第3章
santianhoudejiri，lujiagechuxiqiyangyang。
bieshuli，guanjiaheyongrenmenmangqianmanghoudizhangluozhebuzhichangdi，dahongxizigaogaogua，huanshengxiaoyubujueyuer，yuyilouderenaobutong，erloudeyijiannuodadekefangneiyaquewusheng，anjingdeliandiaogenzhendounengtingdao，shuzhuangtaiqian，yishenjiebaihunshadetanxinyanzhengzuozaiyizishanghuazhuang，tabochunweiyang，shenqingtianmierxingfu，jintian，jintiantazhongyukeyiruyuanyichangdijiajixinyidenanren，jidongbuyi。
lushaoqing，taairugusuidenanren。
buyuanchudeluodijingqian，tamianwubiaoqingdizhanzaineili，guojishougongjiancaideyinhuiseyanweifudetidafang，shenkasededuanfaxiulidezhengzhengqiqi，tashencaibizhi，mianrongjunlangshenshimiren，ranerzheigejinguiyouchuzhongdenanren，quedaizherangrennanyiqinjindelengmoyuguao，neishuangshensuiyouandefengmouzhong，sishiyunhanzhewubiandelilianghenenggoutunshitiandideliqiyujuejue。
tachenmodizhanzhe，bufayiyan。
meiyourenzhidaotazaixiangshenme，gengmeiyourenganqushanzichuaimotadexinsi，lushaoqing，tashisihaijituanxinrendezongcai，renzhibudaobannian，bianlingtongxingwenfengsangdanwangerquebu，tashafajueduan，shouduanhenla，yexinbobo，gengyouyifudangguanzhiyong。
cengyouchuanwenshuo，tazailiangnianqian，bangzhufuqinmiediaoleduishougongsi，yongshibuguoduanduandesigeyue，erguanyutadehuabianxinwenhehunyinzhuangkuang，gengshizhongshuofenyun，jushuozheiweimingyangguoneidejinrongcaizi，cengyouguoyiduankegumingxindexiaoyuanailian，meiyourenzhidaonvzhujiaodemingzi，tamenshenzhiliantayinhundexiaoxidoushimolengliangkede。
cicitayulongyujituanzongcaiqianjintanxinyandejiehebiaomianshangkanshishangyelianyin，shizezheishiluweidechuxinjilv，tabieyouyongxindeanpai，buguoshiweileyijizhisideliyi，weileranglushaoqingpeihe，tahaiyicifudeshenfenquanjietashuo：“gentanxinyanjiehun，bujinmendanghudui，erqie，hainengyangainideheilishi。”
他的黑历史。
是指党清雅吗？
shudi，tadetaiyangxuetengleyixia，mianqiandebolijingzizhong，yinyinyueyuedifuxianchulemohudehuamian......
yulandetiankong，baiyunyouyou。
nvshengsushelouxia，shuaiqideshaonianshoupengzhefenhongsedekatongbiandanghe，luguodetongxuemenxixihahadidanaozhe，youxiehaihuitoulaifuzaguaiyidemuguang，tabingbuzaiyipangrendeyilun，zhinaixindidengdaizhexihuandenvhaizichuxian，budayihuiergongfu，tajiulaile。
xiaorongwenwan，nvhaikandaozijidenanpengyouhoukaixindixiangyaoqujitayigeyongbao，keshitacaigangmaixiataijie，jiubeilingyigenvhaiziqianglexian，paodaoshuaiqideshaonianmianqian，nvhaixiusedijiangyigebaozhuangjingmeidexinfengsaijintahuaili：“lu......lutongxue，woxihuan......”
“她是我的！”
buzhicongnalilaideyongqi，nvhaipaoguoquwanzhuleshaoniandegebo，houzheyileng，zhuanerduineigebiaobaidenvhaizishuodao：“buhaoyisi，woyounvpengyoule。”
hualuo，tahaobuliuqingdijiangxinfengdiujinlefujindelajitong，neigenvhaiermeixiangdaotahuizheimedeguoduangancui，hongzheyankuzhepaokaile，kanzhetaluohuangertaodelangbeishenying，liuxiadenvhaierdeyidixiaole，jiantaxiao，lushaoqingyegenzhexiao，sheizhixiayimiao，dangqingyajiushengqidizhuanshenlikai，tabumingsuoyi，zhinengbianzhuibianwen：“xiaoya，nizenmele？”
yilulaidaocaochang，tabumandishuaikaitazhuaizhezijigebodeshou，lushaoqingzhoumei，jixuroushengwendao：
“xiaoya，nizenmele？wojujuetale，niweishenmehaiyaoshengqi？aiyou！nidengdengwoa。”
buzhiguoleduojiu，zhidaojuedeqixiaolexie，dangqingyacaitingxiajiaobu，huitoudengzhetamaiyuandao：
“dijigele？！lushaoqing，nisuansuanzheishidijigexiangnibiaobaidenvshengle？womenxianzaicaidayi，wocaiganggangzhuanxueguolaibujiu，weilaisannian，nirangwozenmeguo？zenmejixugennijiaowangxiaqu？！”
wenyan，tapuchiyishengxiaole，shenshouguaguatayuanrundebijian，tachongnidishuodao：“meixiangdaoxiaoyachicudeyangziyezheimekeai，wozhenshiyuelaiyuexihuannile。”
“sheichiculea，nishaozilianle。”buhaoyisidichuimou，dangqingyayayizhexingfenguzuolengdandao：“lushaoqing，nitaizizuoduoqingle。”
“neibixua，buduiniduoqingduisheiduoqing？”tashuowan，jiangshouzhongpengzhedebiandanghedijita：“nixihuanchidegongtingdianxin，wojiaoguanjiazuode。”
“weishenmebushiniqinshouzuode？”dangqingyaduzui。
“wobijiaoben，xuebuhuima。”lushaoqingweinandijieshi，suijitanyandao：“erqiewobuxihuanchitianshi，ziranduizheixiedongxibuganxingqule。”
“heng！meichengyi。”dangqingyabaitayiyanyoujuedebunengtairenxing，yushitahuanlezhongruanmianmiandeyuqigentasajiaodao：“woshuowoxihuanchizheikuangongtingdianxin，shixiangrangniqinshouzuojiwochi，niqinshouzuode。caiyouaiqingdeweidaoma，shaoqing，nizhidaowoyouduoaini。”
“ng，wozhidaode。”rouleroutadeheifa，tashuodao：“wohuijiahaohaoxue，xiaciqinshouzuojinichi，xiaoya，woyeaini。”
lvyinyindecaopingshang，nanhaihenvhaijianbingjianerzuo，suirantamenlianggerendexiaofuyangshibutong，danciketamendexinqueshixiangtongde，tamenbiciaimu，liangqingxiangyue，wozhedangqingyadexianxianyushou，lushaoqingqianchengdixuxiaaideshiyan：“xiaoya，woaini，jinshengjinshi，wolushaoqingfeinibuqu，ruoweicishi，tianrengongzhu。”
nianshaodechengnuo，talaolaodijizaixinjian，keshilushaoqingwanwanmeixiangdao，dangqingyajuranhuibeipanta，dangtacongzhongduhunmizhongxinglai，tingdaodeshizheiyangdehua。
“erzi，neigenvhaizoule，tashuotaconglaimeiyouaiguoni，yebuxiangzaijiandaoni，niye，wangletaba。”
wangle，fuqinrangtawangledangqingya。
tabuken，tabuyuandiuqineisuoshengwujidelingsuijiyi，tazhiaodiyaoquxiangyishengqiuzhu，luweiquejiangfenshouxinhenhendishuaizaitadelianshang，tajide，tajidefuqinneiridehechi，tabaotiaorulei，zizizhuxin。
“lushaoqing，nihaisuanbusuanshigenanren，yinizheiyangyouyuedetiaojian，yaoshenmeyangdenvrenmeiyou？feiyaoqubajieyigeyaojiashimeijiashi？yaoxiangmaomeixiangmaodeguer？nishijingshenshichang，haishinaozibeimenjile？xiangneizhonghuaizhebierenhaizidexialiuhuose，genbenjiubupeitajinwomenlujiademen，xiangquta，jiugunchulujia！”
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muguangbingleng，lushaoqingchuizaishencedeshuangshoujinjindiwochengquantou，huahaozhuangdetanxinyanjiantaliansetieqingbochunjinmin，buandiwendao：
“shaoqinggege，nizenme…”
“滚！”
tanxinyandezhijianhaiweipengdaolushaoqingdeshoubei，bianbeitalishengzhizhi，taheleyitiao，weiqudeleishuihenkuaimenglongleshixian，chouchoubizi，tasangyinshayadikaikoushuodao：“shaoqinggege，wozhishixiangguanxinni。”
“buxuyao。”lengmodikanzheta，lushaoqingduiyutanxinyandeyanleiwudongyuzhong，tayueshikudeshangxin，tajiuyueshitaoyan：“nizaiku，zheihunwojiubujiele。”
tashuowan，lvxianzhuanshenlikailefangjian。
lushaoqingbuxihuannvrenyouyuyuedejudongtanxinyanzhidao，dantamenkeshiyaochengweifuqiderenna！ruoshilianjibendeaimeidoubunengyoudehua，yihouyaozenmezhengchangdexiangchuni？jinguanhenjiujie，dantahaishibugandaimandigenzaitashenhou，xiaoxinyiyi，ruojiruoli。