第5章 万念俱灰

huoyuyeshitianzhijiaozi,dangnianwuguyinmojunzecuoshichulian,duimojunzeyeyouqi。

mojunzecikedewuru,wuyitiaoqijiuhen。

huoyuzhanzhi,dangzaisesefadoudejingzhimianqian,“mojunze,nimenquedingguanxihou,woyuzhizhi,bianshijunzizhijiao。ruguobushizheiciwotingchuzhizhidekusheng,woyebuhuizhidao,hunhouniduidaizhizhi,rucielie!”

mojunzelengxiao,“zhizhi,zhizhi,nihansheini?”

genbenbujihuoyujieshidejihui,linglixionghendequantoujiuzaxianghuoyudelian。

“**liwolaopoyuandian!”mojunzejiuzhutalingdai,xiongsheneshadijinggao。

huoyucuilekouxueshui,tiaoxin:“neinidaoshibierangtaku!”

zheihua,chediyinbaomojunze。

tabuliudixiandioudahuoyu,huoyuyefanji。

jingzhitingzhexinjingroutiaodezhuangjisheng,qilidiaiqiu:“nimenbiedale!”

kelianggerenbufenshangxiadichandou,zhiruowangwen。

takudeshangqibujiexiaqi,huran,yidixuejiandaotalianshang,tachedishikong,jianjiao:“nimendouxiangwosishima!”

huoyubeitadejuewangzhenshe,chuixiagebo,buzaifanji。

mojunzebuxihandanfangmianlingnve,shuaikaitadeyiling,“gun!biezaikaojinjingzhi!”

“莫……”

huoyuxianggenjieshi,danmuguangchujibengkuidejingzhi,zuizhongchenmo。

wuluntashuoshenme,mojunzedoubuhuixin,bingqiehuiqiannudaojingzhishenshang。

xingxinglikaihou,huoyuyizhizaixiang,tazenmecainengbangzhujingzhi。

baoxiangneiyipianlangjie,mojunzedenuqi,bingmeiyouyinweihuoyulikaierxiaoshi。

mojunzedahengbaoqijingzhi,huluanyongdayigaizhutadeshenti,kandaomenkouzhidaishi,zhongzhongcailejiao。

gangcaishitafanjian,juranxiangyaoxiangxinjingzhi,kantalengdefadou,haiqubangtamaiyifu!

mojunzedaijingzhihuijia,dangzhezhangsaodemian,tuozheweizhecunlvdejingzhishanglouti。

“xiansheng!moxiansheng!”zhangsaohedebuqing,zhuishanglou,quebeiguanzaiwoshiwai。

“xiansheng,nibunengzheimeduixiaojie!xiansheng!”

menwaizhangsaochezhesangziquan,mojunzebuweisuodong,jiangjiangyingdejingzhirengjinyushi。

jingzhishuaideteng,quanshendouteng。

dangengtengdeshi,zaihuoyuhezhangsaomianqian,mojunzesihuiletamotaitaidejiamian。

henkuai,tazaisuoyourenyanzhong,douhuichengweiqifu。

mojunzehentasishuibanchenji,henhenchuaita:“huoyubuzaizheili,nibuyongzhuangkelian!”

jingzhiwuchukeduo,yaoyachengshouzhe。

“nigangcaibuhaixiangbianjiema?zenme,beiwodangchangzhuangpo,yakouwuyan?”mojunzedakaireshui,jiuzhutadetoufa,jiangtatuidaoguntangdeshuizhuxia,“huoyubushihenainima,zenmexianzaibunengjiuni?”

nishuidetongkuzhemozhejingzhi,tajinbishuangyan,juliedizhengzha,quedibuguoshengnudenanren。

zuizhong,jingzhiwannianjuhui,chuizhexiaolian,renyouguntangdereshuizhikaotadepifu。

mojunzerengbujiehen,shuangyanxinghong,“jingzhi,nizenmebuqusi!”

tabeiliangdixiao,henxiangshuo:nirangwojianyimianayu,womashangrunisuoyuan!

binlinsiwangshi,tahurankanjian,nianyoushi,batacongrenfanzishoulijiuchulai,bingqieyongshenshangquanbudeqianmailetangdegege。

zhangdayihou,tayiweishihuoyu。

houlai,tazhidao,jiyilidegege,shimojunze。

xianzai,taxiang,ruguoshihuoyu,gaiduohao。