第5章
fangjiandakaileyishunjian，geshengjiaranerzhi。
wokandaoleyigemanmiaobeiying，beiduizhewozuozaishuzhuangtaiqian。
fangjianlimianmeidianlazhu，zhiyoufenbaideyueguangcongchuanghuwaimiantoujinlaiyidianguangxian，zhaozailesunxiaoxiaodeshenshang，rangtadebeiyingxiandejingzhimanmiao。
zhishizaizheishensuideyeli，zheihuamianzheshirangrenwuxinxinshang，
sunxiaoxiaonazheyibashuzi，zhengyongyizhongjiqihuanmaneryoujixiedeshoufashulizhezijiwuheidetoufa。
“sunxiaoxiao，niyoumaobingba，dabanyedebushuijuechangshenmege？”woyinchenzhelianwendao。
ranermianduiwodezewen，sunxiaoxiaoyidianfanyingdoumeiyou。
woyouyuleyixia，zoujinlefangjian，zheigeguochengzhong，sunxiaoxiaoyijiuzhongfuzheshutoudedongzuo，zhidao**jintayimizuoyoudeshihou，sunxiaoxiaozheicaitinglexialai。
ranhou，tarutongjixieyibandehuanhuanzhuanguoletou。
yueguangxia，sunxiaoxiaoqueguiyidebianleyangzi。
woyinyuejiannenggoufenbianchuyizhangshuxidemiankong，zhengshiganggangmenglijiandaodeneigefengguanxiapeidenvren。
tadeyanshenbinglengmeiyouganqing，buxianggehuorengaiyoudeyangzi，woxinzhongyijing，bennengdehoutuileyibu。
yucitongshi，taduiwoliezuiyixiao，jiezhefangjianlimianturanguaqileyiguyinfeng，chaozhewojiujuanleguolai，woxiayishitaishouzulan，genzhebiangandaoshouxinyiteng，jinshengdebanzhanghushenfuzaiciranshaoqilai。
xiayike，neiyinfengcideyishengxiang，xiangshiyourenzaiyouguolidaoleyiwanshui，zhijiejiuzhakaile。
woyinyuejianhaitingdaoleyishengnvzidejianjiaoxiangqi，genzhejiutingjianchuanghukuangdangyishengxiang，haoxiangyoushenmedongxizuanlechuqu。
wolenglehaoyihui，wocaihuiguoshenlai，lianmangditoukanxiangsunxiaoxiao，quekandaotayoubianchengleneibingjiaodeyangzi。
jiezhetahaosimengyouhuishenbandexingleyixia，yanshenzhongquanshijingkong，kehaibudengwokaikouxunwen，sunxiaoxiaoxiangshibeichouganleliqiyiyangxianghouyangdao。
woganjinyibabaozhuleta。
“xingxing......”
woyongliyaohuangzhetadeshenti，sunxiaoxiaoquemeiyouyidianfanying，mingxiantuolihunmile。
cike，fangjianlimianjijingdaolejidian。
kongqizhonghaicanliuzhenanyizhuomodeyinhanqixi，bidongtianhaileng。
woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，kuaisudefenxiqingkuang。
emeng，nvren，fulu，haiyouneiguiyidegesheng，yijiyanqiansunxiaoxiaoshenshangfashengdeshi，douzaigaosuwoyigeshishi。
zheigelaozhai，tabuganjing。
yeyeshifengshuixiansheng，wojianguoxiehushibushao，kexiangjintianzheiyangzhijiegaowode，haishidiyici。
suiranwobuzhidaoneifengguanxiapeinvrendaodishishei，danshizhijuegaosuwo，wobixumashanglikaizheigeshifeizhidi。
woyuanbenshizhunbeizijiduzilikaide，kekandaohunmizhongdesunxiaoxiao，wohaishibatabaoleqilai。
buweibiede，jiuweilejinwuzhiqiantadegaojie。
huasuiranbuhaoting，kewofendeqinghaodai，zheinvhaihuoxuhewoxiangdebuyiyang，erqiewoyoushiyaowenta。
zheicihuanwokaiche，haoburongyizhaolegebinguan，huafeiliangbaiduoyuanjukuankailejianbiaozhunjian，ranhouzaiqiantaibishidemuguangzhong，jiangsunxiaoxiaobeishanglelou。
jiangsunxiaoxiaorengdaochuangshangzhihou，wozheicaisuanshichedidesonglekouqi，daocikewocaifaxianzijidehoubeizaojiubeilenghandashile。
mingliangdedengguanghelaozhaixingchenglexianmingdeduibi，wozuozaiyizishang，kanzhezijideyoushouxianrulechensi。
yangbingjidehushenfumeile，shouxinzhongzhishengxiayixiehuijin，chucizhiwai，wodeshouwanshang，duoleyigebeizhuadewuheishouyin。
suoyi，neibujinjinshigemeng，yaoburanzheigeshouyinmeibanfajieshi。
erzheibushizuiguanjiande，guiyideshineinvrenxianchuxianzaiwodefangjian，suihoucaishanglesunxiaoxiaodeshenzi。
这很不正常。
wobuyoudemiqileyanjing，yanshenzhongyouzhenzhenyouguangshanshuobuding。
zheijianshirangwoxiangdaolesunrong，yinweizheishigentatuobuleguanxi。
kanlai，tadexinsiguoranburutadewaibiaoyiyangchunshan。
kanzhezhangxinzhongdehuijin，wozoujinweishengjian，yongqingshuixilexi，quekandaozijideshouxinzhonghonghongyipian，wocaixiangyinggaishiganggangfuluranshaoshiliuxiadehenji，xinzhongyemeiyouduoxiang，kanlekanshijianyecailingchen2dianduo，yushizhunbeishangchuangjiezheshuijue，kejiuzaizheigeshihou，hunmizhongdesunxiaoxiaomengdezuoleqilai。
“zoukai，nizoukai......a......a......”
tafengkuangdehuiwuzheshouzhongdedanhuangdao，zhenggerengenfengleyiyang。
kanzhetashouzhongdexiongqi，wobuyoudeyouxiehoupa，gangcaijingrancuxindayidemeiyoufaxianzheidongxihaizangzaitashouli，yaoshitatiqianxingguolaijiwolaiyidao......
我有些不敢想象。
sunxiaoxiaomingxianfeichangdekongju，kanlaimeiyouconggangcaideshiqingzhongtuolichulai，yizhiyuxianzaihaizaijingshenhuanghuzhong。
wolianmangzoushangqu，yibaniezhutadeshouwan，jiangdaocongtadeshouzhongduolexialai。
“shiwo，womenyijingchulaile，meishile。”wohaoxintixingdao。
wobenlaiyiweizheinvrenhuiganjiwo，kesheicengxiangtayibatuikaiwo，“sheirangniduoguanxianshi，sheirangnidaiwochulaide？”
wodunshijiuyouxiemeng，zheinvrenshugoudema？shuofanlianjiufanlian。
“gouyaolvdongbin，shiwojiulenihaobuhao？jiranzheiyangnihuiquba，laozibufengpeile。”
zheiyicisunxiaoxiaomeiyoushuohua，ershibaozhexigaiquansuozailechuangbian，yebuzhidaoxiangdaolesha，liangxingyanleishunzheyanjiaojiuliulexialai。
beitashenjingdeduilejici，woyemeixinqingkaikouanweita，yishijianfangjianlimianxianrudaolejijing。
ruciguolehaoyihuierzhihou，sunxiaoxiaoturandishengdeshuodao：“nibawodaichulai，tahuidasiwode。”
怎么又是这句话？
“daodisheihuidasini？”
sunxiaoxiaomeiyoujieshi，zhanqilaishuoleshengnidengwoyihuier，ranhoubianzoujinleweishengjian，henkuailimianjiuchuanlailehuahuadeshuisheng，xianranshizaixizao。
beitazheimeyinao，woyemeiyouleshuijuedexinsi，naixindedengleyihuierzhihou，zhongyukanjiansunxiaoxiaoguozheyupaozoulechulai。
zheihaishiwodiyicikanjiantaxiganjingsuyandeyangzi。
dangzhenshichushuifurong，meiruotianxian。
wohaishidiyicikandaozheimepiaoliangdenvhaizi，yiqiandetongxuedoumeibanfagentabi，buguanshizhangxianghaishishencaidouchadetaiyuanle。
tasuirankanshangquhenshou，dangaiyoudedifangquejiqidebaoman，luzaiyujinwaimiandejifubaijingerqieguanghua，dangzhenruyangzhibaiyuyiyang。
wobuyoudekandeyouxiedaile。
“haokanma？”sunxiaoxiaokanzhewowendao。
wodelianbuyoudeweiweiyihong，gangxiangnuokaimuguang，sunxiaoxiaoquejiezheshuodao：“jirannixiangkan，neiwojiujinikan。”
shuowanzheihua，tayishenshouzhijiejiangshenshangdeyujinchelexialai。