第二章 知难而退

jushuojiaanjunzhuyounianshicengzaidongriluoshui,ziciyizhitiruopahan,ciciluoshuihoujiufalegaoshao。

xieyunyandangriguoqujunzhufu,jiushoulejiaanjunzhuyitianyiye。

rujinzaiguoqu,suruantangzaipianyuan,dengleyitianyiyedoumeiyouheyan。

tadengxieyunyanhuilai,dantameiyouhuilai。

tabeijiaansheji、yizhibeiqiujinzaipianyuanneishi,yedengletasanri。

neisanri,tabaoshoujianao,naolifuxiandedoushidangritaconghulijiuqijiaanjunzhushikantadeyanshen,buganxiangxintabuxinta。

tahaotenga。beishangdebianshangzuotengleyizhengye。

jiaanjunzhushitianjiaguinv,buguansuruanshuoshenme,luoshuizheijianshihetayouleqianlian,jiugaifa。yitadejianjichushen,luangundasidoubuweiguo。

rujinzhiailebianxing,yijingshimodadekuanrong,duokuixieyunyanqiuqing。

shia,tadangnianxiangzhongdeqiongkunluopodeshaonianlang,yijingchengleweigaoquanzhongdexiedaren!

rujindeshengshangjuanchong,junzhuqingyan,qianchengsijin。

反倒成了她不配。

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xieyunyanshuotahuihuilai,kejiexialaiderizi,suruanyeyizhimeiyoudengdaota。

taliuzaixieyunyananpaideyuanzili,chichididushouzhe。

chulebixi,xiefushangxiameiyouyigerenkandeqita。

tazaonianzuolejideshiqinggenbenmanbuzhuneixiekoushe,renrendounengxiaohuayier。

“tingshuolimianneiweiyiqianzaijiangnanzuoleji,shizhenshijia?”

“dui,jiushijianji!zheiyangdechushen,tahaixiangjiajixiedarenweiqi,zhenshibuzhixiuchi!”

“neizhongdifangchulaide,nengdongshenmelianchi?bujiushizaonianjianxiedarenshouguotayidianrenqing,xianzaixiangxieentubao,panfuguimen。zhenshimingbizhibo、quexinbitiangao!”

“jiushi,tayebukankantazijishenmeshenfen,jingyoulianzaishengshangzhihunhouzhaoshangmenlai,haiganmouhaijunzhu,meibeiluangundasibianyitale……”

苏阮坐在床榻发怔。

tazaineixiexiarenkoulitingjinlexianyansuiyu。

bixianfutashuo:“guniang,nibietingleneixiejianpiziluanshuojiuwangxinliqu。darenxinliyizhishiyounide……”

suruanyaranshixiao,xindifankuse。

gengnantingdehua,tadoutingguo。

tabuzaihu,tazhishixiangyaoxieyunyandetaidu。

keshita,zhennengdengdaoma?

jicixiangqinziquzhao,doubeilan。

“guniangbazheidangshenmedifangle,shinengsuibianrenyouchurude?womendarenyoushishenmeshenfen,shisheidounengsuibiandejiande?”

zhurucileidefengci,minglianligaojietaanfenshouji、baneixiebuzhilianchidewaixinsishouhuiqu。

苏阮更黯然神伤。

banyelishichangshuidemenglongjian,youfangfoyourenshuangshoulouleta,zaierbianzhangtan:ruanruan;

xinglaishishenbianquezhiyouyiren,suruanbuyoudechixiaozijizuomeng。

yanlang,batalengluojuzaizheili,shixiangtazijizhinanertuima?

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suruanshensiyoulvguoshen,shenshangdebianshanghaiweicengjiejia,renjiuyoubingdaole。

duanduanshiri,hebuxiachibuxia,shoudekuaichengleyizhangbozhi。

bixiyaoquzhaoxieyunyan,rengshibeiwaimianderenlengchaorefengzulan,youqiyouweiqudezhiku,zhinengwozhusuruandeshoubuzhudehan:“guniang,guniang……”

suruanzaixinglaideshihougandaoyishuangbingliangdeshouwozhutadeshou。

带得她一颤。

weiruodeguangxianbeinanrentibadeshenxingzhezhu,suruanyiyanjiurenchushixieyunyan!

tayankuangyizhensuanre,“yanlang……”

tazhongyukenlaijiantalema?

xieyunyanditouduanxiangta,mouguanglichenzhetakanbudongdeqingxu。

一阵沉默。

“ruanruan,mingriniyaodaojunzhufujijunzhudaoqian。”

suruanyanzhongdeguangmengdiyizhan,qiaocuicangbaideliansetundeyujiacangbai。

daoqian,tayaotajijiaandaoqian?