第四章都怪我
“wobushilaizhaonilihunde。”
linjiaqifengcidixiao：“nanbucheng，xiaoxianshengnenggourongrenyigesharenfanjixuzuonidexiaotaitaime？”
jiranxiaolantingrendingletaxinsidaidunenggouzuochushahaifuqinzheizhongshiqing，tajiuyinggaiganjingyixiekuaidaozhanluanma。
wenyan，xiaolantingyaoleyaoya，zuihouyiziyidundishuo：“linjiaqi，zhiyaoniyuanyiqiuwo。wokeyixianzaijiurangrenbanibaoshichuqu。”
xiaolantingqingshenxiangqian，zhengzhangliandoucoudaoletademianqian。
jinzaizhichidejuli，ranglinjiaqibuzijuedexintiaojiasu。
可笑，时至今日。
她竟还会对他心动。
“qiuni？”zheifangfoshilinjiaqitingguodezuikexiaodehuale。
“nibushishuozijishibeiyuanwangdema？jiwojieshi，qiuwo......shuobuzhunnijiubuyongshouzheilaoyuzhikule。”tadeshengyinhendi，xiaolantingjugaolinxia，fangfoshizaiminglingta。
zongrantanengconglinrumengshenshangfaxianduanni，ketaqueyijiubuxiangjilinjiaqiyigetaijiexia。
zheigenvren，taiziyiweishi。taizhigaoqiang。
“xiaoxiansheng，wodejieshinihuixinme？”linjiaqilianyanyixiao，baijingdelianshangduochulejifenhuorendezitai：“jiranbuxin，woqiuniyouyoushenmeyong？”
tashuowan，yirancongyizishangzhanleqilai。
“linjiaqi！”xiaolantingyaozheya，buzhiweihecishiciketadexinqingjingranyouxiefuza：“nihuihouhuide。”
“xiaoxianshengsuoshuodehouhui，shizhiwoaishangnizheijianshi？haishi......”tadunledun，xiaozhe：“yushengdaizaijianyuli？”
tahuiguotou，yongchengchedemuguangkanzheta。
xiaolantingturanjianbeitawenzhule，tademeitoujinzhou。
chongchizhenongnongshuiqidemouzili，touchulejifenfengci：“xiaolanting，nihaishibiewangxiangle。”
tanazhedianhua，zuihouyiziyidun：“wolinjiaqizheibeizi，jiusuanshisi。yejuebuxiangniditou！”
tashuowanjihulianxiangdoumeixiang，jiuzhuanshenliqu。
tiankongbuzhiheshixiaqilexixililidexiaoyu，kongqizhongmimanzhesiwangdeqixi。
xiaolantingzuozaicheli，tahuanhuanweizijidianleyigenxiangyan。
shoujizaizheigeshihou，bumianbuxiudixiangleqilai。
xiaolantinghuanhuanjieqidianhua，quetingdaozhulisongyidichendehuayin：“xiansheng，ninzainali？”
“youshima？”xiaolantingtuleyikouyan，huanshengkaikou。
“yiyuanneibian，dalaidianhua。xiwangninhuiqujiesuanyixiazhiqiandefeiyong......”songyidehuayinlidaizhezhandou。
renjinjiezhi，xiaolantinghelinjiaqijiehunsannianle。
sannianlai，linjiaqidemingzijiuhaosiyikelei。zuoxiashudedouduitabizhibuti。
“hao，wohenkuaihuilai。”xiaolantingrengdiaoleshoulideyantou，huanhuanfadonglechezi。
tiansezhujiananlexialai，taquemeiyouzhuyidaoyipangdemalushangtingzheyiliangmashaladi。sijihuanhuanhuitoukanxianglechelidenanren：“xiansheng，xiaoxianshengyijingzoule。xianzaiwomenkeyijinqule。”
“hao。”nanrenyonglandituikaichemen，yizhangjunlangdelianshangtouzhejifenyonglan。
......
kanshousuoli，linjiaqifushouerli。
xiazhangdeyizhangxiaochuanghuli，yinyinyueyuetouzhechuangwaideguang。yijingshihuanghunshifenle，tongyunmibudejiangchengrangtajuedeshuxieryoumosheng。
shinianle，linjiaqibuguyiqiedixihuanletashinian。
congqingchunmengdong，daojiazuotadeqi。
tahexiaolantingbuzhibujuejingyijingcuotuolezheimemanzhangdesuiyue，linjiaqiyishuangshousisidizuanchenglequantou。
“linjiaqi，youweiluxianshengzhaoni。”
zheigeshijieshang，ruguohaiyourenyuanyizaizheigeshihoubangtayiba。
恐怕就只剩下他了！
tadaizheshoukao，yibuyibudiwangwaizou。
buduoyihui，jiukandaomenlangchuzhanzheyigenanren。tashenbianxizhuanggelvdelvshibuzhiduijingchashuoledianshenme，lianggerenhuanhuandizoujinlefangjian。
“ni......”kandaotadeneiyike，luchenxijihulianhuayindougengyanle：“haihaome？”
luchenxi，linjiaqicongxiaodaodaqingmeizhumadegege。
taduitadexinsi，renjinjiezhi。
kelinjiaqibuaita，ruofeirucitayouzenmehuichixincuofu？luoderujinzheigexiachang？
“wobabani？”congyiyuandegaoloushuaixiaqu，kendingmeimingle。
ketaxiangzhidao......
哪怕一句话也好。
“diaoxiaqudeshihou，yijingduanqile。”luchenxiyuyanyouzhi，fangcaixiaoshengdishuo：“yijingzhunbeihuohuale，worangrenjitamaidejiangchengmuyuan。”
linjiaqiyishuangshousisidizuanchenglequantou，tadixiatou。
“jiaqi，duibuqi。”luchenxishenxileyikouqi，wenroudiduitashuo：“wohuilaiwanle。”
dichendehuayin，ranglinjiaqigengjiajuewang。
tataiqitoulaidingdingdikanzheta。
nvrendeyankuangli，shuiqishengteng。
“啪——”
xiayimiao，tataiqidaizheshoukaodeshou。zhijiewangzijidelianjiashangliaoxialeyigeerguang：“shiwobuhao，ruguobushiwoyiyiguxingfeiyaojiajixiaolanting，jiubuhuihaisibabahe......”
huayingengyan，linjiaqidelianjiashangyijingliuxialeyigehonghen。
“bushide。”luchenxilianmangzuzhita，“jiaqi，buguaini。”
wenroudehuayin，haosiyilvweiguang。
linjiaqihuanghudikanzheta，haobanshangtacaitingdaoluchenxiwen：“youshenmewonengbangnideme？”
dichendehuayinranglinjiaqixianrulechensi。
jimiaozhongyihou，tataiqitoudingdingdikanzheluchenxi：“yuqirangwozheiyangxingshizouroudehuozhe，bururangwosileba？”
cangliangdehuayinli，touzhenongnongdejuewang。
luchenxizuozaineili，haobantiandoumeinengshuochuyijuhua。
xujiu，tazhanqilaikanzhelinjiaqi：“hao，zhiyaoshinideyaoqiu。wodoumanzuni。”
huayinluoxia，linjiaqibiankandaotazhuanshenwangwaizou。
tataiqitou，mianshangdaizhekusedeweixiao。shuangmujinbi，leishuicongjinbidemouziligungunluoxia，zazailinjiaqideyifushang。
“xiaolanting，wohenni！”
......
wanfengcongerkuochuiguo，yiyuanliqueyijiucaozabuyi。
loudaolimimanzhexiaodushuihefuermalinhunhedeqixi，xiaolantingdabuliuxingdiwanglizou。
“sanshierhaochuang，jiesuanyixiayiyaofei。”
jutaiqian，xiaolantingyibianwanshoujiyibiandengdaizhejiaofeidan。jiuzaizheigeshihou，yigeshengyinzuanjinleerduoli：“tingshuolema？zuotianzhujinlaineigexiaochandeyunfu，jintianbeijingchadaizoule。”
xisuidehuayin，xiyinlexiaolantingdezhuyili。
tacezheerduo，jingjingditingzhejigexiaohushiliaotian。
“kebushima？shenziguneimexu，jiubeidaizoulehaizhenshikelian。”
“shuoshenmekelianbukeliande，kelianzhirenbiyoukehenzhichu。wotingshuo，zheigenvreneduzhiji。lianzijishengshengfuqindoubukenfangguo，jingranzhijiebatatuixiaqule。”