第四章良心
wowanshanghuidaomufusilianglebantian，juedezuorenhaishideyouliangxin。
qishiwozaineishihoutingjianxiehuaianshuowohaogandumeidongjingdeshihoujiucaidaotademingdingzhirenlingyouqiren。
meiyoumuwan，woyenabudaozheimeduoqian。
erqiejintianmuwankanshangquzhendeyaosuile。
够了！我心疼她！
wojuedingbashierzhijinchaifenjimuwanyiban。
zhiyuweishenmebuquanfen...
haiyongwenma？zheiyeshiqiana！
wodouyijingshitamenhuabenyouxizhongdeyihuanle，woyaodianqianzenmele？
dabulerangmuwanxiantiaotaxihuande。
wozhishijuedezuorenyaoyouliangxin，woyoubushishazi！
ranhouzaiwoheyanyueseyaoqingmuwantiaoxuantaxihuandeliuzhijiabin...abushi，jinchaideshihou，muwanfennudezhanleqilai。
kandechulaitaqishihenxiangbazhuozishangdechabeishuaile，danshizuijintiejiaweizhendebusuanfuyu，tazuihouzhishizhongzhongkeleyixiabeizi，fennudekanzhewo：[muwannishenmeyisi！nipingshenmezheimewuruwo！]
[xiehuaiansongnidejiushisongnide！wojiushizheibeizibudaichaizi！wocongtiejiayingtiaoxiaqu！wodoubuhuinanideyifenyihao！！]
然后哭着跑走了。
我也哭了。
gandongkude，xiangbudaomuwanrenhaiguaihaode。
jingrantabuyaowodeyifenyihao，neijinchaiwokedounazouleao！
haiyouwosidixiaxiangpeichangtadeyibailiangyeshi。
wozhiqiankanhuabendeshihoukanguo，xiangmuwanzheizhongshijinqianrufentudenvziguorancaishizuonvzhurengongdeliaozia。
而我，
wobuguoshiyigetianshaderouruomeinv。
rujinbujincaisiminjie、chenyuluoyan、biyuexiuhua，woshenzhihaiyoudianxiaofu。
诶嘿。
未来可期。
danshibuzhidaoweishenme，woneitianyaoqingmuwanfenjinchaideshiqingbeixiehuaianzhidaole。
anzhaowodetuiduan，zuidadexianyirenyinggaishiyuanjunshi---zhangdamoushi。
但我没有计较。
zhishibuzhidaoweishenmexiehuaiankanwodeyanshenyuelaiyueyouyuan，dantabushuohua。
dantaxinlishuo：【weishenmetayaobajinchaijimuwan？】
【taneitianbushishuohenxihuanma？nandaoshipianwode？】
【haoganduweishenmehaishimeizhanga？】
【tadaodishibuxihuanjinchaihaishibuxihuanwo？】
【mingbaile。jinchaihaishibugouzhiqian。】
wolanlandedalianglexiehuaianyiyan。
wojuedezijihaoxiangyoudianbuduijing，youxiefanmen，yeyouxieshengqi。
但我不知道为什么。
suanle，buzhidaojiubuzhidaoba。
rangxiehuaianzheigeyuandatouzijicai。
youshihoutiejiaweidejunshidangdetaijiule，chadianwangjiwodezhuyeqishishidajiaguixiu。
linjindongyuele，chunlegongzhujubanleyinianyidudeguinvjuhui，dajiajuzaiyiqishangshangshanchahuashenmede。
buzhiweishenme，danjiwoxieleyifenyaotie。
chunlegongzhushizhenaibanyanhui。
我自然是要赴约了。
chulewo，xiehuaianhemuwanyelaile。
wohaiyinyuekanjianlezhangdamoushi。
shanghuayandeguimohaitingdade，danshihuanjiedoudatongxiaoyi，wogensuizhemuqinsichupantan，zhijuedeliandouxiaojiangyingle。
haoburongyiduozaipianpixiedejiaoluotoutouqi，meizoujibujiukanjianmuwanheyiqunkanzhebushanderen。
wokaozaiyibiandasuankankanqingkuang。
sansigekanzhejiaojiaorouroudeguinvbamuwanduzhu：[nijiushiyushidafudenver？kanzheshigeshangbuletaimiande，genwomendoubuzaiyigejieceng。]
[tingshuoniriridouwangtiejiaweipao，nishigeguniang，nihaiyaobuyaolian？？]
womeidong，qutiejiaweizenmele？
[bieyiweiwomenbuzhidao，nibujiushiweiletiezhexiexiaojiangjun！]
e，tamenbuzhidaomuwanshiquzuomoushide。
[niyexiangxuemuwan？niyebukankannizijishishenmehuose！]
[jiushi，renjiamuwanrujinshixiexiaojiangjundexinjianren，nihaibabadetieshangqu，renjiaxiexiaojiangjunbanidangyihuishilema？nihaodaiyeshimingmenchushen，guoranshixiangxialaide，budongliyilianchi！]
buxing，wotingbuxiaqule。
chaojiuchao，genwoyoushenmeguanxi？
wolengxiaoyishengzouchuqu，bamuwanhuzaishenhou：[zenme？nimenkouzhongdexiexiaojiangjunjiubanimendangyihuishile？]
[zhangkoujiushixiangxialaide，woyeshixiangxiade，danworujinshichunlegongzhuqinziyaoqinglaifuyande，nidairuhe？niyousuanshenmedongxi？nidaoshizijiyexiangqutiejiawei，zhipashijinbuqumenba。]
[youkongzaizheiliyinyinkuangfei，buruhuijiabashuduonianjibian。shengderenjiashuojingdoudeguixiumeijiaoyang，muwanshangbushangdeletaimianruhe，woyoushizenyang，lunbudaonimenzaizheiduozuiduoshe。]
[shengparenjiakanbuchulainimenshishandudezhangshefu。qiedengzheyouyitian，muwanbujinbugennimenzaiyigegaodu，zhipashinimenpaimadouganbushang！]
guinvzhongmingxianshilingtoudefensequnzidengdaleyanjing，nubukee：[ni！muwan！nibuguoshizhangzhexiexiaojiangjunrujinmileyan，nidengzhenibeifangqideneiyitian！wokannihaixiaobuxiaozhang！]
womianshangluchuwuxiekejidexiaolai：[bulaonifeixinle。]
yanjiantamenxinyoubugandezoule，wocaihuitoukanxiangmuwan：[einimeishi...]
我愣住。
yanqiandemuwankanzhewodeshuangmouweiquhanlei，lianjiapiaoqibuzhengchangdehongyun。
...
天杀的！
zenmejitakuchengzheiyangle！！