第三章

congyiyuanlikaizhihou,woyishijianjingranyouxiemangran。

shengbingzhiqian,wodouyizhizhuzaishijiadelaozhai,

keshijishangcongshinianshisuineinianbeizhaohuilaizhihou,wojiuchenglejializuigangadecunzai,

yinweichushengqijiubeibaocuo,daozhiwodaitishinianzaishijiaxiangshouleshinianderonghuafugui。

shiniantaoyanwo,jialidesuoyourenyedouduitakuijiu,moxuzhetayidiandiancanshidiaowocunzaiguodehenji,

shenzhibuzhidaocongshenmeshihoukaishi,yizhiduiwoguanaiyoujiadebama,duizhewodeshihou,yezhishengxiafangbeile。

tamenzongjuedewoduishinianyouyuanhen。

wokuxiaoleyixia,shuchuleyikouqi,fanzhengdouguoqule,

shengxiaderenshengshiwozijide,herenherendoumeiyouguanxi。

buyongqutaohaoshei,yebubizaihushei。

shijiadelaozhaiyijingmeiyoushenmeyaohuiqudebiyaole,congyigeyueqiankaishizhuyuan,wodeshenfenzhengjianhejinshengdeqianjiudoufangzaishenshang。

xianrujinliuzailaozhailide,buguodoushiyixiewuguanjinyaodedongxile,

只除了一样东西。

qitadesuoyoudongxidoubushuyuwo,wokeyibuyao,zhichuleneiyangdongxi。

是我必须要拿走的。

……

dachedaolaozhaideshihou,shiniantamenyeganggangcongyiyuanhuilai。

wokanzhesongchenxiaoxinyiyidefuzheguodeyanshideshinianxialeche,bamazaitapangbianxuhanwennuan,moyanglingwofaxiao。

youhuanghuzhijianxiangqilai,wojiusuineiniangenzhesongchenyiqiqupashanshuaidaoletuideneici,

tamensihuyeshizheiyangweizaiwoshenbianxuhanwennuande。

songchenneishihouduiwodetaiduhaibuxiangxianzaiyiyang,tahenzizedekuzheyizhangliangenwodaoqian,moyanghenqianbeideshuo:

“niannian,woshibuxiaoxinde,nibiebugenwowaner,xingbuxing?”

dagaishizhendeguoqutaijiutaijiule,huiyiqilaijingranyuandexiangshangbeizifashengdeshiyiyang,

zhishirujinshiguojingqian,yijingwushirenfeile。

womeiyoucoushangqu,tamenrujinbuxiangkanjianwo,woyouhechangxiangyaokandaotamenni?

wojihewoguanxihaibucuodeliayiqiaoqiaodaledianhua,wenta:

“liayi,xinkunizhaoguxiaojuzheimezhangshijianle,keyixianzaibatadaidaohoumenlaima?”

xiaojushiwoqinshoujiuxiadeyizhiliulangmao,wobataconghaimeizhengyanneimexiaoyizhiweidaolehenda,

ruguoshuowozaishijiahaiyouneimeyidiandiandeguanian,neimeyezhishengxiazheizhimaole。

dianhuaneibianliayizhizhiwuwude,woxinliyijin,liandaizhewozheshoujideshoudouzhandouleyixia。

wohaizaianweiziji,shenhuxileyikouwenta:

“shipaodiulema?xiaojushiaizaizheifujinwaner,meishide。”

tayetanleyikouqi:“xiao**,wozaoxianggaosunile,da**shuotaduimaomaoguomin,nidemao……”

maomaoguomin……zenmekenengni……

shinianzhiqianweilehesongchenzhaogongtonghuati,haiqinzibaoguoliulangmao,zenmekenengduimaomaoguomin。

wojihuzhanbuzhu,xinlihaizaiqidao,maoshengxinglinghuo,bushuxiderengenbenzhuabuzhu,buhuiqingyibeirenzhuadaode。

“……nidemaobeida**zhuazoudasile。”

neidianbuqieshijideanweizijidehuanxiangyezhongyuzhongzhongdeshuaizaidishang。

kepadeshi,wodexinhaoxiangdouyijingbuhuitongle。

zhangjiudemamujihulingwobunengsikao,lizhishangwozhidaowoyinggaixianzaijiulikai,lizheijiarenyuanyuande。

kedengwofanyingguolaideshihou,woyijingtuikaileneidaozhalanmen,chengzheyikouqizoulejinqu,

zhanzaibeizhongrenweizaizhongjiandeshinianmianqian,xinrudaojiaoyiziyidundechenshu:

“shinishalewodemao。”