我的老公并不爱我。
wairenyanliwomenfuqilangcainvmao，qinseheming，mendanghudui，zichanyouwo，shirenrendouxianmudeshenxianjuanlv。
danzhiyouwozhidao，tayizhiwangbuletadeqiannvyou。tazhisuoyiquwo，zhiyinweiwohetadexinggeruchuyizhe。
wozhendehenaita，suoyizongranwozhidaoyiqie，woyeyizhixinganqingyuandiyitishendeshenfenhetashenghuozaiyiqi。
kejiuzaimouyitian，woturanhouhuile。
一
beiweidimofangbierenjiule，yeshihuileide。
dangyigerenzhenzhengganjuedaoleile，mianduisuriliyijianmianjiuhuiyinqineixinpengpaidelingyifang，tayehuixinlibolanbuqi。
wokanzhetayingjunwenhedexiaorong，quezaiyedabuqijingshenquyinghetadexihaobanyanlingyigeren，woxuanzehuibitademuguang，danyijiuruwangchangyibanbatadexizhuangyuntiehao，jiangdapeihaodelingdaifangzaiyibian。
“要出门了吗？”
zaiwohuanxiezideshihou，tazhongyufangxiashoulidesanmingzhihebaozhi，taitoukanlewoyiyan。
wodiandiantou，yiyanbufadibawaitaodazaigeboshangkaimenchuqu。
“不吃点——”
shengyinbeimenbandangzhu。dang“pada”luosuodeshengyinzaishenhouchuanlai，woquemominggandaoqingsong。
tayinggaihuigandaoyiwaiba，bijingyiwang，wodouhuixiaozhekantayanxiazuihouyikouniunaihemianbao，ranhouyibianshoushicanpanyibianzhufutalushangkaichexiaoxin，dengtazoulewocaicongcongmangmangshoushihaozijiqugongsi。
taxihuanzheiyangwenwankeyidenvhai，jiuxiangtadeqiannvyoulinmeng。
二
dangnianheluowenzaiyiqizhiqian，wojiuzhidaotayougehennanwanghuaidechulianqiannvyou，nanwangdaoshenmechengduni，zhongrenjiezhi，luowenweilezhuiqiulinmeng，daxuesannianmeiyoutanguolianai，gentazaiyiqideneitian，tazaicantingbaochangqingquanyuandetongxuechifan，zijihaiyigerendabanyepaodaocaochangyouhejiuyoukuangbende，shuoleyiwanbian“woaini”sangezi。
linmengziranshizhidede，zhangxiangqingli，wenrousishui，shencaigengshihaodaoshixiaomotedasaideguanjun。
tamenzaiyiqihoulinmengjingchangzaipengyouquanshaichuluowensongtadeliwu，mingpaibaobao、shoubiao、gaodanghuazhuangpin、hennanqiangdeyinlehuimenpiao……haiyouzheishizhibuzhanyangchunshuidedashaoyeqinzijitaxiachuzuodeyidundunmeiweijiayao。
danbuxingdeshitamenhaoxiangzaiyiqibudaosangeyuejiufenshoule，zheiduanlingrenyanxiandeganqingyilinmengchuguogaozhong，chuguohoulinmenghenkuaiyoulexindenanpengyou，erluowensihuchenjilehaoyiduanshijiancaihuanheguolai。
yejiushizaizheiduanshijian，wocaiyoujihuitongguobisaijiechudaota[]，binggentadeguanxiyoulejinzhan。
luowendehaogemenchenhanggaosuwo，luowendiyiyanjianwojiugenduibiedenvshengbuyiyang，yanzhuzidounianzaiwoshenshangle，woliangyounandenengtandezheimelai，kendingyouxi。
danzhiyouwozhidao，tazhisuoyihuizheiyangkanwo，zhiyinweiwochuanlelinmengzuixihuandeyijiafuzhuangdiandequnzi，erqiewogenlinmengyouzhetongyangdexiguan，xihuantoufasanqifen，zuobianbieyigebaisehudiejiedefaka。
ersuoweitandelai，yebuguoshiwokeyizaimofanglinmengshuohuadeyudiaohefangshi——zongshireqiedikanzheta，weixiaozheqingting，shuohuabujinbuman，meigezidoutudezizhengqiangyuan。
weilejiejinxihuandenanshengbuxiqukeyimofangtazuiaidenvshengdemoyang，zheiwuyishiyizhongquruyourangrennanguodeshiqing，danwomeiguanxi，yinwei，luowenerzi，shiwoconggaozhongkaishijiuxihuanleliuniandemingzi，shiwoyitiqijiuhuilianhongxintiao、wushugeyewanjizairijibenshangdexinshihemimi。
gaozhongshihouwomenbuzaiyigeban，daxueyebuzaiyigeyuan，danzheibingbunengzudangwoduitayijianzhongqinghoumianyanbujuedeailian，weilerangtaduokanwoyiyan，shenmeyangdequruwodounengchengshou。
suoxingwochenggongle，henkuaiwochengweiletadedierrennvpengyou，binglingren“feiyisuosi”dixiaodaolezuihou，hetaburulehunyindediantang。
三
xianzaixianglai，zheiduanganqingyikaishijiushijibupingdengde。
wodaizheyigemingjiao“linmeng”demianjupeitashenghuolezheimeduonian，beiweiditaohao、yinghe，huanlaideyeshitakeqidezunjingyuaihu，tameiyouchouyanhejiudebuliangshihao，yecongbuzaochuwanguibuhuijia，bierendouxianmuwoyougegujiayounengzhuanqiandehaolaogong，kezheizhendeshiwoxiangyaodema？
wodeyanlimanmandoushita，kedangtakanwodeshihou，tayanjingliderenshishei？
suoyourendoujianshiguoluowenduilinmengaidehonghonglielie，kedaolewo，tadeganqingyixiazipingdandexiangyibeiwenshui，jiejiarizhiyouguanchangdeliwubiaoshiyixiayisi，pingriliwomendejiaotanshaodekelian，jialichuchushiningjingdeqifen。
shenzhi，lianwomenjiehundeshihou，doubicixinzhaobuxuandimeiyoufapengyouquangongbu。
renzongshitanxinbuzu，congqianwoxiang，nengyongyuanhetazaiyiqijiuhao，kexianzaiwobuzheimexiangle，wobuxiangzaiweiquqiuquandizaiyiduanganqinglibanyanjiyuzhedejiaose，woyekewangdedaozhenzhengdeai。
zheiyitian，wonandedecongzaodaowandoumeiyoudongguoshouji，daolewanshangjiudian，wocaizhongyukanleyiyanshoujishangjigeweijiedianhua，haiyouliangtiaoyanjianyigaideweixin。
【zhongwubuhuilaichilema？】
【wanshangyebuhuilaile？】
woxianglexiang，zuihouhuifulejigezi，caizoudaogongsilouxia，bianyuanyuankanjianyimoqingshoudeshenyingzhanzaiyingfengchu，tashoulidazheyijiannvshidayiheweijin，liandongdeyouxiefahong。
wolengleleng，jiandaowo，luowenjibuzoulai，shengyinyijiurucongqianyibanwenhelimao，danhuoxushiyinweiailedongdeyuangu，tingqilaiyoujifenzhanyi。
“wopawoshanzijinnifangjiannihuibugaoxing，suoyiwotediqunizuixihuandeneijiadianjinimaideyifu，nishishihebuheshi？”
“谢谢。”
zhiyoulinfenghuxiaodedongyeli，zheiyangkeqiershulideduihuashizaibuxiangshiyiduijiehunduonianderengaifachude。
yifuhenheshen，erqiehailiuyoutabeiwandewendu，huanzuoyiqianwokendingshiyaogandongdediaoxiayanlei，kezheiciwozhishiziranerrandichuanhaohoushizhequnaweijin。
luowenbuzhizaixiangshenme，qiheidemouziyizhabuzhadiningshizhewo，wolveweiyongliyichou，tazheicaihuiguoshenlai，shoumangjiaoluandibangwoxishang，wotingdaotadehuxicuoluanlebanpai。
bobodeyuesexia，tadeyanlishanzhexingsuideguang。
“laiduojiule？”huiqudelushang，wozhudongkaikoudapolechenmo，wendaotashenshangdandandejiujingqixi，wozhoulezhoumei，“nihejiule？”
tahenqingdi“ng”leyisheng，shengyinyouxieyinya：“yebujiu，zhishijiannichichibuhuiwoxiaoxi，wohendanxin，danyoupa……”
houmiandehuabeiyilianghuxiaoerguodepaocheduzhu，tabennengdidanshoujiangwoladaoshenhou，chexingshiguohoutayemeiyousongkaiwodeshou，wozhanzaitadeyingzili，tingdaotadeshengyinyouxiedichen。
“nishibushi，buxihuanzheigejiale？”
四
suoyishuonanrenqishishihenmingandeshengwu，tadongdenisuoyoudexiaoxinsixiaoqingxu，tabushuo，zhishiyinweitabuxiangshuo，tadudinglenihuizijitunxiayiqieweiqujixuliuzaitashenbian，zhiyoudangtaganshoudaoshiqingyijingchaochutasuozhangkongdefanweile，tacaikaishihuang，tapayuanbenshuyutadeshiwubuzaitingliu。
“nixiangduole，wozhishijintiangongzuoyouxiemang。”woxiaozhefuyanta，zhishaomuqianaiyuliangjialaorendeguanxi，wohaibingbuxianglihun。
luowenzhuanguoshenlaikanwo，muguangyouyishunjiandeandan。“zaimangyeyaozhuyishenti，chiguofanlema？”
“mei，taimanglemeigudeshang。”woyibianshuozheyibiandasuanhuiquhouzijixiawanmiancouhuocouhuo，meichengxiangjiuzaixiayimiao，taquexiangshibianxifayiban，conghuailitaochuleyidairetengtengdeqiaotoupaigu。
“chiba，nizuixihuande。”tadelianshangzhongyuyoulexiaoyi，xianghaiziyibantaohaodishendaowomianqian。
wozhengzhengdijieguo，zhapaigudexiangqizuanruwodebijianqingqingyijiao，nongdewoyanjingyouxiefahong。
haoxiangzaihenduonianqiandemouyitian，tayeshizheiyang，zhanzainvshengsushelouxiadeyinghuashuxia，shenzhetouzhangwangzhemoudaoshenying。
luowenbenjiushengdegaodajunlang，neigeshijiandianqiahaoxuexiaowaimianyemeishenmeren，youjigenvshengzaipangbianxiuqiedizhizhetaxiaoshengyilunzheshenme，woganghewomenbanbanzhangmengtingyutaolunwanbanhuideshiqing，tasongwohuilai，woyuanyuankanjianluowenjiumaibudongtuile。
wozhidaotayidingbushilaizhaowode，zhengyinweici，wocaixinzhongnanyankuse。
wojiazhuangmeikandaota，genmengtingyugaolebiewangqianzou，zoulemeiliangbu，shenhouzhuiguolaiyidaoshengyin，huitoubiankanjianluowenniguangxiajingzhidaoguofendelian。
“同学。”
tayanlekoukoushui，jinzhangdichuanzhecuqi：“neige，woyoudongxixiangyaosongjilinmeng，wohaoxiangjiannimenyiqizouguo，niyinggairenshitaba……”tabanchuizheyanlianyuwuluncidishuoleyitong，zuihouhenchengkenditaiqiyanjingkanzhewo，weibiaoganxiedao：“zheigeqiaotoupaiguwomaileliangfen，nibangwosongjitayifen，lingyifenjini，feichangganxie！”
tayikouqishuowanbianjicongcongzhuanshenlikaile，wohuiguotouningshizhetadebeiying，yaranshixiao。
zheitianwanshangwobaliangfenqiaotoupaigudoujilelinmeng。
yexushiwobangguotaquemeiqiuhuibaodeyuangu，xiayiciyujianshizaixuexiaodedangaodianli，wozhengzaijiamianbao，mianbaodelingyitouqueyetongshiluoxialeyigejiazi。
抬头看正是骆温。
tasihuyemeiyouyuliaodao，youxiecuoeerbuhaoyisidishouhuishou，duiwohanshoubiaoshiqingbian，zijisuihouzoudaolelingyibian。
sheyoudangshihaihenjidongdijiwoshuo：“wasaineishuaigebuhuishixihuanniba，wokantayizhikanni！”
tadeyinliangyidianmeishou，woxiangluowenkendingtingjianle，weimianganga，woyizhengyancishenminglewomenlianggedemoshengrenguanxi，“huburenshidehaoba，renjiajiushidanchunrenhao，lirangnvsheng。”
zheijuhuashuowan，luowenhaoxiangchaozheibiankanleyiyan。
jiewanzhangzuoxiachideshihou，fuwuyuanduojiwoleyikuaimochadangao，shuoshisihaokerensongde，weileganxiewobangguota；dangaohentian，mochaweiku，womanmandichizhe，xinlideganshoufuzananyan。
五
wohuoxuyinggaiganxielinmengduimengtingyuqinggenshenzhong[fufeijiedian]，tagenluowenfenshoudeneitian，woduozaijiubadejiaoluoli，kanzhelinmengqingxujidongdizuichunkaiheduizheluowenbuzhizainuhouxieshenme，luowenxiangshiyizhishoushangdemaomibantuisangdizuozaiyizishang，wuluntashuoshenmetadouwudongyuzhong，xiangyizunwubeiwuxidediaosuyiban。