第4章
“nizenmehuilaile？”suhongpengchenzhelian，lenglengdehechi。
woyandishanguoyimotongse，napayijingsiguoyici，yemingzhidaosujiashangxiadoubukenenghuiaiziji，danshiwoyijiujuedexintongnanren。
yanqiandekeshiwodediediea，wocongxiaojiurumudediedie，zhishitacishikanwodeyanshen，quezhiyouyanehebuman。
shiguaiwoturanchuxian，pohuailesuyuxideyiqinma？
xiaoyuyeshiweiweicumei，lvedaibumandekanxianglewo。
dagaishisujiashangxiadoumeiyouxiangguo，jiadaolehuainanwangfuyihou，wohainenggouhuozhehuilai。
bijingneiweichulemingdepiqibaonve，suoyoujiajinqudenvzi，diertianzhiyoushitibeisongchulai。
“diediezheihuawendeqiguai，woweihebunenghuilai？jinrishiwohuimenderizi，mobushidiediewangjilema？”woyaobeitingzhi，jiuneimezhanzaimenwai，yuqiantinglidesuoyourenduishi。
wodejiaren，wocengjingdeweihunfu，cikelianshangdebiaoqingdoushifendejingcai。
suhongpengshensehuanhelejifen：“jiranhuilaile，bianquhouyuanba，zheilibushinigailaidedifang。”
wowenyanxinzhonglengxiao，shia，zheilibushiwogailaidedifang，bijingshiwodeqinmeimeiyaogenwodeweihunfuyiqinni。
zhishisuhongpengwangjile，worujindeshenfen，yijingjinfeixibile。
ruoshicongqian，wokendingtinghuadelikaile，danshirujin，woquepianbu。
wotaijiao，kuankuandezoujinleqianting。
“fuqin，youheshishiwobunengtingde？”woshensecongrongyoudanding，zhenggerenqidudouwanquanbuyiyangle，busiguoquzaisujiadeshihouneimejinxiaoshenwei，yebuzaineimebeiweitaohao。
jiranwobuguanzuoshenme，sujiarendoubukenengxihuanwo，neiwobianbutaohaotamenle。
hengshutamenzhihuiyanzhengzhengdekanzhewocansi，shenzhilianshoushidoubuyuanweiwozuo。
zheiyangdejiaren，buyaoyeba。
suhongpengmianlubukuai，lengshengdehechi：“meidameixiao！zheiliheshiyounishuohuadefen？worangnixiaquninandaomeiyoutingdao？”
wozhalezhayan，kanzhesuhongpeng：“fuqinmobushiwangjile？nverrujindeshenfen，shihuainanwangfei，fuqinjianlenver，liyingxingliwenhaocaishi。”
suhongpengyizheng，suihoubaonu。
suyunjuranyaozijijianletaxingli？
这简直是大不孝啊！
“jiejie，nizenganzheiyangduidiedie？takeshinidediediea，nizenmenengrangdiediejinixingli？ni，nikezhenshiwunibuxiao。”suyuxiyiliandebukezhixindekanzhewo，roushengdekaikouhechi。
napashizaimaren，tayeyijiushineiyifurouruobunengzilidemoyang。
xiaoyubenjiubumanwoturanchuxianpohuailetagensuyuxidehaoshi，xianzaiduiwojiuyuefadebumanle。
“fangsi！sheizhunnizheiyangyubengongshuohua？nishishenmeshenfen，bengongyoushishenmeshenfen？nalilundedaoniduibengongdahuxiaojiao？”wolengchiyisheng，muguanglenglengdeluozailesuyuxideshenshang。
suyuxilianseyibai，yankuangfanhong，zhenggerenkanqilaiyaoyaoyuzhui。
taweiqudeminzhechun，kanzhewo，buganxiangxinpingshiweiweinuonuodewo，rujinjuranganzheiyanggentashuohua？
erqietayewufalijie，mingmingzaisuyunchujiazhiqian，tazaisandegensuyunshuoguoxiaolushengdekongbuzhichu，yijidieniangduitadebushe，anlishuosuyunneimezaiyidieniang，yinggaihuizaizuowandongfanghuazhuzhiyetoutoudepaochulaicaishi，tajuranbuanchanglichupai，rujinyouduidiediezheibantaidu，shizaishiguguaizhiji。
“suyun！nixiuyaoqifuyuxi！”xiaoyujiansuyuxishouleweiqu，chedizuobuzhule，qishenjiubaoheyisheng。
wozhijuedexinkoutengdeyaoming，zheikeshiwocengjingzuiaiderena，mingmingyiqianxiaoyubushizheiyangde，sujiashangxiadoudaiwolengdan，weiduxiaoyuyirendaiwohao，tahuijiwodailiwu，huipeiwokanyueliang，huizaiwoshoushangdeshihouguanxinwo......
nandaozheiyiqiedoushijiadema？
yigerenjurannenggouchixushiduonianrucixuweideduilingwaiyigeren？
woyouzhonghuxikunnandeganjue。
“fangsi！shizaishifangsi！suyun，niruoshibuman，bianyihoubuyaozaihuisujia！woyedangshimeiyounizheigenver！”suhongpengcikecaihuiguoshenlai，nubukeedekanzhewo。
tacongxiaojiubuxihuansuyun，busisuyuxineibantinghuadongshi，youcongminglingli，shenmedouhui，nenggouweitapaijiefannao。
rujinkansuyunzheibantaidu，taxinzhongbianyuefadebuxile。
“buyongninshuo，woyihouyebuhuizaihuilaisujiale，wojiranyijingjiajilehuainanwang，yihoubianshihuainanwangderen，fuqinyeyaojinji，zaijiazhongnimenjianlewobuxingli，buwenan，wogunianxuerouqinqing，keyibuyunimenjijiao，danshizaiwairuoshijianlebengong，kewanwanbunengluanlelishu。”
woxintongdaojihuyaomamu，jiusuansiguoyici，woduiyuqinqingyijiubaoyouyisidehuanxiang。
zheiyike，zheiyidiandiandehuanxiangdouzhongyuchedidexiaoshile。
我转身离开。
suhongpengqidehunshenzhandou，suyuxiyeshimomodichuilei，sishishouletiandadeweiqu。
woshenxileyikouqi，kuaibudehuidaolezijideyuanzi。
wobushouchong，zhudezhishijiangjunfulizuipianpideyuanzi，yuanzibuda，qianmianyougeyuanzi，zhonglebushaodeyaocai，wopingrilizongyaoyanjiugezhongdeyao，yinweifuxiongchangnianzhengzhan，shenshangliuxiadeyinjibushao，buguomeicizuochulaideyao，doubeisuyuxinaquyaogongle。
woguoqubuzaiyi，zhiyaonenggoubangdaofuxiongwobiangaoxing，yebuzaiyigonglaodoubeisuyuxiyaolequ。
bijingruoshiwojiangyaonaguoqudehua，fuxionggenbenbuhuiyong，fanerhuichizewogensuyuxixue。
wocikezhijuedexinliangwubi。
wohuilewuli，shoushileliuxiadedongxi，yidiandoubuluo，yongyikouhongmuxiangziquanbuzhuanghao。
zhishiwoyigerengenbenwufajiangxiangzitaizou，zuihouwunai，zhinenggouqiuzhushuying。
shuyingganggangbujianzongying，wochaozhemenwaiyihan，tabianmashangchuxianle。
kanleyiyanwulideneiyikouxiangzi，tadunshimingbaiguolai，zhuanshenchuqu，meiyihuierlingzhelianggeshiweiguolai，bangmangjiangxiangzitailechuqu。
wohuitouzuihoukanleyiyanzijizhuleshiliuniandeyuanzi，haobuliuliandezhuanshenlikai。
yihouzheigesujia，woshizhendebuhuizaihuilaile。
“jiejie......”gangzoulejibu，yidaorouruodeshengyinturanjiaozhulewo。
wocumei，kanxianglesuyuxi。
suyuxixiaopaozheshangqian，yifushoujinleweiqudemoyang，shenshouqulawodeyixiu：“jiejieshibushizaiguaiwo？”
wolengdandejiangshouchoulehuilai，meiyoukaikou。
suyuxideyanleikaishisusuluoxia：“meimeizhidaojiejieyuanwo，zhishizheiyiqieyebushimeimeinenggouxuanzede，woziyoutiruo，jiejieyeshizhixiao，dienianglianminwo，burenwoshouku，caibuyuanyirangwojiadaohuainanwangfu。”
“jiejie，jinrigenxiaoyugegeyiqin，yebingfeiwosuoyuan，zhishiwomentoutianhuanriqimanshengshangdeshiqing，bunengxielu，rujinyezhinenggoujiangcuojiucuo，wodaitinijiadaopingnanwangfu，dangpingnanwangshizifei，ernijiadaohuainanwangfudanghuainanwangfei，jiejie，dieniangdekuxin，niyidingyaolijiea，wanbukeshuochushangledieniangxindehualai。”
suyuxitaoxintaofeidesushuozhezijidebuyi。
woxinzhonglengxiao，yebuguaiwoshangbeizihuishujisuyuxi，lunzheikoucai，woqueshishiburusuyuxi。
yixianeirongweixiaoshuoneirong，yuxianshishijiewuguan，quanshixugou，limianderenherenhuozhewudouweishoudaoshanghai。