第4章
chucibeimianqiandejianxizhushi，lengjing，youya。youruyiweiwangziyiban。
zhishi，mianqiandejianxi，daoyeshizhangdetingtingyuli，qingchunyangyidehen。hetamouzilimianliuludelengjing，zixin，daoshiyoujifenbuxiang。kanzhetadeyanjing，jiuhenxiangshiyigehenyougushideren。
zhishi，jianxidenianjibingbuda，erqierenxingdehen。jianjiaderen，duitayeshichongnidehen。
ertajintian，zhishichangchangdetoufabianzhilemawei，qingchedemouzi，nongmidejiemao，buting，quebubiantadebizi，youqishitadechun，baoman，meiyoushangzhuang，liansefeichangdebaixi，queyouzheyifenbukehulvedebingtaiyiban。
danshi，weishifendai，meiyouwanlifudezhuangshi。keshi，queyouzheyizhongwufahushidegaoyahezhixing。kandaorucidejianjiadaxiaojie，daoshihechuanwenzhongwanquanbuyiyangya。
“dashaoye，kerenlaijiannidezhihou，nandaodoumeiyouzigejinnidejiamenma？”jianxijiaohuaitongdehen，yaoshinenggouzuoxialaidehua，ziranshiyaoshufuhenduo。
“jianxiaojie，nihaishidiyigeganlianmingdaixingchenghuwoderen。nandao，nibujiupawopanongsinima？bijing，wokebushiyigehaoshuohuaderen。haishishuo，nizheishizaiyuqingguzong。”
chucibushiyigexihuanshuohuaderen，kewuyongzhiyi，mianqiandejianxiqueshishishenshendexiyinletademuguang。bulunshitaxianzaidechuanzhe，haishitalelianmingdaixingdechenghu。
“dashaoye，bulunshiyuqingguzong，huozheshiqita，doubuzhongyao。zhongyaodeshi，woyaohenijiehun，yezhihenijiehun。”
chucitingzhejianxirucijiandancubaodehua，chunbianqueshiweiweiyixiao。bucengxiangdao，jianjiadedaxiaojie，jingshirucidebujinchi。
“jianxiaojie，zheimezixin？nipashiwojianguodediyigezixindenvren。”chucikanzhetadezixin，yanyulimianhaosixianqi，danshiquebeizheigediyicijianmianjiuwanquanbuyiyangdenvren。
“xiangyaohechujiadashaoyejiehun，ruguo，wolianzuiqimadezixindoumeiyoudehua，neiwohaiyoushenmezigezhanzainidemianqianni？”
chucitingzhejianxidehua，bujingyijian，lianshangdexiaorongjiuyuefadenongyu。
suiji，chucizuoleqingdeshoushi。jianxibaixidelianshangluchudanerzixindexiaorong。
chucikanzhejianxiyiguaiyiguaidezoujinlebieshu，buzhiweihe，xinkoudeweizhiqueyouzheyifenceyinzhixin，yizhongchongdong，xiangyaoqufuzhejianxi。
chuciyeshiyijing，buguojiushidiyicijianmian，juranhuiyourucidechongdong。
“buzhijianxiaojieyaoheshenme？”
“wenkaishuiba。”bijingshentihaimeiyouwanquankangfu，douyijingsiguoyicile，zenmenengbuzaihaohaoaixishentini？
chucijijianxizhunbeileyibeiwenkaishui，jianxikanzhebeizhongchunbaitoumingdeyeti。ruoyousuosi，jiexialaidehua，buzhigaizenmeshuo，caihuirangchucitongyi。
“jianxiaojie，nandaonipawoxiaduma？”
“buzhiyu，chujiadedashaoye，yinggaibuxuezuozheizhongshiqing。”jianxitandang，ziran。youya，dafangdeshuowanzhihou，duanzhebolibeihezhewenkaishui。
“jianxiaojie，wodaoshihenhaoqi，nipingshenmejuede，wohuihenijiehun？pingshenmejuede，jinpingnidesanyanliangyu，jiunengshuofuwoni？”
jianxitingzheleheshuidedongzuo，taitoukanzhemianqianyouyakaozaishafashangdechuci。haizhenshiyigejinyuxideqinglengnanshen，queshishitaishuaile。
“jianxiaojie，nirucimubuzhuanjingdekanzhewo，daoshirangwobujieya。”chuciduizhejianxidezhushi，bujie。
erjianxitingjiancidiaokandehua，zuijiaoqueyouyayixiao。“yinweidashaoyequeshiyigeshuaiqiderangrenyibukaiyanjingderen。”
chucitingjianrucizhibaidezanmei，shunjiandaoshiyouxieguaiyile。cengjiheshi，meiyoutingjianguoleisidezanmeini？
“dashaoye，ninjuede，wohelianyindehua，ninhuidedaoshenmeni？”jianxidaoshimeiyouzhijieshuochutadexiangfa，ershidandandewenlechucizheigewenti。
“jianxiaojiejuedeni？”chucizheihuier，daoshimeiyouxizirujin。
“dashaoyezheimeruizhideren，ziranzhidao，lianyindedaoli。hewojiehundehua，ninzhihuiyouzheyidaogengjiajiangudefangxian。jianshijituanjiushinijianqiangdehoudun，nixiangyaojianshijituanzenmezuo，wodouhuitongyi。napa，nibajituannazou，woyemeiyouyijian。”
chucibujie，jianxiguolai，daodixiangyaozuoshenme？jurankeyibuyaojianshijituan，zhiweihezijijiehun。
“jianxiaojie，budebushuo，nishiyigejingmingdenvzi。yongyouwo，queshijiuyongyoulegengduodedongxi。”
danshi，jianxitingjianchucizheijuhua，zuijiaoluchulebuyiweirandexiaorong。
“nidexiaoyishi？”chuciziwen，dongcharenxinyeshiyijuede，keshiweishenmequekanbutoujianxidexiangfahexinsini？
“womeiyourenheyisi，wozhishixianggaosuni。bulunshini，haishinidejituan，wodoumeiyourenhexingqu。zhiyaoniyuanyijiehun，woshenzhikeyijiangjianshijituansongjini。”
chucikanzhejianxidemouzi，suiqingche，danshiyouzhetadesuanjihechenfu。
guoran，mianqiandenvzihaizhendeshibujiandan。
“tiaojianshishenme，shuoba。”chucizhidao，zheigetiaojian，gujibujiandan。
“queshi，woshiyoutiaojian，zhishi，zainimeiyoutongyihewojiehundeqingkuang，zaozanshihaibunengjianggaosuni。”
chuciyilianlengjingdezhushi，zheizhongyuqingguzong，bujinjinshijiehun，erqiehaishigongzuo。bucengxiangdao，hainengyudaoyigeqiguxiangdangderen。erqie，haishiyigenvren。
“neihenbaoqian，jianxiaojie，kongpayaorangninshiwangle。wocongbuyikaonvren，youqihaishinizheigechengfujishen，xinsisuanjigaochaoderen。”bujinjinconghui，erqiehairucidemeiyan。rucideyouwu，kaojindeshihou，haixujinshen，xiaoxin。
“chuci，buji。wobuhuifangqi，yehuirangtongyihewojiehunde。”
chucikanzhejianxi，youqicongtamouzilimiansanfachulaidezixin，zhendeshishenshendexiyinletademuguanghexin。
“dashaoye，jintianfeichangdeganxienin。nengheninjianyicimian，jiusuanshimeiyoudedaoxiangyaojieguo，woyezhixinmanyizule。”jianxishuowancihuazhihou，jiangyanqiandezheibeiyijingshilengshuideshuiyikoueryin。
zhishi，chuciqueshibumingbaijianxirucizuodejudong，shishenmeyisi。
“chuci，zaiwolikaishi，haishiwozhiqianheninsuoshuodehua。wo…jianxi，zhihuihenichujiadedashaoyejiehun。bieren，womeiyouxingqu。”jianxishuodecihua，yizhishouzhizhetaziji，youzhizhechuci。
chucitingzhejianxijiandingdehua，kanzhetayiguaiyiguaidelikai，zhidaotadeqianyingxiaoshizaishixianzhong，tacaicongkoudailimiantaochushouji。
“jiwoxiangxidediaochajianxi。”