jiminghushijiangwoanjinzaishoushutaishang,xiangwojieshi:“lutaitai,niduzilidetaieryijingmeiyoutaixin,ruguobulikeshoushu,nihuiyoushengmingweixian。”
woyizhijuede,shangtianhenlianminwo。
zaiwoxiaoshihoubeirenbangjiashi,nengyushanglushumo;
zaiwozhenggeqingchunqi,tongyangyoulushumode‘peiban’;
shenzhi,wohairuyuanjiajileta。
suiranwoshiquleguangming,danzaiwoxinli,tajiushiwodeguang。
huoxu,shiyinweiwoduitadezhilianyishenrugusui。
woyizhixiangyaogeshuyuwomendehaizi,jiehunyinian,qianpanwanpanzhongyupanlaile,quezaizhidaotacunzaideshunjianyeshitalikaideshijian。
yanleihaoxiangzenmedouliubujin。
wotianshengduimayaoyounaiyaoxing,cikenengqingchuganjuedaobinglengdexiejuguazhewoshentidetong,keshentidetong,bibushangwodexintong。
wenrededongxicongwoshentililiulechulai,neishiwodehaizi。
“tanengliuxiama?”wozhanzheshengyinwen。
shoushushiliyipianjijing,wojihunengcaidaoyihurenyuandebiaoqing,dagai,chechedidijuedewoshigefengzi,haishigebiantaiba。
woqingnanjieshi:“woxiangqinzimaizangta。”
“lutaitai,womenhuiwenyixialuxianshengdeyijian。”
lutaitai……,cikewojuedewubifengcidesangezi。
shoushuwanchenghou,wobeituidaobingfang。
gulinglingyoubinglengdaohaowushengqideqixi,haiyousizhouheichenchendeheian,yadewochuanbuguoqilai。
diyici,wohaipazheiyangdegudangenheian。
jishi,zaiguoquyinianwoxiyiweichang。
wocongbingchuangshangyaoyaohuanghuangxialai,baleshoubeidezhentou,wokanbujian,naohailiqueyongchupoqiexiangyaotaolizheizhongheiandeniantou,rufengzhangdemanteng,wufayazhi。
fuzhewaimianzoulangdeqiang,woturanbuzhidaogaiquna。
woshenzhiliandiantidoubuzhidaozaina。
瞎了我,是个废物。
turan,tingdaodaoshuxirouruonvsheng:“shumo,yexubushixiranzuode,tayanjingkanbujian,kenengshiwobuxiaoxinzoudaoneilihundaole。”
lushumowenroumolexiatangyutongdetou:“xiaotong,nizhidaowozuiainideshenmema?shinideshanliang,buguanbeitazenmesuanji,nizongshikuanrongta,titakaituo,yaoshimeiyouwo,nigaizenmebana。”
“shumo,neinihuiyongyuanpeizhewoma?”
“wobupeizheni,sheipeizheni?”
wokanbujian,quenengxiangdaonanrenlianshangcikedebiaoqing。
yezhiyou,zaitangyutongzheili,tacaibiaoxiandeyouqingxu。
yanjiaoshishide,woshenshoumolemo,neiliyipianshirun。
我怎么哭了呢?
jiajilushumoqian,wobingbuzhidaotangyutongdecunzai,tashizaiwomenhunhoudiertianchuxiande……,yeshineitian,taturanluoshui。
zhidaotamenbiciqingshen,kecikeqinertingdaotajiyulingyigenvrenwenrou,xinzanghaishikongzhibuledechouchu。
taaide,shizhongshineigefengyichuijiunengdaoxiadetangyutong。
erwoaide,shizhongshiaizhelingyigenvrendeta。
woxianggeqiangxingchuangrudedisanzhe,beipochengshouzhesuoyou。
shouzhanganzaikongkongdefubu,neili,yijingmeiyoulehaizi,wodexinyegenzhekongleside。
wodiyicixiang,ruguo,zaozhidaotangyutongdecunzai,wohaihuiyiwufangudejiajilushumoma?
答案是否定的。
“xiaotong,henkuaile,daoshihou,wojiniyichangshengdadehunli。”
lushumoshengyinliqianquanzhewoweiganshouguoderouqing,jishi,zaifuqishenghuoshang……,tacongbupengwodechun,shihoulikexizao。
“keshiwobunengshenghaizi。”
“xiaotong,zhiyaoneigerenshini,haiziyoumeiyoudouwusuowei。”
tangyutonggandongdegengyan:”shumo,zheibeiziyushangni,zhenhao。”
遇上你,真好!
woninanzhezheikerugusuidewugezi,renbuzhuwuyandexiaole,kexiaozhexiaozhe,yanjiaozaicishilulude。
womeiqudaraotamendenongqingmiyi。
tuozhecanjiubukandeshenzihuanhuanzhuanleshen。
shoulezhenggeqingchundedanlian,shigaijieshule。
wolinxiranzheibeizi,doubuhuizailushumozheigenanrenmianqianfanjian。