钱能买到尊严吗？
wodingzheneizhangyanyundan，turanjiumingbaile。guyanchenjiwoka，jiwofang，jiwozairenqianbeizunchengyisheng“ji**”detimian。dantacongmeiwenguowo，kuaibukuaile。shoujipingmuliangdeciyan，resoudiyiminghuanghuangguazhe：#quanwangdujiwanxingheshibeigushaoshuai#。peilvdoukaichulaile，yishuieryasangeyuenei。tingdoude，juliworenshiguyanchen，zhenghaoliangnianlingshiyigeyue。
linweidedianhuajiushizheishihoudajinlaide。tashiguyanchenneigequanzilide，mianqiangsuanwobangepengyou。“wanxing，kandaomei？zheibangrenxianchupile！”tashengyinyadehendi，daizhedianxingzailehuo，“gushaozuijinshenbiankemeijianni，zhenbeishuaile？shuoshuobei，wobaozhengbuwaichuan！”
“kuaile。”wokanzheneizhangdanzi，shengyinyoudianpiao。
“shenmekuaile？nizhenbei……”linweijile。
“woshuo，”wobadanzizhehao，saijinqianbaozuiliceng，“woshuaita，kuaile。”
dianhuaneitousijilejimiao，ranhoubaochuyishengduancude“kao！”jiezhejiushimangyin。linweidagaimangzhequxiazhule。tinghao。
wanshangshidian，guyanchendemaibahezhunshitingzailouxia。sijilaozhangxiache，gongjingdilakaichemen。“ji**，guxianshengrangwojieninqu‘yunding’。”
“yunding”shitachangqudesirenhuisuo。yiqianzheizhongzhaohuan，wocongbuyouyu。dabandepiaopiaoliangliang，xianggejingzhidebaijian，peizaitashenbian，kantatanxiaofengsheng，kanbierenduiwoluchuxinzhaobuxuandeyanxianhuobiyi。
“gentashuo，”wozhanzaimenkou，yefengchuidelianyoudianliang，“woshuile，buqule。”
laozhangmingxianlengzhule，neizhangchangnianmeishenmebiaoqingdelianshangdiyicichuxianliehen。“ji**……guxianshengta……”
“jiuzheiyang。”woguanshangmen，gejueletajingedeshixian。beikaozhebinglengdemenban，xindongdongtiao，shouxinquanshihan。diyicijujueguyanchen。xianggetaobing。
shoujihenkuaixiangle。pingmushangtiaodongzhe“gu”zi。wodingzheta，zhidaozidongguaduan。tameizaidalai。
zheiyiyeshuidebingbuanwen。resouhaizaifajiao。yourenpaidaoguyanchenzuowanduzichuxianzai“yunding”，shenbiankongwuyiren。caicegengshenxiaochenshang。wodeshejiaozhanghaopinglunquchedilunxian，chaofeng、tongqing、eyidechuaice，putiangaidi。
【jinsiquedebaozhiqidaoleba？】
【dusangeyueneishuaideyingmale！gushaoshenbianmeitaweizhile！】
【zeze，jiwanxingyiqianduofengguanga，xianzailiantengbu？】
【zuodenggushaoguanxuanxinhuan！】
wobashoujirengdaoyibian。liantengma？buteng。xinyoudianmu。yangguangzhaojinlai，youdianhuangyan。woqichuang，xishu，duizhejingzilidezijikanlehenjiu。yandiyoudandandeqing，danyanshenhaoxiangmeineimekongle。
xiawu，woquletangyiyuan。meirangrenherenzhidao。
yizhouhou，guyanchendedianhuazhongyulaile。yuqitingbuchuxinu，shiminglingshide：“wanshangqidian，lantingxuan。chuanshangcipaideneitiaolanqunzi。”tashenzhimeijiwokaikoudejihui。
wowozhedianhua，chenmolejimiao。“hao。”guale。
neitiaolanqunzihengui，henchenwo。yiqianchuanzheta，wanzhetadeshoubei，juedezijixianghuiguniang。xianzai，wozhishipingjingdihuanshangta。jingzilideren，yanshenhenjing。
lantingxuandebaoxiangyirujiwangdedidiaoshehua。guyanchenyijingdaole，zuozaizhuwei，zhijianjiazheyan。yanwuliaoraoli，talunkuofenming，yingjundeguofen，yelengmodeguofen。zhuoshanghaiyoujigeren，doushitaquanzilideshumiankong，kanwodeyanshendaizhetanjiuhebuyichajuedelianmin。
“wanxinglaile。”yourenzhaohu，daizhedianxujiadereluo。
wodiantou，zaiguyanchenshenbianyuliudeweizhizuoxia。tacetoukanwoyiyan，muguangzaiwolianshangtingliuleyishun，meishuohua，zhishibayanenmiele。caiyidaodaoshanglai，qifenweimiao。dajiaxinzhaobuxuandibikairesouhuati，liaozhexiewuguantongyangdegushi、youting。
jiuguosanxun。guyanchenfangxiakuaizi，kanxiangwo，yuqipingdan，xiangshizaitanlunjintiandetianqi。“xiazhouyougecishanwanyan，nigenwoqu。”
yiqian，zheishienci。xianzai？wokanzhetaneizhangdetianduhoudelian，turanxiangxiao。taxiguanlezhangkongyiqie，baokuowo。zaitayanli，wodagaizhishiyichangdujulitazanshiwozaishoulidechouma，zhiyuchoumadeganshou？sheizaihu。
“buqule。”wodeshengyinbuda，danzaizhourananjingxialaidebaoxiangli，yichangqingxi。
suoyourendoutingxialedongzuo。kongqininggule。
guyanchendemeitoujibukechadiculeyixia。“liyou？”
“buxiangqu。”woyingzhetademuguang，ganjuexinkouneikuaimumudedifang，youshenmedongxiliekailefeng，yongshanglaideshidaizhediantongdechangkuai。“guyanchen，womenjieshuba。”
baoxianglixiangqijidaochouqisheng。yourenbeizimeinawen，kezaidiezishang，qingcuideyishengxiang。
guyanchendingzhewo，yanshenxiangjielebingdeshentan。“nishuoshenme？”tayiziyidun，shengyindichendeheren。
“woshuo，”woqingxidizhongfu，“fenshou。woshuaini。”xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，jihuyaozhuangchulai。yuanlaishuochuzheijuhua，zheimenan，ye……zheimeshuang。
tamengdizhanqilai，yizihedimianfachucierdemocasheng。gaodadeshenyingdaizheporendeyalilongzhaoxialai。tayibazuanzhuwodeshouwan，lidaodadewogutoushengteng。“jiwanxing，nifashenmefeng？”
“womeifeng。”wozhengleyixia，meizhengkai。“wohenqingxing。fangkai。”
“qingxing？”talengxiao，yandishihairendefengbao，“qingxingjiuganshuozheizhonghua？sheijinidedanzi？ng？”
tadefennurangwoyiwai，yousihuzaiqinglizhizhong。beihuanyangdejinsiqueturanzhuolezhurenyikou，zhurendangranhuizhennu。baoxiangliqitarenjinruohanchan，daqibuganchu。
“wozijidedanzi。”wojinliangrangzijideshengyinbufadou，“guyanchen，zheiliangnianduo，xiexienijideqian，jidefang，jide……timian。danwoyaodebuzhizheixie。huozheshuo，woyaode，nijibule，yemeidasuanji。”wodunledun，muguangsaoguozhuoshangneixiemudengkoudaidelian，“nimenbushidouzaiduwoshenmeshihoubeinishuaima？zhenbuhaoyisi，rangnimendushule。shiwo，shuaileta。”
shouwanshangdelidaozhouranshoujin，tengdewomenhengyisheng。
“jiwanxing！”tajihushiyaozheyahouchulaide。
“fangkaita。”yigeqinglengdenanshengtuwudichalejinlai。baoxiangmenkoubuzhiheshizhanlegeren。chuanzhejiandandebaichenshanheixiku，shenxingxiuzhang，qizhichenjing，daizheyizhongshujuanqideqinggui。shishenyu。wodaxueshidexuezhang，yeshi……woxindizangletaijiuderen。tachuangyedegongsi，gangnadaoguyanchenqixiayijiatouzijigoudejuerongzi。
shenyudemuguangsaoguoguyanchenjinzuanzhewodeshou，yanshenruili。“guzong，gongzhongchanghe，duiyigenvshidongcu，butaiheshiba？”
guyanchendelianseshunjianbiandejiqinankan。takankanshenyu，youkankanwo，yanshenyinzhidenengdichushuilai。tamengdishuaikaiwodeshou，lidaodadewoliangqiangleyixia，zhuangzaishenhoudeyibeishang。
“hao，henhao。”guyanchenkanzhewo，youkankanshenyu，zuijiaogouqiyimobinglengde、fengcizhijidehudu。“jiwanxing，woshuonizenmeturanyingqile。yuanlaishizhaodaoxiajiale？shenyu，niyanguangbucuo。”
“guzongwuhuile。”shenyuzouguolai，budongshengsedidangzaiwoheguyanchenzhijian，yuqipingjingquedaizheburongzhiyideliliang。“wohewanxingshijiushi。zhiyutaweishenmezuozheigejueding，woxiang，zheishitadeziyou。yong‘xiajia’zheizhongciwuruta，gengshiwuruniziji。”
“ziyou？”guyanchenxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，tadingzhewo，yanshenxiangshicuiledudezhen，“jiwanxing，nigenwotanziyou？nixiangshouzhewojinidejinyiyushi，zhanzaiwodejianbangshangcaigoudedaodeshijie，xianzaigenwoshuoniyaoziyou？”tawangqianyibu，wushishenyu，bishizhewo，“likaiwo，nisuanshenme？niyiweinihainenghuidaoyiqian？niyiweishenyunenghuniduojiu？meilewodeguanghuan，nishenmedoubushi！”
tadehuaxiangbinglengdedaozi，yidaodaoguazaixinshang。shia，wosuanshenme？yigeyifutashengcundetusihua。likaileturang，hainenghuoma？kongjushunjianjuezhulewo，jihurangwozhixi。
“guyanchen，”shenyudeshengyinchenlexiaqu，daizhejinggao，“shikeerzhi。”
jiuzaizheishi，baoxiangdemenbeimengdituikai。yigechuanzhehongqun、zhuangrongjingzhidenvrenchuanglejinlai，zhengshizuijinfengtouzhengjingdexinjinxiaohuasuman。tazhibenguyanchen，daizhekuqiang，shengyinbudabuxiao，ganghaonengrangsuoyourentingqing：“yanchenge！wo……wohuaiyunle！shinidehaizi！nishuoguohuiduiwofuzede！”tashouli，hainiezheyizhanghewoqianbaoliyimoyiyangdeyanyundan。
时间仿佛静止了。
guyanchenlianshangdebaonushunjianjiangzhu，zhuanweiyizhongnanyizhixindecuoe。takanxiangsuman，youmengdikanxiangwo。
baoxianglisiyibandejijing。suoyourendemuguang，zaiwo、guyanchen、sumanzhijianlaihuiqunxun。chaofeng、zhenjing、kanhaoxi……zhongzhongyanshenjiaozhi。
wonaoziliwengdeyisheng。kanzhesumanneizhangchuchukeliandelian，kanzhetashoulineizhangdanzi，zaikankanguyanchenzhenjingdebiaoqing。yuanlairuci。nanguaitazuijin“mang”。nanguairesoushangyourendutakuaiyouxinhuan。yuanlaiwozheizhi“jiuchong”haimeixiatang，xinrenyijingdaizhe“wangzha”laibigongle。
judadehuangmiuganheyizhongbinglengdejianruidetengtong，shunjianxijuanquanshen。biguyanchengangcaineixieshangrendehuagengtong。woshenzhiganjuebudaofennu，zhijuedeleng，tougudeleng。
woditou，congqianbaolichouchubeiwoxiaoxinzhenzangdeneizhangzhi。dongzuohenman。ranhou，zaiguyanchenjingyibudingdemuguangzhong，zaisumanlvexiandeyideyanshenxia，zaisuoyourenpingxidezhushili，wobataqingqingfangzaileneizhangangguidehongmucanzhuoshang。
liangzhangyanyundan，bingpaitangzaineili。yizhangzaisumanshouli，zhanxin，xiangtadezhanlipin。yizhangzaiwomianqian，bianyuanweiweimosun，shiwocengjingbuganxuanzhiyukoudemimihe……duanzande、kexiaodeqidai。
“zhenqiao。”wodeshengyinyichangpingjing，pingjingdelianzijidoujuedemosheng。“guyanchen，gongxini，shuangxilinmen。”wozhilezhizhuoshangneizhangshuyuwodedanzi，“buguowode，yijingchulidiaole。nidejiawushi，nimenzijijiejue。”
shuowan，wobuzaikanguyanchenshunjianshabaidelian，bukansumandeyidexiaorongjiangzaizuijiao，yebukanzhouweineixiezhenjingdaoshiyudemiankong。wozhuanxiangshenyu，nulichechuyigebikuhainankandexiaorong：“xuezhang，nengmafanni……songwolikaizheilima？woyoudianbushufu。”
shenyushenshendikanlewoyiyan，neiyanshenfuzananbian，youzhenjing，youtongxi，gengduodeshinongdehuabukaidedanyou。tameiwenrenhewenti，zhishiguoduandishenchushoubei，xuxudihuzaiwoshence，shengyinchenwenyouli：“hao，womenzou。”
womenchuanguosijidebaoxiang，zaiwushudaomuguangdexilixia，zoulechuqu。shenhou，chuanlaiguyanchenyayizhebaonudedihou：“jiwanxing！nijiwozhanzhu！”yijisumandaizhekuqiangdezhiwen：“yanchenge！tashenmeyisi？taneizhangdanzi……”
menzaishenhouguanshang，gejuelesuoyoudexuanxiaohebukan。
zoulanglihenanjing。wojiaoxiafaxu，meiyibudouxiangcaizaimianhuashang。shenyudeshoubeiyizhiwenwendihuzaiwopangbian，meiyoupengdaowo，quejilewoyizhongwuxingdezhicheng。
“chezailouxia。”tadishengshuo。
wodiandiantou，houlongfajin，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。zhidaozuojinshenyuneiliangdidiaodeheisejiaocheli，xishanganquandai，chechuanggejuelewaimiandeyiqie，wocaixiangshibeichouganlesuoyouliqi，tanruanzaizuoyili。yanleihaowuyuzhaodixiongyongerchu，bushihaotaodaku，zhishiwushengdi、xiongyongdiwangxiatang。
shenyumeiyoulikekaiche。tachenmodidiguolaiyibaozhijin，ranhoujingjingdikanzheqianfang，liujiwoyigeanjingxuanxiedekongjian。chexianglizhiyouwoyayidechuoqisheng。
kulehenjiu，yanleicaimanmanzhizhu。yanjingzhongdelihai，touyetong。
“duibuqi，xuezhang……”woshengyinshaya，daizhenongzhongdebiyin，“rangnikanxiaohuale。ye……lianleinile。”guyanchengangcaidehua，mingxianbashenyudangchenglewode“xiajia”。
shenyuzhuanguotou，yanshenwenheerbaorong。“meishenmelianlei。neizhongchanghe，huansheidoubuhuixiushoupangguan。”tadunledun，kanzhewohongzhongdeyanjing，yuqigengqinglexie，“daoshini……haihaoma？”
“wo……”wozhanglezhangzui，quefaxianbuzhidaogaishuoshenme。hao？zenmekenenghao。xinxiangshibeitaokongleyidakuai，lengfenghuhudiwangliguan。keqiguaideshi，chuletong，haiyouyizhongchenailuodingdejietuo。
“tashuodedui，”wochelechezuijiao，luchuyigekusedexiao，“likaita，woshenmedoubushi。meiyouguanghuan，meiyouyikao。yiqianxuedeneixiedongxi，yedouhuangfeile。”woditoukanzhezijideshou，cengjingdangangqindeshou，rujinlianqinjianzainaerdoukuaiwangle。“woshenzhi……buzhidaomingtiangaiqunali。”
shenyujingjingditingzhe，meiyoudaduan。
“neizhangdanzi……”woshenxiyikouqi，ganjuexinzangyoushiyizhenjianruideteng，“yigeyueqianfaxiande。womeigaosuta。wozhidaotabuhuiyao，yebuganyao。taneiyangderen……haiziduitalaishuoshileizhui，shimafan。genghekuang，shiwozheizhongshenfenshengxiadehaizi。”wozichaodixiaoxiao，“suoyiwozijiquleyiyuan。yigeren。”neiduanrizi，shiworenshengzhongzuiheiandeshiguang。shentidebushi，xinlidekongju，yijiduiweilaidejuewang，jihujiangwoyakua。guyanchenneishizainaerni？dagaizaimougewenrouxiang，huozhemangzhetanjigeyideshengyi。
“jintiansumanchuxiandeshihou，wocaijuede……zijixianggechetoucheweidexiaohua。”wobishangyanjing，kaozaiyibeishang，pibeiganpaishandaohaibanxilai。“yehao。chediduanle。”
shenyuchenmolehenjiu。jiudaowoyiweitabuhuizaishuoxieshenmedeshihou，takaikoule，shengyindichenerjianding：“wanxing，nibushixiaohua。nihenyonggan。”
wozhengkaiyan，youxiemangrandikanzheta。
“bushimeigerendouyouyongqi，zaineizhongqingjingxia，shuochu‘jieshu’lianggezi。youqishizaini……ganggangjingliguoneimedadedajizhihou。”tademuguangtandangerzhencheng，“guyanchendeguanghuanshitazijide，bushinilaiyishengcundeturang。nicengjingshishei，yihouyekeyishishei。huangfeidedongxikeyijianqilai，zoucuodelu，xianzaihuitouyebuwan。”
tadehuaxiangyishuweiruoquewennuandeguang，zhaojinlewobinglengheiandexindi。
“huitou？”wonannandao，“wohainenghuitouma？”
“neng。”shenyuhuidadezhandingjietie。“zhiyaoniyuanyi。nihainianqing，wanxing，renshenghenzhang。diedaole，paqilaijiushi。niwanglenidaxueshishishenmeyangzilema？neigedanzhexiaobang，shuoyaokaizijiyanzouhuidejiwanxing，qulenali？”
daxueshidewo……yiqifengfa，yanliyouguang。shenmeshihoukaishi，neixieguangbeimomieleni？shicongjieshouguyanchendediyifen“liwu”kaishi？haishicongtadiyicidaiwotaruneigebushuyuwodefuhuashijiekaishi？
“wo……”wodezhijianweiweizhandou。
“biejizhehuida。”shenyufadonglechezi，“xianhaohaoxiuxi。nixuyaoshijian。qitade，yihouzaishuo。”
chezipingwendishiruyese。chuangwaishiliudongdenihong，cuicanquebingleng。**zaichechuangshang，kanzhewaimianfeisudaotuideshijie。shenyudehuazaiwonaohailipanxuan。