyandetongkongliyingchugewanzhengdeyingzi——tachuanzhetadeyifu，daizhetadeshoubiao，lianzuijiaoneikezhidouyimoyiyang，zhiyoushoulidegushuzaiyueguangxiafanzheqingbaisedeguang。yingziliekaizuixiao，luchuliangpaijianlideya，shuchituranbianzhang，cixiangtadeyouyan。
“a！”tahuiquanzaguoqu，quedazaizijidelianshang，bixueshunjianyonglechulai。xuedizaidibanshang，meidengshenjinqujiubeiyingzitianshiganjing，yingzidelunkuobiandeyuelaiyueqingxi，shenzhinengkanjianpifuxiatiaodongdexueguan——neixueguanliliudebushixue，shiheichenchendetoufasi。
tamochuzangzaizhentouxiademodouxian，wangyingzishenshangchan。xiangangpengdaoyingzi，jiu“teng”diranqilvhuo，shaodeyingzifachujianjiao，quemeishangdaotafenhao，fanerrangtashenshangdetoufasifengzhang，chanzhulelinshendeshouwan，wangtapiroulizuan。
“laozhoupiannide。”yingzideshengyinhetayimoyiyang，zhishidaizheguhenidexingqi，“modouxianzhenbuzhushoujingrendexue，nitaiyeyedezhigu，zaojiuhejingsharongchengyituanle。”
linshendezuoyanturanjutong，shabubeixuejintou。tachexiashabu，kanjianjingzilidezijizuoyanbianchengleheidong，limianyongchudetoufasizhengchanzhuyouyandetongkong，yaobatadeshixianchedituojinheianli。
linshenzailaozhaidefeixuliwadaogetiehezishi，zhijiafenglihaiqianzhezijidexue。
hezishicongjingbitaluodezhuanshixiazhaodaode，xiujibanbandesuoyanlichanzhegenhongsheng，shengjiehegushushangdesijieyimoyiyang。tayongshitouzakaisuo，limianmeiyoubiededongxi，zhiyouyidiefanhuangdezhi，shisanshigexueshengdexuejika，meizhangzhaopianshangderenliandoubeiwadiaole，zhishengxiaheidongdongdeyankuang，limiansaizheyilvtoufa。
zuihouyizhangxuejikashang，tiezhezumunianqingshidezhaopian。tachuanzhexueshengzhifu，shuzheliangtiaobianzi，zuijiaodezhihelinshenyimoyiyang。zhaopianbeimianxiezhe：“1943nian7yue15ri，tishen。”
shutoushengturanzaifeixulixiangqi，bushicongerbian，shiconggushuli。
linshenzuanzhehezaiyiqidegushu，tingjianlimianchuanlaisanshigeshengyindehechang，younanyounv，diaozixiangtongyao，geciquerangrenfaleng：“jingzhonghe，guzhongsuo，tishenshangwei，yingzihuo……”
gushuturanjuliezhendong，shuchijianmaochuwushuzhangrenlian，doushixuejikashangdexuesheng，tamenshenchushou，yaobalinshenwangshuzilila。takanjianzumudelianyezaiqizhong，zhengduizhetaliulei，yanleiluozaishuchishang，huachenglexue。
“wobushiguyide……”zumudeshengyinzaigushulikuhao，“ribenrenshuoyaoshasanshigexueshengjijing，wonanrenbawozangjinjingzilidangtishen，kewochenglejingshadeer，takaotunwodeyingzihuozhe，xianzaiyaotunnidele……”
gushuturanliekaitiaofeng，linshenkanjianlimianguozhedebushizhigu，shigexiaoxiaoderenying——chuanzheshouyidezumu，zhengjuzhebanbagushu，wangzijideyingzilizha，yingziquezaitajiaoxialengxiao，helinshendeyingzizhangdeyimoyiyang。
“tazaojiubushijingshale。”zumudeshengyinyuelaiyueruo，“tashisuoyoutishendeyingzizanchengde，nitaiyeye、wo、haiyouneisanshigexuesheng……xianzailundaonile……”
shuchituranquanbushuqi，xiangsanshigenjianlidezhigu，cixianglinshendexiongkou。takanjianzijideyingzizhengzhanzaishenhou，juzhecongjinglilaochudebanbagushu，yaohetashoulideshuzihezaiyiqi。
dangliangbagushuchedihezaiyiqishi，linshentingjianlegutouyuhede“kaca”sheng。
shubeide“lan”zituranshenchuxianxue，zaishuchijianhuichenggexiaoxiaodexuejing，limianyingchu1943niandelaozhai——taiyeyejuzhetaomujian，bazumutuijinchuanyijingli，jingzhongshenchuwushuzhishou，zhuazhuzumudeyingziwangshuilituo，taiyeyezekanxiazijideyijiezhigu，saijinjingzifengli，yongmodouxianchanlesanquan。
“shoujingrendaidaidoushitishen。”yingzideshengyinzaixuejinglixiangqi，tayijinghelinshenzhangdehaowuerzhi，lianshuohuadeyuqidoufenbuchuzhenjia，“niyiweishaolemuhejiumeishile？neishitaiyeyedegutouzuodesuo，suozhewomendeyingzi，xianzaisuokaile……”
xuejinglideshuimanlechulai，shunjianyanmeilefeixu。linshenkanjianwushuge“ziji”zaishuilichenfu，doushilidaishoujingrendeyingzi，shoulidoujuzhegushu，wangtashenshangpa。tadepifukaishibiandetouming，nengkanjianlimiandeyingzizhengyidiandiantunshizhetadexuerou，yaoquerdaizhi。
“zhiyaonixinganqingyuandangtishen，jiunenghuo。”yingzizhuazhutadeshouwan，bagushuwangtashoulisai，“rangnideyingzichuqu，nizhujinjingzili，xiangnizumuyiyang，shugousanshiniantou，jiunengtoutaile……”
linshendezuoyanchedibianchengleheidong，youyandetongkongli，yingzizhengduizhetaweixiao，juzhegushu，yaobangta“shutou”。shutoushengputiangaidiyonglai，tadeyishikaishimohu，zhendexiangbagushuwangtoushangan——neiyangjiubutongle，jiubuyongzaihaipale。
jiuzaishuchiyaopengdaotoupishi，tamodaolexiongkoudexuejika——zumudezhaopianshang，tadeyingzizhengjuzhekuaisuijingpian，wangzijideyanjinglizha。
linshenturanmingbaiguolai：tishenconglaibushibeituojinjingzilide，shizijiyuanyitiaojinqude。
tamengdibagushuwangdishangza，yongjinquanlicaixiaqu。
“bu——！”yingzifachuqilidejianjiao，hegushuyiqikaishisuilie，wushuzhangrenliancongsuipianlifeichulai，zaikongzhongpanxuanaihao，zuihouhuachengyilvlvheiyan，beifengchuisan。
heishuiliutuile，feixulizhishengxialinshenyigeren。tadezuoyankongdangdangde，xianggeheidong，youyanhainengkanjiandongxi，quezaiyeyingbuchuyingzi——tadeyingzi，suizhegushudesuilie，chedixiaoshile。
linshenchengleguzhenlidewuyingren。
wulunzaiyangguangxiahaishidengguangxia，tajiaoxiadoukongdangdangde，haizimenjianletajiupao，shuotashi“beiyingzichidiaoderen”。tabuzaihu，zhishimeitiandouqulaozhaidefeixukankan，zuozaijingbian，tingfengliyoumeiyoushutousheng。
sangeyuehoudeyitian，tazaifeixulijiandaopiansuijingpian。
jingpianliyingchugemohuderenying，juzhebagushu，zhengzaishutou。taheleyitiao，rengdiaojingpian，quekanjianjingpianzaidishangzhuanlegequan，yingchuderenyingbianchengletaziji——zuoyanshiheidong，youyantangzhexue，shoulizhengjuzhebagushu，wangtoushangshu。
linshenmoxiangzijidetou，modaoleshiluludetoufa，haiyouyibabinglengdegushu。
shuchijianchanzhegenxinxiandeheifa，shitazijide。
tataitoukanxiangtiankong，taiyangmingmingliangliangdiguazhe，ketaganjuebudaoyidiannuanyi。fenglichuanlairuoyouruowudeshutousheng，zheicibushicongyuanchu，shicongtadezuoyanli。
tamanmanzouxiangzhenkoudelaohuaishu，neiliyoumianxinguadechuanyijing，shiguzhendenianqingrenweilezhaolanyoukezhuangde。jingzilideta，zhengduizhezijiweixiao，zuoyandeheidonglipachuwushugentoufa，chanzhuyouyan，shoulidegushu，shuchishanzhehanguang，yidiandiankaojin……