第4章
1938nian6yue22riyeheyuanxianlaojunguan
wojiaodingbuer，chushengyugaigechunfengchuimandide1981nian，zixiaoshoudaodexuexiaojiaoyugaosuwo，wojianglaikeshiyaochengweiguojiajiebanrende，suoyicongxiaodaoda，wodouyizhijianchihaohaoxuexi，tiantianxiangshang，xiangzheyouchaoyirikeyijianxingweizuguogongzuowushiniandeshiyan，zhishi,zheishenghuodejilinggousuiquehenhendalewodelian。
qianxinian，pinxuejianyoudewopinmingkaoshanglemouzhongdiandaxue，kerenjiasuoyoudaxuedoukuozhaole，ranggengduorenkeyijinrudaxue，benjiujiajingyibandewozhinengzaicishuzaile“qipaoxian”shang,kewoyijiuxiangxinzijikeyiyousuozuowei。
biyehou，wozheicaifaxian，zijixuedeyaowuhuaxuezhuanyejiuyeqianjinghenyiban，bu“nuli”genbenjiujinbulezijixiangqudedanwei，napashixiangyaoqukandamendouzuobudao。
haodaiyeshizhongdiandaxue，jiangdiyaoqiuzongsuanshijinlegesiyingdanwei，haigenbenjiuyongbuzhechuangxinhekeyan。zhinengjingnianleiyuezailiuliuwuweiderizilikuao，yidiandiansangshiruiqi,moqulengjiao，mimang，wuzhu，meilemubiao，meilelixiang,meilexiwang。
houlai，nianjidalejiuzhuomozhegaijiehunleba，keyouganshanglefangjiafeizhang，kaozhezijineidianjixuhegongzigenbenjiumaibuqifangzi，kebumaifangzizenmeban，bumaifangzijiuandingbuxialai，zaishuole，zongbunengzuyibeizifangziba？guanjianshizaiguoneizufanggenbenjiubuwending，fangdongdeqipacaozuokeyiqingyishuaxinniderenzhi。
huaguanglefumudejixu，haodaimailegeliangjushi，bizexiaxiao，gezhongwenticengchubuqiongyejiusuanle，guanjianshihaiyaobeifujishiniandedaikuan，kehaodaiyesuanandinglexialai，dabuleaoyiaojiusuanle，dingbuerbuchouyan、buhejiu，buchumenchifan，meileyiqieshejiao，liangkouzishenghuozhiliangyehaikeyi。
keshenglehaizijiuyoubuyiyangle，yuezizhongxingeyibo，zaojiaojigougeyibo，haorongyishangxuele，yiwujiaoyuzonggaihuankouqileleba，bingmeiyou！yiqiedekunancaiganggangkaishibale，xingquban，fudaoban，qianghuaban，jiayouban，chongciban，gezhongjiaoyufudaojigouhuixiangbanfazha**koudailizuihouyimeitongban。
dingbuerjuedeweilehaizihaikeyijianchi，dabulezijiwanshangqupaopaodidi，baitiangandiansihuo，xiuxirizaisonggewaimaijiushile，nanrenma，zonghaishiyaoyoudandangde，kezheishihouyoukaishichaozuoxuequfangle，zijixifunaozichoufengfeiyaomaixuequfang，jieguojiushizijidezhaitaizaicibiaosheng。
yaoshuozhengchangnianjing，dingbuerjuedezijiyaoyaoyayekeyijianchi，keguanjianshineijinianbuzhengchanga，haorongyijieshule，youzaoyulequanqiujingjibujingqi，rendaozhongniandetahenkuaibianbeidanwei“biyele”，kejibianzheiyang，dingbueryijiumeiyousangshiduishenghuodexiwang，xiangzheshibushinengmailefangzihuanyihuan，buxiangqueyouganshanglefangdichanbengpan，gaosongyunduandefangjialanyaozhanduan。
yalitaida，dingbuerzuizhonghaishidaoxiale，zaiyiyuantanglejigeyue，zuihou，yinweimeiqianzhihaofangqihouxuzhiliao。
zhuanguonianlai，yebuzhidaozenme，dingbuerjiuhundaoleshihunshiye，wucunkuanwushebaodeneiqunrenlibian，zhinengkaozhefumuweibodetuixiujinkukuaozhe。
ouranjihui，dingbuerxiangqiershiyeyejitajiangdeyigegushi，yejiushiguanyuhailvdaoqianmingbaozangdechuanshuo，bujinjinzhiyouchuanshuo，yeyehaiyouyifenqianmingbingbudetuzhi，jushuo，zheigepaotaixiujiandeshihouzhenghaoganshanglewuqiaobingbian，duishuozuizhongfeiqile，kehenkenengzangnilebufenkongyoudebujiangwufadaizoudecaibao
dangchu，neidifangyizhidoushijunguan，yeyegenbenmeiyoujihuiquhailvdaosousuo，kexianzaibuyiyang，hailvdaochenglefengjingqubushuo，qulvyoudechengbenyebugao，danjideshihoushenzhibishiquzhoubianyoudouyaodi。
jiuzheiyang，shenianchunjiegangguo，dingbuerjiubeiqixingnang，xiangyaoquhailvdaopinyiba，pinyinglezhijiefanpan，pinbuyingzijiyeyoujibaiwandeyiwaixian，bijingzaihailvdaoneizhongdifangchudianyiwaishizaizhengchangbuguodele。
xunbaodeguochengchurenyiliaodeshunli，shangdaodiyitian，dingbuerjiushunzheyabishangdeliefengjindaolebudaderongdongli
meiyouqujiujieweishenmeqianmingdeyijilihuiyoubianziguanyuandeganshiheyisouxiulanledeyuleiting，jinjinshiyuleitinglideneixielingsuijiuzugourangtafanshendele，keyaosibuside，dingbuerqueshidiyishijianbeiyinyinfaguangdeganshifubuchanshenglexingqu，taochugaofangdamashigeganggoutuidaojiuxiangwachulaikankanshibushixiangxiangzhongdeyemingzhu。
kedingbuerzuomengyebuhuixiangdao，zijidegoutuidaogenbenjiupobukaijiangshigangtiebandepifu，erneijuganshiyeturandongleqilai，yixiazijiubatakongzhizhule。
zheihaibusuan，duifanghaizhangdalexuependakouxiangyaochidiaodingbuer，shuangmouhongguangbengshe，tashenzhidouganshoudaolejingshencongroutishangbolidesiliegan。
jiuzaidingbuerkaolvbeijiangshichidiaobaoxiangongsihuibuhuijupeideshihou，yibianzaicifasheng。
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wojiaonalanxinde，muzongbanianshengren，nalanshizhengfanglaowu，renchengneiwu，yinxizhanganchutoudengshiwei，lingjianruiyingqianzong。
houlai，wozunshengmuhuangtaihouzhimingrukunminghushuishixuetangxilianshuishi，danshihaojingbuzhang，meijinianshuishixuetangjiubeididangjiduihuangle，guangxushibanianyejiushixili1892nian，wojiarubeiyangshuishirenzongbingxianlingshuban，zhangwanglaiwenshubingjimishi。
qishi，jiushijianchabeiyangshangxia，zheishizhanganchudechangguicaozuo，qitajizhishuishiyedoushizheigedaiyu。
xili1894nian，wokouduiwochaokaizhan，didangneibianyouxiangyaohunshuimoyu，jiezhewokouzhishouxueruobeiyanghetaihou，duici，taihouxinzhiduming，queyexiangjiecililianyixiashengshang，duici，shirenzhanganchuguanlidachen，haijunyamenfudachen，yuqianxingzoudeamacengmaosijianyan，zhishitaihouxinyiyijue，yebingmeiyishidaohuibaijiwokou。
9yue，beiyangshuishiyuwokouaobingdadonggou，dangshi，wohelinguandaiyiqizhihuizhenyuanjian，xingshijizhuanzhixia，wunai，wozhinengqingchuzhanganchulingpaiqianglinglinguandaiyijianweierweiyuleitingduileijiwojianxijingwanchuangzaotiaojian，meixiangdaoyixiangfengpingjijiadefulongguandaicaishizhihuishicuo，wugongerfan，suihou，zhenyuanjianyouyuzhuangjidiqijiansongdao，zhaozhiwojianjihuo，woyejihuozhongbeipaohuosuoshang，shuoqilaiyeshiduokuileyangyuanmajifenjishituidaolewoyiba。
lvshunyizhan，wozandailuyongduiqianzongqinlvshuishihongyiluyongduiyutuchengzidabaiwokou，bengaihailubingjinfanjiyudijuezhanliaodong，naihedingtiduyourouguaduanbuganshanzhuan，zhufanggejunlingchuduomenxinsigeyi，lingyoudaoyuangongshitoudimaiguo，nichenwengzeichezhouyuchao，shuwanjiangshizuoshoujianchengyiwulihuitian。
11yue22ri，lvshunluyingzhujunzaiwengzeidemilingxiaqishouyaosai，yidanyaojupaoqianliangdengwuzidi。wotongguoshuixiandianbaoshoudaozhanganchumiling，dailingzhanganchuzuotanyuzhahuinanzidanku，quebeigongshijiadinghewokouxizuosuozu，zhanganchuzuotansunshicanzhong，jinshishurendemian，woyezaijiaozhanguochengzhongbeizhaduanyitiaodatui，zhidelvcanbuchengzheneryuleitingnancheliugongdao。
12yue，taihoushouwoyongyibatuluhao，jiacanjiangxian，shangchuanhuangmagua，cishuangyanhualing，yunmoulinjizhuanduan，yanfangdidangcedongshuishitoudi，fengshangciri，woshoudaoamamixin，yanruocizhanbushengwoyezhinengxuanzeshashenxunguo。
xili1895nian1yue，wokouyoufanlujixiang，duici，haijunyamenzaoyouyuliao，jilinglushengjianbiqingyejiejiezudi，dengdaichaotingdajunzhiyuan，lingsuoyourendoumeixiangdaodeshi，yourenquezaiciyinsifeigong。
lushengxunfulishidewengzeimilingbuzhanertao，zongrongwokouweiwoshuishiyuliugongdao，bingyiqianliangdanyao，shengchucheliangzizhuwokou，houlai，gengshiyizhongbingtunshouguanaizushuishiyamenyuanbingziyaorulu。
dangshi，shuishigejiandezhuangtaidoubuhao，yizhimeiyoudedaoweixiu，genbenmeiyouzuohaobeiweigongdezhunbei，shangxiahuangkongwanfen，neiwusizhanzhijuexin，waiwuyuanbingzhiyinxin，zuiguanjiandeshi。bufenpaotaideshoujunhaishilishizhuaya。
zhan，libuzu，xinbuqi，danyijin。
tao，chaotingbuyun，huangshangbuxu，zhongtangbugan，taihoubuyuan。
zhicaishisangshiyuleitingdui，guanbingminzhuangshiqiquanwu，jiazhipaotaijinshi，tongxunzhongduan，shiyirujuejing，dingtiduyixiashushijianglingyisixunguo，bingxialingcuihuiyuxiadebingjianqixie。zhishicishiyiwurentingming，gengyouwuliangyangyuanhuotongnichen，qietidudayinqingjiangwokou，dingyu2yue17riquanyuantoujiang。
16riye，xiaoxichuanlai，wojihuaduoquzhenyuanfupaopaojinizeijujidekangjijian，quebeipanjunsuozu，woyeyinshangshiguozhong，qijihunmi，yuxiazhanganchuzuotanyizheneryuleitingjiangwosongzhihailvdao，chongruyichuzhiyoutuichaocaihuichuxiandeshuidongli，meixiangdaogangyianduntingdang，jiubeilianhejianduidexunluotingfaxian。
17ribangwan，wokoupaojihailvdao，luoshizusaishuidong，zheneryiwufashichu，zhanganchuzuotanquanbujiurenyishanbandazaiyuleitingyingdi，suiliyoubudai，queshoudechenjie，quanyuanshashenchengren，yisibaochaoting，baotaihou。
suihou，wokoujixupaoji，jiangwochedifengsizaishuidongnei，sanrihou，zhongshangdewoyuyuerzhong，sihouyuanqichongtian，hailvdaodianshanleimingsanribuxie。woyekaozhezhuguodasamanchuanshoudesamanmishudeyishenhunbumie。
jiuzheiyang，riyueliuzhuan，guangyinsijian，lishibaisanian，wozaizailaizibohaiwandeshengjizhiqiheguoyunlongqideziyangxiazhongchengyidaishixiu，chenglebusibumiedecunzai。
xiyuan2025nian2yue，jiuzaiwozhunbeitunshichuangruzhedeshenhunshiyinfaletiandileijie，jiudaotianleijiangwohechuangruzheyiqipidehuifeiyanmie。
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wojiaowangyue，1905nianshengren，dongbeijuncaishenyewangjiangyouzi，shaoshiwanku，buxuewushu，liejibanban，hourudongbeilujunjiangwutangzizhongke，biyehourenluhaijundayuanshuaifuweicanmou，minguoshiliuniansiyue，qinlvdayuanshuaifuweiduichongjishuntianfushiguanqu，jibushahaishumingjinburenshi，podelaoshuaixinzhong。
hou，laoshuaiyuhuanggutunyuci，woyeshoulezhongshang，zhidefanhuijinxianlaojiayangbing，zhongdonglushijianshi，woyoubaobingchuzheng，danshiyunqibuhao，lvzhanlvbai，keyeshashanglebushaolianmengguanbing，suanshicicishijianzhongshaoyoudeliangdian。
minguoershinian，jinsuijunmoushibeishoubianweidongbeibianfangjundiwushi，wolvyibuguanbingpeihejiaru，shengrengaishihouqinchushangxiaochuzhang，shuobailejiushikongzhizheizhibudui，zhiyaojianghouqinniezaishoulizheixiejinsuijunjiufanbuchuhuayanglai。
minguoershiliunianchu，yinshibianyingxiang，woganjuezijiyoubeijiakongdefengxian，mengshengtuiyi。meiguoduojiu，zhanzhengbaofa，haimeidengwozuochufanying，yijinghuiguijinsuijundediliushibashibiantourulexinkouhuizhanhou，huizhanshibaihou，gaibushurenshoudaochufa，yuxiadedongbeijiguanbingjunduiqiantugandaomiaomang。
minguoershiqinianchu，liushibashiyizhuxiaoyi，wobiannazhezheixieniandejixudaizhexinfubeishang，xiangyaoqusuiyuanzuoyibi“shengyi”，ranhounazheqianqumodouzuoyugong，dangran，mingyishangshitishilicaigoumaliao，buxiang，haimeidengwodaodasuiyuanbianshoudaoleliushibashixiaoyidabaidexiaoxi。
jinjiezhe，jiushimengshizhangbeimingshenganjiang，ranhouweifangbeiqingsuanerguayinchuzou，jinsuijundiliushibashineibudedongbeijunshiligengshibeiqingchudeqiqibaba，zaizheizhongqingkuangxia，woruguoganhuiqu，tuotuodehuibeijiqi，xuzhidiliushibashizheicikeshibeiyoujunkengdecanbai，bixuyaoyourenfuze。
yushihu，wojiujiuxiangzhezhaogedifangduoqilai，dengfengtouguohouzaiqumodouhuozhedahoufang，buxiangwuloupianfenglianyeyu，xinfufuguanquejuankuanpaolu，zheixiahaole，bujinmeileqianhaiyaoyangzhezijingweilian，jiusuanjingweilianshijizhiyouyigepai，keyebushisuibiannengyangdeqide。
gengbuyaoshuoweilefangzhiliuxiababing，wohaijianghouqinchudehexinrenyuandoudailechulai，bushuobiede，dandanjiushizijishoubianzheixierenmadechifanwentijiubuhaojiejue，65geren，meirenmeitianyaochiyijinbanliangyejiushi900ke，ershipima，meipiyitianzuishaoyaochi8gongjinjingliang，jiazaiyiqijiuyao400jin，zheihaijinjinzhishiliangshi，bubaokuoqitade，zailunxianquzheidifangkeyishuoshaoweidongyixiajiuyaohuaqian。
kaozhexiangtufeidizhuweijunebashenmedechushoudianqiangxiemapizhileide，haodaiyoujianchilelianggeyue，zhidaojiyuanqiaohexiaduoquleyihuotufeipanjudelaojunguan，zheicaizongsuanshiandinglexialai，kehaorizimeiguoliangtian，wojiuzailaojunguanguandezhengdiannei，dangzhexiongdimendemianbeiyidaoqingtianpilipizhong，shunjiansangshileyishi。
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