第四章我有话和你说
jinguanchuyuanzaojiuzuohaozheigezhunbei，danyishengdeshengyinqingchudichuanruchuyuanerduolideshihou，tadexinzanghaishibushoukongzhidizhandongleyixia，xiangshiyourenqiazhetaboziyiyanghuxibushanglai。
chuciheshenshizezaiyiqiyouyiduanshijianle，suanlesuan，yechabuduogaiyoule，chuyuanditoukanlekanzijideduzi，shuolaikexiao，taheshenshizezaiyiqiwunian，suiranneizhongshimeishaozuoguo，danmeicishihou，shenshizedouhuibitachiyao。
tazongshibuyiyulixiuruta，shuotabupeishengxiazijidehaizi。
shoujizhendongleyixia，tashangwuwanggoudeneixiecaiyijingsongdaomenkoule，tadouwangle，jintianyuanbenshiyaohuijiahaohaozuodunfande，tazaimenkouchouchuleyihuier，zuizhonghaishifangqilewenshenshizeyaobuyaohuijiachifan。
没有必要。
chuyuanzuanzheshouzhi，maizhechenzhongdebuziwangwaizou，gangzouleliangbu，jiubeirenjiaozhu。
chuyuanjingyadizhuantou，kandaoleyigeyuliaozhiwaideren。
“nizaiwaimianshazhanzheganshenme？jialifashenglezheimedadeshiqingwobugaosuwo，wobushinimale，shibushi？”liangjingyishengaodingfuzhuang，chuandeyongronghuagui，shouwanshangguazheyigejingcuitouliangdezumulvshouzhuo，hentiebuchenggangdiqiaoletayiyan。
liangjingdeshengyinshizaishitaidale，haishiyinqilelimianrendezhuyi，chuciyitaitou，likejiulazheshenshizedegebosesuofadouqilai，zhenggerenhenbudenengsuodaoshenshizedeshenhou。
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chucishigetianshengdeyanyuan，jiusuanshishuohuangdeshihou，yeshishengleijuxiade，jingzhidetaohuayanyiquandoushihongzhongde，sisidichezheshenshizedeshou，jiulianchuyuandouchadianbeitapianle。
yixiangdaochucilianshangdehongzhong，shenshizexinlidehuojiuyaoyabuzhu，dangunianzheliangjinghaizaizheili，meifazuo，zhishilengshengchiwenta，“sheiyunxuniguawodianhuade？chuyuan，nixianzaikezhenshi——”
“ma。”chuyuandadianhualetadehua，tizhebao，zhijiadoukuaiqianjinrouli，yinrenzheneixindejudabeitong，wen，“nidenverhetadejiefuhunyiqile，niyoushenmexiangshuodema？”
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“ai，fanzheng，feishuibuliuwairentianma！”
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suihoukanxiangshenshize，meishenmebiaoqing，“nijintianwanshanghuilaiyixia，woyouhuayaohenishuo。”
shenshizehaizaiweilechuyuandaduantadehuashengqi，meidengchuyuantaijiaozouchuyiyuan，jiulazhuleta，bataduzaimenkou，yandibingleng，haobuliuqingdifengcidao，“zouzheimeji，ganzhequtoutaini？wodehuatingbujianshibushi？chuyuan，nijintianzenmehuishi？”
zenmehuishi？hainengshizenmehuishi？dangranshirutasuoshuode，mashangjiuyaoqutoutaile。
chuyuanxinlizhishengxialexinhan，tabuzhidaodangchuneigewenroutitiedeshenshizedaodiqulenali，weishenmehuibianchengxianzaizheiyangtaburenshidemoshengyangzi，nanbuchengtayujiandeneigehainengshijiade，shitatianzhendeyichangmengma？
taditou，kanzhezijishouzhishangdejiezhi，kuxiaoleyisheng，“nijintianwanshanghuilaima？”
“genniyoushenmeguanxi？niyaoshishuoyaosile，wodaoshinengfangxiashoushangdeshiqingjinishougeshiti。”
chuyuanshizaishimeiyouliqihetabaichele，“shenshize，womenli——”
huahaimeishuowan，shenshizehuranhenhenchezhuletadeshouwanwangdishangshuai，chuyuanshenshangtongdelihai，genbenmeiyoufankangdeliqi，beizazaibuxiugangzuoweishang，rangtatongdekuaisiguoqu，yanleidadidadidiwangxialuo，quefabuchuyidianshengyin——talianshuohuadeliqidoumeiyoule。
tengtongyongshanggutoudeshihou，shenshizedehuameiyouwendudehuaxiangshishitouyiyangyezaitaerbianzhaxiang，“chuyuan，nizaizheilizhuangshenmeruo？nibunengtingnenggandema？nidangchubushibizhejinyuequsidema？nachunidangshideliqilai，nachunidezhenshimianmuchulai，nizhibuzhidaonixianzaizheiyangzi，zhenderangwoexin！”
taxiangshiduidaishengkouyiyangenzhechuyuandejianbangwangxiaen，bizhechuyuanxianggouyiyangguipazaichucidemenkou，“chuyuan，nijizhu，nishizhongdouqianjinyueyitiaoming！chufeinisi，burannizheiyibeizidouyaojitashuzui！”
huorenshidoubuguosirende，zheiyijuhua，chuyuanyonglewuniansuanshichedimingbaile，huoxushishenshangshizaishitaitong，youhuoxushixinrusihui，tazaidishangpalehenjiu，renyoulengqiqinshitadeshenti，dongdetaduosuo。
shenshizejiuxiangshimeikandaotadebianhuayiyang，taijiaozoulehuiqu，henhenguanshangmen，menfengjiandangqidefengbataeqiandetoufachuidesisan，ruguoxianzaiyouyimianjingzidehua，chuyuanyidingnengkandaoxianzaideziji。
sanluanzhetoufa，pifucangbai，jiulianzuichundoubaopi，huoxiangshiyigenvgui。
mingmingwunianqian，tahaishigaoaodechuxiaojie，zenmeyanxiajiubianchenglezheizhongrangzijidoutaoyandeyangzini？
tazongsuanshimingbaile，shenmejiaodebudaodebunengqiangqiu，kan，xianzaidetafuchudaijialeba......
chuyuanbeitongdibishangyan，houlonglixiangshiduleyikuaidongxi，shangbuquyexiabulai，tingzheyimenzhigesangerenyoushuoyouxiao，mingmingxianzaizuozaichuciweizhishangdeyinggaishizijia，keshiweishenmehuibianchengzheiyangni？
chuyuanhuidaobieshudeshihouyijingshixiawusidian，qiyuedehaichengyanyanggaozhao，xiangshisuishidounengbarenkaojiaoyiyang，meikaikongdiaodefangzimanshireqi，xiangshigetianranhuolu，buzhidaotaqushideneitian，huibuhuiyeshizheiyangdeyanyangtian，tazuixihuandejiushitaiyang，fouzeyigerendaizaiyinanchaoshidekongqili，neiduitalaishuo，bisihainanshou。
chuyuantuodiaoxiezi，lianfangdaoxuanguandeliqidoumeiyou，hunhuneedishangleloudakaifangmen，tidiaotuoxie，suojinchuangshang，nuanhedewendubaoguozhetaquanshendeshihou，tacaiyouyisianquangan，bieshulianjingdimeiyouyisishengyin，yejiuzhiyouzheiyangtacainenghaohaodishuiyijue。
danzheiyijuemeiyoushuihenjiu，jiubeichaoxingle。
沈时泽回来了。