心疼
ningxindehuaqueshishiraoluanletadesixu“bizui!”taxianzaizaojiuyijingshixinfanyiluanle,bingqieyinweixianzaizheiyangdechujingerjuedezaogaotouletayemeixiangdaobuguojiushiyidanshengyi,xianzaijiuliantayeshiyaodajinquleruguoyaoshizhendeshianzhaoningxindeshuofazuodehua,shuobudingtaqueshishikeyilikai,danshineixiejingchakebushishenmehaoshuaidiaode“woziranshikeyibizui,danshiwoyaoshibizuidehua,nikejiuyaoshiquzuihoudelikaidejihuile,woheguyimozhijiandeguanxiniyinggaiyeshizhidaode,zhiyaoshiwokaikoule,tashibukenenghuigennijixujijiaode”
ningxinjiushixiangyaoliyongtaxianzaidexinlijiranshitazhidaotadeshiqing,neikendingyeshizhidaotaheguyimozhijiandeguanxineijiranshizhidaodehua,neiyouxieshiqingjiuhuihaobanhenduonanrenguoranshikaishiyouyule,xianranshijuedeningxinshuodeshiyoudaolide“nizhendeshinengshuofuta?”
danshiruguoyaoshiningxinbusi,zhihouyequeshishigemafan“niyinggaiyeshitingjianle,zhiyoushifenzhongdekaolvshijianle,ruguoyaoshijingchalaile,neikejiubushizheiyangdejieguole”
jingchadaodishizuoshenmede,neitakeshibisheidouyaoqingchudezaiyouleyuanzheiyangdekongkuangdedidai,youhendadegailvshikeyijiangtazhijieshasideguyimoxianzaiyeshimeiyoulenaixin,“nikaolvhaolemeiyou?fangrenhaishiyaojixujiangchixiaqu?”
jiangchixiaquqishishijueduibukenenghuiyoushenmehaojieguodebujinjinshizhihoutadaomei,shenzhishihaiyaodashangxiaoming“wofangren,nimenzhendeshikeyifangwolikai?”
“ziran”guyimobuxiangyaogentafeihua,yeshiyizhiguanchazheshijiyankanzheduifangdexinshenyijingshikaishihuangluanle,ningxinyeshiyiyaoyayijiaocaizaileduifangdejiaobeishangningxinyinggaihenshiqingxing,jintiantacaideshiyishuanghentiangaoerqieyijiaocaixiaquyequeshishihenshijingzhunchenzheduifangwanyaodezheiyike,guyimoyeshikanzhunleshijijiangrenhuzailehuailibuguoduifangfanyingyequeshishihenkuai,xiangzhejiusuanshibeizhuayeshiyaolazheningxinzuodianbeidedanshiquemeixiangdaoyanqiandeqingkuanggentaxiangdewanquanbutongguyimojiangrenhuzailehuaili,yonggebodangzhuleyanqianfenglidedaozixianxuedunshizaiguyimodexizhuangshangyunrankailai“guyimo……”
ningxinbuganzhixindekanzheyanqiandeqingkuangyedanxinguyimohuiyoushiduifangqueyijiushimeiyoujiuzheiyangfangguotamendedasuanyankanzheyouyaolaiyidao,queyijingshilaibujilegandaodejingchayijingshijiangdaoziduolexiaqu,bingqiejiangrenyadaozaidiweijizhongyujiechulejingfangderenyeshizantanguyimoheningxindepeihemoqi“ganggangyaobushinimenlianggedefanyingkuai,gujiganggangneiyixiaqueshishihuiyouyanzhongdehouguo”
buguozheiyangdeshiqingjingchayebutichang“zhihouyaoshizaiyudaozheiyangdeqingkuangnimenhaishiyaoduoxinrenwomenyixie,jiusuanshinimenmeiyoushenmedongzuo,womenyijiushihuizhengjiurenzhi”
zhibuguokenengshihuafeideshijianzhangyixieeryiningxinxianzaiwuxinqutingzheixieshuojiao,kanzheyanqiandeguyimoyeshibadabadadiaoyanleizhiqianguyimodeshanghaimeiyouhao,xianzaiyoutianlexindekendingshirangningxinhenshikuijiuerqiezheiliangcihaidoushiyinweitabangfeikanjianzheiyangdeqingkuangyeshibuganxin,ehenhendekanzheningxin:“nizaowanhaishihuisizaiwodeshouli”
ningxinyagenjiumeiyoudalitazheiyangderenbeiguanjinqule,neijiujueduimeiyouchulaidekenengxingyouqishikanzhetazheiyangdebuzhihuigaideyangzi,guyimoyeshibukenenghuijixurangtachulaihuohairende“meishiba?”
guyimoyeshiburenxinkanningxindiaoyanleizheiyiciqishigenshangyicideshiqingyechabuduo,doushiguyimoziyuandetaxianzaijiushixiangyaoyongzheiyangdefangshiqubaohuningxinyejuedeningxinganggangshizaishiguoyumangzhuangle“zhihouyaoshizaiyudaozheiyangdeqingkuangbuxuzaizheiyangdemangzhuangle,ruguoyaoshineigeshihounicaikonglezhihuijinuta”
tazhidaoningxinneigeshihouyeshizhejiledanshizheiyangdeshiqingjiushijibudebuguoxianranningxinjuedetabitahaiyaochongdong“nigebodouyijingzheigeyangzile,haihaoyisishuowo,womenganjinquyiyuanbaozhayixiaba”
ningxinxintengguyimodegebo,bingqiebuxiwangtaliuxiarenhedeshangkouguyimoduizheiyangdeshiqingdaoshihenshilengjing“meishi,buguojiushiyigexiaoshangkoueryi”
suiranmeiyoukanjianlimiandeqingkuang,danshiningxinjueduibuxiangxinzheijiushiyigexiaoshangkoutakanzheningxinzheixiaokuguademoyang,yeshirenbuzhunielenietadelian,“zouba,womenqubaozha,biekule”
tajiuningxinkebushixiangyaokanningxinkudeqishiningxinyezhidaozijibuyinggaikude,keshibuzhidaoweishenmeyanleijiushikongzhibuzhutayizhiyiweitabuhuizaiyouzheiyangdekongzhibuzhuqingxudeshihouledanshixianzaiquejuedeguyimoshizhendehentengbenlaiguyimojiuyijingshishoushangle,xianzaihaiyaofanguolaianweiningxindeqingxu“buzhidaodehaiyiweishinishoushangle,wodegebomeiyouneimeteng”
tashuodeshibuteng,danshizheiyangdeshangkouzenmekenenghuibutengni?jingchajuderenxianzaiyeshiyaohusongtamenquyiyuande,kanzhetamenzheiyangdeniyijuwoyijudeyangziyeshiyouxieshoubule“zhidaonimenxiaoliangkouhenshienai,danshiyebuzhiyushangdaolegebojiuzheifumoyang,ganjinquyiyuanchuliyixiabuhuiyoushiqingde”
wanquanwangjilexianzaihaiyouqitarendeningxinyeshiyouxiebuhaoyisi,zhijuedezijiganggangdebiaoxianqueshishihenshidiuren“buhaoyisi,woganggangzhishitaijidongle”
buguojingchayequeshishikeyilijietamenzheiyangdeqingxu“nixianzaizheiyangqishiyeshizhengchangde,yibanrenzaoyulebangjiaxinlimiankendingshiyouxienanyizhaojiade”
haozaishixianzaizhishigeboshangshouleyidianshangeryijingchayeshibiaodalelijie,bingqiexiwangtamenbuyaoyinweishoushangdeshiqingtaiguoyushanggan“qishiganggangzheixiaohuoziyeshikeyiduokaide,danshiweilebaohuni,talengshikangxialaile,queshishihenshibucuo”
ningxincuoe,poweichayidekanzhezijishenbianderen,“nineigeshihouweishenmebuduokaini?”
guyimozhijuedexianzaideningxinshadekeai,“ruguoyaoshiwoduokaile,nizenmeban?”