第一章 回到八十年代自杀?

yangyulanroulerouyituanjianghudenaodai,zhengkaishuangyan,daidaidedengzhetoudingbaisedefangding。meiyouxuanlideqiangzhi,meiyouhualidediaodeng,jiandandaokongbaidefangding,dandanzhishishualecengbaihui。zixikan,haiyikandaoneiyidiandiandeaotubuping。erzaizheijiandandefangdingshang,zhigulinglingdixiangzheyige,tashiduoniandoumeiyoukanguodedaduzidengpao。

呃……

tajideqianyimiaozhong,tahaizuozaibalidebataclandeyinleting,tingzhemeimiaodeyinle。zenmezheiyimiao,jiutangzailezheigemomingqimiaodedifang?

mutoudechuanghu,bolibeimutouchuangkuanggechenglesankuai。zheizhongchuanghu,haoxiangshizijixiaoshihoucaiyoude。erxianzaidechuanghu,dadoushisugang、lvhejinde,muzhidesuiranyou,danshiyinweizuogonggengjiaxizhi,zaojiahengao,yijinghenshaochuxianzaipingchangrenjiale。

chuanghuxiamianfangzheyizhangmosundeyouxiefaheidemuzhuozi,shangmianfangzhesihumeiyouxiandewan、kuaizihebashiniandaiteyoudebaisetangcichagang……

茶缸?

八十年代?

yangyulanmengdezuoleqilai,danshiyinweizijidezheiyigujinger,bujindaidongleshenshangdechuanghuangdonglejixia,liandaizhezijishenshangderousihudouhushanlejixia。

呃……

tamanmandezhuandonglejixiayanzhu,kanzhesizhou。ranhou,shifenhuanmandetaiqileshouzhang。

啊……

yishengcanjiao,xiangchefangneifangwai。

yangyulanyouzhongzhongdeshuaizailechuangshang,buchuyiwai,youyinqichuangbandeyizhenhuangdong。

danshi,ganggangtangxia,yangyulanyouzuoleqilai。

“zheishishenmeweia?”taxiulexiu,zaicipaleqilai,xiachuang,tuikaifangmen。nanwen、xinladeweidaopumianerlai。

“buhao,shimeiqi!”yangyulanmeitoujinsuo,yishouwuzhukoubi,pingzhuhuxi。tahenshunlidezhaodaolechufang,guanshangmeiqi,ranhoubachufangsuoyoudechuanghudoudakai。taxianglexiang,youbaketingdechuanghuhewofangdechuanghu,yedoudakaile。

chuchundelengkongqi,youchuangwailiutangjinlai,chuisanlemeiqidexinlaweidao,dailaileyisiqingxindetongshi,yerangfangjiandewendudouranxiajiang。

yangyulanbeifengchuideqileyishendejipigeda,danshitabuganguanchuang,tabaozheshuangjian,zaifangjianlaihuixiaopao,yicilaiqunuan。ertadetounao,yezhujianqingxiqilai。

yinxiangzhong,tazhengzaibalidebataclandeyinletingtingyinle,ranhouzaoyulekongbuxiji。

tagenshubaimingwaiguorenbeixiechichenglerenzhi,zhouweidoushiyayidekuqisheng,yuanyiweineixiekongburenyuanzhishaohuiyuzhengfurenyuanjiaosheyixia,meixiangdaoneibanggaisidekongburenyuan,juranzhijiexiangtamenrenglejigezhadan。

ertahaosibusidejiuzaineibaozhadefanweizhinei,zhouweideshengyinsihuyishunjiandouxiaoshengnijile,tazhigandaoyizhencimudeqiangguang……

zaicixinglai,bianyijingzaizheigemoshengdedifangle。

zhadanbaozhadeshihou,jiuzaitadeshenbian。suirantabuxiangchengren,danshitaqueshiyinggaishibeizhasile!erqiehaisihuchuanyuedaolezheigemoshengdedifang。

yangyulantanzuozaidi,kankanzijideshou,youchouchouzijineidielesancengdedaduzi,haiyouneiyongzhongdeshuangtui。zheizhishaodeshi170jinyishangleba?

这是她?

自己不会是做梦吧?

yangyulanturanjianxiangdaoleshenme,ganmangpaqishenlai,paoxiangxishoujian,zhanzailejingzimianqian。

呃……