“我、我……？”
xiaoyuanzhong，suxiaobeidaidaidezhanzaiyuandi，chengmujieshe。
zijideyinxingka？zhendaozhanglewushiwan？chizhehuaiyidetaidu，suxiaobeikuaibupaodaoxuexiaodezizhuqukuanjichu，chaxunleyixiayue。
“ge、shi、bai、qian？zhendeshiwushiwan？”
suxiaobeidaizaiyuandi，rumengruhuan，xinzhongnanyipingjing。
“tongxue，niqubuquqian？bielangfeishijianxingme？”yidaobunaifandeshengyin，congsuxiaobeishenhouchuanlai。
kaikoude，shiyimingdabanpiaoliangdenvxuesheng。
“buhaoyisi，wozheijiuquqian……”suxiaobeihanhandexiaolexiao，lianmangshurumima，quleliangwan。
离开自助取款机。
suxiaobeikanxiangshouzhongdeqian，shenti，haizaizhandou。congxiaodaoda，tahaishidiyici，jiandaozheimeduodeqian。
“buguo，wobadaodishizuoshenmede？zhijiejiwowushiwandelinghuaqian？”
suxiaobeiroulexiayanjing，fuermosihuashen，kaishituiliqilai。
yaozhidao，tamendaerlinchuangxi，chulemingdefuerdai，yigeyuedelinghuaqianyecaibuguoshiwan，zijiqueyouwushiwan？
“buduibudui，shuobuding，zheilinghuaqian，yexushiyiniandeni？”
苏小北嘀咕。
turanzheishi，suxiaobeideshouji，youshoudaoyitiaoduanxin，shineigehaiwaidemoshenghaofaguolaide。
“小北，是爸爸。”
“linghuaqianshoudaoleba？buyongsheng，suibianhua，yihoubameizhoudoujinidawushiwan，zheixienian，kulenile。”
kandaozheiyitiaoduanxin，suxiaobeishizhendebudandingle！
meizhouwushiwan？yishunjian，suxiaobeitaitoutingxiong，zouzaixiaoyuanzhong，douyoulediqi。
“woyaomaibaoshijie！”suxiaobeixinzhong，hueryoulexiangfa。
yanqian，qingbuzijinfuxianchu，jiangruzuozaihaochelideyangzi，zuanzhequan，“bujiushibaoshijieme？laoziyoubushimaibuqi，jiangru，sanshinianhedongsanshinianhexi，nishaokanbuqiwo。”
取出手机。
suxiaobeichalexiabaoshijie911dejiage，136wan，budaoyigeyuedelinghuaqian，jiukeyimaixia。
“xiageyue，woyekeyisongjiangruquyiyuanshangbanle。”
苏小北自言自语。
talaopojiangru，shijiangbeishidisanrenminyiyuandeyisheng。
也因为如此。
suxiaobeicainiandeyixuezhuanye，jiushixiangbiyeyihou，helaopozaiyiqigongzuo，zheiyangmeitiandoukeyijianmian。
“budui，womailebaoshijie，weishenmeyaosongjiangrushangban？woyekeyisongbierendelaoposhangban……”
xiangdaoneikaibaoshijienanzikanxiangzijidebuxieyanshen，suxiaobeidexinzhong，yeshengchulexiexuxiangfa。
但也只是想一想。
jiangruburen，dantasuxiaobeibuhuibuyi。
思绪飞扬中。
suxiaobeizaixuexiaodegongyuanli，kandaolechuyingyingheyangjing。
“yingying。”suxiaobeiyuanyuandehuilehuishou，dazhaohu。
“woshuosuxiaobei，nizheijigeyisi？buhuiyoulaizhaowomenyingyingjieqianba？”yangjingshuangshouchayao，xianqidikanleyansuxiaobei，yilianlengmodao，“yingying，kandaomei？wodoushuole，zheixiaozijiushiqigai，niduitahao，tazhihuibianbenjiali。”
“xingle，yangjing，nishaoshuojijuba。”chuyingyingpiaoliangdeliandan，ningleningmei。
“suxiaobei，nitamadeganjingun，womenyingyingmeiqianjini。”yangjingdengzhesuxiaobei。
“wobushilaijieqiande。”suxiaobeiyaotou，zaikoudaili，quchuyiqian，dijichuyingying，“haini。”
shangzhou，suxiaobeijielechuyingyingliangbaijijiangrumailiwu，jintianyoujielesanbai，yigongshiwubai。
xuexiaodelaoshishuoguo，dishuizhien，yingdangyongquanxiangbao，suoyisuxiaobei，jichuyingyinghaileyiqian。
“you，suxiaobei，congnajianqianle？”kandaosuxiaobeiquchuyiqian，yangjingjifengdao，“buhuishitoulaideba？”
tazhidao，zheisuxiaobeimeitianfangxue，zhichishitangdeyiyuantejiacan，jiushineizhongwanshangbadianhou，meiyouxueshengquchideshengfan、shengcai。zheimepinqiongdexuesheng，nengnachuyiqian？kendinglailubuzheng。
“wozijide。”suxiaobeiwolexiaquan，zhanghongliandao。
“qie，nidengzhe，yaoshixuexiaoguangbo，yourentongzhisheidiuleqian，wodiyigejubaoni。”
杨晶哼了句。
“suxiaobei，zheiwubaininahuiquba，buyongduojiwo。”chuyingyingbaduoyudewubaihaijisuxiaobei。tajiashichaiqianhu，laochengqudedi，fenlehaojiqianwan，genbenbuqueqian。
反而这苏小北？
chuyingyinghetazuotongzhuo，yezhidao，duifangdejiatingtiaojianbuhao。fouzedehua，sheimeitianhuayiyuanqianchifan？taihansuanle。
“neixing，yihouyoujihui，woqingnichifan。”suxiaobeihanxiaodao，yeshizhenxinxiangxiexiechuyingying。
“jiuni？suxiaobei？suanleba！meitianxiangqingwomenyingyingchifandefuerdai，bujiqishu，niyiqiongxuesheng，kemeizheizige。”yangjinghaobuliuqingdao，zhuaizhechuyingyinglikai。
wangzheliangnvdebeiying，suxiaobeikuseyixiao，huidaozijidesushe。youdeshihou，jiangruburangtahuijia，suoyisuxiaobeizhihaozhuxiao。
“yi，laosanhuilaile……”
sushezhong，yimingpangzizhengzaidiannaoqian，yibiankoujiao，yibianchipaomian，takandaosuxiaobeihuilai，lianxiaodao，“nijieyoubaniganchulaile？”
“ng。”suxiaobeidandandeyinglesheng。sushezhong，suoyourendouyiweijiangrushitajie，yinweizheishijiangruzijishuode。dangshisuxiaobeihenxiangfanbo，gaosusheyou，jiangrushizijidelaopo！kequehaipabeijiangruma，zuihoumeihangsheng……
“huilaizhenghao，hushixidemayiyizhengzaizhibo，kuailaikan。”
pangziwangxuzhaolezhaoshou，liezuiyixiao。
“laile。”suxiaobeiyitingmayiyi，yelailexingqu。duifangshihulixidedameinv，pingshizaixuexiao，tebiegaoleng。
erqiesuxiaobeihaizhidao，pangziwangxu，henxihuanmayiyi。
“baobaomenhao。”mayiyijintianchuanzheyishentunvlangzhifu，tebiedexinggan。zhuangchundeyangzi，gengshizuyirangwushuzhainanpenxue。
“laopohao！”wangxuyiliandsideyangzi，yanjingdingzhepingmu，doukuailiukoushuile。
“jintianyiyixiangchongbang，baobaomenjiyiyi，shuayixialiwuhaome？”mayiyipaolegemeiyan，hanqingmaimaidao。quanranmeiyoupingshidegaolengfan。
“hao，hao！”pangziwangxuliandiantou，dakaiweixin，kanleyanlingqian，zuihourentonggeai，chongle20yuan，jimayiyisonglegemaikefeng。
“xiexiefadaigedemaikefeng，ainiyou……”mayiyitiantiandedao。
“haha，suxiaobei，nvshenjuranshuoaiwo。yaobuwochencijihui，yaoyixiamayiyideweixinba？”wangxuxinzhongruchilemiyiyangdetian。
“keyia。”suxiaobeixiaozhediantou。
fadaige：“yiyinvshen，niweixinduoshao？keyigaosuwoyixiame，xixi。（keai）”
“nalaideshaque，songgemaikefeng，jiuxiangjiaweixin？gaoxiaodeba。（outu）”
turan，zhibojianzhong，yigeidshi‘fengzhongpiaoyang’derenfayanle。
“nishuoshenme？”wangxubeima，zhijuedezijizaimayiyimianqianhenmeiyoumianzi，liandazizhiwen。
“shuoni**！meiqiankanzhibo？haixiangyaonvshenweixin？zuomeng！”fengzhongpiaoyangshuowan，zhijiesongleyijiafeiji。
yijiafeiji，jiushiwubaiyuan。
“xiexiepiaoyanggegedefeiji，bixinxin。dengxiawobaweixinsiliaofajinie。”mayiyizuolegebixindezishi，tongshibawangxudeidjinyanle。
yinweitahaipa，dengxianeifadaige，chuyanbuxun，dezuituhaogege。
“caoa，suxiaobei，wobeijinyanle。”kandaoidbunengfayan，wangxuyukuwulei。tazheiershiyuan，baihuale。
“woxiangqilaile，neifadaigebushilinchuangxidewangxume？”zheishi，youweiguanqunzhong，faxianlefadaigedeshenfen，jifengdao，“wangxu，nimahannihuijiazhongdile！choudsiyige，haixiangliaonvshen？”
“you，yuanlaishiwangxua。”fengzhongpiaoyangjiezhedao，“qiongbiyige，biediurenxianyan，gun！”
dajiadoushijiangbeiyikedaxuedexuesheng，pingshiditoubujiantaitoujian，xianghudoushirenshide。
“……”wangxubeijinyan，xiangmaren，doudabulezi。cike，taxinzhonghenbiequ。yehenxianmuneixieyouqianren。
kandaoshiluodewangxu，suxiaobeihenlejieduifangxianzaidexinqing。
说白了，就是没钱。
“woquyixiaxishoujian。”
suxiaobeixianglexiang，paipaiwangxudejianbang，qulexishoujian。
……
江北医科大学门口。
yiliangaodia4ljiaochezhong。
hemingdongzhengzaihemayiyisiliao，“dengxiajinishualianghuojian，jinwanhewoqukaifang？”hemingdongwendao。
tashijiangbeiyikedaxueyoumingdefuerdai，yigeyuelinghuaqianwuwan，zuixihuande，jiushihehulixidenvxuesheng，zaiyeheifenggaodewanshang，fashengyixiebukemiaoshudeshiqing。
xiangdaomayiyizheiyangdegaolengmeinv，yilianjiaoxiudetangzaichuangshang，renrenzaige，hemingdongxinzhong，wubiqidai。
“zhende？”kandaohemingdongfalaideliaotianneirong，mayiyiliandaziwendao。
yigehuojian，jiushiyiqianyuan。
“dangran。”hemingdonghuida。
“hao。”mayiyiyemeiwenduifangshishei，zhijiefaxiaoxitongyi。
hemingdongzuijiao，gouqiyimoqianqiandehudu。tatuichuweixin，dakaizhibojian，zhengyaojimayiyishualiwudeshihou……
yigeidjiaozuo‘yuzhongfei’deren，zaigongpingdazi，“mayiyi，niba‘fengzhongpiaoyang’jinyan，bawangxulachuheimingdan，wojinishuahuojian。”