wochangchangzaixiang，ruguowoyikaishijiubawozhushuyuzijidenengjiyuzijizuihaojieguodejihui，xianzaiwohuibuhuijiubuzaizheimekunaole？
erzaiwozaizaiyicijiechutapiaoliangdeshuangmou，xinlisuiranyouyisihouhui，danzhongguihaishixuanzelefangxia，huoxuneiyang，caishiduizijiyeshiduitazuihaodekuanshu。
摘自任晓城日记
jiaoshijiedangtianxiawu，renxiaochengyouyicijiedaolexiaolingtongdailaidexiaoxi，xiaoxishichensiyingyuetabangwanshifenqulouxiazijingshushuyinxiajianmian。
bangwanshifen，renxiaochengruyueerzhi。
cishi，xiaoxiaodechensiyingzhengpengzheyingyushu，zuozaicaopingshang，kaozhezijingshugan，dizhetou，nianzheyingyu，suiranfayinbushihenbiaozhun，danqueyoujiqirenzhen，sihushixiangyaojiangmeigeyingyudancishenzhizimudouxiangqianrulinghunyiban。
weilebudaraochensiying，renxiaochengjiuxiaoxinyiyidizheiyatoushenbianzhaogeweizhizuolexialai。
errenxiaochenggangzuoxialai，chensiyingjiufanyingguolai，zhuanguotouweixiaozhekanxiangqianzhe：“ge，nilaile！”
“ng！”renxiaochengdianlediantou，“nidenglehenjiuma？”
“meini！”chensiyinghuiguotou，bingqiefangxiashuben，chuitousangqidishuodao，“woyeshiganglai！”
“suoyi，nizhaowoshizhendeyoushi？”kanzhechensiyingneiqingxintuosudecelian，renxiaochengxiangshiyixiazidudongleshenme，yushixunwen。
“e……”chensiyingyouxielengzhu，danyezhishijinjinyimiao，lengguozhihou，lianshangyouhuifuletianmeidexiaorong，“haoba！woshizhenyoushizhaoni，buguo，bushiguanyuwode，shilizhihuihuiyuancengqingyuedeqingqiu，benlaiwoyebudasuanmafannide，keshixiaoyuefeiyaozhimingdaoxingyaowozhaoni！”
zhenzhengyuanyinqishiyejiandan，jiushicengqingyuedejiejiecengqingfengzaichusandeshihouherenxiaochengshijiqiyaohaodepengyou，ranhouzaikaixuezhiqiantatuorenxiaochengbangmangzhaokanmeimeieryi。
zhishiyouyinwei，cengqingyuegangshanggaozhong，renshiderenyeshao，buguoganghaoshilizhihuixinhuiyuan，bingqieyuchensiyingjiaojizuiduo，yushihu，jiuyoulexianzaizheiyimu。
“tadeshiqingwozhidao！”renxiaochengshuo，“zhishiniquedingwonengbangtama？”
renxiaochengsuiranyoubaifenbaiquedingtakeyijiejuezheijianshi，yezhendeyouneigejueduidenengnai，yesuiranzaicizhiqiantayeyijingdayingguochenlongying，dan，qishizheixiedoubusuanshenme，yinweizhenzhengdeguanjianhaishichenlongyingzheimezuozhenzhengdeyuanyin，haiyoutadaodiyaoyinchushenmeren，huozheshuo，fuxiqindoubusuantadezhenzhengxuqiu，tazhenzhengdexuqiuqishilingyouqirenhuozhelingyouqiwu。
buguozheixie，douzhishicaice。
erxiangduilaishuo，cengqingyuedeqingqiu，tanengbangma？
renxiaochengjibuchuchensiyingxiangyaodehuida，zhishitaxiang，ruguozhendebangle，tajueduiyouxiezuijueduiwanmeidefangfa，erqiehaishibupohuaihechenlongyingyuedingdebanfa。
zhishixianzai，tahaibuxiangzheimezhejichushou，yinweitashixiangzheguoduanshijian，dengzhaodaochenlongyingzhenzhengmudeyebuchi。
“woxiangxingegea！”chensiyingzhuanguotoujilerenxiaochengyigezirenweizuicanlandexiaorong，yimiaozhonghou，xiaorongjianjianxiaoshi，querdaizhidequeshiyilianwunai，“wozhishibuxiangxinneigechenlongying！”
shuoqichenlongying，chensiyingyeshizaibuzhidaoshuoshenmehaole，yinianqianjiushejirangrenweijiaota，erneishihouyaobushirenxiaocheng，taxianzaihainengbunengzuozairenxiaochengshenbian，bingqiehaizheimeqieyideliaotian，jinguanzheiqieyilijiadaiyizhongwufayanyudedanyou！
danyuangegezhenyoubanfaba！bijingzheichenlongyingshizhendetainengzhetengle！
“fangxinba！”renxiaochengqueyezhinenganwei，“woyoubanfa！”
“hao！”wenyan，chensiyinglianshangyouhuifulexiaorong，jiezhehuiguotouqu，kanzheyingyushu，chenyinlehaoyihuier，caikaikouxunwen，“ge，chulexiaoyuedeshiqing，wohaiyouyigehenzhongyaodewentixiangwenni，ninengrushihuidama？”
“ng，nishuo！”renxiaochengkemeiyoushenjiuchensiyingnengjitashenmeyangdewenti，tazhishijuedewulunneishishenmeyangdewenti，tadouyoubanfayingdui。
“ni……weishenmezhiyaowodangnimeimei？”chensiyingshuo，“wojidenidangshimingmingyoujihuide，kehoulaiyouweihefangqile？”
yinianduoleni？zaicihuixiangqizheigewenti，chensiyingdoushenzhidouyouxiebuganmianduirenxiaocheng，yinweizaiyikaishi，takeshiduirenxiaocheng……kehoulai，buzhijuedebianchengxiongmeile，jiufoudingleyuanlaidexiangfama？
shuoshizaide，tadaoyemeiduodazaiyizheifoudingbufouding，zhishitongyangdewenti，zaixinlijiuerjiuzhichenglerutongxinjieyibandecunzai，tapazaibuwen，yihoudoumeiyoujihuile，jincieryi。
“ni……zheimewen，woshibushiyekeyiwuyiweinicengjingduiwoyouneiyangdexiangfa？”renxiaochengmeiyouzhijiejichensiyinghuida，ershizhijiefanwen，suirandaanyijinghenmingxianle。
“suanshiba！”chensiyingmeiyouteyifourenshenme，ershiwunaiyixiao，“buguo，yehuoxushixinyoulingxi，nidangchujiwofoudingdetongshiwoyejilenitongyangdefouding！”
xinyoulingxima？chensiyingmoran，huoxuneiyebuguoshidangshidetadanfangmianrendinglerenxiaochengyijingfangqile，tayexuanzeletongyangdefangqieryi。
zhiyufouding，neikebujiushitabazijidanfangmiandeyiyuan，qiangjiadaorenxiaochengshenshangma？
huanyanzhi，ruguomeiyousuoweidexinyoulingxi，zheiyiqiedoubuguoshitazijixinzhongsuoxiangeryi。
“jirandoufoudingle，zaishenjiuyouyouheyiyi？”renxiaochengqingqingyixiao，“xingba，woyeshihuashishuo，wofangqiqishishiyinweibuxiangnijiazaiwohetazhijianzuoyouweinan，yetongshiburangwojiazainihetazhijianjixujiuchanbuqing，jixukunrao，jincieryi！”
zuoyouweinanma？huoxujiuchanbuqingcaishizhendeba！suiranzheiliangzhebiaomianshangmeiyoushenmequbie，keshijishang……renxiaochengzaixinlikuxiaobuyi，yexuzaitahaimeiyouzhenzhenggengongzhugaobaizhiqian，zaichensiyinghewujinhonghaimeizhenzhengtanpaizhiqian，yiqiedouhaizhishiweizhishu！
buguo，chensiyinghuibuhuizhenzhengyiyidongdetashuo“ta”he“ta”daodishishei？youhuozhehuibuhuibazheilianggetadangchengyigeta，tayelandeshenjiule，bijingtaxianzaiyaozuokebushitahechensiyinghaiyouwujinhong，youhuozhegongzhusirenzhijiandaodishenmeguanxi，ershichaqingchuchenlongyingdezhenzhengmude。
guobuqiran，cike，chensiyingtinglerenxiaochengdehuazhihou，haizhendejiucuojiangrenxiaochengshuodetadangchenglewujinhong，yushixinxiaqiexi，yuanlaigegeshiweilechengquantahewujinhongcaifangqidema？
xiangdaocichu，taxinlibumiandeyouxieyihan，yinweigegezhongjiuhaimeiyoujiyutaxiangyaodeerqiehaishizuihaodehuida，zhishijiletarangtanenggouzuidachengdujieshoudedaan。