1xiaobademimishiqingdecongyigeyangguanghaodeyoudianguofendexiawushuoqi。
gangjieshuxiawuneijietingderenhunhunyushuidegonggongke，woniezheshoulikongdiaodenaichabei，
ganjuelinghundousuizhezuihouyikezhenzhubeixizouerbiandekongxu。
zheibei“zuiezhiyuan”kebunengsuishourengzaijiaoshilajitongli，womenneijingyedebaojieayi，
yongyouyishuangyingyanheyifukanbijiaodaozhurenderexinchang，danfanzhuadaosheiluanrengnaichabei，
nengxiaomimidiniantaoniyizhengzhou，conghuanbaozhongyaoxingyanshendaorenshengguihua。weileergenqingjing，
wojuedingmaoxianqianwangjiaoxuelouxiceneigechuanshuozhongde“jingtu”——pilinnancesuodeneigedaxingfenleilajitong。
neiliweizhipianpi，renjihanzhi，shichulicilei“gaoweiwupin”delixiangchangsuo。
woxianggezhixingmimirenwudetegong，yiluguiguisuisui，dongzhangxiwang，
quebaoxingjinluxianshanglianzhixianguangdeyemaodoumeiyou。henhao，huanjinganquan！mubiaosuoding！
woyigejianbuchongcidaolajitongqian，shoubeiyouyahouyang，zhunbeijizheigenaichabeilaiyigewanmeidepaowuxiangaobie。
jiuzaichushoudelingdianlingyimiao，wodedongzuo，liantongwodehuxihexintiao，yiqikaqiaole。
wodeshixianyueguolajitongbianyuan，laolaodingzaileqianfangbuyuanchuneige……jiqiweihedejingxiangshang。
nancemenkoupangbian，neigepingshizhiyongzuozhuangshi、shuishenbuchaoguowoxigaideyuanxingjingguanshuichibianshang，dunzheyigeren。
yigejuebuyinggai、yejuewukenengyizheizhongzitaichuxianzaizheilideren。——songchen。womenadagongrendexiaoba，
yanzhijiedezhumulangmafeng，
nvshengmenzhiganzailuntanniminglouliaoaojiao“laogong”、xianshizhonglianduishiyongqidoumeiyoudetouhaofengyunrenwu。
tajintianchuanleyishenkanqilaijiujiagebufeideheiseyundongfu，chendecelianxiantiaoyufalengjun，
bojingheshouwanluchudepifubaidehuangyan。wuhoudeyangguangjitazhoushendushangleyicengmaorongrongdejinbian，
zheibengaishiyifujuemeidexiaoyuanouxiangjuhaibao。qiantishi，hulvediaotashoulineiwanyier。neibushishu，
bushishouji，bushirenhefuhetaxiaobashenfendedaoju。
neishiyigen……huozhenjiashide、xizhangde、shenzhihaidaizhejingqiaoxianlundezhuanyediaoyugan！
yinsedeyugouzhuizheyidiankeliandeyuer，
qiaowushengxidichuijinneipianzhiyangzhejiduobansibuhuodeshuilianhejitiaofeidekuaiyaoyoubudongdeguanshangjinlideshuichili。
tashenqingzhuanzhu，bochunjinmin，neishuangpingshikanrendoudaizhesanfenliangyiqifenbuxiedetaohuayan，
cikezhengyizhabuzhadiningshizhepingjingwubodeshuimian，neiyansurenzhendejiashi，
buxiangshizaidounongshuichilineixieshahuhudejinli，daoxiangshizaimaliyanahaigoutiaozhanshenmeshijiejilu。
“weng”deyisheng，wodedanaozhijielanping，cpuganshaoleyewufachuliyanqianzheiguoyuchaoxianshideyimu。
xiaoba？songchen？diaoyu？zainancemenkou？！zheijigeyuansuzuhezaiyiqidelipuchengdu，
kanbixiaozhangturanzaishengqiyishishangbiaoyanyuandihoukongfan！judadezhenjingrutonghaixiao，
shunjianchongkualewodelizhidiba。neijuzaiwonaozilipanxuande“niweishenmeyaodiaoyu？”，
bushoukongzhidi、daizhezhanyin，congwoweizhangdezuililiulechulai。huayinluodideshunjian，wohenbunengshijiandaoliu，
bazijibianchenglajitonglideyibufen。2diaoxinjihuawanle！linxiaoxiaoniwanle！
nizhuangpolexiaobabuweirenzhidemimi！tahuibuhuijuedenikandaoletayouzhideyimian，congernaoxiuchengnu，
dongyongtaxiaobadequanwei，rangnizaizheisuoxuexiaoli“qiaowushengxidixiaoshi”？biru，
zaiwodeqimoshijuanshanghuagecha？huozherangwodexiaoyuankayongyuanyeshuabukaishitangdechuangkou？
songchenxianranyebeiwozheituranmaochulaide、buheshiyideshengyinjingraole。tawozheyugandeshouweiweiyidun，
ceguotou，neishuangqinglengdemouziluozaiwoshenshang，
limianfeikuaidilveguoyisibeirenkuipomimideeranhe……yisibuyichajuedejiongpo？dantadaodishisongchen，
biaoqingguanlinengliyiliu。neisiyiyangjinjincunzailelingdianjimiao，jiubeitaguanyoudebingshanmianjufugai。
tachenmolejimiao，neijimiaoduiwolaishuo，manzhangderutongzaiyouguolifanfujianzha。ranhou，talengbingbingdikaikou，
shengyinxiangshigangcongbingxianglengdongshilinachulai，haimaozhesenbaidehanqi：“weilediaodaochuanshuozhongde‘xiaobazhiyu’。
”“……shawanyier？”wolianshangdebiaoqingdagaiwanmeiquanshile“mudengkoudai”sigezi，
meimaokenengdoukuaifeichufajixianle。xiaobazhiyu？shiwozhidaodeneige，liuchuanzaixiaoyuanbbsguaitanqu，
jushuozhiyoumingzhongzhudingdexiaobacainengdiaodaode、chilenengzengjiawangbazhiqide……chuanshuoshengwu？“zhiyoudiaodaota，
wocainengchengweizhenzhengdexiaobazhiwang。”tabuchongdao，yuqiyansu、renzhen，shenzhidaizhedianshenshengdeshiminggan，
fangfozaixuandushenmelebuqideshiyan。wozuijiaokongzhibuzhudichouchuleyixia，ganjuezijideshijieguanzhengzaiguilie。
“xiaobazhiyu？zhei……zheibujiushigeshangyijiexuezhangbianchulaihuyouxinshengdexiaoyuanchuanshuoma？
”zheizhongtingqilaijiuchongmanzhongershaonianhuanxiangdegeng，juranzhendeyourenxin？erqiexinderenhaishisongchenbenzun？
zheifanchamengyetaizhimingleba！“suoyinicaiyaobangwobaomi。”tahuranzhanqishen，maikaizhangtui，
yibujiukuadaolewomianqian。gaodadeshenyingshunjianlongzhaoxialai，dailaiyiguqiangliedeyapogan。taweiweifushen，
coujinwo，neizhangshuaiderenshengongfendelianzaiwoyanqianfangda，
wonengqingxidikandaotanongmidezhangjieheneishuangshensuiyanmouzhongdaoyingchude、yilianjingkongdewo。tayanshenruili，
xiangshidaizhegouzi，shengyinyadi，chongmanleweixiandejinggaoyiwei：“ruguonigangaosubieren，houguozifu。
”qiangdadeqiushengyurangwoshunjianjinrule“congxin”moshi。wohedesuolesuobozi，
xiangshanglefatiaodebudaowengyiyangpinmingdiantou，shengyinxiruodejihutingbujian：“dong！wodong！dalaonifangxin！
woshenmedoumeikanjian！wojiushigeluguode，dui，luguode！woyanjingganggangturanjinshijiasanguang，shayekanbuqing！
”tasihuduiwozheifusongbaoyoushixiangdetaidupoweimanyi，jibukechadiqinghengleyisheng，zhongxintuihuiqu，
youyadidunxia，zaicinaqitadeyugan，jixutaweidade“wangzhexiuxing”。
wojihushishoujiaobingyong、tongshoutongjiaoditaolilezheipianshifeizhidi，sudukuaidexiangshenhouyouguizaizhui，
liandiaozaidishangdeneige“wanezhiyuan”naichabeidouchediwangdaolenaohou。yizhipaodaojiaoxuelouguaijiao，
quebaochedituolilesongchendeshixianfanwei，wocaigantingxialai，fuzheqiangbidakouchuanqi。
xinzangzaixiongqiangli“dongdongdong”dikuangtiao，xiangshiyaozaofanyiyang，yibanshibeihede，
lingyiban……juranshimouzhongnanyiyanyude、guiyidexingfengan？
naohailibushoukongzhidikaishizidongbofanggangcaineimu：gaolengjinyudexiaoba，
hetaneiyutaqizhiyanzhongbufude、daizhedianyouzhishaqidediaoyuxiaopihao……zheisheding，
zenmeyuexiangyuejuede……youdianshangtouni？
jiuxiangnibuxiaoxinzhuangjianleyizhipingriliweifenglinlin、pinizhongshengdedalanggou，
qishibeidilihuitoutouwannidiuchuqudemaoxianqiu，haihuiyinweizhuibudaoerjidehenghengjiji。neizhongjizhidefancha，
daizheyizhongjinhuzhimingdekeaihexiyinli。wanlewanle，linxiaoxiao，nibujinbuduijing，
nihaoxianghai……kedaole？yizhongmingwei“haoqi”dezhongzi，zaiwoxinliqiaoqiaomaixia，
bingqiekaishibuanfenditantoutannao。zheigesongchen，haoxianghewoxiangxiangzhongde，
wanquanbuyiyang.......neikemingwei“haoqi”dezhongzi，yidanzaixinlimaixia，
jiugendalejisusidefengkuangshenggenfaya，wanquanbushoukongzhi。wofaxiansongchenjianzhixianggedakashangbandemofanyuangong，
fengyuwuzu，meitianfangxuehou，bidinghuichuxianzaineigexiaoxiaodejingguanshuichibian，
jinxingtaleidabudongde“xiaobaxiuxing”。erwo，
suweizijizhaodaolezuiwanmeideyanhushenfen——“xiaoyuanhuanbaojixianfeng·lajibuluodituiguangdashi·linxiaoxiao”。
yushi，meitianxiawu，nidounengkandaoyigeguiguisuisuideshenying，shouliyaomeniezhegekongyinliaoping，
yaomezuanzhezhangfeizhi，raozheneigelajitongjinxinggezhongyuhuizouwei。woduozaicuzhuangdeshizhuhoumian，
jiezheqiangbideyanhu，toutouguancha。wuhoudeyangguangbatatingbadeshenyingladehenzhang，tadunzaineili，
celianxiantiaozaiguangyunlixiandegewairouhe……ruguotashoulinadebushiyugandehua。daduoshushihou，
tajiuxiangyizunjunmeidediaosu，zhiyouyanshensuizheshuimiandeweiboqingqingyidong。danouer，
yehuiyoupogongdeshihou——biru，dangmoutiaodandabaotiandejinli，bujinchiguangletadeyuer，
haiyongweibashuaiqiyichuanshuihua，fangfozaichaofengtashi，wonengkandaotazuijiaoweiweichouchu，wozheyugandeshouhuishoujin，
neifuyinrenyoubiequdeyangzi，xiangjilebeixiaomaomiwushihaiaileyizhuazideweiqudagou。jiuming，
zheizhongjizhifanchazhendehenhaoxiao，danwozhiganzaixinlifengkuangpaidi，
lianshanghaidebengchuyifu“wozhishigewuqingderenglajijiqi”delengmo。zheizhongqingkuangchixuledagaiyizhou。
zhidaoneitian，wozhaochangqu“zhixingrenwu”，yuanyuanjiuganjueqifenbudui。songchenyijiudunzaineili，
danzhenggebeiyinglongzhaozheyicengrouyankejiandediqiya，neibuzaishipingshidekugefaner，
ershichongmanle“shengwukelian”、“huaiyirensheng”dejuewanggan。taduizheneigenhaowudongjingdeyuganfadai，
yanshenkongdong，lian**jindejiaobushengdoumeichajue。neiyike，shenmexiaobadeweiyan，
shenme“houguozifu”dejinggao，quandoubeiwopaodaolenaohou。
woxinlineizhimingwei“muai”（huoxuhaiyoudianbiede？）dexiaoguaishoushunjianzhanjuleshangfeng。
woxiangbeishenmedongxifutileyiyang，bushoukongzhidizoushangqian，
shengyinlidaizhezijidoumeichajuedexiaoxinyiyi：“zenmele？”tamengdihuiguoshen，taitoukandaoshiwo，
yanshenlixianshishanguoyisi“zenmeyoushini”deeran，suijineidianeranxunsubeinongnongdeyumenqudai。
tachuixiayanjie，menmendi、shenzhidaizhedianbuyichajuedeweiqu，tuchuyiju：“diaobushanglai。”neiyuqi，
peishangtaneizhangshuailian，shashanglijianzhifanbei！wonaoziyire，neijuzuyigaibianwoweilaixiaoyuanshenghuoguijidehua，
jiuzheimebuguonaozidiliulechuqu：“yaobu……wobangni？”huayichukou，
wojiuxiangchuanyuehuisanmiaozhongqianwuzhuzijidezui！linxiaoxiaoniqingxingyidian！nihuidiaoshenmeyu？
nilianyuxianzenmebangdoubuzhidao！niweiyidediaoyujingyanjiushizaishoujiyouxilidiandianpingmu！guoran，
songchentiaoqiletaneishuanghaokandemeimao，yanshenlichongmanlehaobuyanshidehuaiyi，shangxiadaliangzhewo：“nihuidiaoyu？
”jianzaixianshang，budebufa。woqiangxinganxiaxinlidehuangluan，yingzhetoupikaishiwodebiaoyan，
shituwanzun：“wo、wosuiranbuhuidiaoyu，danwohuifenxiyudexinlia！”woshenchushouzhi，
guzuogaoshendizhixiangshuichilineitiaozuifei、linpianzuishanliang、kanqilaizuidesedehongbaijinli，“nikanneitiao，
tongtifugui，yanshenpini，yikanjiushizheichizilidekangbazi，yuzhongdalao！putongdeyuer，
genbenrubuletadeyan！nideyongdiantebiede，touqisuohao！biru……caomeiweidexiaoxiongbinggan？
”wowanquanshixinkouhuzhou，bijingwoxiaoshihouyongbingganweigongyuandeliyuneishiyiweiyigezhun。
3jiaxizhenzuochuhuyiliaodeshi，songchenjuranmeiyouchizhiyibi。talengleyixia，kankanwo，
youkankanneitiaoyouzaiyouzaide“fuguidalao”，junlianshangjuranzhendeluchuleruoyousuosidebiaoqing！
tachenyinleliangmiao，ranhou，zaiwozhenjingdekuaiyaodiaoxiabademuguangzhong，jiangtaneigenkanqilaijiujiazhibufeideyugan，
zhengzhongdi……didaolewoshouli！shoulituranyichen，neibingliangdechuganrangwoshunjianqingxing。
wo……wozheijiushangshoule？yushi，wode“xiaobashouxidiaoyuguwen”（zifengde）shengya，
jiuzaizheizhongjiqibukaopudefenweizhong，zhengshilakaileweimu。congneitianqi，
womenjiuxianglianggeduishangleanhaodedixiagongzuozhe，meitianfangxuehou，xinzhaobuxuandizailaodifanghuihe。
wofuzetianmaxingkongdi“fenxiyuqing”（qishijiushiyibenzhengjingdihushuobadao），cong“jintianshuiwenpiandi，
yuerkenengxinqingbuhao，xuyaodiansecaixianyandeyuertitishen”（jianyitayongwoyingguanglvdebianlitiesichengtiao），
dao“shuaiganjiaoduyaoyouya，yaoyoujiezougan，nigangcaineiyangxiangzaihuichutou，huibayuhechuxinliyinying”。
taqichuhaihuibengzhelian，yongtaneimeishenmewendudeshengyinfanbo：“yumeiyouxinqing。”huozhe“nizaidouwo？
”danjiabuzhuwoqieerbushedixinao……abu，shizhuanyefenxi。jianjiandi，
wofaxianzheizuobingshanhaoxiang……meineimebingle。
tahuizaiwoshouwuzudao、tuomohengfeidijiangjie“yuleiweibiaoqingxinlixue”（chunxiabian）shi，
zuijiaojibukechadixiangshangwanyixia，suiranhenkuaiyoubeitayaxiaqu，danwobuzhuodaole！
tahuizaiwodailaibutongkouweidelingshichangshizuoyuershi（suiranyujibenbuchi），yibianxianqidishuo“langfei”，
yibianyoumomobawoxihuandekouweiliuchulai。zuirangwoyinxiangshenkedeyici，
shitadiyicichenggongyongwobaisuidedanhuangpai，yinlaiyiqunxiaoyumiaoweizhetayugouzhuanshi，tamengdizhuanguotou，
yanjingliangjingjingdikanxiangwo，yuqilidaizheyisitazijidoumeichajuedexingfenhefenxiangyu：“linxiaoxiao，nikan！
”neiyike，tabuzaishineigegaogaozaishang、lengbingbingdexiaoba，gengxiangshigefaxianlexinqiwanjudedananhai，
ganjingyouchuncui。wodexintiao，henbuzhengqidiloutiaoleyipai。dangran，
tayehuizaiwosiwujidanditucaota“nizheijishu，yudouyaojinichunkule”deshihou，
haobukeqidisongwoyigedabaiyan，ranhouyongyuganqingqingqiaoyixiawodenaodai，lidaoqingdexiangshizaifuquhuichen。
womenjichizilidejitiaozhuyaojinlidouqilemingzi：neitiaozuifeidejiao“fugui”，
zongaiduozaishuilianyexiamiandejiao“haixiugui”，haiyouyitiaoweibatebiepiaoliangdejiao“xiaoxiannv”。
tashenzhihuizaiwomeijishichuxianshi，duizheshuichiziyanziyu：“jintian‘guwen’chidao，
‘fugui’doukuaieshoule。”neigeyuanbenchongchizhexiaodushuiweihegangajiyidejiaoluo，
yinweizheiduanmomingqimiaode“gemingyouyi”，jingranmanmanbianchengleyigechongmanqingsonghe……ng，
shadiaoqixidemimijidi。womenzaizheilifenxiangguotongyibaoshupian，zhenglunguonazhongkouweideruantanggengshihezuoyuer，
yeyiqikanguowushucichimiandangyangdexiyang。wohaoxiang，yuelaiyuexiguanmeitianxiawudezheigeshihou，
yeyuelaiyuexiguanshenbianyouzheigekansigaoleng，shizeyoudianyouzhi、youdianbenzhuodesongchen。
zheizhongpingjing（qiegaoxiao）derizi，zhidaoneitianbeiyizhenjianruiyoushuxideshuoxiaoshengdapo，caijiaranerzhi。
mingyundechilun，kaishichaozhewocongweiyuliaodefangxiang，hongranzhuandong。
neizhongchanzazhelingshixiangwei、hushuobadaohemomingxintiaoshengdepingjingrizi，xiangtoulaideyiyang，
huanghuangyouyoudiguoleyiduan。wojihukuaiyaowangjisongchenyuanbenshineigerangrenwangershengweidexiaoba，
zhijuedetashizheigexiaoxiaoshuichibian，youdianyouzhi、youdianbenzhuo，danyiwaihaohongdediaoyudazi。neitianxiawu，
xiyangjizhenggeshijiedoushuashangleyicengnuanchengsedemitang。wozhengdunzaisongchenpangbian，naodaijihuyaohetacoudaoyiqi，
zhuanxinzhizhidibangtadiaozhengneigezongshibutailingguangdeyuxianlunsongjindu。zuilihaixiguanxingdisuisuinian：“songtongxue，
gennishuoleduoshaobianle，duidaiyuxianyaoxiangduidainvpengyouyiyangwenrou，nizheicushoucujiaode，dongbudongjiuningsi，
yuhaimeidiaodao，xianxianbeinizhetengchuxinliyinyingle……”songchenmeihangsheng，zhishiweiweicetoukanzhewo，
tadehuxiqingqingfuguowodeefa，youdianyang。
wonengwendaotashenshangneiguhendande、xiangshiyangguangxiaqingcaohunzhexuesongdeweidao，guaihaowende。
jiuzaiwoyinweizheiguofenkaojindejulieryoudianxinyuanyimashi，yizhenjianruiyoushuxideshuoxiaosheng，
xiangyibashengxiudejiandao，“cila”yishenghuapolezheipianjiaoluodeningjing。woxinlimengdiyigedeng，
yizhongbuxiangdeyuganrutongbingshuicongtoujiaodaojiao。taitouyikan，wanle，
pashenmelaishenme——zhengshixuexiaolineizhihaocheng“songchendongtailiaowangta”debaguaxiaofendui！lingtoudeneige，
shiwangqian，songchenhouyuanhuidehuizhang，zhandoulikanbishigegouzi。tacikezhengdengdaleyanjing，
xiangshifaxianleshiqiankonglongzaitiaobalei，muguangzaiwohesongchenzhijianlaihuisaoshe，
zuizhongdinggezaiwomenjihuaizaiyiqidejianbangshang。tatuzhefensechuncaidezuibazhangchengle“o”xing，
yuqilichongmanlenanyizhixinheyizhongbeiqinfanlingdibandetiaoxin：“songchen？ni……nizaizheiliganshenme？
haiyouta……”taneigenzuolejingzhimeijiadeshouzhi，zhizhidizhixiangwo，
fangfowoshishenmebugaichuxianzaizheilidewuranwu。songchendeliansejihushishunjianjiuchenlexialai，
bichuanjubianlianhaikuai。tazhiqishen，gangcaineidianruoyousiwuderouheqixixiaoshidaijin，
querdaizhideshibixiboliyahanliuhailengdediwen，tayanpidoulandetaiyixia，
lengbingbingdituchusigezi：“guannishenmeshi。”wangqianbeiyeleyixia，lianshangyoudianguabuzhu，dansuiji，
taxiangshixiudaolejingtiandaguadeweidao，shengyindouranbagaolebadu，daizhekuazhangdexijuqiang：“wa！bushiba？
womengaolengdelianhuadoulandegennvshengduoshuoyijudesongdaxiaoba，juranhuigenyigenvsheng……zainancemenkou？！
yiqidiaoyu？！zheiguanxi……kebuyibana！”tashenhoudejigenvshenglikexiangshijiedaolezhilingdeyingshengchong，
kaishiqizuibashediqihong：“jiushijiushi！taiyangdaxibianchulaile？”“guaibudezuijindouzhuabudaochengerenying，
yuanlaishizaizheili‘mimixingdong’a！”“zheinvshengsheia？
kanzheyansheng……”neixietanjiude、shenshide、daizhemingxiandiyidemuguang，xiangwushugenximidezhen，