tashiduiyangguangguomindehuosiren。tashicaihuahengyidezaowangshigui。dangsufangchupengbowuguanwenwu，
juexingjianguinengli。caifaxian“siwangzhishibiantaifayudekaishi”。huozaiyinyingzhongdeta，
beipoyulihe、liqingzhaodenglishiguihunqiandingqiyue。yizhinianweiranliao，
jiangguomintizhilianchengtunshiguangandeyinyinglieyan。dang“ji”tunshixianshibianyuan，takazaishengsiliefengzhongxuangao！
“wobuzuoren，yebuzuogui。”“woyaozaiguanganzhijian，wanchengshuyuzijidechengnianli。”1wojiaosufang，
ershisansui，yigeputongdebowuguanshixisheng。weiyidetebiezhichuzaiyu，woshige“jianguangsi”dehuotifanli。
bierenshaitaiyangbugai，woshaitaiyangzhijiekaiqirentiguominfanyingdashang。congjunyunfenhongdaobuguizehongban，
zuihouxiti“zhushudelongxia”xiandingpifu。fuzengsaoyangnannaihaohuataocan，
yanzhongshihainengyouqingchuyanxiukexiaojuchang。suoyi，dangxiawuwudiandebiguanguangboxiangqi。
biedetongshixiangtuojiangdeyegouchongxiangxiyangshi。wozhinengmanyouyoudishoushidongxi，neixinhaowubolan，
shenzhixianggaogeyiqu：《wodetaiyang》（zuzhouban）。“xiaosua，haibuzou？
”baoanzhangyinazhetadechaodahaobaowenbei，liuliudadaguolai。wochechuyigezhiyejiaxiao，
balianwangkuanyanmaohefangshaimianzhaoliyousuolesuo。“zhangyi，wozaijianchaxiazhanju，ninxianmang。”zou？
waimiandeshijieduiwoeryanjiushidaxingziwaixiansharenxianchang！bowuguancaishiwodeyonghengzhijia！shide，
chulebuhexue，wojianzhixianggexixuegui。pifucangbaidexianggangconglengdongkulaochulai。
richangchuandazhudayige“munaiyifugufeng”，mojing、kouzhao、maozi、yusan、zhangxiuzhangku，yiyangbunengshao。
yinshi？he，ningmengdangshuihe，mihoutaodangfanchi，
buzhidaodehaiyiweiwozaijinxingshenmeshenmidekangyanghuaxiuxianyishi。zhongyumocengdaorendouzouguangle，
zhantinglizhishengxiawoheqianbainianqiandewenwuzuoban。hunhuangdeshedengqudaileduladeyangguang，rangwoanquanganbaopeng。
woliudadaosuitangzhanting，tingzaineigezhumingdebolijuqian。limiantangzheyitiaohualidaoshanxiataihejingouyandexianglian。
zheishilijingxunxiaopengyoudepeizangbaobei。“lixiaohaialixiaohai，”wogezheboliziyanziyu。“nishuoni，
jiusuijiuguale，shiyoudiancan。danhuangejiaoduxiang，nichenggongbikailenijiazuhoumiandexueyuxingfenga！
buyongjinglishehuideduda，yongyuanhuozaijiusuidekuaileli，
haiyouzheimeduozhubaopeizang……”woyouhuangdaosongdaishuhuaqu，kanzheliqingzhaode《xiarijueju》tuopian。
“shengdangzuorenjie，siyiweiguixiong……”woxiaoshengdigu，“qingzhaojiejie，niubi！malaogongmahuangdi，
qiangudiyizhuaijie！woyaoshinengyouniyibangang，yebuzhiyubeiyangguangqifuchengzheiyang……”jiuzaizheishi，
zuosidechongdongyongshangxintou。wozuoyoukankan，quedinglianzhangyidouquxunluole。yushitoutoudiyongzhijian，
chupengleyixiatuopiandefuzhipinhuakuang。zuilihaishenshentaotao：“xinnvsufang，yuanyongdanshenershinian，
huanwonengzhengchangshaitaiyang……”huayingangluo，yibiandousheng！yanqiandetuopian，nei“bukenguojiangdong”jigezi，
mosefangfohuoleguolai，kaishiniudong！genglipudeshi，lixiaohaidexianglian，neixiezhenzhuhebaoshi，
kaishifachuyouyoudeguang！“？？？”huanjue！yidingshijintianmihoutaochiduole，weishengsuczhongdule！
woshijingzhalezhayan，zaikanxiangxianglian。guangmangxiaoshile。tuopianshangdeziyeanfenle。“hu……”wosonglekouqi，
“hesile，guoranshi……”huameishuowan，yiguqiangliedexuanyunganmengdixilai，tianxuandizhuan，
yanqiandejingwukaishiniuqu、zhongdie。woxiayishidixiangfuzhuzhanju，queganjueshouchuanguoleshenmedongxi？jinjiezhe，
wokandaole。yuanbenkongwuyirendezhantingli，turanbiandehenyongji。yigechuanzhepojiutangchaoguanfudedashu，
zhengbaliantiezai“tangdaiyinshiwenhua”dezhanbanshang，shijingxiuzhelimianhuazhedekaoyangrou，koushuiliulesanchizhang。
yigechuanzheqingchaoqipaodeayi，piaozai“gudaifushi”zhanqu，
duizhebolilidexiandaifangpinzhizhidiandian：“zeze，zheizhenjiao，zheiliaozi，
buruwomenfushangxiuniang……”haiyouyigechuanzhebashiniandaihaihunshan，liansecanbaidexiaoqingnian，
zhengshituchuanguoqiangbi，zuiliniantaozhe：“wode《lushanlian》yaokaichangle……”wojiangzaiyuandi，
danaocpuzhijieshaohu。woshishei？wozaina？wokandaoleshenme？jiticosplay？
bowuguanqimiaoyezhongguo**ban？jiuzaizheishi，woniaoyixiongyong，jihushitongshoutongjiaodinuojinlenvcesuo。
zhanzaixishoutaiqian，woduoduosuosuodizhaixiamojinghekouzhao，xiangyonglengshuipoxingziji。ranhou，wozaijingzili，
kandaolewocangbaidelian。yiji，woshenhou，
neigebuzhidaoshenmeshihouchuxiande、chuanzheyansebaohedujigaodefeisezhangpaodenianqingnanren。tazhangdehaitinghaokan，
jiushiliansebaidegenwoyoudeyipin，yanxiayipianqinghei。tatouguojingzi，youyoudikanzhewo。ranhou，
yongdaizhedianxianqi，youyoudianzhaodaozuzhideguiyiqinqiegandeyuqi，
kaikoule：“xiyangwuxianhao……”wohunshenhanmaodaoshu。tadunledun，jielexiaqu：“zhishijinhuanghun。ze，
niyepaguang？kanlai，shitongdaozhongrena。”wo：“……”tongnigetou！daonigegui！mama！
wohaoxiangzhendejianguileaaaaaa！！！jingzhongdelihe，
duiwozheisongbaoyangluchuleyige“meiyankan”debiaoqing。“pashenme？
ququ‘biantaifayu’doumeiwanchengdexiaozaizi。”tabunaifandibaibaishou，“renma，
shuobailejiushiguideyounianti，sini，buguoshiwomendechengnianli。nizheizhonglian‘chengguili’doumeijinglide，
zaiwomenneier，jiujiao‘yuzhigui’，shuyubanchengpin，dong？”“……”wodonggechuizi！
wozhixiangzuogeputongren！xiayimiao，woyibaimichongcidesuduchongchucesuo。zhuangkailehaojige“kongqi”，
xiwangshikongqi……yilujianjiaozhetaolilezheizuoturanbiandewubijingsongdebowuguan。zhanzaihuadengchushangdejietou，
wokanzhecheshuimalong，renlairenwang，diyicijuedezheichongman“guangwuran”deshijieruciqinqie。raner，
dangwodingjingyikan，caifaxian——neigeyibiandenggongjiaoyibiankoubizidedashu，jiaohougenbuzhedi。
neigeduizheshoujishaxiaodemeizi，bozinengxuanzhuanyibaibashidu。neigeliugoudedaye，
shoulidegousheng……genbenmeishuanzairenhedongxishang！wojuewangdibishangyan，youzhengkai。shijie，haishineigeshijie。
zhishi，duoledianbugaiyoudedongxi。wodeneixinyipianaihao。jiuming！wode“jianguangsi”renshehaimeibeng，
xianzaiyouxiti“jiangui”tizhi？！zheirizimeifaguole！2wo，sufang，ershisansui，
yigejiandingdeweiwuzhuyizhe（cengjing）。rujinzhengsuozaibeiwoli，zhiluchuyishuangyanjing，sisidingzhewoshimenkou。
menkoupiaozheyigebantoumingde、chuanzhefeisezhangpaodenangui。dui，jiushibowuguancesuolineige“tongdaozhongren”。
“ni…nibieguolaia！wogaosuni，woshenshangyangqizhong！wo…wotiantianchidasuan！
”woshituyongzuisongdeyuqishuochuzuihendehua。nangui，huozheshuolihe。
zheishitagangcaiyongtaneidaizhedianyinfengdecixingsangyingaosuwodemingzi。tahaifanlegebaiyan。wuliyiyishangde，
yanzhuzizaiyankuanglidiliuliuzhuanleyiquan。“yangqizhong？chidasuan？”tachixiaoyisheng，
neixiaoshengxiangshilouqidefengxiang。“xiaoguniang，nizheishenzigu，yinqizhongdedoukuainengfuchuxiaoguile。
zhiyudasuan……”taxilexibizi，yilianxianqi，“niwanshangchideshiningmengjisishala。”“……”gan！
zheiguibizihaitingling！“lihe……”woshituzhaohuichangzi，“zheimingzitingzheyoudianershua？nagedanweide？
sileduoshaonianle？youzanzhuzhengma？”lihe，huozheshuoguixiansheng，neizhangcanbaideliansihuheileyidian。
tapiaojinjibu，hedewochadianbabeizitixiaqu。“‘heiyunyachengchengyucui’，‘tianruoyouqingtianyilao’，
tingguomei？”tayuqidaizhediannanyizhixindebeifen。“wo！lihe！rencheng‘taibaixiancai，
zhangjiguicai’deneigezhangji！”wohuangrandawu：“e！！！neigexie‘xiongjiyishengtianxiabai’de！”lihe，
zu。suiranta816nianjiubingsile。tafuzhuetou，shenyingdouhuanglehuang。“neishi‘woyoumihunzhaobude，
xiongjiyishengtianxiabai’！erqiezhongdianbushizheige！zhongdianshi‘guicai’！guicai！”wosuolesuobozi。“haoba，
guicai……suoyi，guicaixiansheng，ninlaochanzhe**ma？wojiushiyigepingpingwuqideyangguangguominshechu，
meiqianmeise，zhiyouyijuzifangshaishuang。”lihepiaodaowodeshuzhuoqian，
haoqidichuolechuowotankaide《bowuguangongzuoshouce》，shouzhizhijiechuanleguoqu。tatanlekouqi，
yuqidaizhe“tanshangnizheishazisuanwodaomei”dewunai。“bushinizhaohuanwodema？”tahuitoukanwo，
yanshenyouyou。“nichupengleyunhanjiqiang‘nian’deqiwu，zishenhunpoyoubuwen，
zaijiashangnineiyuchundeyuanwang……zeze，tianshidilirenhe，nixiangbujianguidounan。
”“……”woyongdanshenershinianhuanlaideshaitaiyangjihui，jiuhuanlezhei？！
“suoyi…woxianzainengkanjiansuoyou…apiao？”woshengyinfazhan。“lilunshangshide。”lihepiaodaochuangbian，
kanzhelouxiayeshixixirangrangderenqunheguiqun。“buguodabufenhunhunee，buzuweiju。
xiangwodengzheibanbaoyouqingxishenzhide，caishishaoshu。”tazhilezhilouxianeigebashetoudangtiaoshengwandexiaonvhaigui。
“kanjianmei？neizhong，shuyudijinpc，chuleherenmeishayong。
”youzhilezhineigezaishaokaotanpangbianshijingwenxiangwei，queyikouyechibudaodelaoyeyegui。“neizhong，
zhinianzaiyukoufuzhiyu，kelianchongbale。”wokanzhetakankanertandeyangzi，turanlingguangyishan。“suoyi，
li…dashi？ninzheishiyaojiwofabuxinshourenwule？birubangneigelaoyeyechidunshaokao？
”liheyongkanzhizhangdeyanshenkanzhewo。“bangta？pingshenme？guiyufazediyitiao：ruorouqiangshi。
tazijimeibenshi‘chi’dao，guaishei？”“……”zheiguiyuhaitingdaerwenshehuiha。
“nei…guiyufazediertiaoni？”“diertiao，”lihepiaohuiwomianqian，shenqingyansulexie，“xiaoxin‘ji’。
”“jian？”woyileng，“haiyoubiningeng…neishenmedegui？”lihedelianshunjianniuquleyixia，
jihushipaoxiaochulai。“shiji！ji！guisiweiji！neishiyiguiweishideguaiwu！womenguidezhongjitiandi！
donglema？！”wobeitahoudesuolesuobozi。“dongledongle…suoyiguishangmianhaiyoutiandishiba？
zheishiwulianhaitingwanzheng…”lihefue，sihugenwogoutongrangtafeichangsunhaoguiqi。tashenxiyikouqi，
suiranwobuzhidaotaxilegesha。lihenulipingfuxinqing。“suanle，gennishuobumingbai。zongzhi，
nijirannengkanjianwomen，jiusuanshibanzhijiaotarulezheigequanzi。yihouzoulukanzhedian，
biezhuangdaobugaizhuangde……ng？”tahuameishuowan，turanniutoukanxiangqiangbi。xiayimiao，yigezhazheshuangyaji，
chuanzhehualitangzhuang，bozishangdaizheyitiaoshanxiayanbaoshixiangliandexiaonvhai，zhijiecongqiangbilichuanlejinlai。
shoulihaibaozheyige……dengdeng，neishiwode**banpaopaomatemanghe？！“ya！zheigewawahaopiaoliang！
”xiaonvhaiyanjingliangjingjingde，baozhewodewawabusashou。
womudengkoudaidikanzhezheigeturanchuangruwo“anquanwu”debusuzhike。lihezaiyipangliangliangdijieshao。“e，
zheiweishilijingxun，xiaomingxiaohai，womendoujiaotalixiaohai。suichaodewaiqi，jinzhiyuye，jiusuijiusile。
”lijingxun？neigexiangliandezhuren？wokanxiangtabozishangneichuanzaiheianzhongdounengzixingfaguangdezhubao，
haiyoushoushangdewawa，ganjuexinzangzaidixue。wodemanghe！lixiaohaiwanquanbupasheng，piaodaowochuangbian，
waizhetoukanwo。“jiejie，nijiushineigenengkanjianwomenderenma？nidefangjianzhenhaowan！
”tazhilezhiwozhuoshangdehuazhuangpin。“neixieliangjingjingdehezishishenmeya？
”wokanzhetatianzhenlanman（qiejiyuwocaichan）delian，shituzhaohuichengnianrendeweiyan。
“nei……neishiwodedongxi！haiyou，bawawahaijiwo！”lixiaohaibiebiezui，bawawabaodegengjinle。
“xiaoqi！woyiqianyouhaoduohaoduozheiyangdebaobeini！doupeizangla！
”“……”lihezaiyipangxingzailehuodibuchong。
“guiyufazedisantiao：yudaozheizhongsileshangqiannianhaibaochitongzhende，jinliangmanzuta，burantanengfansini。
nibujiwojiukujinikan”debiaoqing；youkanlekanlihenei“nizijikanzheban”desiyangzi；neixinyipianbeiliang。
suoyi，wodejianguishenghuo，jiushibujinyaorenshouyigedusheziliandeshigui，
haiyaohongyigesileshangqianniandexionghaizi？！jiuzaizheishi，lixiaohaituranbawawawangwohuailiyisai。
xiaolianbiandeyansuqilai，zhizhechuangwai：“shiguigege，qingzhaojiejieyouzaidajiale！
”wohelihetongshikanxiangchuangwai。zhijianduimianloudingshangkong，yidaomohudeshenying，
shouchiyidaorutongguangningjuchengde……e，dagaishijiandedongxi，
zhengzaiheyigebuduanniuqubianhuadeheisexuanwozhuangwutijiliebodou！liherouleroumeixin，yiliantouteng。
“youlaile…zheiweigunainai，yitianbukandiandongxijiuhunshenbushufu。”wozhangdalezuiba，
zhizheneizhenhanqielipudeyimu。“nei…neishishenme？xingqiudazhanguihunban？”lihetanlekouqi，
yong“dainijianshixiashimian”deyuqishuo：“kanjianmei？neigeheisede，jiushi‘ji’。
erneiweidajiabiyemenhaimengde，jiushinichongbaideqingzhaojiejie，rencheng‘guijie’。”tadunledun，
xunidipailepaiwodejianbang，yuqichenzhong：“huanyinglaidaozhenshideshijie，xiaoguniang。
nide‘biantaifayu’kecheng，xianzaizhengshikaishi。diyike：ruhezaiguijiehejide**huouzhong，
baozhunidexiaoming，yijinidepaopaomate。”“……”woxianzaixuanzezhongxintoutaihailaidejima？！
3zicongwodegongyuchengle“guijiezhurenjianlinshibanshichu”hou，shenghuozhiliangchengduanyashixiadie。lihe，
zheiweishiguidaren，yi“shuxihuanjing”weiming，meitianbazhanwodediannao。
bushizaikan《tangshijianshangcidian》dedianziban；jiushizaisousuo“liheweihehuaicaibuyu”dezhihutiezi，
yibiankanhaiyibianpingtoulunzu：“houshixiaozi，donggepi！”lixiaohai，zheiweixiaozuzong，
zeduiwodexiandaihuazhuangpinhelingshijujinxinglehuimiexingtansuo。
tashituyongwodeyslkouhongzaiqiangshanghuamudan；bawodesk-iishenxianshuidangyinliaoheleyixiaokou，
ranhoupeipeipeidiquantulechulai；haichaiguanglewodundesuoyoushupian，danzhiwenlewenweidao，
jiushiwangdidiuzaiyibian：“meiyouyushanfangdedianxinxiang。”wowuzheqianbao，neixinzaidixue。
zheinashiyanglelianggegui，zheishigongleliangtaisuichaoji，haishiqianniangudongjibiede！
weiyirangwoshaogananweideshiliqingzhaojiejie。neiweizhandoulibaobiaodeguijie，
dabufenshijiandouzaiwaimian“xingxiazhangyi”。zhiyououercaihuixiangyidaolansedeshandianbanchuxianzaiwodeketing。
jianchaliheyoumeiyouhaohao“jiaodao”wo，yijilixiaohaiyoumeiyouchuanghuo。meicitayilai，
lihelimacongwangyinzhainanqiehuanchengduanzhuangwenren。lianlixiaohaidouhuiguaiguaibanongluandemanghebaihao。zheitianwanshang，
wozhengyibiankenzheningmeng，yibianrenshouliheduiwobiyelunwen《luntangdaiqiwuwenshideliubian》dezhishouhuajiao。
“nizheixiedeshenmewanyier？genbenmeizhuazhushengtangdeqixiang！”turan，yigunanyiyanyudeganjuejuezhulewo。
bushie，bushike，ershi……jiqiqiangliede“beixuyaogan”？
fangfoyougeshengyinzaiwonaozilixunhuanbofang：“laia~kuaihuoa~fanzhengyou~dabashiguang~~”woshuaishuaitou，
shitubazheiguiyidebgmganchuqu。“nizenmele？”lihetingxiatadewenxuepiping，huyidikanzhewo。
“lianzheimehong？youguominle？”“bushi……”woyanshenfazhi，
“woganjue……haoxiangyoushenmedongxizaizhaohuanwo……haoxiangweitadagong，
dadaodilaotianhuang……”lihelianseyibian，piaoguolai，yongtaneibingliangdeshouzaiwoetouqiantanletan。“huaile！
shi‘zhangshengdian’defushe！”“zhangshengdian？yangguifeineige？”woyilianmengbi，“tazhaohuan**ma？
rangwoqujitapaiduanshipinxuanchuanhuaqingchi？”“pideyangguifei！”lihecuileyikou。“shiyingzheng！
tadezhiniantaiqiang，xingchengleyigeleisilingyudedongxi，womenchengzhiwei‘zhangshengdian’。zheigaisideqinshihuang，
sileliangqiannianhaizaigaojingshenwuran；daochusanfa‘qiuzhangsheng，lai996’denaodianbo，
xiyinneixiezhinianshenzhongdeguihun，hexiangnizheizhonghunpobuwendehuorenqujitadangmianfeilaodongli！
”“……”sileliangqianniandeqinshihuangzaigaochuanxiao？zheihuafengshibushiyoudiantaiqingqile？jiuzaizheishi，
neigumomingdeganjuegengqiangle，haijiazazhe“baochibaozhu（？），wuxianyijin（？？），dedaoshengxian（！！！
）”dexujiaxuanchuanxinxi。wodeshentibushoukongzhidizhanqilai，
zuilinannanzhe：“woyaozhangsheng……woyaoweibixiaxiaoli……wodejianlini……”“xingxing！nigeshazi！
”liheqidezaiwoerbiandahou。kexishengyinchuannaoguo，zhinianxinzhongliu。lixiaohaiyepiaoleguolai，
yongxiaoshouzhichuowodelian。“sufangjiejie，nizenmebianshala？”yankanwojiuyaomengyouchumen，