第4章
yankanjushimashangyaochaobukekongzhidefangxiangfazhan，shengyanxingdelianseyinchenkebu。
tazoudaoshengxiyangenqian：“xiyan，nixianhuiqu，dengwochuliwanshihou，zaiquzhaoni。”
“tingdaomeiyou，ganjinzouba，biezaizheiliaiyan！”sangxialenglengdao。
shengyanxingyigeyanshensaoguoqu：“nibizui！”
还嫌事情不够乱吗？
benjiufanzao，youtingzheilianggerenchaogebuting，tajianzhiyigetoulianggeda！
“yanxinggege，yaobuwomenyiqizou，liuersaoyigerenlengjingyixiaba。”tanizhesangxia：“woganjueersaohaoxiangyaofengle。”
“nicaifengleni！niquanjiadoufengle！”sangxiajidongbuyi。
“yanxinggege，wozheihaimeishuoshenmeni，ersaozheishizenmeleya？”
xingxingzuotai，lingrenzuoou。
sangxiahaobuyanshiduitadetaoyan，fanlegebaiyan：“laihamabuyaorenexinren。”
shengyanxingneizhanglengruobingshuangdejunyanyoulenglejifen：“xiyan，nixianhuifang。”
bubazheiliangnvrenfenkai，zhihuichaogemeiwan。
shengxiyanhencongming，nengkanmingbaiyanse，suoyijiaxingxingdediantou，shiruodao：“neiwojiuxianhuiqule，yanxinggege，nihaohaoanfuersao，biezairangtagongjibierenle，youqishinainai，wopanainainianlingdalechengshoubuzhu…”
sangxiabuyanshixindideqingxu，huarudaoren：“silegenghao。”
tingdaozheijuhua，shengyanxinglengzhule。
nuqiyongshangxintou：“nizenmeshuohuade？”
本来就是。
zheimeduonian，nainaicongweizhengyankanguota，haizongshichuyanchaofeng，sangxiazaijialikeweishishoujinleweiqu。
danweilejiatinghemu，weileburangshengyanxingcaoxin，sangxiayizhirenqitunsheng，weiqudasuilewangduziliyan，sheicengxiangzheigezaolaopoziquebianbenjiali，shuochudehuayicibiyicinanting。
“zenme？tashuowomeilejiarenjiuxing，woshuotayijudoubuxingle。neitapingshenmeshuowomeiyoujiarena？dangwohaoqifuma？”
songzoushengxiyan，shengyanxingzuozaichuangbian，laqisangxiadeshou，qingshenganfu。
“wozhidaonixianzaiyouhendadeyuanqi，woyezhidaonainaineimeshuobudui，dantayibanianjile，wonengyoushenmebanfa？zanmenrenren，yihuierwoquhetajiang，xingbuxing？”
tafangruanleyuqi，sangxiadeqiyanyexiaosanlexie，buguotadeneixinhaishishifenweiqu。
“ninengjiangmingbaima？nigenbentihuibudaowodexinqing！”
“zheixienian，danfanwomenliangjianmian，tazongshiyinyangguaiqideshuohua，meiguanxi，zheixiewodourenle，tanianjida，haishinidenainai，wobujijiao。shengxiyanni？yizhizhenduiwo，nishixialema？”
“koukoushengshengshuohuiyibeiziduiwohao，zheicaiduozhangshijiana，jiubaolubenxinglema？niduideqiwoyeyema，niwanglenizenmedayingwoyeyedelema？”
jiyiruchaoshuibanyongshangxintou。
当年。
病房里。
sangxiabeiliangrenyizhuoliedejiekouzhidaolewaimian。
wunei，shengyanxinglazheyeyedeshou，wubichengkendeshuo：“yeye，nijiufangxinbaxiaxiajiaojiwoba，wohuiyibeiziduitahaode。”
dangshiyeyedeshentiyijinghenxuruole。
“kekeke…haohaizi，yeyexiangxinni。xiaxiazheiguniangpiqizha，nidandaizhedian，wozheishentiyitianburuyitianle，gujimouyitianjiubuzaile…niyidingyaotiwozhaoguhaoxiaxiaa。”
shengyanxingzhouzhemeitou：“yeye，nishuoshenmeni，niyidinghuizhangmingbaisuide。”
yeyejiannandezuoqilai：“keke…yanxingya，nishiwokanzhezhangdade，nideweirenwoqingchu，basunnvjiaodaonishoushangwoyefangxin。ai，wopashimeijihuidengdaonimendehunlile。”
yeyehaimeihutu，zhidaozijideshentizhuangkuang，suoyicaizheimeshuo。
tabaxuehaodepingguofangzaizhuozishang：“yeye，xianzaiyiliaozheimefada，keyizhihaode。”
“但愿如此。”
duozaimenhoudesangxiayanleiwangwang。
“bieshuole，yihuierxiaxiahuilaiyougaikubizile。”
“嗯。”
tamingmingdayingyeyele，xianzaizenmebianchengzheiyangle？
huiyijiaranerzhi，sangxianeixindebeitongquebuzhi。
“shengyanxing，woshimeiyoujialirenle，dannimenyebunengzheimeqifuwoa，nizhidaowoshouleduoshaoweiquma？”
sangxiacongxiaoyangzunchuyou，shibeijialipengzaizhangxindexiaogongzhu。
danziconggenleshengyanxing，tashoudaodeweiquheshanghaishicongqiandeqianbeiwanbei。
shengyanxingfushenningshita，yishuangqiangyoulidedashoutuozhunvhaidenaodai，lanzailehuaili。
tayongjinhunshenjieshubarentuikai，quantouyixiaxiazazaitaxiongkou。
shengyanxingrenzhe，yishengbuhang。
“nidaba，zhiyaoninengchuqi。”
taduishangnanrendeshixian，suihou，zaitageboshanghenhenyaoleyikou。
**depifushangduolequanxuehen。
tadaoxikouliangqi：“si…”
huran，‘peng’deyisheng，menbeidakai。
“haoa，zheishitoutougaozhuangni？wozhiqianzenmemeikanchulainishizheiyangdexiaoren？”
shenglaofurenmamalieliedezoulejinlai。
tayiyanjiukandaolesunzigeboshangdeshang。
“yanxing，zheishangshizenmehuishi？”
taziwenzida：“shibushizheinvrennongde？nihaohendexina，zijilaogongdouxiadequshou？”
“nainai，nizenmelaile？”shengyanxingyouxiejingya。
tadengzhesangxia：“heng！woyaoshibulai，qibushibeizheijiannvrendiandaoheibaile？”
zheigelaotaitaicongjinmenkaishizanghuajiubuduan。
sangxiaxiangwenwen，tashizuoleshenmeshangtianhailideshiqinglema，weishenmehuibeizheibanduidai。
“yigewairen，zhenbazheilidangchengzijidejiale？”
shengyanxingchushenghezhi：“nainai，nishuoshenmeni，sangxiashiwoqizi，ziranshiwomenjiadeyifenzi。”
shenweiyongrendetangyiyezaiyipangfuhe，yifukanrenaobuxianshidadeyangzi。
“eiyouyou，meijianguozheiyangdesunxifu，laofurendeshentigangdiaoyanghao，chadianrangtaqijinyiyuan。shaoye，nijiubiehuzhetale，jinriganmalaofuren，mingtianjiuganshenshou，wokanshiyaohaohaojiaoyuyifanle。”
sangxiachuizhenaodai，kanbuchushishenmeqingxu。
danbishi，changmianyiranjiangdaojidian。
“nibiexiangzhetashuohuale，jintiantashizenmeshuowode，niwangle？meidameixiaodedongxi，doubupeihuozaizheishijieshang，zenmebugennineiduanmingdediemayiqisile？”
呼吸停滞。
sangxiataimou，yanshendaizheshaqi。
duishangsangxiashixiandeshunjian，shenglaofurenxintouyizhan，shenrendemuguanglingrenxinshengdanhan。
shengyanxingshifentouteng，wanle，zheigunainaiyouyaokaizuole。