第四章寻不到人
“yuanlairuci，kanlaizanmenjiangzonghaishigehenyouaixinderenni。”
“yangdeyougaoyoushuai，kejianjiangwanmeishaohuaxinsi。”
“jiangzong，zheiyangerziyoushenmemijuema，xiangnitaojiaoyifan。”
......
zaizhongrendeyilunshengzhong，chuzhaolinmomodizoulai，jiangwanlianshangdebingxuexiaorong，jiangtareqingdijieshaojizaichangdesuoyouren。
“xiaochuhenlihaide，jingchangtingwanwanshuo，xiaochuzuoshenmedoulihai。”
“jiubirugangqin，xiaoxiaonianjijiunengdadaoshiji。”
xuqiuyujianfengchazhendijieshaozhechuzhaolin，suijibianyouhaoshizhechuyanqihong，“bururangxiaochujizanmenzhanshizhanshiruhe？”
jiangwanxiayishidikanxiangchuzhaolinneishuangzaoyijingbumanshanghendeshou，yanshenweiweiyitong，zhuanshunjishi。
“jirandajiaxingzhizheimegao，neijiurangtazhanshizhanshi。”
chuzhaolinhaojiudoumeiyoukandaojiangwandexiaorongle，mingzhidaocikedezijihaosishiyanhuishangdexiaochou，tayexinrandaying。
zhiyaoshijiangwandeyaoqiu，tadouganzhiruyi，jibianzijishuangshoumanshishanghen。
chuzhaolinzuodaogangqinqian，shuangshoufangzaiheibaifenmingdeqinjianshang，shouzhiweiweizuotong。
laidejiqinglichudexixiaobolizha，haosiwushuzhimayisiyaozheshangkou。
yehao，taxiangchenzhelikaizhiqian，zaiweijiangwandanzouneishoutazuixihuandegangqinqu《alliknowisyou》。
woxinweinizhi，kenixinzaihechu？
weimeidegangqinshengxiangqi，chuzhaolinqiangrenzheshouzhishangdejutong，jiangduijiangwansuoyoudeaiyirongruqizhong。
jiangwanmiandaixiaorongdikanzheta，zhendeyehao，jiadeyeba。
zhishaotazaicikandaolejiangwandexiaorong，shouzhangzaitengyouruhe，zhide。
yiquzouba，mantanghecai。
zhongrenfenfenzantan，jiangwanyougehaoerzi，jiangwanyelimaodihuiyingzhe。
jiuzaichuzhaolinzhunbeixiataideshihou，xuqiuyudeshengyinzaicixiangqi，“wojuedexiaochudeshuipingyinggaibuzhiruci，burulaiyishou《yefengfeiwu》ruhe？”
《yefengfeiwu》diyunandudelequ，meiyimiaoyaoyanzoushigeyinfu，jiqiaoheqinggandeshuangzhongkaoyan。
jibianshishijieshangzuiyouxiudegangqinjia，danzouzheishouquzideshihouyeshenzhiyoushen。
rucigaoqiangdudeyanzou，huisuoduanzijidezhiyeshengya。
hekuangchuzhaolinxianzaideshouyijingxianxuelinli。
chuzhaolinqiuzhuyiban，wangxiangjiangwan，tahaishijiangneishuangxianxuelinli，haizaizhandoudeshoufangzaibeihou，buxiangrangjiangwankanjian，buxiangrangrenjuedetakelian。
“neijiuzailaiyishouba。”
jiangwanyichuidingyin，chuzhaolinxuanzhedexinzhongyusile。
weilebangxuqiuyupulu，jiangwandangzhenshibuyiyuli，suoyi，zijicaishizuiduoyudeneiyige。
“好的，小妈。”
chuzhaolinzaicizuodaogangqinqian，yanjiaodeyuguangpiejianxuqiuyuneimanshiyuanduyanshen。
takandechulai，xuqiuyujiushizaiguyizhenduiziji。
jiangwanrangtadan，neijiudanbianshile。
chuzhaolinshenxiyikouqi，paokaixinzhongdezanian，shouzhihuanhuanluozaiqinjianshang，neiyishunjian，fangfozhenggeshijiedouanjinglexialai。
suizhediyigeyinfudexiangqi，rutongyikekeshizitourupingjingdehumian，fanqicengcenglianyi。
jilieerkuaisudexuanlvshunjianchongchizhezhenggekongjian。
chuzhaolindeshouzhizaiqinjianshangfeisutiaodong，meiyigeyinfudouxiangshiyizhikuangyedeyefeng，zaikongqizhongwengwengzuoxiang，daizheyizhongwufazudangdeliliang。
quziguoban，doudadehanzhucongetoushangluoxia，diluozaibeixianxueranhongdeqinjianshang。
chuzhaolinbuzhidaoshizenyangdeliliangzhichizhezijidanwanyizhengshoude《yefengfeiwu》。
dengtazaicizhanqilaideshihou，shouzhangyijingzaiwuzhijue，zhinenggouyikaoshouzhijincundelilianggouzaibeihou。
leidongdezhangshengzhong，chuzhaolinmiandaiweixiao，jugongxiatai，qiaowushengxixiaoshizaiyanhuitingzhong，jiuhaosiconglaimeichuxianguoyiyang。
shishihougailikaile，xiaomazhinengxiaoma，buhuishibieren。
zaiyemeiyoupianai，zaiyemeiyouwenrou。
huoxu，wolikaile，xiaomacainenghexuqiuyuyizhixingfuxiaquba。
zhanyoulejiangwanzuimeihaodeshinian，woyinggaimanzu，bushima？
shenye，jiangwanhuidaolebieshu。
chulihaoshangkoudechuzhaolinjiandaotalianmangzhanqishen，“xiaoma，santianzhihoujiushiwodeshengrile，ninengchouchuyigexiaoshideshijianpeiwochidangaoma？”
shijiangwanyangyuletashinian，ruxuqiuyusuoshuo，jiangwanbatazuihaodeshinianquandoujilechuzhaolin。
tayinggaiganen，xiangzaichujianderizi，haohaogaobie。
此生便再无遗憾了。
jiangwanzhouqimeitou，bennengdijujue，“nidaodihaiyaowoshuoduoshaoci，woshinidexiaoma，mingbaima？yigekuaisanshisuidenvrenyoushenmehaowande！”
“xiaoma，niwuhuile，wo......womeiyoubiedeyisi，zhixianghaohaoguoyicishengri，wobuhuizaixiangzhiqianneiyangrenishengqile，yebuhuizaibiaobai。”
woxiang......haohaogaobie......
jiangwanzoudaozijidefangjianmenkou，touyebuhui，“dangaozijiding。”
“好。”
chuzhaolinzhongzhongdidiantou，neiyikesuoyoudeweiqu，qingkejianyanxiaoyunsan。
daoleshengrizheitian，chuzhaolindinghaoledangao，zuohaolejiangwanxihuanchideshiwu，congzaoshangdengdaowanshang，keshirengjiumeiyoudengdaojiangwan。
quedenglailexuqiuyudedianhua，dianhuaneitoudeshengyindaizhekuqiang，“xiaochu，xiaochu，wanwanshibushizainishenbian，nigaosuta，wocuole，wozhendecuole，woyihoubuhuizairetashengqile。”
“qiutabuyaobuliwo，buyaobuguanwo，xiaochu，nixiaomashizuizaihunide，qiunibangbangwo，haoma？”
chuzhaolinbuzhidaofashengleshenme，keshitingxuqiuyudeshengyin，bianzhidaotahejiangwanzhijianyudaolewenti。
keshi，tahenqueding，zheigewentikendingbushiziji。
tingdaotazheibanzaoyu，chuzhaolinxinzhongquebingmeiyouyizhongdachoudebaodekuaigan，yinweijiangwantongyangyebuzaitashenbian。
“xiaoma，meiyouhuilai，woyezaideng。”
“bu！bu！xiaochu......chuge......nizaishuohuangduibudui？”xuqiuyurufengsimo，“wanwanyishengbuxiangdijiuzoule，zenmekenengzheigeshihoudoubuhuijia？”
chuzhaolinxinliyouxieluanzaozaode，buxiangzaijixutingxuqiuyusuisuinian，zhengzhunbeiguadianhuadeshihou，quezaicitingdaoneigeshuxidemingzi。
“nandao......nandaotazhendequzhaogumingle？”
顾铭？
阿铭！
chuzhaolindunshijiangzhule，taxiangqineiwanjiangwanmozhetadelian，chenzhezuiyishuochulaidehua，“aming，nizhongyuhuilaile，wohaokaixin......”