第4章
tadekushengzaifenfeidedaxuezhongxiandeyouxieqilianghewuzhu，kewoquemeiyouyidianyaotingxiadexiangfa。wodeshenghuojiuxiangyitiaopoledekuzi，zhinengmianqiangzhexiu，nalihaiyouxianxinqufengbubierendeshenghuo；yushi，xuedilijiuyoulezheiyangyigechangjing：yigequezi，beizhejitazaijizou，yigemeiyouxingli，sizhijianquandenvren，queyidongbudongditingzaiyuandi，weiyidechuanlian，jiushiwozaidishangzouchudeneiyichuanbugouguizhengdejiaoyin......
kepiankezhihou，zheiyichuanjiaoyinquemeinengwanggengyuandedifangyanshenerqu，wozhongjiuhaishitingxialejiaobu，ranhouyouhuitouxiangneigeyoudianshenjingzhidenvrenzouqu......
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jiubajie，yigehuishaodaizhezuoyixiejiancandeqingbali，wohetaxiangduierzuo，tatuodiaolehouzhongdeyurongfu，wozejiangjitafangzaileshenbiandelingyizhangyizishang。
jiubadeshengyihenyiban，woyidianyebuxihuanzheizhongshengyibujingqidejiuba，yinweimeirenqi，yeburenao，zhisuoyilaizheilixiaofei，zhiyinweitashizhengtiaojiubajieweiyidaijiancandejiuba，erwohezheigenvrendouhaimeiyouchifan。
taxiankaikouwendao：“nibushiyijingzoulema，ganmayouhuitouzhaowo？”
“nihaishuotaoyandanjitadeni，neiniyouganmahouzhelianpigenwoqiuhezuo？”
“womashuole，renyaoxuehuizaiaiyanxiaditou，zheishizuijibendeqiushengjineng。”
“nidoushuoleyaoxuehuiditou，genwoshuohuadeshihou，nengbunengbieyizhibatouangzhe？”
“wotouangdehengaoma？”
“fanzhengmeijiannidizhe。”
takanlekanyingzaibolishangdeziji，erhoubianpazaizhuozishang，waizhenaodaiduiwoshuodao：“xianzaigoudilema？......niyaoshijuedebugou，wohaikeyidunzaizhuozixiamianhenishuohua......zhiyaodaihuiernengrangwochibaole。”
wojingranxiaole，zheixieriziyilai，diyicifazineixindexiaole，binggantandao：“nijiuyidianerdoubujuedequruma？”
“hunkoufanchi，buhanchen。”
“nizheigeyangzi，haizhenshirangrenjijiaobuqilai。”
tayouzhiqishenzi，sixiaofeixiao，duiwoshuodao：“nishibuxianghewojijiao，haishijianseqiyina？......bijing，wokeshiwomenxuexiaochulemingdexiaohua......zheiyejiushizaisuzhou，yaoshizaiwomenxuexiao，zhiyaowoshuoyijuduziele，xiangqingwochifanderen，nengcongxuexiaodenanmenpaidaobeimen。”
“made，woqingnichifan，nihaiyoulehuluopingyangbeiquanqideganjue。”
“wokemeishuonishigoua！”
wobeigangdianshangdeyan，henhenqiangleyikou，banshangshuodao：“wotamajiugaibanirengzaixuedili，xianbanijidongchenggou。”
“......neizanliangbujiuchenggouxionggoumeileme。”
tayexiaole，tadexinqingbucuo，yuanyuwoyuanyizaizheixueye，qingtachiyidunfan；renzhendeshiyizhonghenqiguaidedongwu，shenchujuejingdeshihou，napaweiweiyidianguang，yejuedeshixiwang；keyihandeshi，wobingbunengchengweitadexiwang，yinweiwozhiyuanyiqingtachizheiyidunfan。
ketazhendexiwangzheiyidianguang，nengzaiwoshenshangliaoyuan，fanmeichijikou，bianyouduiwoshuodao：“niganjinchia，chiwanle，genwoquneigejiubajiuchang。”
“wozaigennishuoyibian，womeiyouchanggedexinqing，yebuxiangchangge。”
“buxiangchangge！......neiniganmahaibeigejitazoujiechuanxiangde？”
wodexinyichen，danshiquebingbuyuanyibaqizhongdeyuanyougaosuta。wozaiyizhenchenmozhihou，zhishishuodao：“niyaobushibawodangshazipiandehua，wokeyijinijieshaoyigehuichangge，huidanjitadepengyou。”
“womeibanidangshazipian......jiubazhendemeigeshou，woyeshibingjiluantouyi，naoziyire，genlaobanniangshuo，woyouzheifangmiandeziyuan，keyibangtajieshao；tayeshibingjiluantouyi，jingranxiangxinle，shuozhiyaowonengjitazhaolaigeshou，jiujiwoyibijieshaofei，huozhenayibufenticheng，fanzhengbunengrangjiubalengchangle。”
“suzhoushenmeshihouzheimequezhuchangle？”
“zheibulinjinguonianlema，haoduowaidirendouhuiqule，dangranyebaokuonaxiejiubageshou。”
wodianlediantou，zheicaiyishidao，haoxiangzhendeyaoguonianle；bujinshijiubageshoujinque，jiulianwosuorenzhidebaihuogongsi，yezouleyidapishixisheng，yizhiyujijiangyaochouhuadenianhuojie，yeyinweirenshoubuzu，eryoulejishoudeganjue；zuijin，wohefangyuanyizhizaijiejuezheigemafan。
womendeshangsichenjingmingshuole，ruguonengzuohaozheicidenianhuojie，jiucongwomenliangrenzhongxuanyigedanrenwenanqihuazudezuzhang；duiyufangyuanlaishuo，zheiyouzhehenzhongdadeyiyi，erwoyijingjuedewusuowei，zhisuoyigandaojishou，zhishiyinweifangyuanyizhizaibianchizhewo，tafanfuhewoshuo：womenzheiyangdewaixiangren，xuanzezaisuzhoushengcun，shiyijianhenburongyideshiqing，suoyi，yidingyaozhuazhumeiyigenengwanggaochujinshengdejihui，zheiyang，zaimianduigaoangdeshenghuochengbenyijigaofangjiashi，caiyouzigejianlizugoudexinxin。
tadeweijigantaizhongle！xiangjilehaimeiyouhejianweifenshouqiandewo，neishihoudewo，yeshizheiyang，pingzheyiguhenjinger，baitianshangban，wanshanghaiyaozhaogejiubazhuchang，zhiweileyouneimeyitian，nenggouzaisuzhoujitayigejia，yigebubeibierenzhipeidejia。
kezuihou，womenhaishifenshoule，duici，wobeitongqiewunai，yinweibuguanwozenmenuli，kuayuejiecengdenandu，yeyiranshidiyujide。
yourenshuowodeguoqieguo，wofanerjuedezijiqingxingle，fanzhengrenshengduanduanjishinian，buruzenmeshufuzenmelai，woconglaidoumeiyouhesheibaozhengguo，shuozheibeizifeiyaojiehun，feiyaorenmorenyangdehuozhe。
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huanghuzhong，neigenvrenyongshouzaiwomianqianhuanglehuang，daduanlewodesixuhou，wendao：“huacaishuoleyibaner，nizaixiangshenmeni？”
“niyigelianwenbaodoumeijiejuederen，haiyouxinsiguanbierenxiangshenme？”shuowan，wonachushoujiyizhenfanzhao，erhouyoushuodao：“zheishiwoneigepengyoudeshoujihaoma，daihuiernihetashuomingqingkuang，ruguotameiyouzaiqitajiubazhuchang，huilaide。”
“xianbuji，wodouhaibuzhidaonidemingzini。”
suiranwobuzhidaoyoumeiyouhezheigenvrenzhengshirenshidebiyao，danzaiyizhenchenmozhihou，wohaishijiangzijidemingzigaosuleta：“wojiaozhaoyang，nini？nijiaoshenme？”
“leyao......”
“xing，zanliangyesuanshirenshile。”
“不打不相识么？”
woxiao：“daoburushuotongbingxianglian......yaoburanniyiweiwoweishenmehuilini？wokemeineimedadeshanxin。”
“niyinweishenmeliwobuzhongyao，fanzhengniyijingshiwoxinlidehuopusale......”shuowan，tayouxiaozheshuodao：“huopusa，jiewoyibaikuaiqianba。”
“biedecunjinchi，pusahuishengqide。”
“zaixiangdeduzilidounengchengtiaochuan，hekuangnizheigepusa......fangxinba，bubaijie，nikanjianduimianneigecaipiaotanlemei，woyunqihenhaode，yaoshizhonglejiang，zheidunfanwoqingni。”
wokanzheta，youyicishileshen，yinweiwoyecengbamouxiexiwangjituozaimaicaipiaozheijianshiqingshang；wojihufengkuangle，yizhiyuchuangbiandejuzilisaimanlegezhonggeyangdecaipiao；jibian，woxianzaiyijingbupengcaipiao，danzhiyaoneixiecaipiaohaizai，wojiubuhuiwangjizijipoqiexiangyaohejianweizaiyiqidexinqing。
tajiushiwodexinyang，wodeyongqi，wodeweilai，wodelingyitiaoming！