他像他，又不是他。
zheishiwoxuanzhongzhouxubaideliyou——tayouyishuanghewobaiyueguangjiweixiangsideyanjing。
hunhoudisannian，tasisuiweizhuangluchuliaoya：“nimeicitouguowokantadeshihou，wodouexindexiangtu。”
houlaiwoguizaibaoyulizatachemen：“wobuyaotishenle，wozhiyaoni！”
chechuangjiangxia，moshengnvhaizhengyaozhetaerchuiqingxiao：“jiejie，xianzailundaonidangtishenle。”
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xiangxunjiwushengdituzhechaoshide、daizhefoshouganyuxuesongqixidewuqi，neishiguhuaizhiguanyongdeweidao。sannianle，zheijiangongyudemeiyigejiaoluo，doubeilinweikeyieryouguzhidiluoyinshanglingyigerendehenji。
tazuozaishuzhuangtaiqian，zhijianwuyishidimosuozheyimeisuquanjiezhi，muguangqueluozaijingzili，neigezhanzaitashenhou，zhengweitaxishangxiangliankouhuandenanren。
周叙白。
tadeshouzhihenliang，ouercaguotajinghoudepifu，jiqiyizhenxiweidezhanli。tadizhetou，shenqingzhuanzhu，zhangermidejiemaochuixialai，zaiyanjianchutouxiayixiaopianyinying。zheishuangyanjing，lunkuopiaoliangdejingren，yanweiweiweishangtiao，tongkongshiqinglinglingdehupose。xiangta。
xiangneigezaoyizaitaxindikexiamubei，quecongweizhenzhenglikaiguodeguhuaizhi。
liantiaokoushangdeqingwei“kada”shenglahuilelinweidesixu。jingzili，zhouxubaitaiqiyan，yutaduishi。neiyishunjian，linweijihushicangcudiyikailemuguang，xindimouchubeibuqingbuzhongdicileyixia。taixiangle，youqishidangtazheiyangchenmodi、daizhedianshuobuqingdaobumingdeqingxukanguolaideshihou。
“haole。”tadeshengyinxiangqi，dichenpingwen，tingbuchushenmebolan。tatuikaiyibu，lakailejuli。
linweidingledingshen，kanxiangjingzi。xiangliandezhuizishiyikeqiegewanmeidezuanshi，bingliangjianying，tiezhetadesuogu。zheibushitadefengge，shiguhuaizhihuixihuandeneizhong，jianjie，anggui，daizhebudongshengsedeshuli。
“jintiandewanyan，henzhongyao。”linweizhanqishen，zhuanguoshenmianduita，yuqishiguanchangdejiaodai，daizheyisibuyichajuedeshenshi，“lishidegongzigangcongguowaihuilai，tafuqinhewomenyougehezuoyixiang……”
zhouxubaianjingditingzhe，lianshangmeishenmebiaoqing。tajintianchuanleyishenshenhuisededingzhixizhuang，jiancaiheti，jiangtakuanjianzhaiyaodeshenxinggouledeqiadaohaochu。zheishendaban，yeshiguhuaizhiguanyoudefengge，chenwen，jingui。sannianqian，linweidiyicizaipengyouzudejushangjiandaozhouxubai，neigehaizaidudasi，hunshendaizheshaonianruiqiqueyouyinshenghuojiongpoerbudebuditoudenianqingren，jiushibeizheishenangguideyiliaobaoguoqilai，songdaoletamianqian。
yichanggequsuoxudejiaoyi。tamaixiayishuangxiangsideyanjing，yigewenshundetishen，yongyitianbuneixiebeihuiyikenshideshenye。erta，dedaolezuyirangtaneigeposuijiatingchuanxidejinqian，heyitiaotongwanglingyigejiecengdejiejing。
tazuodeyizhihenhao。anjing，tinghua，dongdepeihe。tahuidaitachuxigezhongxuyaonanbandechanghe，xiangneixiehuotanjiuhuolianmindemuguangxuangao——kan，wolinweiguodehenhao，woyouleyigexinde，heguhuaizhiyiyangchusedenanyou，houlaishiweihunfu，xianzaishizhangfu。taxuexinenglijingren，henkuaimoqingleguhuaizhidexihao，guhuaizhideyanxingjuzhi，shenzhiguhuaizhikanrenshineizhongwenheyoushulideyanshen。tabanyan“guhuaizhi”，banyandetianyiwufeng。
kezuijin，linweiyinyuejuede，youshenmedongxibuyiyangle。
“……suoyi，jinliangbuyaoduohua，genzhewojiuhao。”linweijiaodaiwan，shenshoutitazhenglileyixiaqishizaoyiyisibugoudelingdai。tadezhijianpengdaotachenshandelingkou，nengganshoudaoqixiawenredepifuhepingwendemaibo。
zhouxubaihurantaishou，wozhuletadeshouwan。lidaobuzhong，quedaizheyizhongburonghushidejianjue。
linweiyizheng，taiyankanta。
“linwei，”tajiaotademingzi，bushipingrilineidaizhediankeyiwenroude“weiwei”，ershilianmingdaixing，shengyinmeishenmeqifu，“niyidingyaoyongzheizhongyuqigenwoshuohuama？”
“shenmeyuqi？”linweixiayishidiwen，xiangchouhuishou，quemeichenggong。
“xiangshizaijiaodainidexiashu，”zhouxubaikanzheta，huposedeyantonglixiangshijieleyicengbobing，“huozhe，zaidingzhuyigexuyaonidaizhe，caibuhuichucuode……baishe。”
linweizhouqimei：“nishenmeyisi？jinwandechanghebunengchucuo。”
zhouxubaichelechezuijiao，neishiyigejinhuchaofengdehudu，chuxianzaizheizhangzongshiwenshundelianshang，xiandegewaituwu。“fangxin，wozhidaogaizenmezuo。xiangtayiyang，bushima？”tademuguangruiliqilai，xiangshoushudao，jingzhundipoukaitajingxinweichidejiaxiang，“binbinyouli，jintuiyoudu，zainixuyaodeshihou，banyanhao‘guhuaizhi’deyingzi。”
“zhouxubai！”linweiliansechenlexialai，xindineidianbushixunsukuoda，bianchengyizhongbeimaofandenaonu，“zhuyinideshenfen！”
“shenfen？”tadididizhongfuleyibian，xiangshitingdaoleshenmejiqikexiaodeshiqing。tamengdisongkaitadeshouwan，xiangqianbijinyibu。tabilinweigaochuyigetouhaiduo，cikedaizheyapogandikaojin，ranglinweibuyouzizhudihoutuilebanbu，yaodizailebingliangdeshuzhuangtaibianyuan。
xiangxunjihaizaigongzuo，neishuyuguhuaizhideweidaonongyudejihurangrenzhixi。
zhouxubaidemuguangsisisuozhuta，limianfanyongzhetacongweijianguode，nongliede，jihushihenyideqingxu。“wodeshenfenshishenme？linwei，nigaosuwo，zheisannian，nijiujingshizaikanwo，haishizaitouguowo，kannineigezaojiusiledebaiyueguang？！”
tadehuaxiangyibacuiledudebishou，henhentongjinlelinweixinzangzuirouruan、zuibuganchupengdedifang。xianxuelinli，tongdetashunjianshiqulesuoyousikaonengli，zhishengxiabennengdefanji。
“nibizui！”tayangshou，jihushiyonglequanshendeliqi。
“啪——”
qingcuidebazhangshengzaijijingdefangjianlizhaxiang。
时间仿佛凝固了。
zhouxubaidelianpianleguoqu，zuojiashangxunsufuxianchuqingxidezhihen。taweichizheneigezishi，haojimiaomeiyoudong。fangjianlizhishengxiaxiangxunjixiweideshuisheng，helinweiyinweifennuhejingjierjicudehuxisheng。
manmandi，zhouxubaizhuanhuitou。talianshangdesuoyouqingxu，fennu、chaofeng、bugan，douzaineiyibazhangxiatundeganganjingjing，zhishengxiayizhongsijidehuibai。takanzhelinwei，yanshenkongdong，fangfozaikanyigemoshengren，youfangfochuantouleta，kandaolegengyaoyuandedifang。
neiyanshen，ranglinweidexinmengdiyisuo，yigunanyiyanyudekonghuangjuezhuleta。tazhanglezhangzui，xiangshuoshenme，quefaxianhoulonggansedefabuchurenheshengyin。
zhouxubaishenmeyemeishuo。tashenzhijiqingdixiaoleyixia，wushengwuxi。ranhou，tazhuanshen，meiyouzaikantayiyan，jingzhizouxiangyimaojian，naqiletazuowansuishoufangzaineilide、yigeyouxiejiudeheiseshuangjianbao。neibushitajitamaiderenheyikuanshechipinbao，shitazijidailaide，genzheigejialideyiqiedougegeburu。
talakailalian，conglimianquchuyigehouhoude、niupizhidewenjiandai，zouhuilai，qingqingdi，fangzaileshuzhuangtaishang，jiufangzaineimeitaganggangmosuoguode，shuyuguhuaizhidesuquanjiezhipangbian。
“zheishishenme？”linweideshengyinyouxiefazhan。
zhouxubaimeiyouhuida，tazhishizouxiangmenkou，lakaimen。
“zhouxubai！niqunaer！”linweitigaoleshengyin，shituyongqishiyazhuxindibuduanshangyongdehanyi，“wanyanmashangjiuyao……”
tadehuazhongyudaduanleta，shengyinpingjingdekepa，xiangjiebingdehumian：“linwei，youxijieshule。”
menzaitashenhouguanshang，fachubudabuxiaodeyisheng“peng”。
gongyulichedianjingxialai。foshouganyuxuesongdeqixiyijiumiman，quezhishengxiayizhonglingrenzuooudetianni。
linweijiangzaiyuandi，guolehaojiu，caixiangshituranhuiguoshenlai，muguangluozaineigeniupizhidaishang。tazhandouzheshounaqita，jiekairaoxian，jianglimiandedongxidaolechulai。
不是文件。
shizhaopian。henduohenduozhaopian。
youtaheguhuaizhidaxueshizaitushuguanxiangshierxiaodezhuapai，youtamenzaixueshanjiaoxiaxiangyiweideheying，youguhuaizhichuanzhebaidaguazaishiyanshilideceying……gengduodeshi，zheisannianli，tatoutoudi，yibianyouyibiankande，shuyuguhuaizhideyingxiang。
meiyizhang，youguhuaizhizhengliandezhaopianshang，doubeiyonghongsedemakebi，henhendidashangleyigejudade、zhengningdecha！
erneixiehuahen，lidaozhida，jihuyaochuantouxiangzhi。
linweituiyiruan，diezuozaibinglengdedibanshang。shuzhuangtaidejingzili，yingchutacangbaishihundelian，hebozishangneikeyijiushanyao，quebinglengcigudezuanshi。
tazhongyumingbai，zhouxubaibushituranbaofa。tazaoyidongxiyiqie，bingqie，yongzheizhongjinhuhuimiedefangshi，weitazhangdasanniandetishenyouxi，huashanglexiuzhifu。
他不是离开了。
tashibata，liantongguanyuguhuaizhidesuoyoujiyi，douchedidi，congtadeshijieli，renglechuqu。
neigewenshunde、chenmode、renyoutabaibudezhouxubai，sile。