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yichangchehuo，aiworumingdejiarenzhumajitishiyi，suoyouyouguanwodeyiqiedoubeiwangji。
唯独记得养女苏沫。
xianglaiduiwobaiyibaishundegegezaishengriyanshangjiangdangaoshuaidaowodelianshang，minglingbaobiaoboquwodelifu。
shiwoweizhangshangmingzhudebamagengshidangzhongbawoshandaozaidibingqiexuanbuhewoduanjueguanxi。
jiuliancongxiaohewoyiqizhangdachuchuhuzhewodeweihunfuyebawosongdaoduijiadechuangshang。
kezaiwoxiangjiangyiqiedouguijiudaoneichangyiwai，jixumengbizijizhiji，
chuangshangdenanrenquejiwokanletamendeshipin。
“qingqiuyaoshizhidaowomendeshiyidoushizhuangde，tayihoukendinghuihensiwomenle。”
“meiguanxi，momobamaduiwojiayouen，dengjiuletademing，huitouwomenzaihonghongqingqiujiuhaole。”
“zheiyangyehao，hainengrangqingqiuzhidaozhiyoudaizaiwomenshenbiancaihuixingfu，zheiyangtayihouyebuhuichaozheyaoduliyaolikaiwomenle。”
“dengmomodebinghaole，womenzaizhaogejihuihuifujiyi，qingqiuchuleyuanliangwomenyemeiyouqitabanfa。”
yuanlaiwozaoshoudetongkudoushizheixiekoukoushengshengshuoaiwoderenyishouzhudao。
houlai，zaisirenduibangfeizhuzhangyongwohuansumoanquanshi，wobuzaifankang，zongshentiaorudahai。
congci，woshenqingqiubianzaibuqiantamenle。
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womanlianhongzhongditangzaidishang，
yanshenkongdongdiwangzheluodichuangqiandeneigeheiying。
“nipianwodeduibudui？niheqishengyouguojie，suoyiniguyizuochuzheigeshipinxianhaitamen！”
jiangmohanjiujiumeiyouzhuanshen，zhidaoshoujibeiwozadaomenbianshuaidexisui。
duimiancaichixiaoyishengchaowozoulai。
“nijuedetamenxianzaihaizaihunima？”
“nixianzailiansumodeyigeshouzhitoudoubibushang，wozhishixiangfafashanxineryi。”
jiangmohandehuarangwozhenglengzaiyuandi，yanleizaiyezhibuzhu。
tashuodedui，xianzaidewomeiyourenheliyongjiazhi。
我正想着，
menwaibeirenzadepengpengzuoxiang，duanzandexiaotinghou，
shumingbaobiaopomenerru，cuyongzaizhongjianderenzhengshiduiwowanbanchongnideweihunfu，qisheng。
qishengxianglaishuoyibuer，queduiwobaiyibaishun。
haofeiyiwanjiacaizhiweijiwodazaoyigemengzhongleyuan。
ganmaoshideyijuxiangkanxue，tajiupaiqianshuliangsirenfeijijiangbeifangdechuxueyundaoleyuanbowoyixiao。
kejiushizheiyangyigebawopengzaishouxindenanren，
zaiwosangexiaoshiqiandeshengriyanshang，dangzhezhongduobinkedemian，
qinshoubayishangbuzhengdeworengdaoleduijiajiangmohandehuaizhong。
zhijiwoliuxiayiju：“zheinvdesongnile。zheimeduonian，wozaonile。”
cengjingyitianjianbuzhewojiuhuifafengdenanrencishiyinlengdemuguangzaiwohewojiangmohanshenshangshangxiadaliang。
minglingshenhoudebaobiaobawobangqilai。
woyaoyaohuanghuangqishen，shenhounanrenquelvxianshangqianyibuhuzaiwodeshenqian。
“zenme？jiangzongzheishibeirensihoudetaishufushebudeleshima？”
“gaizuodedouzuole，shengxiadeninqingbian。”
jiangmohanshenshenwanglewoyiyan，zhijiwoliuxiayigebeiying。
qishengmianseyinchen，shixianluozaiwoposuideyiwushang，
dangjishangqianqiazhuwodebozi，haiwolianlianhoutui。
“nihetazuoleshenme！”
“momoxianzaitangzaiyiyuanshengsibuming，nijingranxinanlidedihenanrenluangao！niyaobuyaolian！”