wogehenlewoshinian。tashuo，dangnianchehuo，zenmecanfeidebushini。yushi，wozhendecanfeile。
yizhonghanjiandeshenjingshuaituizheng，wodeshouzaiyewufapuqu。taquefengle。kewoyijingsile。zaiwopuxiede，
beitayuweitiancaizhizuodejiaoxiangleshengzhong，sizaitataitoujiunengkanjiandeguanzhongxishang。
1jiedaoshenyixuandianhuadeshihou，wozhengzuozaichuangqian，kanyipiankuyeyouyoudangdangdizhuiluo。shoubiandezhenduanshushang，
yishenglongfeifengwudezijixiangyidaodaowufapojiedezuzhou。“jinxingxingjisuixingjiweisuozheng。”tongsudianshuo，
wodeshentihuiyidiandianbushoukongzhi，congzhijiandezhenzhankaishi，zhidaoquanshentanhuan，huxishuaijie。
wojiangchengweiyigebeijinguzaizijishentilidehuosiren。erwo，shiyigezuoqujia。
yigekaoshuangshouzaiwuxianpushanggoujianzhenggeshijiedezuoqujia。“badeshengriyan，niyouxiangwanshenmeshizongdebaxi？
”dianhuaneitoudeshengyin，xiangtazhihuibangxiazuilengliedexianyin，meiyouyisiwendu。shenyixuan，
wotongfuyimudegege，yigebeiyinlejiefengweishenzhidetiancaizhihuijia。tacongbuzhudonglianxiwo，
chufeishiweilexingshiwenzui。“buxiangqu。”wohuidadeyanjianyigai，shengyinyouxiefapiao。“youshizheitaoshuoci。
”talengxiaoyisheng，“shenqingge，ninengbunengbiezongshizheimesaoxing？weiweicongweiyenatedifeihuilaiweibaqingsheng，
nizuoweinver，jiuzheimedianbiaoshi？”linweiwei，womenjiashijiaodenver，congxiaogenzaitashenhou，
rujinshitaletuandeshouxixiaotiqinshou，yeshitagongzhiyuzhongdelingganmousi。“youtazheige‘zhunerxi’zai，
bujiugouleme。”wodezhijianzaizhuomianqingqinghuaguo，yidaowuxingdezhandourangwoxinkouyizhi。
“nifeiyaoyongzheizhongyinyangguaiqideyudiaoshuohuama？”tadebunaifanchuantoudianliu，“nijiuneimejianbudeweiweihao？
jianbudewohao？”“shenqingge！”woguaduanledianhua。chuangwai，zuihouneipianyezi，zhongyuhaishiluoledi。
woditoukanzhezijiweiweizhandoudeyoushou，jiangneizhangzhenduanshuyidiandiansisui，suixiexiangdongridediyichangxue，
qiaowushengxidifugailezhuomian。shoujipingmuliangqi，shishenyixuanfalaidexiaoxi。——xiageyueletuandenianduhuiyan，
bielaile。wobuxiangkanjiannineizhanghuiqidelian。2shenyixuanhenwo，shicongshinianqianneichangchehuokaishide。
neiniantashibasui，shigangqinjiezuiyaoyandexinxing，shuangshoubeimeitiyuwei“shangdideqinwen”。erwo，shiliusui，
gangnadaojiazhao，zuozaitashenpang，xingfendigentamiaohuiwoxiechudediyishouwanzhengdexiezouqu。
yichangturuqilaidezhuiwei，taweilehuzhuwo，youshoubeiposuidechechuangbolihuadeshenkejiangu。
shenjingyongjiuxingsunshang。tadegangqinjiashengya，zaineiyitian，jiaranersheng。erwo，haofawushang。zheichangzainan，
yiwoweiyouyin，moushaletazuiyinyiweiaodetianfu。congneitianqi，wochenglejialidezuiren。
babashiquletazuijiaoaodeerzi，yigeweilaidegangqindashi。ershenyixuan，shiquletadeyiqie。
tabuzaidanqin，zhuanernaqilezhihuibang，pingjiezhewuyulunbideyinletianfu，
yijiuzailingyigelingyuzhanshangledingfeng。kewozhidao，neishuangwufazaizaiqinjianshangchichengdeshou，
shitaxinliyongyuandeba。erwo，jiushineibashibushihuijiekaizheidaoshangbade，dundao。taburangwopengyinle，
buxuwotimengxiang。tashuo：“shenqingge，niyoushenmezigetanyinle？nihuilewo，jiugaiyibeizihuozaiyinyingli，
zheishiniqianwode。”zheichangmanzhangdeshuzui，congwoshiliusuikaishi，mianyanzhijin。
wobushiguyibuqubabadeshengriyan。zhishineitian，wodeshoudoudelianbeizidounabuwen。buguo，wobuqu，
tamenyijiasankou，huoxuhuigengxiangyijiaren。3shenyixuanmeiyouzailianxiwo。wozhanzaiguojiadajuyuandemenkou，
shenxileyikouchudongweiliangdekongqi。biyehou，wochengleyige**zuoqujia。weigezhongyingshiju、guanggaopeile，
shushangbierendemingzi，huanquweibodeshengji。woheshenyixuan，yigezaijuguangdengxiajieshouwanrenjingyang，
yigezaidoushiliyuwuxianpuweiban，huozailianggeyongbuxiangjiaodeshijie。zhidaolinweiweidechuxian。
tachengleshenyixuanletuandeshouxi，yechengletalezhanglizuidongrendeneigeyinfu。
tayanzoudemeiyishou“yuanchuang”xiaotiqinduzouqu，doujingyanlezhenggeyinlequan。zhiyouwozhidao，neixiequzi，
douchuziwodeshou。shiwoxiejita，rangtaqutaoshenyixuanhuanxinde。suanshiwo……shuzuideyizhongfangshiba。
zoulanglipengjianleletuandejingli，takanjianwo，reqingdidalegezhaohu。“qinggelaoshi，
youlaijiweiweisongpuzia？”tayadishengyin，daizheyisibaguadexiaoyi，“waimiandoushuo，
weiwei**jiushishenzhihuidemousi，wokana，nicaishiwomenweiwei**demousi。nimenliangzheiguanxi，kezhenhao。
”woxiaolexiao，buzhikefou。guanxihaoma？huoxuba。bijing，tashiwoheshenyixuanzhijian，weiyideqiaoliangle。
wobazuixindepuzijiaojita，zheifenpuzi，shiwoaolesangetongxiao，zaiyoushouhainengmianqiangkongzhideshihouxiewande。
linweiweijieguopuzi，meiyanwanwan，yirujiwangdewenwandongren。“qingge，xinkunile。yixuangeshuo，
xiageyuedenianduhuiyan，jiuyongzheishouquzizuokaichang，tatebiexihuan。”tadunledun，youxieweinandikanzhewo，
“zhishi……shumingdeshi……”“haishixienidemingzi。”wotitashuowanlehoubanju。“qingge，nizhenhao。
”taqinnidiwanzhuwodegeطbo，“yixuangezongshuonixingzileng，budongshi，woshuoneidoushitaduiniyoupianjian。
nibuzhidao，niweiwoxiedequzi，tayouduobaobei。”taliangjingjingdeyanjingli，
shanshuozheyizhongwokanbudongdeqingxu。shixuanyao，yeshilianmin。tahaoxiangzaishuo，nikan，
shenyixuansuoyoudewenrouhezanmei，doushitongguowo，caizhuandadaonizheilide。erni，shenqingge，
yongyuanzhinengzuogejianbudeguangdeyingzi。4wozaihoutaidexiuxishiheshui，wenredeshuiliuguohoulong，
quesihaohuanjiebuleweilidejingluan。zuijin，wodeshentiyuelaiyuecha，bujinjinshishou。
tongshimenzaiwaimianjijizhazhaditaolunzhe。“nimentingshuolema？
shenzhihuineishouxindexiaotiqinxiezouqu《yongtandiao》，beitiminglejinniande‘jinzhongjiang’zuijiayuanchuangqumu！
”“neihaiyongshuo，weiwei**yanzou，shenzhihuiqinzipuqu，tianzuozhihe，budejiangcaiguai。”“shuoqilai，
shenzhihuizhenshipianaiweiwei**a，nimenkan，taduiqitaren，shenmeshihouyouguohaolianse？”《yongtandiao》，
neishiwoxiedediyishouwanzhengdequzi。shiliusuineinian，zaicheshangxiangjiangjitating，quemeilaidejijiangwande，
neishouquzi。wocengbashougaosongjilinweiwei，rangtazhuanjiaojishenyixuan，jiudangshi……yifenchidaodeshengriliwu。
womeixiangguoyaoshuming，gengmeixiangguo，zheishouquzi，huibiancheng“ta”dezuopin。weilifanjiangdaohai，
wochongjinxishoujian，tudehuntianheidi。jingzilidenvren，miansecanbai，yanwoshenxian。wohaoxiang，
kuaiyaochengbuzhule。shouji**tuwudixiangqi，shishenyixuan。tadeshengyinzaikongkuangdexishoujianlihuidang，
daizheyayidenuhuo：“shenqingge，niyouduiweiweishuoleshenme？laiwobangongshiyitang！”wofuzhebinglengdecizhuan，
dishengyingxia：“hao。”5shenyixuandezhihuixiuxishili，linweiweizuozaishafashang，yankuanghonghongde，
shoulizuanzheyizhangrouzhoudelepu。ershenyixuan，beiduizhewo，zhanzaijudadeluodichuangqian，
shenyinglengyingdexiangyizundiaosu。“niweishenmeyaogaosuletuanderen，《yongtandiao》shinixiede？”tazhuanguoshen，
yishuanghewojiqixiangsidefengyan，cikecuimanlebing。“nijiuzheimexianghuileweiwei？haishixianghuilewo？
”“shenqingge，nidejiduxin，nengbunengbuyaozheimechoulou？”buguoduanduanyigexiawu。wokanxianglinweiwei，
taqiahaotaiqitou，yanshenwuguyouweiqu，leizhuzaiyankuanglidazhuan，yuluobuluo。youshizheiyang。shinianlai，
wushuci，doushizheiyang。yichangzaoyipailianhaodenaoju，zhidengwozheigefanpaidengchang。kewojintian，
shizaimeiyouliqizaipeitamenyanxiaqule。“womeishuo。”wopingjingdikaikou。“nimeishuo？
”shenyixuanxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，“neinizenmejieshiweiweishoulidezheifenshougao？zheishangmian，
younideqianming！niganshuozheibushiniguyixieluchuqude？”neifenshougao，shiwoshiliusuishidebiji。zhinen，
quechongmanleduiweilaidechongjing。wokanxianglinweiwei，talikedixiatou，jianbangweiweisongdong，xiangyizhishoujingdexiaolu。
“womeiyou，yixuange，nibieguaiqingge，takeneng……kenengzhishiyishihutu，
xiangdedaodajiaderenke……”“goule！”shenyixuanlishengdaduanta，suijiyibubuxiangwobijin。
gaodadeshenyingjiangwowanquanlongzhao，yapoganpumianerlai。“xiangweiweidaoqian。”taminglingdao。wokanzheta，
huranjuedeyouxiehaoxiao。“ruguowoshuobuni？”“shenqingge！”tamengdizuanzhuwodeshouwan，
lidaodadexiangshiyaojiangwodegutouniesui。“nifeiyaonaodezheimenankanma？nishibushijuede，
niqianwodehaibugouduo？”shouwanchuchuanlaijutong，kegengqingxide，shiyoushoubushoukongzhide，yufajuliedezhandou。
woqingxidikandao，shenyixuanlianshangdenuhuo，zaichujiwozhandoudeshoushi，shunjianninggu，huaweiyisicuoe。
taxiayishidisonglexielidao，meitoujincu：“nideshou……zenmehuishi？”woyonglishuaikaita。
“buguannideshi。”wocongbaolinachuyitalepu，qingqingfangzaitadezhihuitaishang。
neishilinweiweixiayichangyinlehuiyaoyongdesuoyouqumu。“zheishizuihouyici。”woshuo，“yihou，
wobuhuizaixiele。”shenyixuanlengzhule，sihumeimingbaiwodeyisi。“nishenmeyisi？niyouzaishuashenmepiqi？
”“bushishuapiqi。”wokanzheta，yiziyiju，qingxidishuodao：“shenyixuan，woxiebudongle。
”“congjinyihou，nihenidemousi，haoziweizhiba。”guanshangmendeshunjian，
wotingjianlimianchuanlaiboliposuidejuxiang。6congdajuyuanchulai，tianyijingheitoule。
lengfengxiangdaoziyiyangguazailianshang。wodeshoudoudeyuelaiyuelihai，liandaizhezhenggeshentidouzaifaleng。
qishizuikaishideshihou，woheshenyixuandeguanxi，bushizheiyangde。mamaqushidezao，babachangnianmangyushengyi，
jializhiyouwomenlianggeren。tahuibenzhuodijiwozhabianzi，huizaiwobeiqifushitiwochutou，
huibasuoyouhaochidedouliujiwo。neishihou，tashiwoweiyideguang。zhidaoneichangchehuo。guang，ximiele。
takaishiyongzuiedudeyuyangongjiwo，yongzuilengmodetaiduhushiwo。tabawokunzaitaqinshouzhizaode，
mingwei“kuijiu”delaolongli。woyuezhengzha，taledeyuejin。houlai，linweiweilaile。wocaifaxian，
yuanlaitadewenrou，tadenaixin，tadexiaorong，douhaizai。zhishi，zaiyebushuyuwole。
takeyinaixindizhidaolinweiweimeiyigeyinfu，quelinyukanwoyiyan。
takeyiweilelinweiweideyidiyanleierleitingdanu，queduiwodetongkushierbujian。tabushibudong，tazhishi，
buyuanyi。yinweizaitaxinli，linweiweishixuyaobeihehudezhenbao。erwo，shizuiyouyingdedefanren。woyiwei，
zhiyaowoyizhixie，yizhiweita，weilinweiweixiexiaqu，zongyouyitian，wodezuikeyibeishuqing。
kexianzaiwocaimingbai。wohaibuqingle。wodeshou，wodeshenti，buyunxuwozaijixule。fubuchuanlaiyizhenjiaotong，
woquansuozailubian，lenghanshunjianjinshilehoubei。yiliangheisedechetingzaiwomianqian，chechuangjiangxia，
luchushenyixuanneizhanglengjundelian。“shangche。”7chelidenuanqikaidehenzu，kewoyiranjuedeleng。
womenyiluwuhua。zhidaochezitingzaiwojialouxia。“nideshou，daodizenmehuishi？”tazhongyuhaishiwenle，
yuqishengying。“meishenme。”“meishenme？”tabagaoleyindiao，“shenqingge，nidangwoshixiazima？
gangcaidoudexiangshaikangyiyang！”womeiyouhuida，shenshouqukaichemen。chemenbeitasuosi。“qukanyishenglema？
”“kanle。”“yishengzenmeshuo？”“shenjingjinzhang，xiuxiyixiajiuhaole。”wosuikousalegehuang。
tachenmole。chexianglizhishengxiawomenlianggerendehuxisheng，yayiderangrenchuanbuguoqi。liangjiu，tacaizhongxinkaikou，
shengyinlidaizheyisibuyichajuedepibei。“《yongtandiao》deshi，wohuichulihao。ni……bieduoxiang。
”“yihou，biezaizuozheizhongshanghaiweiwei，yeshanghainizijideshile。”wodexin，
xiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu。daotoulai，tahaishibuxinwo。“woleile，xianghuiquxiuxile。
”tameiyouzaijianchi，jiwokailesuo。xiachedeshihou，tahuranjiaozhuwo。“shenqingge。”wohuitou。
“niandidejinzhongjiangbanjiangdianli，nilaikanba。”takanzhewo，yanshenfuza，
“neishi……womendiyiciyiqinajiang。”“women”。duomefengcidelianggezi。womeiyouhuida，
zhuanshenzoujinleloudao。heianjiangwotunshideshunjian，wotingjiantaqingshengshuoleyiju。“jiudangshi……weilewo。
”8.shenyixuanzoule。wohuidaojia，bazijishuaizaishafashang。kongdangdangdefangjian，zhiyouqiangshangguazhongdedidasheng。
wohaoxiang，henjiumeiyouhaohaochiguoyidunfanle。bingxianglikongkongruye。wozhengzhazheqishen，xiangquchufangzhaodianchide，
shuangtuiquexiangguanleqianyiyangchenzhong。zuizhong，wohaishifangqile。jiehetengtongjiaozhizaiyiqi，
yidiandiankenshizhewodeyizhi。woxiangqilewodezhuzhiyisheng。yigehenwenhedezhongniannvren。
takanzhewodejianchabaogao，tanlekouqi。“shen**，nizheigebing，fazhandehenkuai。muqianmeiyoushenmetexiaoyao，
womennengzuode，zhiyoujinliangyanhuanbingcheng。”tafulefuyanjing，renzhendikanzhewo。“jiarendepeibanhezhichi，
duinidebingqinghenzhongyao。”“duohetamengoutong，rangtamenlejienideqingkuang。buyaoyigerenkangzhe。”jiaren。
wokanzhechuangwaiqiheideye。womeiyoujiaren。wozhiyouyige，henbudewocongzheigeshijieshangxiaoshidegege。
tacengjingqinkouduiwoshuo：“shenqingge，shinianqianneichangchehuo，zenmecanfeidebushini。”xianzai，rutasuoyuanle。
wozhongyu，yeyaobianchengyigefeirenle。wonaqishouji，fankaitongxunlu，
zhaodaoleyigexujiumeiyoulianxiguodemingzi。——zhouran。woweiyidepengyou。tazaiguowaidubo，
womenyijingkuaiyinianmeiyoulianxile。liaotianjilutingliuzaiquniandongtian，tawenwo，xinxiedequzi，
youmeiyoujishenyixuanting。womeiyouhuifu。yemeiyouzainadaozhenduanshudeshihougaosuta。woxiang，jiuzheiyangsuanleba。
buyaozaijitatianmafanle。woyigeziyigezidi，shandiaolehetadesuoyouliaotianjilu。zheigeshijieshang，
zuihouyidiannengzhengmingwocengjingbeiaiguodehenji，yebeiwoqinshoumoqule。
9wozaijialihunhuneeditanglehaojitian。shentideshuaibaisuduchaohuwodexiangxiang。congyikaishidezhijianzhenzhan，
daoxianzai，wolianwobidoubiandekunnan。ouer，wohuizuozaigangqinqian，xiangzaidanyiqu。kewodeshouzhi，
quezaiyewufatingcongdanaodezhihui。tamenjiangying、chihuan，qiaoxiademeiyigeyinfu，douchongmanleposuihebukan。
wohaoxiang，zhendeyaoshiquwoweiyiyongyoudedongxile。jinzhongjiangbanjiangdianlineitian，wohaishiqule。
wohualeyigehennongdezhuang，zhezhulianshangdeqiaocuihebingqi。tiaoleyitiaoheisedezhangqun，xiangbazijizangzairenqunli。
dianlixianchangxingguangyiyi，daochudoushishuxiyoumoshengdemiankong。wozhaoleyigezuijiaoluodeweizhizuoxia。dapingmushang，
zhengzaibofangzhegegejiangxiangdetimingzuopin。dang《yongtandiao》dexuanlvxiangqishi，quanchangdouanjinglexialai。wutaishang，
linweiweichuanzheyixibaiqun，youyadilazhexiaotiqin。tashenpang，shenyixuanchuanzhebitingdeyanweifu，shouchizhihuibang，
shenqingzhuanzhuershenqing。tamenshitianzaodishedeyidui。shiyinlejiedejintongyunv。meiyourenzhidao，
zheishourangtamenbeishouzanyudequzi，beihouzangzheyigezenyangbukandemimi。“xiamian，woxuanbu，
huodebenjiejinzhongjiangzuijiayuanchuanglequjiangdeshi——”“shenyixuanxiansheng、linweiwei**，《yongtandiao》！
”quanchangbaofachuleimingbandezhangsheng。juguangdengxia，shenyixuanjieguojiangbei，tameiyoukanlinweiwei，
ershimuguangjingzhundi，chuanguoyongjiderenchao，luozailewoshenshang。tadeyanshen，shiwocongweijianguode，
chire、mingliang。daizheyisi，jinhukenqiudeqidai。taqingleqingsangzi，duizhehuatong，huanhuankaikou。
“xiexiezuweihui，xiexiewodeletuan。”“danjintian，wozuixiangganxiede，bushirenheren，
ershizheishouquzizhenzhengdezuozhe。”wodexin，mengdiyitiao。quanchanghuaran。suoyourendemuguang，