kangfuke，linxiazhanzaipinghenggangjintou，takanzhetayiqueyiguaidizoulai，youtuizhijudeyeyazhuangzhisuizhebufafachuguilvde"sisi"sheng。
"bizuotianduozousanmi。"linxiashengyinlizangzhexinxi。
chengyandefasibeihanshuijintou，quexiaozheconghuailitaochubaowendai："diqishitangdexianroubao，nizhibanshizuiaichide。"zhengtengdereqizaitasuogushangningchengshuizhu，shunzheneidaobahenhuajinyiling。
zhiliaoshizaiyipangtouxiao："chengxianshengxianzaishiwomenfujiankemofanhuanzhe，weilezhunshisongzaocan，lianshuiliaodoutiqianbanxiaoshilaizuo。"
shenjingwaikedechenhuishang，touyingyizhengzhanshichengyanzuixindenaobumri。liuzhurenturantiwen："baiyisheng，302chuangdenaozhendanghouyizhenghuifuderuhe？"
linxiashouzhongdegangbizaijilubenshangweiweiyidun，tabenbuyingjideneixiefeizijifenguanhuanzhedexijie，ranercikequebuyouzizhudituokouerchu：“haimatidaixieyihuifuzhengchang，danjinqiquechuxianchuangshangchangjingshanhui，jianyizengjiaxinlipinggu。”
jiuzaizheishi，zhenggekeshiliderendemuguangbuyueertongdijizhongdaolinxiashenshang。
jinjiezhe，liuzhurenjixushuodao：“zhenghao，tazhiqianshenqingzhuandaonifuzedekangfubingqu，jintianyijingpixialaile。”tadeyuqipingjing。
sanhuihoulinxiafankaijiaojiedan，zuihouyilangongzhengxiezhezhuanquliyou：huanzhejianchirenweizhiyoulinyishenglejieqiwanzhengbingshi。
林夏扶额。
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yuye，chuangwaideyuxixililidixiazhe，linxiaduziyirenzaizhibanshilizhenglizhebingli，fangjianlihenanjing，zhiyouyushenghefankanbinglideshengyin。
turan，dengguanghaowuzhengzhaodiximiele，zhenggezhibanshishunjianbeiheianlongzhao。linxiaheleyitiao，shouzhongdebingliyechadiandiaoluo，tajimangshenshouqumozhuozishangdeshoudiantong，quefaxianshoudiantongbuzaiyuanlaideweizhi。
zaiheianzhong，linxiaxiaoxinyiyidizhanqilai，shitumosuozhezhaodaoshoudiantong。yibuxiaoxinjiuzhuangdaolebingliche，binglichefachu“kuangdang”yishengxiang，ranhoudaozaidishang，binglisanluoyidi。
linxiaxinzhongyizhenaonao，tadunxiashenzi，zaiheianzhongmosuozhebingli，xiwangnengjinkuaibatamenshoushihao。
cishi，shoudiandeguangmangcipolewujindeheian，tataitoukanjianchengyanzhuzheguaizhang，wanruyizuodiaosubanzhulizaimenkou。
linxiamanlianjinge，tuokouerchu：“nizenmelaile？”
“nichongdianqiluowoneilile，turanduandian，dianluqiangxiuzhishaoxuyaoliangxiaoshi。”tabianshuobiandilaichongdianbao，“wopanishoujimeidian。”
linxiazheicaixiangqizuowanqutabingfangshiluoxiale。
chuangwai，leishengruwanmabentengbanhongming，zheneryulong。turan，tadeyoutuihaowuzhengzhaodiyizhenjingluan，jutongxilai，rangtashunjianshiqulepingheng。
linxiajianzhuang，jimangchongshangqianqufuzhuchengyan，yimiantashuaidaozaidi。chengyandeshentizhongzhongdikaozailinxiashenshang，tajinjindizhuazhulinxiadejianbang，sihuxiangyaojiecijianqingyixietuibudetengtong。
linxiaganshoudaochengyandeshentizaiweiweizhandou，tatingdaotamaizaizijijiantou，fachuyishengdichendemenheng：“tui……”shengyinzhongtouluchunanyirenshoudetongku。
linxiaxinjirufen，taxiaoxinyiyidifuzhechengyan，rangtazuozaizhibanchuangshang。zhibanshineiguangxianhunan，zhiyouyigechongdianbaofachuweiruodeguangmang，mianqiangzhaolianglezhouweideyixiaopianquyu。
linxiadunxiashenlai，zhuanzhudijianchazhechengyanyichangzhongzhangdeyouxi。taqingqingdichumozhetadexigai，faxianxigaizhouweiyijingzhongdelihai，pifuyeyouxiefahong。
“weishenmebuanyizhuyongzhiju？”linxiadeyuqizhongdaizheyisizebeihexinteng。
heianzhong，chengyandehuxiqingqingfuguolinxiadeerchui，tadeshengyinyouxieshaya：“ganggangtaizhejile……”
linxiaxiangdaoshenme，tanlekouqi：“hentengba。”
chengyandixiao：“bibuguonidangnianningwoerduodelidu。"
——出院前夜——
bingfangnei，dengguanghunan，zhishengxiadiannaopingmudelengguangyingzhaozailinxiamianpang。tadezhijianxuantingyujianpanshangfang，shangaishuci，chengyandechuyuanxiaojieyifanfuxiugaiqibian，ranertarengweidianji【queren】jian。
“叩叩。”
qiaomenshengqingwei，fangruoshengpajingraotadechiyi。
linxiataitou，huxiweiweiyizhi。
chengyanzhanzaimenkou，tahuanleyishenheisedechongfengyi，yilingweichang，bojingdexiantiaoliluofenming。
dengguangcongtashenhoumanjinlai，goulechutingbadelunkuo，tazhandehenwen，youtuiyijingkanbuchurenheyiyang，zhiyouzoulushiweiweishouliandebufa，tixingzheta，tacengjingshangdeyouduozhong。
“haimeixiewan？”takaozaimenkuangshang，sangyindihuan，daizhediandiaokan，“linyisheng，wodebinglizheimenandinglun？”
linxiashouhuishixian，guzuopingjingdiqiaoxiazuihouyixingzi：【huanzhehuifulianghao，zhunyuchuyuan】。
“xiewanle。”tadianjifasong，yuqigongshigongban，“mingtianzaoshangbanshouxujiuxing。”
chengyanmeidong，rengzhanzaineierkanzheta。
“zenme？”tazhongyurenbuzhuwen。
taxiaolexiao，muguangluozaitazuanjindegangbishang，zhijiedoufanlebai。
“wozaixiang……”tadunledun，“chuyuanzhihou，shibushijiulinihenyuanle？”
linxiashouzhiwuyishidimosuozhebinglibendebianyuan。
“yiyuanyoubushizhiyouwoyigeyisheng。”taqingshengshuo。
“kewozhixiangguanidehao。”
yefengcongbankaidechuanghuliujinlai，chuidongzhuoshangdezhizhang，chengyanzoujinliangbu，zaitamianqianzhanding，ditoukanzheta。
“linxia。”tajiaotademingzi，buzaishi“linyisheng”。
tataimou，duishangtadeshixian。
“wochuyuanle。”tashuo，“suoyixianzai，wobushinidebingrenle。”
林夏的心猛地一颤。
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linxiaganggangguaiguoshenjingwaikedezoulang，jiutingdaoyizhendididexiaoshengconghushizhanchuanlai。tahaoqidikanguoqu，zhijianjigexiaohushizhengweizaiyiqi，jijizhazhadishuozheshenme，muguanghaibushidiwangxinwaikedefangxiangpiao。
“tingshuoxinlaidexinwaikechenyishengchaojishuaie！”yigexiaohushixingfendishuodao。
“shiashia，erqiehaishidanshenni！”lingyigexiaohushifuhedao。
linxiawunaidiyaoleyaotou，zheixiexiaohushimenzongshiduixinlaidenanyishengtebieganxingqu，tazhuanshenzhunbeishuakajinruzijidebangongshi，jiuzaizheishi，shenhouturanchuanlaiyidaowenrundesangyin：“linyisheng？”
linxiawenshenghuitou，yiyanbiankandaoleyigeshenchuanbitingbaidaguadenanren。tadexiongpaishangxiezhe“xinwaikechenmo”，shenxingxiuzhang，wuguanqingjun，zuijiaoguazheyimodandandeweixiao，zhengweiweiqingshenkanzheta。
“nihao，woshixinlaidexinwaikeyisheng，yihouhaiqingduoduozhijiao。”nanrenweixiaozheshuodao，tongshishenchuleyoushou，tadezhijianxiujiandeganjingzhengqi，zhijiayuanrunguanghua。
linxialimaodixiaolexiao，yeshenchushouyutaqingqingwoleyixia：“huanyingnijiaruwomenyiyuan。”
"zaojiutingwenlinyishengshishenjingwaikedeyibahaoshou。"chenmodemuguangzhuozhuo，"buzhidaoyoumeiyourongxingqingnihebeikafei？"
linxiazhengyaowanju，turantingdaoshenhouchuanlaiyigeshuxideshengyin："linyisheng，gaichafangle。"
是程砚。
chengyanbuzhiheshizhanzaizoulangjintou，yishenheisefengyichendejianxianlingli，tashoulilinzhelinxiaguanyongdebaowenbei，beishenshanghaitiezhe【shenjingwaikelinxia】debiaoqian，xianranshiyonglehenjiudesirenwupin。
“linyishengdekafei。”tadabuzoulai，zhijie**liangrenzhijian，babaowenbeisaijinlinxiashouli，“jialeliangkuaibing，bujiatang。”
chenmotiaomei：“zheiweishi……？”
“chengyan。”chengyansaoletayiyan，muguangluozaichenmorengxuanzaibankongdeshoushang，yuqiliangliang，“linxiade……”
tadunledun，hurangouqizuijiao：“zhuanshufuzhenhuanzhe。”
wuxiushijianzaiyiyuantiantai，linxianingkaibaowenbei，reqiyinyunershang。chengyankaozailanganshang，muguangchenchendidingzhelouxia，chenmozhenghejigeyishengtanxiaofengsheng，shibushitaitouwangshenjingwaikedefangxiangkan。
“nishenmeshihouchengwo‘zhuanshu’le？”linxiaminlekoucha，“shangzhoufuzhenbaogaomingmingxianshinigexiangzhibiaodouzhengchang。”
chengyanmianbugaise：“xinlifuzhen。”
“心理？”
“ng。”tazhuanguoshen，hurancoujin，“chenmokannideyanshen，rangwohenbushufu。”
linxiachadianqiangdao：“……chengyan！”
“zenme？”talizhiqizhuang，“chengyandanshouchadou："genju《sanjiayiyuanfuwutiaoli》di3.2tiao——viphuanzheyouquanduiyingxiangjiuzhentiyandeyinsutichutousu。"
tahuranfushen，zailinxiaerbianyadishengyin："biru，mouxieyishengguoyureqingde‘xueshujiaoliu’。"
linxiawuyu：“natiaoyihuanxieyixielezheitiao？”
“《chengyanzhuanshutiaokuan》di1tiao。”tataishou，zhijianqingqingfuqutazuijiaodeshuizi，mouseanlean，“……linyishengyaokankanyuanjianma？”
xiabanshike，linxiagangzoudaotadebaisesuvpang，fujiashidemenbeirenlakai。
chengyantangerhuangzhidizuolejinqu，anquandai“kada”yishengkouhao。
“shunlusongsongwo？”tayilianwugu，“wochesongqubaoyangle。”
linxiazuanjinfangxiangpan："wojidenishuoguonizhuchengxibieshuqu，hewojiashifanfangxiangba，suannamenzideshunlu。"
chengyanniutoukanta："neishishangzhou，jintianbanjiale。”
chengyanjianlinxiabuxindeyangzi，huakaishoujidingwei："re，shibushishunlu。"
linxiashixiandingzheshoujipingmu，haizhenshitongyigexiaoqu。
tazhengyaofanbo，chechuangturanbeiqiaoxiang。
chenmowanyao，touguoboliduitaxiaolexiao：“linyisheng，mingtianzaohuiyaoyongdeziliao……”linxiamiandaiweixiao，shuangshoulimaojieguo：“xiexieni，chenmo。”
huayinweiluo，chengyanhurantanshen，yibaanxialinxianeibiandechechuangkongzhijian，bolihuanhuanshengqi，chadianjiadaochenmodeshouzhi。
“baoqian，”chengyanhaowuchengyididaoqian，“chechuangyoudianmingan。”
陈默眯起眼。
程砚微笑。
liangrengezheyidaochechuang，muguangjiaofeng，huohuasijian。
linxiadenglechengyanyiyan，chengyanyangzhuangwugu，linxiashenxiyikouqi，chemenmengdicaixiayoumen。
车厢内。
linxiadezhijianzaifangxiangpanshangqiaoleqiao，yuguangpiexiangfujiashidechengyan。
tazhenggerenxianzaizuoyili，zhangtuizaiyouxiandekongjianliweiweiquzhe，xiukoujuanqi，luchuyijiexiantiaofenmingdexiaobei，chechuangwaidenihongdenglveguotadecelian，goulechuliluodexiahexian。
hongdengliangqi，linxiamengdicaixiachache，chengyanzhenggerenwangqianqingleqing，anquandaileguoxiongtang，chenshanlingkoubeichekaiyixiaopian，luchusuogushangneidaodansedeba。
huanguoshenhou，chengyanrouleroubeianquandailetengdejianbang，waitoukanxianglinxia：“gunainai，nizheiyijiaochache，chadianbawosongzou。”linxiabailetayiyan，meihangsheng。
chengyanjiantabudali，yanjingyizhuan，guzuoqicandishuo：“yaobuzanliangshangliangshangliang，xiacinichacheqianxianjiwofagexinhao，ganggangneiyixia，woganjuezijiyaodoukuaiduanle。”linxiazuijiaorenbuzhuweiweishangyang，youqiangxingbiezhu。
chezizhongxinqidong，linxiadeyoumencaidebipingshizhonglexie，chengyanyoubeiguanxinganhuizuoyi，kelianbabadikanxianglinxia，linxiaquexiaodeyuefayuyue。
linxiabaisedesuvhuanhuanshiruxiaoqu，chetingwenhou，chengyanquemeijizhejieanquandai。
“bushangqu？”linxiawen。
chengyanmantiaosilidijiekaianquandai，jinshukoudanhuideshengxiangzaimibichexiangligewaiqingxi。tahuranqingshen，shoubeiyueguozhongkongtai，zhijiancaguolinxiadeerchui。
“nitoufashangzhanledongxi。”
tamanmanshouhuishou，zhijianniezheyipiangenbenbucunzaidehuaban，zheishiliangrendejulijindaohuxijiaocuo，linxiawendaotashenshangdandandexuesongqixi，hunzheyisiyiyuandexiaodushuiwei。
“chengyan。”talianmingdaixingdijiaota。
“嗯？”
“你故意的。”
tadixiao，xiongqiangdezhendongfangfotouguokongqichuanlai：“shia。”
linxiaxiache，jiaobucongcongdiwangjiazouqu，chengyanzebujinbumandizaitashenhougenzhe。linxiaturantingxiajiaobu，mengdizhuanguoshenlai，yilianbuyuediduichengyanshuodao：“nibiegenzhewo！”
chengyanjianzhuang，wunaidisonglesongjian，shuangshouyitan，jieshidao：“woyehuijiaa，linyisheng。”shuowan，tabianruowuqishidijixuwangqianzou，yulinxiayitongzoujinledianti。
diantimenhuanhuanbihe，linxiashenshouanxiale18cengdeanniu，ranhoujingjingdizhanzaiyipang，mubuxieshi。
chengyanquexianggemutourenyiyang，zhanzaitashenhouyidongbudong，zheiranglinxiagandaoyouxieqiguai。
tarenbuzhuhuiguotouqu，yongyihuodeyanshenkanzhechengyan，zhijianchengyanzuijiaoweiweishangyang，sixiaofeixiaodikanzheta，zheiranglinxiaxinlibujin“gedeng”yixia。
diantikaishihuanhuanshangsheng，xiaxiaodemibikongjianli，mimanzhechengyanshenshangdandandexuesongxiangqi。zheiguweidaoruoyousiwudiyingraozailinxiabijian，rangtayouxiexinfanyiluan。
linxiasuoxingbuzaikanchengyan，ershijiangmuguangtouxiangbuduantiaodongdeloucengshuzi，xinlimomoqidaozhediantinengkuaidiandaoda18ceng。
“ding”deyisheng，diantizhongyudaole。linxiarushizhongfu，jimangmaibuzouchudianti。raner，rangtameixiangdaodeshi，chengyanjingranyejingenzhetazoulechulai。
linxiatingxiajiaobu，zhuanshendengta：“dougenzhewodaojiamenkoule，haishuomeigen？”
chengyanqingxiaoyisheng，huranshangqianyibu，shoubeiyishen，buyoufenshuodijiangtalanjinhuaili。linxiaxiayishizhengzha，quebeitawenwenkouzhujianbang，daizhetawangqianzoulejibu，zhijietingzailetajiagebidemenqian。
“ni……”linxialengzhu，yanzhengzhengkanzhetataishoushurumima——tadeshengri。
“di。”mensuoyingshengerkai。
chengyanpiantoukanta，jiantadaizhudeyangzi，renbuzhushenshounielenietadelian，dixiaodao：“zenme，shale？”
tatuikaimen，ceshenrangchuyitiaolu，yandidaizhejifencuxiadexiaoyi，“bujinlaikankan？”
wuneidengguangrouhe，zhuangxiufenggejianyuequechuchutouzhejingzhi。linxiazhanzaixuanguanchu，muguangsaoguoketing，faxianchajishangbaizheyibenfankaideyixuezazhi——zhengshitashangzhoufabiaoguolunwendeneiqi。
chengyanshunzhetadeshixiankanguoqu，chunjiaoweiyang：“linyishengdewenzhang，womeipiandoukan。”
linxiaxintiaolouleyipai，queguzuozhendingdiyikaimuguang：“niguyide？”
“guyishenme？”tazoujinyibu，sangyindichen，“guyizhunigebi，guyiyongnishengridangmima，haishi……”tadunledun，mouseweishen，“guyirangnizhidao，wohaiyizhixihuanni？”
kongqifangfozaizheiyikeningzhi，linxiataimoukanta，xintiaobushoukongzhidijiakuai。
chengyandixiao，shenshourouleroutadefading：“biejinzhang，zhishiqingnicanguanyixiaxinjia。”
linxiaminchun，erjianweihong，quehaishitaijiaozoulejinqu。
——tadaoyaokankan，tahainengwanchushenmehuayang。
linxiaturankaikou："weishenmebanguolai，hai……？"zhuwoduimian。
chengyanmuguangluozaitaweiweizhandongdejiemaoshang："linyishengbushizuiqingchuma？"
"什么？"
tayilianyansu，haowuxixuezhiyi，zhengzhongdishuodao：“woxiangmeitiandounengjiandaoni，xianghenilidegengjinyixie。”tadeshengyindichenerjianding，fangfozheijuhuashitaneixinshenchuzuizhenshidekewang。