woshuangshoufaliang，xinxiajidan，“queer，bamenchuangdouguanjin！congjintiankaishi，ruwubiyaobuchumen！”
“zhaizidedamenquandouguansuo！”worenbuzhuhanleju。
wopazheituranmaochulaideyinguo，youjiangwogenqiyaobangsi，wopatajiajijiangfashengdemiemencananbojidaowo。yushiwobimenbuchu，xiejuejianke，zhixiangdengdaojijiadefengboguoleyihou，zaichumenhuodong。
wodamenbuchuermenbumai。
zhidaowoyaoyecongwaimiancongcongzoujinlai，“**a，ningfulairenle。”
tingjian“ningfu”erzi，woxinweidong。
queerwuzhezuitouxiao，“youlaile……”
shenniangkanchuwokeyigenningqianzhoubaochijuli，tatanlekouqi，“**ruowuyiningqianzhou，qiequshuoqingchu，zheiyangyizhiduozhe，yebushishi。”
yahuanmendaqu，“ningqianzhoujingchangqianrenlaiyue**，gesanchawujiwomen**songliwu。”jiapusiyu，“zheishikanshangwomen**le。”
“……”
womeihangsheng，rengkezhijujue，“tiwowanjuleba。”
zheixierenbuxiaodewogenningqianzhoushixiongmeiguanxi，kongpaneimingshoushoudejunguanyebuzhixiao。bijingdangchuwomuqindejieshaoxinzhijileningqianzhouyigeren。
tuiyiwanbujiang，jiusuanningqianzhoubushiyinweixiongmeiguanxiyuewo，neidingshiduiwodeliyongjiazhiganxingqu，bijingwozhiqianweilexiyintadezhuyili，sanbailiushiduzhanxianzijide“xianzhi”jineng，yicijiachichouma，zhengquyutapingdengduihuahejiaoyidequanli。
yaoyejimangshuo，“zheicibushiningqianzhou，shiningfuqitarenlaixin。”
shuowan，jimangdijiwoyifengxin。
“gaibuhui**zongbuchumen，neibianhuanzhaoshuleba，haha。”queerwuzuitouxiao。
woxinxiachayi，dakaineifengxinkanleyan，shunjianzhenjingzaiyuandi。
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wozhenjingdewuyiyanbiao，ziwojishiqi，jiucongweijianguowoniangqin。napashishangbeizi，zhisiyemeijianguota。qianxierizituotajiningqianzhouxielefengjieshaoxin，tayezhishiliaoliaoshuyujieshaolewodeshenfen，bingweijiwoliuxiazhiyanpianyu，yibukenjianwo。
ranercike，zheifengqinbixindezilixingjiandouzaisushuoduiwodesinianheqipan，xiwangwonengqujianjianta。
zheizhengzhongwoxiahuai，jilewoburongjujuedeliyou。
woxiangjianwodeniangqin，xiangyaowenwentaweishenmebuyaowo。
“woqu。”wozhongyutuoxie，jiangxinjianxiaoxinyiyizhediezhuangjinkoudai，shuobujidongshijiade，nagehaizibuxiangjianjianzijideniangqinni？tingwodiedieshuoguo，woniangqinxihuanhejiu，woteyicongxinghuashuxiabawojidiedieniangdejiubaochulaidaijitadangliwu。
womeidaiyahuan，duzigenzheningfuderenqianwang，yilutantenanan，jidongdeshouxinweiweichuhan。tingwodiedieshuo，woniangqinbujinyoutounao，haiyoupoli，minglichangshangjiaojinengliyeshiyiliu。suoyi，tayishouyangchulaideerzi，dingbuxunse。
yilushang，neimingjiapujiwojieshaoningfudeqingkuang，tijiwoniangqin，yancizhijianjieshijingpei。
zhidaowoqinyanjiandaolewoniangqinbenren，wocaixiaodezheizhongjingpeigancongheerlai，yuwoxiangxiangzhongheaikeqindelaomuqinxingxiangquanranbutong。
tayouyaxieyizheruanyichoudayan，shenchuanshenhongseliujinqipao，**langzhangfapisanfengqingwanzhong，meilibukefangwu。tayebunazhengyanqiaowomen，shouzhihuangtongzhangyandoukelekeyanhuigang。
zhenggenyiqunrendapai，renaofeifan。
erneixieren，quanshijunzhengjiededalao，youguantaitaimen，yeyoushengmingxianhedezhengyao。
woyiyanjiukanjianpaizhuoshangdeningqianzhou，tameixinweicu，shenqingmanbujingxin，zhijianjiazheyigenyan，youzhongmoshengdesumuyonglangan。
shixianduishangneiyishun，wodexintiaomomingjiakuai，jimangyikaishixian，jintiangegeyouxiafanlema。
“laile？”woniangqinlanyangyangdiuchuquyigemajiangpai，“huidapaima？”
tasihuquanranbuyawodedaolai，zhengyandoumeijiguowo，zhishilanlanwenwohuibuhuidapai。
wozhanzaibanliaoqidezhulianhou，chiyipianke，diantou。
shangbeizi，woshichangyuesanwuchengqundekuotaimenlaijialidapaidafawuliaodeshijian，zhishiwopaijihenchou，fengdabishu，neishihou，jiusuanwobajiadidoushuguang，qiyaoyebuhuicemuyuwo，tabuwenbuwen。
“peiwodajiquan。”tayiranbukanwo。
wohuanbushangqian，paizhuoshangnannannvnvzitaigeyi，guiqishizu。shixianluodingyimingjuanfakuotaishenshang，tianyuandifangdezhangxiang，woxiayishizuanjinyijiao，qiyaodemuqin……tazenmeyezai？
jijiagenningqianzhoubushizhengdima？lianggepaixishuihuoburong，jifuzaizhengtanhufenghuanyu，youshibaixingshiweijingshenlingxiudecunzai，nenggouzuoyouguoneiyulun，shigefangquanfalalongdeduixiang，tayizhizaiguojipingtaishangmengliepengjiningqianzhou。
weishenmeqiyaodemuqinhuichuxianzaizheili？nandaoningqianzhouhuanlelalongshouduan？zhiqianbaqiyaoguanjinlaolibijifutuoxie，yingdebucheng，youxiangliyongwozheigemeimeilianyin。xianzaikaishicongjimurushoule？dashejiaoruanshilile？
“yao，jinerzhenshitaiyangdaxibianerchulaile，bujinriliwanjideningshaoshuaipotianhuangdipeizanmendapai，jiulianjitaitaideerxifuyelailea。”taitaimendaqu，“zhenshiqiaole。”
“tingshuo，lingxiubeitashuailea。”qitazhengyaoqihong，“jiehundiertianjiunaolihun，zheixiaoguniangzhenyouyisi。”
“jinergezhuilaizheili，shixianggenlingxiufuhunma？”
“xiaomenxiaohuquenengpanlongfufeng，xiaoguniangbujiandana，ningfuren，tingshuozheixiaoguniangzuijingenningshaoshuaizoudejinlei，nikeyaodingjinle。”
“ningshaoshuainaernengkanshangershouhuo。”
diaokandexiaoshengchuanlai，woniangqinmiansebubian，yebukanwo，chouzhedayan，xieyankanpai。
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wogangachuzaiyuandi，shuoshihanwodapai，kezaizuodezhengyaomeiyigerangweizide。dadishiwobupeigentamenzuoyigezhuo，tamenyemeixingqugenyige15suideshanghuzhinvdapai。
“xiaoweiwei。”jiongpojian，ningqianzhouhuranhuanwo，tayisaosumuzhigan，zuoshougezaipaizhuoshang，zhijianxuanzhuanyimeimajiang，dandanweixiaokanzhewo，“tiwodaliangju。”
tingjiantahuanwo，wodexinfangfobeiwenrouzhuangjileyixia，momingyoulekaoshanside，xiangtazouqu。
wozuozaitayuanxianweizhishang，tazuowoxiehoufangdeweici，fangfotiwochengyaoneiban。
wogangluozuo，biantingyidaoshuxishengyinchuanlai，“ma，ninxiuxi，wotinindinghuier。”
qiyaoliansechenyu，chuxianzaijimushenhou。
woweijing，qiyaozenmeyezai？tazhiqianzuozainaera？wozameizhuyidao？danaermaochulaide？tabushibuaicourenaoma？
qiyaoshixianliangliangchuozaiwoshenshang，tachudemeizhangpaidouzaiyawo。
wobenjiupaijilan，babashu。kewoxiangzainingqianzhoumianqianbiaoxianyifan，daqishierfenjingshenyijiumeinengdapofengdubishudemozhou，shenhouchuanlaiyishengmenxiao，woxiayishizhuanliankanqu。
ningqianzhouqiaowoyizhishu，tasihulele。
jinguanruci，tayiranbuzhiyici。
woyiweitahuizhidianwo，huibangwochupai，yihuozhetiwochengchengchangzi。kexibingmeiyou，tazhipangguan。