tamenjiaotaguyan，neiyuzuihoudeshenzhi——lingfeiwen、lingheiliao，yewunenglifengding，sishenghuoganjingdexiangyizhangbaizhi。meitishuotashixingzoudedaweidiaoxiang，fensishuotashijiangluorenjiandetianshi。danwozhidao，zheishishangmeiyoushen，zhiyoubaozhuangjingmeiderenshe。wocengshiquanneizuidingjiandeyuji“shayulin”，pingzhexiujuejiunengxianqijingtaohailang，zhidaowobeizuixinrenderenbeici，dierugudi。xianzai，wodushanglewoquanbudejiaoaohebugan，zhiweizheizuihouyibo：chengweiguyandeshenghuozhuli。tamenyiweizhaojinlaideshiyigeweiweinuonuo、tinghuanenggandexiaozhuli。tamenbuzhidao，zijiqinshoujianglierenqingjinleshendian。wojiaolinxiaoyu，wodemubiaohenjiandan，sikaizheiweiwanmeiouxiangdecengcengweizhuang，wachuneigezuyirangtashengebengtadejingtiandagua。zheishiwozhiyeshengyalizuida、zuitian、yezuiweixiandeyikegua，wo，zhunbeihaokaichile。
“lin**，womenshoudaolechaoguosanqianfenjianli，qizhongbufayouhaiwailiuxuebeijing、shenzhixinlixueshuoshixueweideyingpinzhe。gaosuwo，womenweishenmeyaoxuanzeyigezhiyoudazhuanxueli、ciqiangongzuojingyanyeyuzhulihaobuxiangguandeni？”
zuozaiwoduimiandenvrenjiaowangfei，quanneirenchengwangjie，shiguyandejinpaijingjiren。tachuanzheyishenjiancaililuodeheisexizhuang，daizhejinsiyanjing，yanshenxilidexiangshoushudao，fangfonengyicengcengpoukaiwodeweizhuang。
zheishimianshidezuihouyilun。nengzuozaizheili，woyijinggandiaoleneisanqiangejingzhengzhezhongdejuedaduoshu。
wozangzaizhuoxiadeshouxinweiweimaohan，lianshangqueguazhexunlianyousude、zuidetideweixiao：“wangjie，yinweininyaozhaodebushiyigexuelizuigao、huozhelvlizuipiaoliangdezhuli，ershiyigezui‘youyong’dezhuli。yigenengjiejuewenti，erbushizhizaowentideren。”
wangjietiaoletiaomei，buzhikefou，shentixianghoukaozaiyibeishang，baichushenshidezitai。“jugelizi。”
“biru，”womuguangsaoguotashoubiandekafeibei，neishiyibeinatie，naipaoyijingtaxian，lahuayehuchengleyituan，“birugulaoshidetuandui，xuyaodebushiyigezhihuianzhaofenfuqumaiyibeinatiedezhuli，ershiyigezhidaogulaoshizhiheshenduhongbeidou、chupinwufenzhongneideshouchong，bingqienengzaixingchengbiandongshi，tiqianguihuachufangyuanyigonglineisanjiabeixuankafeidiandezhuli。qianzheshizhixing，houzheshiyupanhejiejue。”
wangjiedeyanshenlishanguoyisiweibukechadezanxu，danyuqiyijiupingdan：“kanlainizuolebushaogongke。danzheixie，wangshangyenengchadao。woxuyaokandaoyidianbuyiyangdedongxi。”
我等的就是这句话。
“wangjie，”wozuozhileshenti，muguangyingshangtadeshenshi，“shangzhousanxiawusidianshiwufen，gulaoshijieshu《fengbao》juzupaishe，congyingshijidibmenlikai。dangshininanpailesanliangbaomuchezuoweizhangyanfa，danzhenzhengdechetingzaisanbaimiwaideyuangongtongdao。jibianruci，haishibeiyigejiao‘chiguadiyixian’degouzipaidaoleqingxidecelianzhao，zhaopianzaiwanshangbadianlingsanfenbeitafangchu，suirantuanduizaishifenzhongneijiuchuliwanbi，danhaishizaochengleyidianxiaoxiaodemafan。”
wangjiedeliansezhongyubianle。tashentimengdiqianqing，shuangshoujiaochafangzaizhuoshang，yanshenlineibashoushudaofangfoyijingdizailewodehoulongshang：“nishizenmezhidaode？”
zheijianshichulidejiweiyinmi，chulehexintuandui，juebukenengyouwairenzhidao。
“wobuzhidao。”wotanrandiyaoleyaotou，ranhouhuafengyizhuan，“danwohuifenxi。gulaoshidefensizhan、chaohua、yijigedayuleluntan，zaineitianwanshangbadiandaojiudianzhijian，youchaoguosanshigetoubudafenheyingxiaohao，fabulezhutigaoduxiangsideanlitie，neirongdoushigulaoshizaoqizuopinhunjian。zheizhong‘kongpingshianli’tongchangzhizaichuxianfumianyulunshicaihuiqidong。wonixiangzhuizong，zhaodaoleneigeyijingbeishanchudeweibokuaizhao。zaigenjuzhaopiandeguangyingjiaodu、beijinglineikedutedeyinxingshu，jiehedangtianyingshijididepaishetonggao，yijininzhiqianjiciyingduigouzidexiguanluxian，tuiduanchulezhenggeguocheng。”
wodeyusubukuai，danmeiyigezidouxiangyikedingzi，dingjinwangjiederenzhili。
bangongshilixianrulezhangjiudechenmo。wangjiejiuneimekanzhewo，muguangfuza，youzhenjing，youshenshi，haiyouyisi……jingti。
wozhidaowoduduile。wozhanshidebushiyigezhulidexixin，ershiyigedingjiqingbaofenxishidenengli。zheizhengshiguyanneimibutoufengdetuanduisuoxuyaodezuihouyikuaipintu——yigenengcongdirendeshijiao，yupansuoyoufengxiande“shoumenren”。
“niyiqian……shizuoshenmede？”wangjiezhongyukaikou，shengyinyouxieshaya。
“zaiyijiazixungongsizuofengxianpinggu。”womianbugaisedisalehuang，jianlishiwojingxinweizaode，tianyiwufeng。zhiyuneigecengjingrangwushumingxingwenfengsangdande“shayulin”，zaojiuzaibannianqianbeiyichangjingxincehuade“jiaxinwen”fengbochedimaizangle。
wangjiedingzhewokanlezuzubanfenzhong，zuihou，taxiaole。neishiyizhongxiexiafangbei，zhaodaoxiyouwuqidexiaorong。
“linxiaoyushiba？huanyingnijiarutuandui。mingtianzaoshangqidian，daozheigedizhibaodao。jizhu，congnitajinneishanmenkaishi，nikandaode、tingdaode，doubixulanzaiduzili。womenzhei，meiyoumimi，zhiyoujilv。”
tadijiwoyizhangtangjinmingpian，shangmianzhiyouyigedizhi。
woyingle。wonadaoletongwangshendiandeyaochi。
diertian，woanzhaodizhilaidaoweiyushizhongxindingjijiangjingdiduande“yundinghuafu”。zheilideanbaoyanmidaolianyizhicangyingdoufeibujinqu。wotongbaoleshenfen，jingguolesanzhongmenjin，caibeiguanjialingjinyibuzhuanshudianti，zhidadingcengfushi。
diantimendakai，yigejudaerkongkuangdeketingchuxianzaiyanqian。heibaihuidejijiansheji，meiyourenheduoyudezhuangshi，xiangyizuobinglengdexiandaiyishuguan，erbuxiangyigejia。judadeluodichuangwai，shizhengzuochengshidefanhuatianjixian。
yigenanrenzhengbeiduizhewo，zhanzaichuangqian。
tachuanzheyishenshushidehuisesizhijiajufu，shenxingtingbaxiuzhang，chenguangweitadelunkuodushangleyicengdandandejinbian。jinjinshiyigebeiying，jiutouzheyigushengrenwujindeshuligan。
他就是顾言。
wonielenieshouxin，diaozhenghuxi，zoushangqian，zaitashenhousanbuyuandedifangzhanding，gongjingdikaikou：“gulaoshi，ninhao，woshixinlaideshenghuozhuli，wojiaolinxiaoyu。”
他没有回头。
kongqianjingdekepa，shijianyifenyimiaodiliushi，woshenzhinengtingdaozijixinzangzaixiongqiangli“dongdong”zuoxiang。zheishiyizhongwushengdexiamawei，kaoyanwodenaixinhedingli。
dagaiguoleyifenzhong，yekenengshiyigeshijineimejiu，tacaihuanhuanzhuanguoshen。
neiyishunjian，wobudebuchengren，napawozheizhongjianguanleyulequanjunnanmeinvderen，yehaishibeijingyandaole。tadelianxiangshibeishangdiqinshoudiaozhuoguo，meiyifenxiantiaodouwanmeidewuketiaoti。youqishineishuangyanjing，qiheishensui，xianghanyelidexingchen，danmodebudaiyisiqinggan。
zheizhanglian，wocengzaiwushudepingmuhehaibaoshangjianguo。danjinjulikan，neizhongchongjilibeifangdalebaibei。tabijingtouligengqingshou，yegenglengmo。
“zhuoshangdekafei。”tazhongyukaikou，shengyinqinglierubingquan，meiyoukanwo，ershiyongxiabazhilezhiketingzhongyangneizhangdalishizhuo，“youshenmewenti？”
woshunzhetadeshixiankanqu，zhuoshangfangzheyibeihaizaimaozhereqidemeishikafei。
又是一个考验。
wozoushangqian，meiyoupengneibeikafei，zhishizixiguancha。beibishangmeiyoushuiqi，shuomingbushibingmeishi。reqiniaoniao，danxingtaihenwending，meiyougangchonghaoshineizhongjuliedezhengteng。wocoujinwenlewen，yigujiqiqingweidesuanseweigaiguolekafeidoubenshendechunxiang。
“zheibeikafeidechongpaoshuiwenyinggaizai95duyishang，guogaole，suoyicuiquguodu，chanshenglesewei。”wodunledun，jixushuo，“erqie，tazaizheilifanglezhishaobafenzhong。ninzhihewufenzhongyineide。suoyi，zheibeikafeiyijing‘si’le。”
guyandemeishaojibukejiandidongleyixia。taneishuangshensuideyanmouzhongyujujiaozailewodelianshang，daizheyisitanjiu。
“wangjieshuonihencongming。”tadandandishuo，tingbuchushikuajianghaishipingjia，“wobuxihuancongmingren。congmingrentongchangdouyouzijidexiangfa。”
“gulaoshi，wodegongzuoshijiejuenindemafan，erbushiyongwodexiangfajininzhizaomafan。”wohuidadedishuibulou。
tameizaishuohua，jingzhizouxiangcanting。guanjiayijingweitabeihaolezaocan。
wogenzaitashenhou，xiangyigechenmodeyingzi。wodediyitiangongzuo，jiuzaizheizhongjihulingrenzhixideanjingzhongkaishile。
zhenglitaderichengbiao，wocaifaxiantadeshenghuobikuxingsenghaiyaozilv。zaoshangqidianqichuang，yixiaoshijianshen，banxiaoshiyuedu。zaocanshijingquedaokedeyingyangcan。shangwushijubenweidu，xiawushishenglehexingtixunlian。wanshangruguomeiyouyingchou，jiushikandianyinglapian。quannianwuxiu。
tadeyimaojiandadexianggeshangchang，suoyouyifuanzhaoyanse、caizhi、jijieyangefenlei，lianwazidebaifangjiaodudouyimoyiyang。tadeshufangli，shangqianbenshuanzhaozuozheguoji、xingmingshouzimu、chubannianfensanzhongbiaozhunpaixu。
zheishiyigeduiziji、duihuanjingdouyouzhejizhikongzhiyuderen。
tajihubushuohua，suoyouzhilingdouyongzuijianjiedeciyu，huozheyigeyanshen。tabuxuyaoniwen“weishenme”，zhixuyaonizuodao“shi”。
yitianxialai，woganjuezijixiangyigebeishangjinlefatiaodejiqiren，jingshengaodujinbeng。woxiaoxinyiyidiguanchazhetadeyiqie，shitucongzheitongqiangtiebibandeshenghuolizhaodaoyisifengxi。
但他太完美了。
tabuchouyan，buhejiu，meiyourenhebuliangshihao。tadairenjiewukeqiershuli，duigongzuorenyuancongbudashengshuohua，danyejuebuqinjin。tameiyourenhesimidedianhua，suoyougongzuodouyoutuanduiduijie。tadeshoujiganjingdexiangxinmaide，shejiaoruanjianzhiyougongzuoweixin，lianpengyouquandoushisantiankejiandeyitiaohengxian。
wokaishihuaiyi，zheigerenshibushizhendemeiyoupozhan？nandaowozheicizhendeyaoshishoule？
zhidaowanshangshidian，wobangtabadiertianyaochuandeyifuyuntanghao，zhunbeilikaishi，yibianfashengle。
tazhengzaishufanglikanjuben，guanjiahesijidouyijingxiabanle，zhengzuojudadedingcenggongyulizhishengxiawomenlianggeren。wozhanzaixuanguanchuhuanxie，qingshengduitashuoleju“gulaoshi，woxianzoule”，zhengzhunbeikaimen。
shufanglituranchuanlaitayayizheshenmede、duancudeshengyin。
“等等。”
wotingxiadongzuo，zhuanguoshen。
tacongshufanglizouchulai，lianshangdaizheyisihanjiandefanzao。tashoushangnazheshouji，sihuganggangjieshuyitongdianhua。
“qulouxiayaodian，bangwomaidiandongxi。”tadijiwoyizhangzhitiao，ranhouxiangshiweileyanshishenme，youbuchongleyiju，“yaokuai。zhaoyijiazuiyuande，biezaixiaoqufujinmai。”
wojieguozhitiao，zhankaiyikan，tongkongzhouranshousuo。
shangmianxiezhejigeyaoming，quandoushi……qiangxiaoanmianyaohekangjiaolvyaowu。erqiejiliangdoubuxiao。
wodexintiaoshunjianlouleyipai。
neiyudeshenzhi，wanmeiwuquedeguyan，jingranxuyaokaoyaowucainengrushui？
zheishiyigejudadexinxicha！yeshiwozhaodaodediyitiaoliefeng！
woqiangyazhuneixindekuangxi，lianshangbaochizhepingjing：“haode，gulaoshi。xuyaozhidingpinpaima？”
“buyong，chengfenyiyangjiuxing。”tabikailewodemuguang，zhuanshenzouhuishufang，guanshanglemen，fangfogangcaineigeliuluchuyisicuiruoderenbushita。
wowojinleneizhangzhitiao，kuaibuzoujindianti。diantimenheshangdeshunjian，wozaiyeyizhibuzhu，zuijiaofengkuangshangyang。
guyan，niguoranbushishen。
zhiyaoshiren，jiuyidingyouruodian，youmimi。
woguyiraolehenyuandelu，zaiyijiabuqiyandexiaoyaodianmaihaoleyao。dangwotizheyaodaifanhuigongyushi，yijingshishenyeshiyidianbanle。
gongyulihenanjing，ketingdedengguanle，zhiliuzheyizhanhunandebideng。
wohuanlexie，qingshouqingjiaodizouxiangshufang，xiangbayaofangzaimenkoujiulikai。
shufangdemenxuyanzhe，limianmeiyoukaideng，zhiyoudiannaopingmudeguangyouyoudiliangzhe。
wozhengyaoqiaomen，quehurantingdaolimianchuanlaiyizhendidide、yayideshuohuasheng。
bushizhongwen，yebushiyingwen。
neishiyizhongwojiweishuxideyuyan——putaoyayu。
wohunshendexueyefangfoshunjianninggule。wocengjingweilezhuizongyigekuaguofushangdefeiwen，zaibaxidaiguosangeyue，zhuanmenxueguoputaoyayu。
wopingzhuhuxi，qiaoqiaokaojinmenfeng。
guyandeshengyinhendi，daizheyizhongwocongweitingguodepibeihe……wenrou。neishiyizhongxiexialesuoyoufangbeiheweizhuangde、wanquanmoshengdeshengxian。
“……bu，wobuhao。”
“woxiangni，xiangdekuaifengle。”
wodexinzangkuangtiaoqilai。tazaihesheidadianhua？tingzheiyuqi，jueduibushiputongpengyou。
menfenglideshixianhenzhai，wozhinengkandaotazuozaidiannaoqiandeyigeceying，lunkuozaipingmuguangdeyingzhaoxiaxiandegewairouhe。
dianhuaneitousihuzaianweita，tadididixiaoleyisheng，neixiaoshenglidaizheyisikusehechongni。
ranhou，tashuochuleyijurangwobishengnanwangdehua。
“biedanxin，wodetianshi。”
“zaizheili，meiyourenhuizhaodaowomen。”
天使？
我们？
wodedanaowengdeyishengzhakaile。neigeqinglengjinyu、bujinrenqingdeguyan，neigehuodexiangyibenjiaokeshudewanmeiouxiang，bujinyouyanzhongdejiaolvheshimian，haiyouyigezangzaihaiwaide、shuozheputaoyayude、beitachengzhiwei“tianshi”demimiqingren！
zheijiushitazuidademimima？
woganjuezijixiangyigeqianshuiyuan，zaishenbujiandideqiheihaiyuli，zhongyukandaoleyisicongchenchuanlitouchudeweiguang。
wowojinleshoulideyaodai，qiaowushengxidihoutui，fangfoyigeqiequleshenzhimimidedaozei，xinzangzaixiongqianglileigu。
我找到了。
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