第二章心有死意
woqiazhiyisuan，miansebiandeningzhong：「niyongzhijinxielegekouzi，koujiajinshigediaozi。meinv，nixinyousiyi，buxianghuole......」
yijuhuashuodaolelengxuemeiguixinkanshang，tamengditaitou，leiruyuxia。
「zhubonisuandehendui，wojiaoyueqing，yuzhaotinglongjiehunsannian，yizhihenenai。shanggeyuezhaotinglongchulechehuo，zaiyiyuanqiangjiuleyizhou，haishiqule。tadelikaidaizoulewosuoyoukuaile，wotiantianyileiximian，qiangchengzheshentibanwantadesangshi，andunhaojiaren，zhengzhunbeijintianwanshangjiushangdiaopeita，shengziwodoumaihaole。」
yueqingjihuawuyeshierdianzisha，dengdaideshihoushoujishoudaoyitiaotuisongxiaoxi，jinlaijiushiwodezhibojian。
xinshengsiyi，qianduitalaishuoyiwuyiyi，wuqiansuanguafeifudeshuangkuai。
「zhubo，woxiangrangnibangwosuansuan，tashibushizaixiamiandengwo，wogentanengfouzaixiamianjixuzuofuqi？」
zhibojiandeguanzhongtingdaotadegushi，xinshengxixu，quanzutabuyaozuoshashi。
「renshengzaishi，zaowanhuijinglishenglisibie。meinv，nikankaidian，shijianhuizhiyunidetongku。」
「kandechulainihenainidelaogong，dangjinshehuixiangnizheiyangyouqingyouyidenvzibuduole。kenibunengyinweilaogongdesi，jiuzuochurangzijihouhuideshiqing......」
「shia，xiangxiangnidehaizi，nidefumu。nizoule，tamenzenmeban？」
yitidaohaizi，yueqinggengjiatongku，yanleidadidadidiluoxia。
「jiehunsannian，wodoumeinenghuaishangtinglongdehaizi。woduibuqita，rangzhaojiawuhou，wogaisi，daoleyincaodifu，womenzuoyiduiguifuqi，wozaiweitashenghaizi。」
woguantamianxiang，bushiduanmingderen，rangtabashengchenbazisixinfawo。
tashi1990nian6yue7risishichusheng，youletadebaziwogengnengsuanchutademingshu，suanwanhouwoqingxiaolexia。
「dangjinshehui，xiangnizheimeshadenvrenqueshibuduole。」
「zhubo，nishenmeyisi？yueqingtongshilaogong，nibuquanta，quechuyanjifengta，nidaodiyoumeiyoutongqingxin？」
「shachazhubo......」
zhibojianguanzhongfenfenliuyanmawo，reduyuelaiyuegao，yixiaziyouyongjinleshangqianren。
woqingleqingsangzidao：「nibuyongdanxinzhaojiawuhou，zhaotinglongzaiwaimianhongqipiaopiao，yigexiaosanweitashenglegeerzi。tazhisuoyihuichuchehuo，jiushiyinweikaichedeshihouzaigenxiaosandadianhua，meizhuyiqianfangdeche，yixiazizhuangshangqu。」
「bukeneng......」
yueqingbiandeqingxujidong，ezhibuzhuxinzhongyongchudefennuzhiqing，jiyuxiangzhengmingtagenzhaotinglongduomedeenai。
「tazhiaiwoyiren，tazhuilewosannian，ririjiwofaxiaoximaizaocan，songnaicha，caidadongwodexin。tashizheibeiziduiwozuihaoderen，shenmeshiqingdouyizhewo，shunzhewo，qianjiuwodexiaopiqi。hunhou，xiabananshihuijia，jiusuanchuquyingchouyebuhuichaoguoshierdian......」
wobuxiangtingtajuedexingfudeshike，neixieshikedoushizhaotinglongdeweizhuang。
「ruguonimeiyoushuqianwanjiachan，tahuizhuinisannianma？kuangqie，maizaocan、songnaicha、faduanxinzheixieshiqingchengbenyoubugao，yefeibuleduoshaoli，yidandadongnidexin，huibaoshijudade。」
zhibojianguanzhongyixiazhale。
「tiana，yuanlaimeinvshigefupo。」