第六章怀疑
lujinnianjiewandianhuacongshufangchulai，jiukanjiansulangzuozaiyiloudexiaochatingli，yibianqieyidishaizhetaiyang，yibianchizheyipanqiaokeliquqi，lianjiayuangugude，yilianqieyi。
lianshanghaizhanleyidiansuixie，xiangzhixiaohuamao。
jianzhuang，lujinnianmouguanglishanguoyisiquwei，sanliangbuzouleguoqu。
sulangtingdaodongjing，taitoumiaoletayiyan，quexunsuzhuanguoshenbeiduileta，bingbudasuanlihuizheige“huaibaba”。
kanqilaihaizaiweizhiqiandeshishengqi。
kanzhemianqianqigugudexiaojiahuo，lujinnianzeleyisheng，shenshounielenietarouroudexiaolian：“qixingzheimeda？lai，jiaoshengbabatingting。”
sulangbengzhelian，xinyoubugan，xiaoshenghengheng：“nicaibushiwobaba。”
lujinnianshunjianshouqilelianshangdexiaoyi。
tayuanbenjuededounongxiaojiahuohenyouyisi，xiaohaiziweihumamayeshirenzhichangqing，dansulangzheijuhuayichukou，lujinnianquedunshiyouxiebugaoxingle。
youqishizaizhidaolaoyezidasuandeqiantixia。
lujinnianzhangbeiyishen，zhijiejiangsulangtiliuqilai，zhuanlegequanfangdaoshafashang，mianchaozijizuoxia。
“wobushinibaba，neinixiangrangsheidangbaba，ng？luzhaochuan？songnilaizhiqian，suyushizenmegennishuode？”
tasangyinyichenxialai，zhoushenqishilikejiubianle，jianzhiyaderenchuanbuguoqi。
sulangquejueqiangdiyaozhechunbukenshuohua，youdayouliangdeyanjingliyinyindaishangleyidianshuiwu。
suyuyuanbenzaichufanglixichelizi，tingdaowaimiandedongjinglikezoulechulai。
kanjianxiaobaodeyangzi，xinlidunshiyiji。
taqiangziyaxiajiaozhuodexinqing，jiangxihaodecheliziduanguolaifangdaochajishang，zaipangbiankaikouquandao：“luxiansheng，xiaoshaoyezhishixiaohaizixinxing，zheihuierxinlibugaoxing，meiyoubiedeyisi。”
lujinniansixiaofeixiaodikanletayiyan：“e？”
“xiaoshaoyetacongxiaojiumeiyoubaba，suoyiyizhidouhenqidainengyouyigechongtaaitadebaba，wuxingzhongkendingzaixinmulimeihualebabadexingxiang。”
suyuqingshengjieshi：“xiaoshaoyeyinggaishijuede，ninxianzaihetaxiangxiangzhongneigewanmeidebaba，butaiyiyangba。”
“这样吗？”
lujinnianhuanhuandianlexiatou，zhoushenningjuqilaideqishisanqu，shenseturanyoudianweimiao。
zijigangcaidefanyingshibushitaidaleyidian？
danganggangzaitingdaoxiaojiahuoneiju“nibushiwobaba”deshihou，taxinlituranjidubushufu，caihuiyishirenbuzhupiqi。
takanxiangsulang，raoyouxingweidiwen：“yuanlainishixiangyaogetebiechongnidebaba？”
yaoshixiaojiahuoguaiyidian，tadaoshibujieyichongyichongta。
sulang**nendelianjiadunshizhanghongle，zuiyingdiyipietou：“caimeiyou！”
zheixuzhangshengshidezhamaoyangzi，nalinengpiandeguolujinnian？
tadunshiyuyuediqingxiaochusheng。
lujinnianturanjuede，yangerzizheizhongshi，qishihaitingyouqude。
tashengjiuyizhangjunmeifeifandelian，xiaoqilaigengshidongrenxinpo，yishuangyanmouliangruxingchen。sulangbenlaiduitanumuershi，kanzhetadexiao，buzhiweihenuqiquejianjiansanle。
xiaoqilaidebaba，hetaxinlixiangxiangzhongdeneigebaba，jiuhenxiangleni。
dantahaishibuyuanyigenlujinnianshuohua，bailetayiyan，dengdengdengpaodaoyibian，quwanmofangle。
lujinnianyemeiyouzaiqudouta，suiyizaishafashangzuolexialai。
suyukanleyiyanxiaobao，xianglexiang，qingshengduilujinniankaikou：“luxiansheng，xiaoshaoyenianjihaixiao，xiwangninyihounengduitaduoyidiannaixin。qianwanbiedongbudongjiuduizhehaizishengqi。”
lujinnianmanbujingxindisaolesuyuyiyan：“gaizenmeyangerzi，woxinliyoushu。”
yanxiazhiyi，yongbuzheyigebaomulaijiao。
suyuyetingdongletadeyisi，querengjiubunengfangxin。lujinnianzheigeyangzi，nalixiangshihuiyanghaizide？
taweiweiyaolexiachun，guqiyongqijixudao：“laizhiqian，suxiaojierangwowubizhuandaninyijuhua。ruoshininduixiaoshaoyebuhao，tayidinghuihuilaibaxiaoshaoyedaizou。”
lujinnian“he”leyisheng，yilianbuyiweiran。
haizidousongdaotazheilile，zenmekenenghairangsuyujiezou？
taqingqingwanghouyikao，shensuideshuangmoudingzaisuyudeshenshang。
“shuoqilai，suyuyinmanlehaizizheimejiu，weishenmeturanbahaizisonglaijiwo？”
“suxiaojieshuo，tazuijinyudaoleyidianmafan，wufabaozhengxiaoshaoyedeanquan。”
duilujinniandezheigewenti，suyuxinlizaoyouyuliao，xunsuanzhaoyuxianxianghaodeshuofahuida：“suxiaojierenwei，xiaoshaoyegenzaininshenbiancaishizuianquande。”
lujinnianqingqingshenxiaoleyisheng。
“tadaoshiduiwotingfangxinde。”
“suxiaojiejiranjiangxiaoshaoyesongdaoluxianshengninzheili，jiushixiangxinninyidingyounenglibaohuhaoxiaoshaoye。”
lujinnianqingqingyongshouzhidianlejixiashafafushou，huafengturanyizhuan：“tingtaonvshidetantu，yinggaishouguogaodengjiaoyu，weishenmehuixuanzedangbaomu？”
“luxianshengshuoxiaole，wonayoushenmegaoxueli？suxiaojierenhenhao，gongziyekaidegao，zheifengongzuoduiwolaishuoyijingshinandedehaogongzuole。”
suyubuzhidaotaweishenmehurankaishipanwenqiziji，huidadexiaoxinyiyi。
lujinnianshangxiasaoshizhesuyu，meixinweizhou，yanmouzhongshanguoyimoshensi。
tazongjuedezheige“baomu”henbuduijinger。
taduisulangtaiguojinzhangguanqie，erqie，mianduitadeshihou，yexiandetaicongrongtaidanding，kanqilaiwanquanbuxiangshiyigechuchujiechuhaomendeputongren。
chulerongmaokanqilailahuangqiaocui，wuluntantuhaishijuzhi，douzaibujingyijiantouluzheyouyadeyunwei，yiqiankendingshishouguolianghaodejiaoyang，genbaomuzheigeshenfengegeburu。
mianduilujinnianruilidemuguang，suyuxinlidiaoqileyikouqi。tayouxiebuandidongledong，shuangshoubuyouzizhujiaowozaileyiqi。
lujinniandeshixianyeluozailetajiaowodeshuangshoushang，muguangweiweiyining。
suyuganggangquchufangxilechelizi，tuzaishoushangdezhuangbeixidiaoleyibufen，shoubeidefuseyijinghuifuleyuanbendebaixi。kanshangquhetalahuangdeliansejiongyi。
lujinnianbudongshengsedishouhuishixian，turanwen：“suyuzheixienian，guodehaihaoma？”
“luxiansheng，suxiaojieta......zuijintinghaode。”
suyuxinliyijin，tabuzhidaolujinnianweishenmeturanguanxinqilezijideqingkuang，zhinengjinliangzizhenjuzhuodijianduanhuida。
lujinnianquemeiyouzaijixuzhuiwen，yiweibumingdixiaoleyisheng，qishenlikai。
tahuidaoshufang，likejizhulidalegedianhua，fenfutaquchachazheigejiaotaohongyingderen。
“haodeluzong，haiyoubiedefenfuma？”
lujinnianchenmolepianke，caikaikou：“zaichachasuyudexialuo。”
duiyujializheige”baomu“dezhenshishenfen，taxianzaichongmanlehuaiyi。