wenroudaoguzilidenanren，jiusuanmianduishanghaizijilvlezijidenvren，zhiyaotashizijishenaide，tayeshebudeshuochuyijuzhonghua。
neitiandezuihou，linmengbazijishuokulewuzhelianpaochuqu，luowenzheicaiyoulefanying，yibeiyouyibeidijizijiguanjiu；diertianwocaizhidao，jiusuanfenshoushilinmengtide，luowenyijiujiletayizhangmianehengaodeyinxingka，jushuozhijiekeyibaolelinmengzaiguowailiuxuedeshenghuofei。
wozhendehaoxianmulinmenga。
tashenmedoubuyongzuo，guangzhanzaineili，jiuhuiyourenxinganqingyuanlaiaita。
六
huoxuhuijiadelushangwoguoyuxinbuzaiyan，luowenzhongyuxiangyaojiaojinnaozhichedianhuatihuanjieyixiagangadeqifen。
kewobuzhigaishuotashishizaitaiguobushanyanci，haishitamannaozidouzhiyou“linmeng”lianggezi，tashuochukoudehua，queshi：
“linmengjiehunle，shangzhoutahelaogonghuiguole，nizhidaoma？”
wozheicaitaiyankanletayiyan：“buzhidao。”
luowenxiaole：“woyiweinigaizhidaode，yinweitadelaogongjiushimengtingyu，nidaxueshihoudebanzhang。”
我淡淡地点点头。
haizhenshimingmuzhangdandijiwoshangyanjiuqingnanwang。
huijiahouluowenyigerenquyangtaichouyan，woshiruowududijinleyushi，chulaihouwozhengyaozoujinfangjian，shenhouturanchuanlaitachenchendesangyin。
“不去见他吗？”
“shenme？”womeitingdongtadeyisi，luowenqiamieleshouzhongdeyantou，yibubuzoudaowomianqian，kanwodeyanshenmeiyoubanfenwendu。
ta：“mengtingyu，buqujianjiantama？”
七
wobuzhidaotaweishenmehuitimengtingyu，yihuozheshitaweilejizijixiangjianlinmengzhaoyigekansihelidejiekou，wojifengdikanzheta，zhongyushuochulewozangzaixinlihaoduonianmeishuochudehua：“nini，niannianbuwangzheimeduoniandechulianzhongyuhuilailekendinghenkaixinba？xiangjianlinmengzhishuojiuhao，meibiyaojiwokouzheidingmaozi。”
zhongyuxiexiamianjushuochuxinlixiangshuodehua，wogandaowubideqingsongkuaiyi，bianyebuqukantabeiwojiechuanxinshihoudelianseyouduomejingcaifencheng，tuimenjinlewoshi。
八
bicishuangfangdoubuzaifeijinxinjiyanshineixinxiangfa、weichibiaomianshangdehepinghou，wokaishisiwujidanditiqianguoqilehuiguidanshenshenghuo，yueshangjiemeihaigehongpa，xiangmaishenme、xiangchishenmedousuixinsuoyu，jinqingzuoziji。
diyicicheyebuguideshihouluowenbuzhiyongshenmefangshizhaodaolewo，wuchiliwozhengtiaodejinxing，turantingdaozhouweiyizhenjinghuhesaodong，jinjiezhejiuganjueyigegaodaderenyingzouxiangwo，jiuzhewodeyilingsihaobulianxiangxiyudibawotilechuqu，kanqinglairenshiluowenhouwoyekouwuzhelandizhijiemata：“ganshenmeni，youbinga！wozuoshenmehaiyaoniguan？”
luowenyebushengqi，tayongyuandoushineiyangdehaopiqi，jiusuanxinliyouzaiduobumantayedoushizijixiandiaozhenghaolezailaigenwojiaoliu。
“songwan，woshinidezhangfu，woyouquanlizhidaowoqiziyebuguisudeyuanyin。”
yesexiatashensuidedeyanmoudaizhejingliangdeguang，mingmingkanqilaineibanyouren，keyexushijiujingshangtoudeyuangu，wojingshikanzheta，yiziyidundishuochujiweibinglengdehua：
“meishi，henkuaiwomenjiukeyijiechuguanxile。”
zhiyaowozhaodaogenzhangbeitizheijianshideshiji，woxiangxintamenhuizunzhongwodexiangfa。
meiyouaiqingdehunyinjiuxiangshiyibashenglexiudesuo，jianglianggerendeyishengdoushengshengkunzhu，wenlaihaishiyishendexiu。
“解除关系？”
luowenjiemaobanchui，tayouzhongfuleyibian，dourantaiqiyanjingkanwo，muguangyishunjianguntangqilai，wodiyicibeitazheiyangchirediyongjinhuaili，tadexiabaluozaiwodeetoushang，luodewoshengteng，buguwodefankang，luowenyazhesangzidao：“songwan，dangchuzhudongjiejinwoderenshini，xianzaiyaotilihunderenyeshini，nidaodinawodangshenme，ng？”
woganjuezijikuaiyaozhixile，wobujidewoshuoleshenme，wozhishiyongjinliqijiangtatuikai，canghuangdipaohuilejia。
neitianyihouwoyijiuhejiubengdiguangjie，buzaidanxinbierendekanfa，siwujidandizuozheshaonvshidaizuiaizuodeshi，luowenzhongjiushizaiyoulaizhaowojicichilebimengenghoutingxiexialai。
buzhizenmehuishi，meiciwolingchenhuijiadounengjiantaruoyousuosidizuozaishafashangchushen，huozhejiushidazhedianhuabuzhizaigensheiliaotian。
tasihuzaikeyihuibiwo，meicikandaowohaihuiwuzhehuatonglijiqishen，zoudaoyangtaizaijixuyadishengyinjiaotan；suoxingwoyemeiyoukuitanbierenyinsidexiguan，bianyeyizhidouduicishierbujian。
九
我遇见了林梦。
bishitazhengzuozaishangchangdeshafashangbuzhizaidengshei，qiafengwoouranluguo，tajuranxianxingkaikoujiaozhulewo。
qianrenhexianrenmianduimiandizuozaishafashangbenshiyijianhengangadeshiqing，kelinmengquebiaoxiandeshifendafangziran，xiaorongwenwanhexu，daoxiandewoyouxiemangranwucuo。
“laotongxueleasongwan，zheixienianguodehaihaoma？”
linmengyishuanghenpiaoliangdeyanjingzhushizhewo，wozailimiankanbudaobanfendebuhuaihaoyi，qiaqiaxiangfan，tadeyanshenzhenchengerqingming。
jiantazheiyangreqing，woyejiufangxiacongqiandejieditanranhuiying：“haibucuo，nini，zaiguowaishenghuodezenmeyang？”
“tinghaode，wohemengtingyujiehunlenizhidaoma，womenqianjitianhuilaidasuanjiudingjuguoneile，yefangbianzhaoguliangjialaoren，”linmengmanyouyoudijiaodongzhekafeibeilidetangchi，zuijiaoshiyizhibuzhudexingfu，“dekuiyouta，bulibuqidipeibanwoduguoleneiduanzuijiannandesuiyue，houlaiwoyexiangtongle，faxianzijizhendelibukaita，zaiyiqihouwomeitiandouzaiganjishangtian，zhongyushibazuihaodeliujilewo。”
linmengdehuarangwoyouxiechayi，wobujinwendao：“zuijiannandeshiguang？nizaiguowaiguodebuhaoma？”
taxiaoleqilai，kanzhewomeimuwenhe。
“xiaowan，tingshuoniyegenluowenjiehunzheimeduonianle，nandaotahaimeigaosuguoni，tayikaishijiu——”
“宋婉！”
linmengshengxiadehuabeituranchuxiandeluowendaduan，tamousefuzadizouxiangwomen，zaidaowoshenbiandeshihouzhuangsiwuyidijiangyigenuanbaobaosaidaowodouli，shouzhongtizhedeshiyibeirezhou。
“luowen？zhenqiao，xiangbudaojintiannengzaizheiliyixiayujiannimenliangge。”duonianweijian，linmengheluowenduishishidemuguangquechuhuwoyiliaodepinghecongrong，tazhanqilaixiaozheshuo：“woguozhenmeikancuo，nizhenshigegujiadehaonanren，zijilaopodeshengliqidoujidezheimeqingchu。”
wogangadiqingleqingsangzi，luowenkanlewoyiyan，tanrandiduilinmengxiaodao：“haoduonianbujianle，nigenshangxueneihuiyemeibianduoshao，kanlaimengtingyubanizhaogudebucuoe。”
tamenjiuzheiyangyiyizhongshuluoqueyoufencungandefangshidazhequ，zheizheshiyuwoxiangxiangzhongdechangjingdaxiangjingting。
anzhaowozuichudeshexiang，luowenyijianlinmeng，bushuofangcundaluanzhishaoyehuiyanshenshijiao，errenshuobudinglijijiuwufaziyijiuqingfuranyeweikezhi，kewozenmeyemeixiangdaohuishijintianzheiyangdeqingkuang。
“haixingba，”linmengyuqiliyouxiexiaodeyi，piankehou，tacongdoulinachuqianjia，jiangyizhangkapianshendaowomianqian，“xiaowan，nazhe。”
“这是什么？”
womeijie，tabianbuyoufenshuodijiangzheiyinxingkasaidaowoshouli：“nazheba，zheishinilaogongdecunkuan，dangrandeyounibaoguan；dangnianwomenfenshoutachuyurendaozhuyijilewoyibiqian，wodangshifenfenbupingjiuyeshoule，kewoxianzaiyouwonanrenyangwo，ganmayaobierendongxi？”
“linmeng，duibuqi。”luowenmuguangshanshuoleyixia，zuichunweiweiyidong。
linmengbaibaishou，yilianwusuoweideyangzi：“xingla，guoqudedouguoqule，nianzainirangwoyinchayangcuozhaodaolezhenaidefenshang，woyejiubuguainidangnianzongnawodangdangjianpaile。buguo，haishiyaogongxinia，zheimeduonian，zhongyuqudaoleyizhiyilaizuiaideneigeguniang。”
林梦说完就走了。
woheluowenzhanzaiyuandi，bicidoumeiyoushuohua。
xuannaodeshangchangyijiao，wotingdaozijidexinzangtiaodehenlihai。