“haiyou，nizhibuzhidaoa，gushipochanqiantajuranxiangdaizhewoyiqizoua，ranhoubaneixiezhaiwuquanbutuijinimenmunvliang，xinghaowojujueleta！yaoburandehua，nigenxulanneigelaonvrenrujindechujingpabushihuizheiyang！shuoqilainihaiyaoganxiewonishibushi！”rongqingyanziguzidao，manyidekanzhelingxiyuelaiyuehongdeyanjing，“zenmeyang？shibushihenxiangbawotuixiaqua？ng？hahaha，lingxi，nishule，nizhudingshudeyiwusuoyou！”
“a！a！”lingxidajiaozhecongchuangshangpuxiaqu，rongqingyanjianzhuang，manyiyixiao，zhizhidechaozheshenhoudechuangtaidaoxiaqu。
lingxi，zheiyiciwoyidingnongsini！
lingxizhudeshierlou，sibuleren，yuanbenyeyinggaishangbuleshenmedaai，keshipianpianrongqingyanquebayanjiaomoshuaidetuoluole。
dangmozhangyanlengzhelianlaidaolingxidebingchuangqianshi，tahaibuzhidaotashilaiqutadeyanjingde。
“shiyan，shiyan……nizhongyuyuanyilaikanwole！”
lingxiyikanjiantajiuxianggehaizisidetaohaodepushangqu。
tayouduojiumeiyoujianguomozhangyanle，tashizaishitaixiangtale。
xianzaitazhongyuyuanyilaikantale，buguanshilaizhemotahaishilaiaita，tadouhaokaixinhaokaixin。
kanzhetachishademoyang，mozhangyanxinzhongmeilaiyoudeyidun，youxiangqizuotianwanshangtashuodeneixiehua，mougedifangdundundetengleqilai。
weishenme？weishenmehuixinteng？
tamingmingshizheiyangdenvren，liyongtadeai，youbeipantadeai，xianzaihaichuxinjilvdehuidaotashenbian，gengshiyicicideshanghairongqingyan。
kejiushizheiyangyigerutongmoguibandenvren，queyingshengshengdezhanjuletadexin。
tahenbudehuileta，youshebudehuileta。
ɹp “lingxi，bayanjiaomojirongqingyan。”mozhangyanmianwubiaoqingdekanzheta。
“a？ni……nishuoshenme？”lingxibukezhixindedao，lianshangguazhecangbaidexiaoyi。
kanzhetazheiyangdeshenqingmozhangyanxintouyizhenfanzao，yibatuikaita，tiqitadebinghaofulingzi，manyanxianedao，“buyaoyongzheifumoyangkanzhewo！exin！”
lingxihuangruowuwenban，mimangdeyaozhetou，“nibieshengqinibieshengqihaobuhao？wobuzheiyang，wobuzheiyang……”
“zou！qushoushu！banideyanjiaomojuanjirongqingyan！”ranhoubuyoufenshuodejiutuozhetalikai。
lingxibeitayiluzhuaidaoshoushutaishang，yishengyouyuzhebugandongshoushu，shuoshiyaoqudejuanzengrendetongyi，fouzeweifa。
lingxizeshimiwangdezhengzhedayanjing，tabuyuanyitabuyuanyixiangxinmozhangyanhuiweilelingyigenvrenzheiyangduita，tayizhizaigaosuzijijiadejiade，doushijiade。
“yisheng，tashiziyuande。”mozhangyandeshengyinlenglengdexiangqi，
youyibajiangtacongbingchuangshanglaqi，“nilai，nizijigaosuyishengnishibushiziyuande！”
youshenmedongxicongtayanlichulai，danshilingxiyijingmeiyouxinsiqusikaoneishishenmele，shiyanleiyihuoshixianxue？
“ng……wo……wotongyi。”
lingxikanzhemozhangyanlengjundecelian，xujiumeiyoushuohua，haoyihuiercaixiangqihuangruochongwenbandeshengyin，luchuyisiguaiyidexiao。
kanzhetazheifumoyangmozhangyanxinzhongyizhenfanzao，buyouzizhudao，“lingxi！hengongping！dangniangutingrangrongmajinimuqinjuanxianshenzang，rujinnishiyinweinongxialerongqingyandeyanjing，wocairangnipeijita，hengongping！zheidoushiniyinggaide！”
lingxixiaozhekanzheta，yandishihaitongyibandechuncui，“neishibushiwoyexiangrongmayiyangsizaileshoushutaishang，nijiuhuiyuanliangwo，xiangxinwo，xiangxinwodangnianbingbuzhiqingdeni？”
第十二章他爱她
yitingjiansizheigezimozhangyanlikebianleshense。
“nigan！lingxinigan！”mozhangyanturanjianshuangmutonghongdeqiazhutadebozi，“niyaoshigansi，woyidingni……yidingrangni……”
nanrenxionghendeshensejianjianbiandeyouxiebuzhisuocuo，shengyinyejianjiandixiaqu，qiazhetabozideshouwulidechuixia，yidingrangtazenmeyang？tanengrangtazenmeyangni？shidaorujin，tahaoxiangyijingmeiyoushenmekeyiweixietale。
kanzhemanyanchuangyideqingjing，tahuranjianfaxian，yuanlai，tayijingyiwusuoyoule。
“hehehe，hehehe……”lingxitutudexiaoleqilai，leishuimileshuangyan，“shiyan，kandaonizheigeyangziwozhenkaixin，wokeyipianpianzijinihaishiaiwodele，zhenhao……zhenhao……”
kanzhetacangliangdexiao，mozhangyanxintouyijin，huranjiankaishihaipaqilai，tabuxiangrangtabayanjingpeijirongqingyanle。
“gege！”shoushumentuikai，rongqingyantangzailingyigebingchuangshangbeituijinlai。
“哥哥，哥哥……”
rongqingyanhuluandejiaozhe，shenshouzaikongzhonghuizhe，mozhangyanhaobuyouyudesongkailingxi，chaozhetaguoqu。
“ng？zenmeyang？biehaipa，wozheijiurangtabayanjingpeijini。”mozhangyanroushengdao。
“ng！gege，nizhenhao！”rongqingyantiezaitashenshang，manyantianmidexiaoyi。
kanzhezheiyimudelingxi，xinzhongturanchuxianyigeniantou，tabuxiangyaozheishuangyanjingle，meiyouzheishuangyanjingtajiukanbujianmozhangyankanzhetashineimanmandeyaneheexinle，tajiukeyijixupianzijitaaita，taaita！
“yisheng，kaishishoushuba。”lingxideshengyinhaowuqingxudexiangqi。
mozhangyanshenziyidong，zuiminchengyitiaoxian，muguangfuzadekanxiangta。
rongqingyanzedeyidegouqiyimofengcidexiao。
mozhangyanzhanzaishoushushiwai，kanzhehongsedeshoushudeng，renshengdiyiciganjueneimejianao。
xiangqilingxineijujinhudejuewangde，【ruguowoyexiangrongmayiyangsizaishoushutaishang，nishibushijiuhuiyuanliangwo，xiangxinwo？”】
“mozhangyan！”shenlanyuezaibingfangmeiyouzhaodaolingxi，dezhixiaoxihoufengleyiyangdeganguolai，quehaishilaiwanleyibu。
“mozhangyan！woyaoshaleni！”shenlanyuehuizhequantouguolai，“nizenmekeyizheiyangduinannan！zenmekeyi！”
mozhangyangenbenbudidang，taxianzaixinlinanshoujile，jixuxuanxietongchu，shenlanyuedequantouyouzhiyouhen，rangtatongdexinzhongmomingkuaiyi。
daba，daba！dasitaba！
“di——”shoushudengximie，yishengtuizhehunshuidelianggerenchulai，menkouhongleyandelianggenanrentongshichaozheyitaibingchuangchongguoqu。
“fangxin，shoushuhenshunli。”yishengzhaixiakouzhao，bujiedekanzhemozhangyan，zheigenanrenzhenshiqiguai，mingmingdanxinzheigenvren，zhiqianhaiyifuxionghendemoyang。
“buguonimenzenmezheimebuxiaoxinni？zheiweijuanxianyanjiaomodeguniangyijinghuaiyunlianggeyuele。”
“peng——”yishengdehuarutongyidaojingleitongshizaimozhangyanheshenlanyuedeerbianzhakai。
tahuaiyunle，tajuranhuaiyunle！
mozhangyankanzhehunmidelingxixinzhongwuweizachen，tamenrujindeguanxi，zheigehaizigaizenmechuӽɨռɢli？
第十三章怀孕？
lingxizaixinglaideshihou，tadeshijieyijingshiyipianheiji。
xiayishideshenchushouwangchuangtoutanlequ，turanchudaoyishuangshou，ganzaokuanhou。
tazhidao，neishimozhangyandeshou。
xianzaitaweiletalianyanjingdoubuyaole，takebukeyitingtingtashuodehuani？
“shiyan，wozhidaoshini。”lingxiwozhutadeshou，taxianzaishenmeyekanbujianle，danshitajiushitadefangxiang。
kanzhetazheifumoyangmozhangyanxinlishuobuchuziwei，yebuzhidaogaizenmebaneijianshigaosuta。
“nikeyitingwoshuoshuoma？dangniandeshiqingwoshizhendebuzhidao。”lingxishuodexiaoxinyiyishengpayigebuxiaoxintajiuhuibashouchouzou。
tingdaotayoutidangniandeshiqing，mozhangyanlianshangshanguoyisiyane。
“nihuaiyunle。”mozhangyanshengyinlenglengde，budaiyisiyihaodeganqing。
怀孕？
lingxihunshenyizheng，shishendemouziliyishunjianyongxianchugezhongfuzaleqingxu，“wo……woyoulewomendehaizi？”
lingxideshengyindaizhenongnongdekuqiang。
tazhongyuyouyouletamendehaizi，sannianqianneijianshiyihoutayiweitayibeizizaiyebukenenghuaishanghaizile。
kanzhetaguaiyideshenqingmozhangyanyouxiehuanghu，nandaotajuedetashibukenenghuaishangtadehaizima？
“zenme？huailewodehaizinihenshiwang？”mozhangyanchoukaishou，mianselengjun。
“mei！meiyou！womeiyou！”lingxijieshidao，youquzhuatadeshou，“wohaokaixin，wohaokaixina，woyoulenidehaizi。”
mozhangyanshenseshaoshaohuanhe，turanjiankanjianchuanghushangtouyingchulaiderongqingyanniuqudelian，xinzhongyijing。
tachadianwangle，taxianzaideweihunqishirongqingyan，errongqingyanhelingxiyoushineiyangdeguanxi。
taturanjianyouxiehaipa，haipazheigeshiquleshuangyandeedunvrennengbunengbaohuhaoziji，baohuhaotamendehaizi。
“danshitabunengshengxialai。”mozhangyanbingliangdeshengyinlinglingdexiangqi。
lingxilianshangdexiaoshunjianjiangzhu，menkouderongqingyanluchumanyidegoulegouzui。
mozhangyanshaoshaosonglekouqidejixudao，“zhiyouwodeqizicaipeishengxiawodehaizi，erni，meiyouzige。”
她没有资格？
dadidadideleishuicongtashishendemouzilihualuo。
lingximeiyouxiangdao，tajuranhentadaolezheiyangdedibu。
keshizheigehaizitabunengdadiao，juedingbuneng！
“bu！bukeneng——wojueduibukenengdadiaozheigehaizide！yaotasi，chufeirangwoyiqisi！”lingxihuzhuzijideduzi，manlianjiebeijingkong。
shiquleshuangyan，talianwangnalitaodoubuzhidaole，takaishiyouxiehouhuile，houhuizheimeqingyidezheimekexiaode，weilemozhangyanersongshanglezijideyanjing，xianzaihaiyaobeitayaoqiudadiaotamendehaizi。
“youbudeni——”mozhangyannudao，yibajiangtacongchuangshangningqi，buyoufenshuodejiutuozhetalikai。
“a——a——buyao！wobuyao！wodehaizi！wodehaizi——”lingxihuzheduzi，simingdedajiaozhe，ranerquerutongzhiqianmeitianwanshangzaijingshenbingyuandeyishengshenghujiuyiyang，meiyourenhejieguo。
yishijianjianhuansan，lingxichenchendeyunleguoqu，juewangdexiangzhe，tadehaizi，tahemozhangyandehaizi，zhendebaobuzhulema？
mozhangyan，mozhangyan，nizenmezheimecanren，zheimecanren……
“a——wodehaizi——”lingxidajiaozhexinglai，xiayishidemozhezijideduzi。
“guxiaojie——biedanxin，haizihaizai。”yigerouroudenvshenganfudao。
第十四章好好活下去
“nishishei？wozainali？”lingxihuzhezijideduzi，jiebeidao。
“woshizheilidehugong，shiyourenanpaiwolaizhaogunide，zhidaohaizishengxialaideneiyitian。”nvrendeshengyinrouroude，ranglingxijuedemomingdeanxin。
“ng……nei，ninenggaosuwo，sheianpaidema？”lingxixinliyinyinhaicunzheyisixiwang。
“你说是谁？”
“沈斓跃——”
“nannan，nizhenshijiaowodanxinsile，”shenlanyueyouqiyouxinteng，“zenmezheimebuaixiziji？dayingwo，nixianzaidanglemuqin，jiusuanshiweileduzilidehaiziyeyaoaixiziji！”
“ng——”lingxisuanchudao。
xinlimougedifangtantachengyipianpian，tazaoyinggailiaodao，tazenmekenenghuibaohuziji？tafangcaihaichadianshaletamendehaizi。
batasongjinjingshenbingyuan，rangtaweirongqingyanjuanxianyanjiaomo，xianzaiyouyaonadiaotadehaizi。
lingxilianshangfuqiyimosuishihuisuidiaodexiao。
lingxi，gaixingxingle，weileduzilidehaizi，yeyaohaohaohuoxiaqu。
“qingyan，ni……”mozhangyankanzherongqingyan，buzhidaogaishuoshenme。
gangcaitabenlaishixiangguyidangzherongqingyandemianbalingxisongjinshoushushi，haorangtawuyiweihaiziyijingdadiaole，zaitoutoubatadaihuibieshuzhaogu，quemeixiangdaorongqingyanbanlupaochulailanzhuleta，bingqiezuihourangshenlanyuebarendaizou。
“zenmele？gege，suiranlingxitasiyouyugu，keshihaizishiwugude。”rongqingyankanzhetayilianchunshan。
“ng……”mozhangyankanzhetadeyanjing，zheimeduoniantouyicitajuederongqingyanzheishuangkanshangquganjingchuncuidemouzilihuoxuzangzhehenduotabuzhidaodedongxi。
“haole，gege，woleile，xiangxianhaohaoxiuxi。”rongqingyanxiaozhedao。
“neihao，nihaohaoxiuxi，woxianchuqule。”
“ng。”rongqingyanmusongzhetadebeiying，yanshenmanmanbiandeyuanduerlingli。
tayiweitakanbuchulaitazaixiangshenmema？
chuletaziqiqiren，haiyoulingxineigexiaziwai，sheikanbuchulaimozhangyanhaishishenaizhelingxide？
zheixiekansishiduitadecanren，shijishangdoushitabaohutadefangshi。
rongqingyanyandidehenyujianongyu。
lingxi，woshibuhuizheimeqingyifangguonide！
“xiaoci——xiaoci——”lingxixialouhandao，zhidaoweishenmejintianyizaoqilaixiaocimeiyouxiangwangchangyiyanglaizhaogutaqichuang。
lingxizijimosuozhechuanleyifu，fuzheqiangbichumen。
buzhiweihetaxinlijintianyinyinyouyizhongbuan。
rongqingyanjiuzhanzaitaduimian，lianshangshizheyiweibumingdexiao。
xiaocicongtashenhouchuxian，yongshoupawuzhutadekoubi，lingxishaoshaozhengzhaxiexuyunleguoqu。
“haole，zheishinidebaochou，gankuailikaiba。”rongqingyanlenglengdao。
kanzheyundaodelingxiluchuyimochaofengdexiao，“lingxi，woyaorangnizheibeizidoubukenengzaihemozhangyanzaiyiqi。”
“nannan——nannan——”shenlanyuejiedaodianhuashibianjicongcongdeganlehuilai。
ganggangtuikailingxidemenjinqujiubeirencongshenhoudayunguoqu。
rongqingyanyincecedekanzhetangzaiyiqidelianggeren，zuijiaoweiqiao。
mozhangyanxiangleyouxiang，juedeshizaifangxinbuxialingxi，neigenvrenyixiangchundeyaosi，zenmebaohudeletamendehaizi。
buxing，tayidingyaoqubatajiehuilai。
“pengpengpeng——shenlanyue，kaimen——”mozhangyanjicongcongdeganleguolai。
xiaocimanlianjinzhanggankailemen，kanjianmozhangyandeshihoushensefeichangbuziran，“luo……luoxiansheng，nilai……a……buyao……buyaojinqu……”
mozhangyanbunaifandetuikaita，zhijiejinmen。
“peng——”lingxidefangmenbeiyijiaochuaikai，yifurangtanuqiyongshanghoutoudehuamianpumianerlai。
dishiwuzhangtajuranpata？
“lingxi——nijiwoqilai——”mozhangyanhongzheshuangyanyibashangqianjiang**zhetangzainanrenhuailidelingxilaoqi，buyoufenshuodejiubatatuolechuqu。
“a——a——nishishei？nishishei？”lingxijingxing，turuqilaideweixieganrangtaxinhuang。
“he——woshishei？nishuowoshishei？！”mozhangyanbaonu，kuitahaidanxinta，danxintabunengzhaoguhaozijizhaoguhaotamendehaizi，meixiangdaotajuranzaizheiligenlingyigenanrenwencun！
xianzaitagengshiyaohuaiyizheigehaizidaodishibushitade！
“shiyan？mozhangyan？”lingxilianshangyongqijingkongdeqingxu，zheiwuyiyugengjia**lemozhangyan。
她怕他？