第4章

erwosuoyoutujingdehuanxi,zhiweileni。

为了你……

jingguozheichangfengbohou,yaomingyueduihuangweihequanliyoulegengshenkederenshi。

tafaxianzijijinshengdexinjingyijingbushihezuoyigenvbaojunle。erqie,youshiyanyundeguiquan,tagengdongde“xing,baixingku;wang,baixingku”dedaoli。

kuangzaodexin,buzaizaodongle。

她收了浮躁的心。

不枉此生……

tasuokewangdeshiyifenzhenzhideaiqingheyigexingfudejiating。

airenzaice,ernvshuangquan…..

takaishisikaozijiderenshengdaoluhemubiao,tajuedingyaofangqihuangwei,yushiyanyunyiqixieshoutianya。

bulianquangui……shiyanyun,yinggaiyexinshangtazheizhongfangqironghuadejingshen、qijieba。

shiyanyuntingdaoyaomingyuedejuedinghou,xinzhongshifenzhenjinghegandong。yinweineiyiweizhe,tayougengduodeshijianpeitale。

deqiruci,fufuheqiu……

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suoyi,taxiadingjuexinzijiyidingyaohaohaozhenxizheifenaiqing,hezheifenqidai。

tayoudianxiangwangtamenyihou,xianyunjianghudeshenghuole。

dangran,dachenmendoujiliwanliu,danshizudangbuletadexinnian。

zheiweicengjingdenvbaojunweixiaozhehuidadachenmendezhiyi:“geweidachenmen、aiqingmen,zhenyijingxiangqingchule,zhenyijingxiangdehenqingchule。

huangweihequanlibingbushiwozhenzhengxiangyaode,woxiangyaodeshiyifenzhenzhideaiqingheyigexingfudejiating。wohuiweinimenxuanzeyigegenghaodemingzhu。woxiangyuxinaizhirenyiqixieshoutianya,gongducisheng。qingzhufuwo,tianyouwoguo。”

dachenmentingdaonvbaojundehua,kuhaobuzhi。

zhidaozhidaoyewufagaibiannvbaojundexinyi,caizhufunvbaojunxingfu。

jiuzheiyang,yaomingyuefangqilehuangweihequanli,yushiyanyunyiqilikailehuanggong。

tamenlaidaoleyigefengjingxiulidexiaozhen,guoshanglepingfanerxingfudeshenghuo。

tamenmeitianyiqipincha、shangjing,tanshilundao,xiangshouzherenshengdemeihaoshiguang。

yaomingyuefangqilehuangwei,yushiyanyunyitonglikaileneizuojinbihuihuangqueyechongmanfenzhengdehuanggong。

tamenxuanzeleyigeyuanlichenxiao、fengjingruhuadexiaozhenzuoweitamendexinjia。bushijiaozhiguo,yebushidichuzhongyuandedaxiaguo。ershijiangnan。

tamenzhengshibailetang、hejinli。chengleqin。

xiaozhenshangderenmenchunposhanliang,duizheiduixinlaidefufuchongmanlehaoqi、youshan。

yaomingyueheshiyanyunzaixiaozhenshangmaixialeyizuogupodelaozhai,zhongzheyikedahuaishu。

congci,tamendexiaoyuan,jiuyouleyikebainiangushu。

jingguoyifanxiushan,bianchengletamenwenxindexiaowo。

zhaiziliyouyigexiaoxiaodehuayuan,shizaitingyuandehoumian。limianzhongmanlegezhonggeyangdehuahuacaocao,meidangchunnuanhuakaishi,zhenggezhaizidoumimanzhezihongsedexiangqi,yinlailehudie。xiatian,gengshixiangqipubi。

tamenguoshanglepingfanerxingfudeshenghuo。

meitianqingchen,shiyanyunhuizaozaoqichuang,liangongzhihou,weishizhibuzhanyangchunshuideyaomingyuezhunbeiwenxindezaocan。

ranhou,tamenhuiyiqishouqianshouzaixiaozhendejiedaoshangsanbu,ganshouzhezheilifenweideningjingheqingxin。

baitian,shiyanyunhuizaijialidushuxiezi,huozhequzhenshangdexuetangjiaoshu,tayingpinchengleyigejiaoshuxiansheng。

eryaomingyuezehuimangzhedalihuayuan,huozhezuoxiejijiandekecaozuodejiawu。

wanshang,tamenhuiyiqizuozaihuayuanlishangyuepincha,tanlunzhebicidexinshihexiaoxiaoduijiatingdezhanwang。

meiyouyisiyihao,gankaicongqian。

shijianjiuzheiyangqiaoqiaodiliushi,zhuanshunjian,jinianguoqule。tamendeaiqingyiranruchu,meiyousihaodejiantui。tamenbicizhenxi,bicihehu,fangfozhenggeshijiezuizhidezhenxidezhiyoutamenlianggeren。

yinweitamendongde,bicizhideshouhou。

zaizheiqijian,tamenyeyinglailetamendehaizi。shiyigecongminglingli、huopokeaidexiaonanhai,yanyunjitaqumingjiao“nianyun”,qishishiyaomingyuedeyisi,yuyizhetamenduibicidesinianheqiangua。

念云,思念也。

nianyundedaolai,rangtamendejiatinggengjiawanzhenghexingfu。tamenyongxindijiaoyunianyun,xiwangtanenggouchengweiyigeyoulixiangyoumengxiang、youaixinyouzerenderen。

womenweijindebaofu,jiurangxiayidailaiwanchengba。yinwei,bijing,shihuajiang,tameiyouwomen,neimeduocengjingdefulei。