十八岁…不死？！
womeifaxingronggangtingdaozheijuhuashiwoyouduozhenhan，xiangbeileipizhongleyiyang，zuzulenglehaobantiancaihuanguolai。
我可以不死吗？
wobuganxiangxindikanzhemeifuren，“ni…meiyouzaipianwo？”
“youzheibiyaoma？nigaidanxindebushiwoyoumeiyoupianni，ershinixiangbuxianghuo？ganbugandu？”
tashuodemeicuo，tameiyoubiyaopianwo，jibianshijiade，wozuiduohaikeyihuosannian，keyaoshizhendeni？
woxianghuo，meiyourenbuxianghuo，yiqianshimeiyouxiwang，xianzaiwosihuzaiheiyelikandaoleyisiguangliang。
“赌！”
我用力点头。
wodehuidarangmeifurenhenmanyi，tasihuzaocaidaolewohuizheiyangshuo，“hao，xiaoguniang，xiwangnibuyaorangwoshiwang，jizhu，jiuchuwodehaizi，nijiunenghuo！”
“neiwoyaozenmejiu？nizheimelihaidouzuobudao，wonengxing？”
wojidetagangcaishuozhiqianrangjigerenxiaquguo，dandoumeiyouchenggong，neijiuzhengmingzheijianshijueduimeiyouneimerongyi。
erqie…nandaozuijinzaishanlishizongdeneixieren，douheyanqiandemeifurenyouguan？
meifurenzhuantoukanxiangleshitoufen，shenseyouxieningzhong，“suiranwozuobudao，danhuoxunizhendekeyi…”
budengwoxiwen，tajiezheshuo，“zheixiamianyouqiguaidejinzhi，jiweiyinhan，danshenruyihouyouzhiredexianghuolu，wokangdezhuyinhan，dankangbuzhuneiguzhire，zhiqianxiaquderenwuyiliwaidousile，ernideroushenzhiyang，hunyoujiyin，huoxukeyishishi。”
yuanlaishizheiyang，zhiqianwobayecengshuoguoleisizhiyangjiyinzheizhonghua，danwonaozilihaishimeishenmegainian，buguoyouyidianwodaoshitingmingbaile，suiranxiamianhenweixian，dansihuwobiqitarendoushihexiaqu。
“neiwoyaozenmexiaqu？wakaizheigeshitoufenma？”
zheishitoufenkanqilaidaobuxiangshihennanbankaideyangzi，zhuyaoshichuleshitoujiandefengxiwaiwozhenmeikandaoqitalu，neifengxizhaidegujiwozuiduoshenjinquyizhijiao，yebuzhidaotahaizizenmediaoxiaqude。
meifurensaolewoyiyan，youxiewuyu，“dengniwadaoxiamianbieshuosannian，jiusuanjinisanshiniandoumeiyong。”
huayinluoxia，wohailaibujifanyingni，jiujuedeyanqianyishan，xiayikeyanqiandechangjingjuranbianle，sizhoudoushiheiwu，shenmeyekanbudao，jiaoxiaruanmianmiande，xiangshicaizaikongqili，hedewoganjinwenlewenshenzi。
“这是哪？”
“shitoufenxiamiandejinzhizhidi。”meifurenshenseningzhongdiwenwo，“zaiwangqianzoujiushijiusiyishengle，nizhunbeihaomeiyou？”
meishahaozhunbeide，wangqianzoujiusiyisheng，danbuzoujiushisiwushengle，zheihaiyongxuanma。
shengweitianxuan，huoweirenze！
woshenxikouqiyonglidiantou。
“hao，qianmianzheichuyinhandiwohuibangniguoqu，buguohoumianjiuyaokaonizijile。”
meifurenshuowandaizhewoyibumaichu，yanqianjingxiangsuiranmeiyoubianhua，danshiwoquemingxianganjuedaoyixiebuyiyangdedifang。
冷，真冷！
zheizhonglenghenbuhaoxingrong，bingbushiworenzhizhongdeleng，xiangshiyouneierwai，zhijiezhagendaolinghunshenchuneizhongleng，wofenmingnengqingxidiganjuedaoyishilizijilengdezhidaduosuo，danshiwo**zaiwaideshoubeimingxianhaishirede。
“zheizhongyinhanqihuizhijiedongshangnidesanhun，putongrengenbenwufadiyu，nifangqingsongxie。”
meifurenyizhishoudazaiwodejianbangshang，yiguwenredenuanliucongwotoudingguanlejinlai，neiguhanlengyixiazixiaotuilexuduo，zheirangwoshufulebushao。
keshilengyisuiranyousuoxiaotui，danshizaiwonaohailiqueyinyinyueyuexiangqihenduokuhanbeimingheqilidicanjiaosheng，zheixieshengyinyuelaiyueda，yuelaiyuechao，xiangshicongwodelinghunshenchuxiangqilaide，chaodewotouhunnaozhang，fangfoyaozhakaiyiyang。
zhayanjian，woyanqianchuxianleyichushenbujiandideqiheishenyuan，congshenyuanxiayongchuwushuzhishouxiangwozhualai，houmianhaigenzheshubuqingderenying，youpitousanfadenvren，youbanbianshenzideehan，youyanlidixuedefeitou，haiyouzuilishenchushoudeguaiying，tamenzhengxiankonghoudibuduanyongdaowomianqian。
“buyaoguolai！zoukai！buyaoguolai！”
woxiangduodanshiduobukai，tamenpudaowoyanqian，sichewodeyifu，lachewodetoufa，xiangshiyaozhuaizhewotuodaoshenyuanlimianqu！
“zhangyanfaeryi，doujibenxianersankai！”
erbianhuranyishengjiaohe，yituanhongguangzaiwoyanqianzhakai，yanqianzaicihuifuchengjinlaishiheimengmengdezhuangtai。
wodakouchuanzheqi，buzhidaogangcaineixieguidongxidoushinalaide，wozhendeganjuezijixiangyaobeitamentuozouleside。
jianbangchumeifurendeshouhaizai，zheirangwoanxinbushao，buguozongjuedenaliguaiguaide，zenmeganjueyouxiemaorongrongde？wohuyidiniutou…wotian！
wojianbangshangshiyizhimaorongrongdedazhuazi，yitaitou，meifurenbujianle，zaiwoshenbiandejingranshiyizhihongmao…dahuli！
tazhilizheshenzi，jingranhewoyibangaoda，zhengzaiyuwoduishi！
jianjiandeerduoxiezhangzaitouding，yuanliuliudeyanjingweimizhe，xiaechuhaiyouyicuoxuebaiderongmao，chucizhiwaiquanshendoushitonghongtonghongde，biqizhiqianderenxingyangmaolaijingrangenghaokanxie。
huozheshuoshigengmeixiecaizhunque。
wotuokouerchu，“huxianer…jiejie？”
“huxianerdaoshimeicuo，buguojiejie…”
hongmaohuxiangegedixiaole，“suiranhenzhongting，buguozheibeifenkechazhetaiyuanni。”
“womeixiangneimeduo，zhendeshijiejienitaimeile。”
zheidaobushifengcheng，dequeshiwoshihuashishuo，guaibudezongjiaohulijinghulijingde，kanjianyanqiandehongmaodahuliwozhongyuduizheigecishenyoutihuile，buguozheijudasiwoyemeiganshuo。
“gangcaineishizenmehuishi？”
huixianggangcaidejingliwohaixinyouyuji。
“doushihuanjueeryi，shizheilideyinhanyuanqitaizhong，yebuzhidaojujileduoshaoniantoucaihuirangrenchanshengrushizhibandehuanjing。”
hongmaohuxianshuozhetinglexialai，“haole，wozhinengsongnidaozhei，houmianjiuyaokaonizijile。”
wogenzhetatingxiajiaobu，wangqiankanquhaishihezhiqianyiyangheimengmengde，sihuyidianbianhuadoumeiyou。
hongmaohuxiankanchuwodeyihuo，zaiyipangzhidianwo，“nizhiguanwangqianzou，zhiyaoaideguoquhoumiandelu，ziranjiuhuikandaode，haishineijuhua，xiangbochuyixianshengjijiuhuozhebawohaizidaichulai！”
wodiandiantou，nengbunengqiudejiusiyishengdeneige‘yisheng’，jiuquankanjiexialaidele，shiwunian，wozhongyuyaoweizijipinshangyici。
zaihongmaohuxiandemuguangzhong，wohuanhuanxiangqiantachuleyibu…
zhiyibueryi，jingxianghuranbianle！