luyangchenjinzaiduiweilaiwuxiankenengdekuangregouxiangzhong，neikebaojingcangsangdexinzang，cikefangfobeizhuruleshiqisuishaonianzuichiredeyanjiang，meiyicibodongdouchongmanleliliangheduixinshengdekewang。tajihunengkandaozijipingjie“qizhi”zheinitianzhineng，zaixueyeshangnianyazhongsheng，zaishanghaizhongfanyunfuyu，jiangqianshisuoyoudeyihanyiyitasui，shenzhi……taxiayishidipieleyiyanshenpang，suxiaomanneirenzhendecelianzaiyangguangxiagoulechurouhedelunkuo，xiangyifufanhuangquewubizhenguidejiuzhaopian，taganjinshouhuimuguang，xinzhongqueshiyipianguntang。
jiuzaitaxinchaopengpai，jihuyaokongzhibuzhuzuijiaoneimojijiangyangqidehudushi，naohaizhongneigebingleng、lixingdeshengyin，rutongzaifeitengdeyouguolidiruleyidibingshui，shunjianrangtajidangdexinxulengquexialai。
【“buchongshuoming：jiyudangqianjiaohujieduanjiquanxiansheding，bendanyuanxianjieduangongnengjinxianyuxinxichuliyufenxifuzhu，wufazhijieganshewuzhishijie。”】
wufazhijieganshewuzhishijie？
luyangweiweiyizheng，xiangshibeirendangtoupoleyipenliangshui。tagangcaihaizaihuanxiang“qizhi”shibushinengbangtagekongquwu，huozhezhishaonengxiangkehuandianyinglineiyangcaokongdianzishebei，xianzaikanlai……shitaxiangduole。zheigejinshouzhi，gengxiangshiyigechaojiguwenhexinxiku，erfeiwannengdexuyuanji。
zheirangtaganggangpengzhangdaojidiandexingfengan，rutongbeichuopodeqiqiu，xunsuhuiluo，danbingweiwanquanxiaoshi。xinxihefenxi，zaizheigexinxijiushicaifu、jiushililiangdeshidai，qijiazhitongyangnanyiguliang。zhishi，zheiqueshijitamiaohuidelantujiashangleyidaoxianshidekuangxian。
raner，qizhijiexialaidehua，caizhenzhengrangtadexinchenlexiaqu。
【“zaicitishi：‘guihangzhe’xieyidejihuo，bansuizheweizhide‘daijia’。guanyu‘daijia’dejutineirong、chufatiaojianjiyingxiangfanwei，junchaochuchushixinxipiluquanxian。qingsuzhuzhixibingshenshenpinggu。”】
未知的……代价？
zheisigezixiangdaizhebingchadegangzhen，henhenciruluyangdeshenjing。tamengditingzhilebeiji，houjingdehanmaodoufangfoshuleqilai。
guoran！guoranmeiyoubaichidewucan！
qianshiwushiniandemopagunda，rangtabirenherendouqingchu“dengjiajiaohuan”zheigebinglengfazedecunzai。tasilitaosheng，zhonghuoqingchun，haibangdinglezheiyangyigenitiandeweilaikejizaowu，zenmekenengyidiandaijiadoubuxuyaofuchu？
“daijia……shishenme？”tazaixindijicudizhuiwen，shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou，“shiwodeshouming？wodeqinggan？haishi……biedeshenme？”
taxiangdaolewushuzhongkeneng，meiyizhongdourangtabuhanerli。huibuhuixiangmouxiexiaoshuolixiedeneiyang，xuyaoxianjilinghun？huozhe，meiyicishiyongqizhidenengli，douzaitouzhitaweilaidemouzhongkenengxing？shenzhi，zheige“qizhi”benshen，jiushiyigepizhefuzhuwaiyidejiankongqi，huozhegengzao，shiyigedingshizhadan？
【“xinxiquanxianbuzu，wufahuida。‘daijia’xiangguanxinxi，kenengzaimanzutedingtiaojianhuoxieyijinruxiayijieduanshijiesuo。”】
qizhidehuidayijiushihaowuganqingdechengxuhuachenshu，danzhei“wufahuida”benshen，jiurutongyigejudadeheisexuanwo，panjuzaitaweilaidedaolushang，sanfazhebuxiangdeqixi。
luyangdeetoushenchuleyicengximidelenghan。taganjuezijixiangshizouzaiyitiaoxuanyuwanzhangshenyuanzhishangdegangsi，jiaoxiashizhongshengdewuxianjiyu，toudingquexuanzheyibamingwei“daijia”dedamokelisizhijian，suishikenengluoxia。
怎么办？
放弃吗？
zheigeniantougangyishengqi，jiubeitahenhenqiamie。fangqi？fangqizheigeqianzainanfengdejihui，ranhouxiangqianshiyiyang，hunhuneedizhongfuneitiaoshibaidelaolu？zaicijingligaokaodeshili，kanzhexinyidenvhaijianxingjianyuan，cuoguoshidaidelangchao，zuizhongzaihuihenhebuganzhongzouxiangshengmingdezhongdian？
不！绝对不行！
qianshineizhongjuewanghezhixideganjue，rutongfuguzhiqu，napashizhongshengyewufawanquanbaituo。taqingxidijide，zaichehuofashengqiandezuihoushike，zhichengzhetazuihouyisiyishide，jiushineiguqiangliedaojihuyaoranshaolinghundehuihenhedui“zhonglaiyici”defengkuangkeqiu！
xianzai，jihuijiuzaiyanqian，jinguanbansuizhejudadefengxian。
tashenxileyikouqi，qiangpozijilengjingxialai，xiangyigejingyanfengfudedutu，kaishikuaisuquanhenglibi。
fengxianshishenme？weizhidedaijia。kenengshishengming，kenengshiziyou，kenengshitawufachengshoudemouzhongshiqu。zheixiangyigemanghe，limianzhuangzhedekenengshijingxi，yekenengshihuimie。
shouyishishenme？yigegaixiemingyundejihui。pingjie“qizhi”tigongdexinxihefenxinengli，takeyibikaiqianshisuoyoudekeng，zhuazhumeiyigejiyu。xueye、caifu、jiating、qinggan……suoyoutacengjingshiquhuocongweidedaodedongxi，douyoukenengzhongxinyongyou，shenzhidedaogengduo。
zheishiyigetianping，yiduanshiquedingde、tayijingjingliguoyicide、juewangdeshibai；lingyiduanshichongmanxiwangdanyebumanjingjiheweizhixianjingdehuihuangweilai。
怎么选？
还需要选吗？
duiyuyigeyijingzaishenyuanlidailewushinianderenlaishuo，napatongwangguangmingdedaolushangbumanledushehexianjing，tayehuihaobuyouyuditashangqu！
“qizhi……”luyangzaixinzhonghuanhuandikaikou，shengyinbuzaijidong，yebuzaikongju，ershidaizheyizhongpofuchenzhoudepingjinghejuejue，“nishuoniwufazhijieganshewuzhishijie，zhinengtigongxinxihefenxi。zheihenhao。”
【“请指示。”】
“zheiqiaqiashuoming，zuizhongzuojuedingde，shiwo。zuizhongquxingdongde，yeshiwo。”luyangdeyanshenzhujianbianderuiliqilai，fangfomengchendebaojianbeicashiganjing，luchuleneiliandefengmang，“nijiuxiangyibayaochi，nengdakaiwushushantongwangbaozangdedamen。danxuanzenashanmen，ruhezoujinqu，nadaobaozanghouyougairuheliyong，zheixie……douqujueyuwozheigechiyaoren。”
tadunledun，fangfozaijixuliliang，ranhouyiziyijudi，zaixindiqingxidishuodao：“zhiyuneiweizhide‘daijia’……wojieshou。”
【“……”】
zheiyici，qizhihanjiandichenmolepianke，meiyoulikehuiying。huoxushizaichulizheige“jieshou”zhilingdeluoji，huoxu……shiluyangdecuojue。
“jiuxiangnishuodeneiyang，woshibeidongjihuolexieyi，xiangshiyiwaizhongjiang。”luyangdezuijiaogouqiyimozichao，queyoudaizhewubijiandingdehudu，“dancongxianzaiqi，zheishiwodexuanze。wulunweilaixuyaofuchushenme，wodourenle。yinweibiqiqianshineiyiyanwangdaotoudejuewang，wogengyuanyiwozhuzheibayaochi，quduyigebuyiyangdeweilai！”
tabuzaiquxiangneidaijiajiujingshishenme，kongjulaiyuanyuweizhi，dandangtajuexinmianduishi，weizhibenshenyejiubuzaineimekepale。tajiangqishiweixuanzaitoudingdejingzhong，tixingzijimeiyibudouyaozoudegengjiajinshen，gengjiazhenxizheilaizhibuyidejihui。
“suoyi，qizhi，”tadeshengyinhuifulelengjing，daizheyizhongburongzhiyideminglingkouwen，“congxianzaikaishi，womenshihuoban。nitigongxinxihefenxi，wolaijuecehexingdong。womendemubiao，shigaixiewoderensheng，zhuazhuzheigeshidaifuyuwomendeyiqiejiyu。mingbaima？”
【“zhilingyijieshoubinglijie。quelihezuoguanxi：huoban。hexinrenwuxiuzhengwei：zaizunshou‘guihangzhe’xieyikuangjiajinengliangxianzhiqiantixia，zuidaxiandufuzhusuzhuluyangdachengqishedingmubiao。”】
qizhideshengyinyijiubingleng，danluyangquefangfocongzhongtingdaoleyisi……chengnuo？huoxuhaishicuojue，dantazhidao，congzheiyikeqi，tahezheigelaiziweilaidechaojiai，zhengshijiechengletongmeng。yigeshiweileshengcunheshiyinghuanjing，yigeshiweilegaixiemingyunhemibuyihan。mubiaobutong，dandaolu，zanshishitongyitiao。
jiasuoyuyaochitongzai。fengxianyujiyubingcun。
luyanghuanhuantuchuyikouzhuoqi，ganjueyazaixintoudejushisuiranmeiyouxiaoshi，danyijingbeitalaolaodikangzailejianshang。tabuzaishineigebeimingyuntuizhezoudeshibaizhe，tayaochengweizijimingyundeduoshou！
tademuguangzaicitouxiangchuangwai，bashiniandaiwuhoudeyangguangyijiumingmei，daizheyizhongdutede、shuyuneigeniandaidewennuanhezhipo。yuanchudecaochangshangchuanlaimohudexuannaosheng，jiaoshili，wulilaoshizhangjianguoneilvedaishayadejiangkeshenghaizaijixu，fenbizaiheibanshanghuaguo，fachu“shasha”deshengxiang。
yiqiedouneimezhenshi，youneimebuzhenshi。
jiuzaizheishi，yizhenjiqiweiruo、jihunanyichajuede“dinglingling……”dexisuishengxiang，fangfoconghenyuandedifangchuanlai，youxiangshizhijiezaitaerbianxiangqi。
shi……xiakedeyubeiling？
luyangdexinzangmengdiyitiao。
课堂即将结束。
ertazhanxinderenshengpianzhang，zhengdaikaiqi！
tadeyanshenchedichendianxialai，suoyoudejidong、kongju、mimangdouhuaweileyizhongshenchendejiandingheruili。tazuozhileshenti，muguangpingjingdikanxiangjiangtai，shouzhiwuyishidiqingqingqiaojizhezhuomian，fangfozaiweijijiangdaolaidexingdong，dazhewushengdejiepai。
来吧。
新世界。
新人生。
陆扬，来了！