第二章
wobashichuanyuan，chuhaishiyinianbanzaibuzhejiadoushichangyoudeshi。jialiyinweijushaoliduozheigewentinaolehaoyizhen，houlaibuzhizendeyoupingxile，wolandeshenjiu，yebuxiangchanhe。yinweitamenchaoguichao，quecongmeiduanguowoshenme。gaokaohoudedazhangjia，wobawenwoyaobuyaogentachuhai，wodayingle，jiuzheiyanglangleyigeshujia，huilaishirendouheileliangquan。shenchengjianwoshichadianmeiganren。takanlehaobantian，caijichuyijuhua：「nihaishibaidianhaokan。」womianshangxipixiaolian，xinliqueyouxieshoushang——beizijixihuanderenzheimeshuo，zongguishishoudajide。anlianshiyigerendedujiaoxi，suankucanban，lengnuanzizhi。woyiweiyigeduoyuedeshijian，yijingzugourangwofangxiashencheng，shishishangnayouneimerongyi?yinweishenchengzheijuhua，wozhuomoqilemeibai。jieguobingjiluantouyi，daozhiguomin，quyiyuankaiyao，neiyaogaoyouchouyouliang，molebangeyuecaihao。jiaqiyejiuzheimeguoqule。zhiyuanwoheshenchengbaodeshitongyigechengshi，liangsuoxuexiaolidebuyuanbujin，zhongjianhaiyouzhidachekecheng。kaixuejunxun，wojiangzijiwudeyanyanshishi，bujinmeihei，haibaileyigedu。shenchengdiyicilaiwoxuexiaokanwo，wotedidabanyitong，tajianlequeshenmepingjiayemeiyou，fanerlazhewodegebojiuwangshineizou。「热死了。」他说。wokunaoyutakanbujianwodebianhua，youxiejusangdidaitaqushitangchifan。lushangpengshangyigejunxunshizhuiguowodenansheng，jiandaowoheshenchengzaiyiqi，sishiwuhuishenme，kanguolaideyanshendaizheyuanqi，lianshenchengdouzhuyidaole。他问我那个人是谁。「之前追过我。」shenchenglianseweibian，danhenkuaiyouhuifuxixuedexiaoyi。「怎么不答应?」「不喜欢。」tatiaomei，huitouduokanleneinandeyiyan。「neinixihuanshenmeyangde?」nizheiyangde——wokanzheta，queshenmeyemeishuo。yiciyouyicidepengyoujinggao，yijingxiaomoqulewosuoyoukaikoudeyongqi。wopakailekou，lianpengyoudoumeidezuo。「nini，nixihuanshenmeyangde?」wofanwenta。tashuzhanshoubei，meishenmesuoweidekouwen：「buzhidao，kanganjueba。」我眼神一黯。tabingmeiyouliulianzheigehuati，jinjiezheyoushuo，woxuexiaodehuoshibitaneibianhaoduole。wotuokouerchu：「nipingshixiangchideshihou，jiulaizhaowo，woqingke。」「zheishenmehua?」taxiaozherouluanwotoufa，「genzhewo，wohainengrangniqing?」woxintiaojiasu，zhijuebeitarouguodedifangbiandeyouruanyoutang。bierendehaopengyouyehuiduitazheiyangma?wobuzhidao。wozhizhidaoshenchengzongshizheiyang，zongshizheiyang，woshenxiannizhao，zhendejujuebule。shenchengguoranyoushimeishijiuwangwoxuexiaopao，ouerwoyehuiqutaxuexiaozhaota，dancishubuduo。jiuerjiuzhi，nanmianhuiyinqiwuhui。woshenbianderen，douyiweitashiwodenanpengyou。jiusuanwojieshi，tamenyejuedewozaihaixiu。bijing，dongbudongsongdongxijiwodeshita，qingwosheyouchifandeshita，zaiwobabaimiticeweijiaoshizhaoguwodeyeshita。haojiciwodouxiangheshenchengshuo，rangtabiezaizheiyangle。kehuagangdaozuibian，jiuyouhuibeizisideniantoubizheyanhuiqu。tianxiaodewoyouduoxiwangtamenshuodeshizhende。那时是大二的冬天。shenchengyuewoquhuaxue，hetamenxuexiaodeshetuanchengyuanyiqi。zhiqingdesheyouguliwo，rangwojiecijihuiwenqingchu。chufaqian，tamenyoushibangwohuazhuang，youshibangwotiaoyifude，weikongwobiaobaishiluqie。wobingbuxianggufutamendeqiwang，quehaishibaijilexianshi。neitianhuaxue，qinshanyezai。shenchengqianzhetadeshou，chongwojimeinongyan。「piaoliangba?wonvpengyou。」
