第三章我们生个孩子
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“xiaojin，jiusuannibuyaowo，neihaizini？womengangyoudehaizi，nandaonirenxintayichushengjiumeiyoufuqinma？”
“nijuedewoliannidoubuyaole，haihuiyaonidehaizima？zaiwolaizhiqian，woyijingbatadale。”
shijianfangfozaineiyikezantinglexialai，woyongyuanyewangbuletadingzhewofubuneifennuwubideyanshen，jiazazheshiwang、tongkuyubugan。
xujiu，tadizhehoucaoyashuo，“juhuaijin，nibiwohen！shiwoshirenbuqing，yihouwomenqiaoguiqiao、luguilu，zaiyebufuxiangjian。”
我笑着应，“好。”
sheixiang，gangcongtachuzuwulichulaibujiu，jingshenhuanghudewojiuzaoyulechehuo，haizizhongjiumeibaozhu，erta，yeshiyanle。
congneiyihou，womenyoujinliangnianmeiyouzaijianmian。
houlai，wocaizhidao，zaizheiliangnianzhong，tayibianjielifazhangongsi，xunsuchengweijingchengxingui，yibianxiangjinbanfazhaowo。
tagongsishangshideneitian，bizhewojielehun。
mimihuhujian，chuangputaxian，yishuangwenredeshoubaoleguolai，wozhengchenjinzaibeishangzhong，youdianfenbuqingmengjinggenxianshi，tanliandiyeshenchuleshouqu。
“zenmekule？wodexiaoguaihaishineimeaiku。”
zheiwenroudehuarangwogengjiaweiqu，leiluodegengduole。
“bukule，haobuhao？”
dangchi.redewenbansuizhenongzhongdejiuqiluoxialaishi，tengtongrangwomengdiqingxing。
woxiayishididakaichuangtoudeng，zhengkaiyanbiankandaolejiangmoyanchongmanqing.yudeyanshen，tadeshouzhengmozhewoyanjiaodelei。
simuxiangdui，tasihuzhendezuile，jingpotianhuangdixiaoleyixia。
“yanyan，shenggehaizi，jiushenggeshuyuwomenliangdehaizi，xiangnixiangwodouhao。”
shuozhe，wojinlewodeshou，dong.qingdiyuwoshizhixiangkou，zaicichaowofushen。
wozhengzhengdibuzaidong，leishuiquekongzhibuzhudiyouluolexialai。
“jiangmoyan，nikanqingchu，woshijuhuaijin。”
zuihouneisangezixiangdingshenzhou，tatingzhileyiqiedongzuo，suijihenhendiyaozhulewodejian，xiangshiyaoyaodiaoyikuairou。
womomodiyaoyachengshouzhe。
zhidaotasongkaiwo，wocaipingjingdao，“jiangmoyan，wokeyirenshouniderenheshi，danweidubunengshirentishen，nidezhengzhuzainidebieshuli，nidakeyiquzhaota。”
江莫言怒不可遏。
“juhuaijin，nidaodiyoumeiyouxin？woshinizhangfu，nijiuneimexiangbawowangbiedenvrenshenbiantui？wozhaoqitaren，neishiyinwei......”
woxiangshimeitingdongyiban，chuimoudao，“woyijingdayingnijieshourengongle，nifangxin，zheihaizizonghuihuaishangde。”
“hao，haodehen！youbenshi，niyongyuanbieqiuwo。”
jiangmoyanyaoyaqiechidishuowan，“peng”diyixia，chedichulefangjian。
woyezhongyusongleyikouqi，mozhewumingzhishangtadangchusongwodeneimeijiezhi，xintongrujiao。
江莫言，对不起。
diertian，jinyujituandongshizhangjianzongcaijiangmoyanqianjinyizhiweihongyandeshiqinglijihuobianledajiexiaoxiang。
wosaoleyiyanrediantuisong，faxianjingshijiangmoyanweiyuwanyanzaimougecishanwanyanmaileyitiaojiazhiwubaiwandexianglian。
neitazuowanhuilaishiweishenme？
“xiaojin，jiangmoyanzhenshiyuelaiyueguofenle，tazenmenengzheiyangbugunidemianzini？”
wobiancazhuozi，biankanzheweiwoqifenbuyidewenman，xiaodao，“kuaidianzuoshiba，mianzishibunengdangfanchide。”
wobukenengyongyuanpeizheta，suoyizhiyaotakaixin，woshenmedoubuzaihu，yinweiwoyougengzaihudeshi。
fuqindadianhualaishi，wozhengzhunbeixiaban，muqinzaiyiyuanturanbingwei，jixushoushu。
我要钱。
worujindezhuangkuangyijingbushihezaidasansifengong，zheiqianwozhinenghouzhelianpiwenjiangmoyanyao。
“jiangtaitai，buhaoyisi，jiangzonghaizaikaihui。”
wodaolejinyujituan，mishulimaoyoushulidihuiwo，yanlinanyanbiyi。
jingchengjujiaer**beijiangmoyangaodiaodiquhuijia，shangleyizhongmingyuanmendexin，kerujinbuguosannian，bianyouxinhuanshangwei。
我也不过如此。
wozhidaotamendexinsi，yebuzaiyi，dianlediantou，“wojiuzaizheilidengba。”
zheiyidengjiushiyigeduoxiaoshi，woxinjirufen，youbuganguoyujidong。
dengdaidetaijiu，woqulexiuxishilideweishengjian，chulaishi，menwaiyizhenhuankuaidejiaobusheng。
“moyange，jintianxiexieni，wohenxihuanzheifenliwu。”
wojiqiedikaimenchuqu，qiahaokandaoyuwanyandianqijiaojianzhunbeiqinjiangmoyan。
dagaishitingdaoshengxiang，yuwanyanqieqiedishouhuilejiao，duodaolejiangmoyanshenhou。
“jiang、jiangtaitai......”
erjiangmoyanyeshilengleyimiao，yanzhongshanguoyisijiongpo，youhenkuaitingqijibei，baohuxingdilanzhuleyuwanyandejian。
“nizenmehuizaizheili？sheirangnijinlaide。”
我已经缓了过来。
“buhaoyisi，wobushiguyihuainimenhaoshide，shiyinweiwomaneibianjixuyongqian，wo......”
“biechengtiannima**，nimasileyuwoyouyoushenmeguanxi？”