她当时咋想的？
zhiyaonengjilaodamaigongzuochuyifenli，xiaocaojiajisheidouxing。
haihaotahaisuanyoudianliangxin，zhidaoxiaocaohenvxushihuxiangxihuanzhede，napahoumianguanfuyuanyiduochuwushi，tayemeiyouzaifanshui。
haihaonvxuyijiayebucuo，suiranqiongledian，danduixiaocaohaishihenhaode，fouzetajiushisileyebibushangyanjing。
guodezuibuhaodexiaonver，queshizuixiaoshundeneige，duomefengcia……
……
“ma，zheifengongzuoshizhendebucuo，zhiyaoshanggangwojiushizhengshigong，zuobangongshideneizhong，shuochuquninduoyoumianzia？zheishilibacundenengyoujigechishangshangpinliangde？”
“ma，zheigongzuoyebugui，jiuyiqiankuaiqian，ninyidingyaoxiangxiangbanfa，bangwozheiyici，zheiguanxidaowodehoubanbeizi！”
xumanyueshenqinghuanghudekanzhediediebuxiudelixiangqian，yanqiandelixiangqianbibingchuangqianneigelengmodedaerzinianqinglehenduo。
yonglehenjiu，xumanyuecaixiaohuadiaozijizhongshengzheijianshi。
kanlekanrili，1979nian8yue9ri。
jiehelixiangqianshuodehua，tajiuzhidaozijizhongshenghuidaolelixiangqianguanjialiyaoyiqiankuaiqianmaigongzuodeshihoule。
huangusizhou，jialirendouzai。
laoerlixiangnanlianshangdaizhebufuqi，danverdaoshigaogaoxingxingdetingzhe，bijingjigehaizilimian，jiutahetongbaodagedeguanxizuihao，dageyoulehaogongzuo，tayenengdedaoshihui。
xiaonvermobuzuosheng，lianshangyemeiyoushenmebiaoqing，zhishizhandoudejiemaochumailetacikedejinzhang，yinweitaxinliqingchu，qianliangtiangangyoumeirenlaishuotadehunshi，duifangyuanyichusibaikuaiqiandecailiqian，keneigerenfenmingshigelaoguanfu，bitadaledeyoushisui。
zhangfulidahaidaoshixinbuzaiyan，haoxiangyidianbuguanxinerzigongzuodeshier。
yankanzhexumanyuebantianyemeiyoujichuyigedaan，lidahaigengjiadebunaifanle，“nizaxiangdedaoshizhiyishenga！bayidajiazidoujiaodaozheililai，rangdajiapeiniganzuozhema？”
xumanyuezaizheiyisangzilichedidehuiguoshenlai，xinqingshifenfuza。
youzhongshengdexinxi，youhen，youyuan……
buguohaishiyaoxianjiejueyanqiandeshiqing。
“nihaoshenmehao？ganzhequtoutaia？haishishuowaibianyouhulijingdengzheni？”
lidahaidelianshangshanguoyisixinxu，buguohenkuaiyouzhilengqilaile，“yidabasuishulehaizimenyedouzaizheili，nihushuobadaoshenmeli？youshishuoshi！biedongchexichede！”
xumanyuechaofengdekanlelidahaiyiyan，lidahaidexinxumeiyoutaokaitadeyanjing，genghekuangtazhonghuoyishi，zaojiuzhidaozheigeshihoulidahaiyijingheneinvrengoudazaileyiqi。
“ma，nikaolvhaolema？”
“zheifengongzuomaixialaizhendehenhuasuan，zhixuyaoyiqiankuaiqian，dengwonagongzile，liangnianjiunenghuiben，daoshihouwozhuandeqiandoujiaojinin！”
lixiangqianjianxumanyuebantianbushuohua，jibukenaideshuodao。
“zhixuyaoyiqiankuaiqian？”
徐满月不答反问。
lixiangqianmeiyoutingchutahuayulidefengci，zhidangxumanyueshitingjinqule，lianmangdiantou，
“shia，maixialaijueduibukuide，shuochuquyeyoumianzi。”
“lixiangqian，zheimeduoniannizhuanguoyifenqianma？zhangkoubikoujiushiyiqiankuaiqian，nigancuizhijiequqiangyinxing，zheiyanglaidegengkuaiyidian！”
xumanyuebuzhidaozijiweishenmehuizhongsheng，danjiranyijingzhongshengle，neijiujueduibukeyiweiquziji。
zheibeizibaiyanlangerzi，zhananzhangfu，quandougunyibiandaizhequ！
“ma！nizheihuashenmeyisi？”
lixiangqianbuganxiangxin，tabenlaijuedezheishiershinajiuwende，zhiyaotakaikoule，tamakendingyuanyichuzheigeqiande，meixiangdaotajingranzheiyangshuo。